unobtainable warmth

In the first ten days of September, E University in Z City started school, and Xu Zhou arrived at E University early when the school started to report, alone, with a suitcase.No new students came to report at the freshman registration office. The seniors and sisters were very enthusiastic. When they saw Xu Zhou, they rushed over immediately, and those who took the luggage took the luggage. Several seniors were still asking him what department and major he was.Xu Zhou had never seen such a battle before, he was at a loss, and he calmed down after a while, and replied to his senior sister.The senior sister assigned him a dormitory according to his department and major. Accompanied by several seniors, he went down to the dormitory. After putting Xu Zhou's luggage in the dormitory, the seniors returned to the freshman reception.

The dormitory is in building No. 415, also on the fourth floor, [-]. Seeing this number, Xu Zhou was stunned, and then looked at the university dormitory as if nothing had happened. The accommodation conditions of University E are among the best among many universities. There are two rooms with separate bathrooms, bed and table, and two rows of cabinets. The previous occupants even renovated it, and the dormitory is full of retro-style decorations.Xu Zhou made the bed in the dormitory, and put all the things on the table.

By the time Xu Zhou had rested, it was already noon. Xu Zhou went downstairs to the gymnasium to pay his tuition, got a meal card, and took the meal card to the school cafeteria.

Yang Shan started school, and his parents drove him off, with smiles on their faces, because Yang Shan passed the university they hoped for.When they arrived at the gate of the school, Yang Shan's parents looked at the university. E University was the number one university in Z City, even among the best in the whole country. Yang Shan's mother pulled his father to talk.Yang Shan looked up at the century-old school, but said nothing.

Yang Shan's parents followed Yang Shan through the admission procedure step by step. After Yang Shan paid the tuition fee and got a meal card, they went to the dormitory with their luggage.Seeing the dormitory number, the parents even joked with Yang Shan, saying what a coincidence, it's your birthday.Yang Shan smiled, but didn't speak.The dormitory is a room for two, and the decoration is quite exquisite. The other person has already arrived and packed everything, but now he has gone downstairs and is not in the dormitory.

With the help of his parents, Yang Shan made the bed, put his things in order, and fetched water to clean the table and chairs. The other person in the dormitory only cleaned his own table and chairs.It seems that he is a difficult person to associate with, Yang Shan thought in his heart.I went downstairs with my parents, drove to the city, and had a meal there. Yang Shan sent his parents away, and walked around the school. After learning the general route, it was already afternoon, and Yang Shan came back In the dormitory, the other person in the dormitory also returned to the dormitory.

Xu Zhou went back to the dormitory directly after eating, and read in the dormitory until the afternoon.While Xu Zhou was still reading, he heard the sound of the door being pushed open.When Xu Zhou came back after eating, he already knew that another person had come.Xu Zhou looked down at the book, wondering whether he should say hello or not. After thinking for a while, he still couldn't come to a conclusion. He just sat there awkwardly, waiting for the other person to speak first.

When Yang Shan returned to the dormitory, he saw another person sitting on a chair, who seemed to be reading a book. Yang Shan was too embarrassed to disturb him, so he sat on his own chair and looked down at his phone.

The atmosphere was deadlocked like this.It wasn't until evening that there was relief.

"Hello classmate, we are in the same class, my name is Yang Shan, would you like to go down to have a meal together?" Yang Shan first broke the atmosphere and said to another roommate.

Yang Shan seemed to see the other person straighten his back suddenly, without moving.

Xu Zhou was horrified in his heart. He heard his roommate say his name was Yang Shan, Yang Shan, is that Yang Shan?Xu Zhou straightened his back, he didn't dare to move, and he didn't dare to turn his head, he was afraid that that person was not that Yang Shan, and he was also afraid that that person was Yang Shan, but he was no longer the Yang Shan who liked him.

As if he had made up his mind, Xu Zhou got up from his chair, held his breath, and turned around.It was that Yang Shan, not that Yang Shan.Memories from two years ago suddenly rushed into Xu Zhou's mind, the smiling Yang Shan, the laughing Yang Shan, but none of them could coincide with the indifferent and alienated Yang Shan in front of him.Xu Zhou was stunned for a while before replying.

"Well, my name is Xu Zhou." A stiff smile hung on the corner of his mouth.

Yang Shan lost his mind when he saw Xu Zhou's face. The person he had been thinking about for two years was right in front of him and beside him. Let's eat in the restaurant.

The two of them acted as if they didn't know each other, and their tone was full of indifference and alienation.

Xu Zhou thought that Yang Shan had forgotten him, and his heart ached.

Yang Shan was afraid of what happened two years ago, so he didn't dare to recognize Xu Zhou, and he didn't know if Xu Zhou still remembered him.

The two speculated about each other, neither recognized the other, and each spoke in an indifferent and alienated tone.Father, like son.Anyone who is around them can see the irrepressible longing and affection in their eyes.

The two returned to the dormitory after eating, turned off the lights and went to bed, their minds were full of thoughts, and they had nothing to say all night.

The author has something to say:

Please forgive me for skipping this chapter today (⊙v⊙)