Rebirth: Saving Genius Project

Ye Hengzhou's death brought Tang Yuan's youth to an abrupt end, like a song with a hasty ending.

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Tang Yuan didn't know how he got back to the dormitory, he was lying on the bed, his mind went blank, and his roommates came back one after another, seeing Tang Yuan lying dead on the bed, they didn't know what to do.They probably have never seen a boy whose eyes can't be closed like a faucet turned on when he is crying bitterly. Besides, everyone is new here, and they are not familiar with each other. Two or three words of comfort are too hypocritical.

In the afternoon, when it was time for class, Tang Yuan still lay on the bed without saying a word, with a look of lovelessness on his face, and cautiously said to the brother on the bed: "Tang Yuan, I will help you ask for leave for this afternoon's class. Take a good rest in the dormitory." After speaking, he patted Tang Yuan's shoulder lightly with his paw, and then fled away quickly, but Tang Yuan didn't care, as he seemed to be unable to perceive the surrounding environment.

Tang Yuan went to City B early the next morning. He called Ye Hengzhou's homeroom teacher at the gate of University B. Ye Hengzhou's homeroom teacher was a very responsible teacher. Hearing Tang Yuan's hoarse and tired voice, he was afraid If something happened to the child, he rushed over to pick him up at the school gate.

As soon as Tang Yuan saw Ye Hengzhou's teacher, he felt another stalk in his heart. Teacher Liu, the class teacher, saw the boy in front of him with red and swollen eyelids, black eye circles, pale face, and sloppy steps, so he knew how much her phone call yesterday had brought to this boy. Big sadness.She couldn't bear to say: "Student, can you?"

Tang Yuan nodded.

She asked cautiously again: "Then shall we go to see him first, or pack up our things first?"

The nightmare-like absurdity reappeared in Tang Yuan's heart, making him want to turn around and stay away from this nightmare.Tang Yuan clenched his fist tremblingly, and after concentrating for a long time, he said slowly, "Go and see him first."

Teacher Liu took Tang Yuan to see Ye Hengzhou's body. They passed a lake on the way, and there was the sound of a distant flute whimpering from a distance. Articles of the lakes.The head teacher looked at the lake along his line of sight and said, "This is Jingyue Lake."

Flowers in the mirror and moon in the water, floating dreams.

Tang Yuan remembered that when the travel magazine he bought introduced the famous attractions of famous universities, he pointed out this lake to Ye Hengzhou. Ye Hengzhou glanced at it, and before Tang Yuan introduced it, he said it was : "Mirror Moon Lake." Ye Hengzhou loved University B persistently, so Tang Yuan still couldn't figure out why Ye Hengzhou committed suicide. He had already realized his high school ideal.

There was also the last test. He and Ye Hengzhou went to the playground for a run. Ye Hengzhou said that the firm eyes that were inevitable when he was in B University were all vivid in his memory, but things are people and things are not things...

Ye Hengzhou's body was frozen in the morgue of the affiliated hospital.When Tang Yuan saw him, he was very peaceful, as if sleeping in the deepest dream.There was a deep wound on his wrist, and now there was no blood, and the flesh turned out ferociously, which was shocking.After crying for so long yesterday, Tang Yuan thought he had no more tears, but the moment he saw Ye Hengzhou's wrist, his eyes filled with tears again.He stretched out his trembling hand to hold the lifeless hand, it was as cold as holding a piece of ice in his hand, it was so cold in his heart.

It's brutal for a teenager to face life and death so directly.Teacher Liu couldn't bear it and said: "The deceased is dead, please mourn."

As if Tang Yuan had never heard of it, Teacher Liu left with a sigh and asked them to say their final goodbyes.Unexpectedly, Ye Hengzhou, who seemed withdrawn, would have such a sincere friend like Shanyang's dead friend.It would be great if the two of them could be in the same school. With this child to take care of them, I'm afraid Ye Hengzhou wouldn't be so impulsive.

After waiting for quite a while, no one inside came out. When Teacher Liu was about to rush in to have a look, the door opened suddenly, and a young boy came out from inside. Go and pack Ye Hengzhou's things."

Teacher Liu observed his expression, froze for a moment, sighed inaudibly and said, "Let's go."

After meeting Ye Hengzhou, Tang Yuan's mood stabilized a bit.The head teacher took him to Ye Hengzhou's dormitory, and told the whole story of Ye Hengzhou's suicide on the way. Ye Hengzhou committed suicide on Wednesday night, and the body was found by the monitor the next day. The data sheet, this form must be handed in on Thursday, but Ye Hengzhou didn't hand it in, so the monitor found their dormitory, knocked on the door for a long time and didn't open it, and the phone was turned off. Auntie took the key and found Ye Hengzhou's body.Through the subsequent storage of Ye Hengzhou's relics, no suicide note was found.It is estimated that I have been disheartened by this world, so I didn't leave a word.Depressed people tend to go to extremes...

Tang Yuan said, "What depression?"

Teacher Liu said: "I mentioned it to you on the phone yesterday. Maybe you were too shocked and didn't pay attention. There are a lot of antidepressants in Ye Hengzhou's residence, and there are also psychiatric medical records. After B According to the examination by the psychiatrist at the Affiliated Hospital, Ye Hengzhou is already in the stage of deep depression. It is estimated that he has been depressed for a long time, at least two or three years."

Two or three years?Couldn't it be that he already had a tendency to be depressed when he was in high school, but he didn't realize it at all, and Tang Yuan fell into self-blame.

Teacher Liu knew what Tang Yuan was thinking when he saw Tang Yuan's expression, and he said with relief: "You don't need to blame yourself, Ye Hengzhou is a very rational person, most people can't restrain their mania when they are deeply depressed, and vent their anger on those around them. He suspects that everyone is going to harm him. But Ye Hengzhou has no such tendency at all, he just doesn't like to talk. He concealed his illness very well. Show a little sign." Maybe it's because he is so rational that it will be more painful when he has this kind of disease that he can't control more and more.Teacher Liu thought about it in his heart, but he didn't say it out, because speaking out would only aggravate his grief.

Soon we arrived at the house that Ye Hengzhou rented. Ye Hengzhou rented an apartment-style house, which was similar to a school dormitory, and there was also a dormitory supervisor. The difference was that this kind of house was for one person.Teacher Liu asked the dormitory manager for a key to open the door, but Ye Hengzhou had very few things, so this small room seemed very empty.Teacher Liu helped Tang Yuan organize Ye Hengzhou's quilt. Tang Yuan started to pack Ye Hengzhou's books without saying a word. Most of the books were borrowed from the library. Tang Yuan flipped through the books to see if there were any personal letters or Things like paper, but a piece of paper fell out of the book next to the bed. The back of the thing was glued neatly with tape, and the word "friend" was written on it. Yuan seemed to have a sense of it. When he turned it over, he saw that the two little people were glued together. The shape was cut from the graduation photos of the whole class. When they took the graduation photos, Ye Hengzhou stood at the back. Standing in the third row from the bottom, Ye Hengzhou cut out the photos of the two of them from their graduation photos and pasted them together. The photo may have been used by Ye Hengzhou as a bookmark, and the faces on it would be hard to see clearly. If It wasn't for clothes and scissorhands that Tang Yuan couldn't recognize one of them as him.

Teacher Liu, who was making the bed, saw Tang Yuan squatting on the ground, buried his face in his arms, and let out a suppressed cry.

Under the guidance of Teacher Liu, Tang Yuan went through all the formalities in a numb manner... Looking back at the gate of University B, he found that the school that they looked up to in the third year of high school suddenly changed its appearance.He left without hesitation, and the setting sun tore his back into a lonely shape.

The incident of Ye Hengzhou's suicide was widely spread on the Internet. Netizens either criticized China's education, or lamented the psychological quality of college students. No matter what they said, it was not painful.The high school classmates naturally also knew the news, and they all came to ask him why.Tang Yuan didn't want Ye Hengzhou to be the talk of others with sighs and sighs after dinner, so he uninstalled WeChat and lost contact with his high school classmates. Only Hao Shuai persisted in contacting him and comforting him, and he became the only one who talked with him in the four years of college. The high school classmates he contacted.

During his four years in college, he studied hard. He basically didn’t know the classmates in his class, and he was nodding acquaintance with his roommates. He artificially erected barriers to isolate all interpersonal communication. Hao Shuai said that this was his self-abuse, and he was doing it for himself. Only Tang Yuan knew that it was not a punishment, but he suddenly felt that nothing else mattered. From the day Ye Hengzhou died, he was determined to use all his youth to realize Ye Hengzhou's ideal.

In his senior year, he was admitted to MIT as he wished, and became the only student admitted by MIT with a full scholarship in the ten years since his school entered.The photo of Tang Yuan occupied one page of the school's honor roll. Tang Yuan looked at himself in the honor roll with blank eyes expressionlessly, and couldn't feel the slightest joy.

He declined the school's speech at the graduation ceremony, and didn't even attend the graduation ceremony. He properly put away the offer and the photo he dug out from Ye Hengzhou, and Tang Yuan taped the front of the photo. A layer of film to prevent the face in the photo from being seen clearly after too many times.Take your dreams with you and pretend you're by my side. 【1】

Tang Yuan packed up his things and left the school without any regrets.From now on, he will take Ye Hengzhou to the place he most wants to go, Tang Yuan thought of this, and a burst of bitter joy suddenly surged in his heart.This was his last feeling in the world. In the next second, he was hit by a huge object and flew up.Before he had time to regret and suffer, he closed his eyes forever.

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[1] is a poem by Rilke.

Haha, isn’t it popular to cut out pictures recently? Our Ye Shen’s cut out skills are comparable to a certain crew~