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Along the way, neither of them spoke. They sat at both ends of the back seat, letting the lights and shadows intertwine on their faces. The green leather taxi was like dripping water in the busy traffic, and finally stopped at the gate of the community.

In winter, no one came out for a walk, Ruan Hang silently took out the suitcase from the trunk, and walked upstairs in front of Shen Nan.

Ruan Hang opened the door and entered the house, walked into his room silently, Shen Nan closed the door, then turned off the light in the living room, walked to the end of the corridor and found that Ruan Hang half-closed the door, it may be closed by the wind blowing from the open window , but Shen Nan didn't go in.

In the crack of the door, Ruan Hang sat down on the bed with his head bowed, his clothes still on, the pole of the suitcase was propped up high, the room was only illuminated by the light in the corridor, and other items were immersed in darkness.

Shen Nan did not turn off the lights in the corridor, but walked to the opposite guest room, and then closed the door, the sound was not loud, but Ruan Hang could hear the sound of closing the door.

Ruan Hang buried his face in his hands tiredly, panting heavily.

After a night without dreams, Shen Nan slept soundly. After getting up to drink water, he found that Ruan Hang, who was sitting on the sofa in the living room, was still wearing the same suit from yesterday.

Seeing him coming out, Ruan Hang forced himself to laugh: "Morning." Little did he know that his blood-red eyes and hoarse voice confirmed how false his smile was.

"Morning." Shen Nan nodded, turned around and went to pour tea for himself, opened the lid of the kettle to boil hot water, who knew that there was steam coming out of the round mouth, he poured it into the cup and touched it with his hands, It turned out to be warm.

"Let's... go and see Sister Xiaodi." Ruan Hang's voice came from behind, Shen Nan didn't ask why, nor did he ask how to go to see the person who was dead, he just drank the warm water in the glass in a few sips.

"it is good."

"Master, go to Jiuzhen Cemetery." Ruan Hang told the driver the address he got from Gu Feifei, and Shen Nan also sent a text message to the butler after knowing the destination, asking him to bring a bouquet of flowers for worship.

Ruan Hang has never been to other cemeteries, but there is a flower shop next to Jiuzhen cemetery, which opens early in the morning, and the elegant and light bouquets are placed from the inner room to the outside, which is a bit like the opening of a wedding.

The butler had been waiting at the door for a long time, and presented a bunch of fresh white lilies to Shen Nan who had just arrived. On the flowers, there was also the water mist sprayed by the merchant just now, which condensed on the stamens and dripped lightly.

Ruan Hang walked into the flower shop and asked the clerk who was pruning the flower branches: "Hello, do you have any pink lilies?"

The clerk yawned, glanced at the tall man who was wearing half of his face, and began to fiddle with flower branches to insert into the half-dressed bouquet: "It's on the right, pick it yourself."

"Thank you." Ruan Hang walked into the store and found pink lilies stuck in a bucket on the right hand side of the clerk. They were squeezed into a bucket like a mushroom cloud blown out.

"Please wrap a pink lily bouquet for me, thank you." Ruan Hang rubbed his eyes, his body began to get tired after a night of sleep, and his eyes were covered with a thick layer of mist.

Ruan Hang came out with pink lilies in his arms. The butler had already left. Shen Nan was holding a bouquet of white lilies in his hands. In addition, the other party was wearing a short white down jacket, black fleece slacks, and black men's short boots. He looked like a prince charming and a knight. A combination of two, holding flowers in his hand to visit his princess.

A few years ago, Ruan Hang was also a person who experienced the prosperous times of Volkswagen Lalang Shennan and Xie Xiaodi Xipi. Even though the two of them only had a frame on TV, and there was a distance between them, the time was only more than ten seconds, but he was so sad No, when the society reveled in the beauty of the two men and women, and randomly made up materials that the two had met their parents and were about to talk about marriage, he also flipped through entertainment magazines and was so heartbroken that he couldn't eat.

But now it is he who pulls Shen Nan to worship Xie Xiaodi who has left, and even Shen Nan's flowers are bought by others.

And Shen Nan doesn't remember that Xie Xiaodi often mentioned in the crew that her favorite flower is pink lilies, and she hopes that on all her important days, someone with a heart can send her a bouquet of pink lilies.

Ruan Hang brought Shen Nan to Xie Xiaodi's tomb. There were already two bouquets of pink lilies placed there, but because they had been placed for too long, the edges of the petals had withered. At the mercy of him.

The photo on the stele is black and white, it is the portrait of Xie Xiaodi when she was young, pure and sexy, the monotonous two colors can't hide her radiant face, the energetic girl smiles like a flower blooming in the dark flower.

And when she came back many years later, her beautiful face did not fade at all, but the light in her eyes disappeared, and her delicate winking eyes became empty crystal bottles, which shattered in the black hole at the slightest touch, making the gaze of her eyes shatter. Man is swallowed by the abyss.

"Shen Nan, what do you think of Sister Xiaodi?" Ruan Hang asked Shen Nan who had just put down the bouquet under the gaze of the young Xie Xiaodi.

"She is very beautiful." Shen Nan has seen Xie Xiaodi at the peak of her appearance, and she is the most eye-catching beauty even standing in the distance. "The acting skills are also very good." Xie Xiaodi's expression was in place during the production team, and he was immersed in the play with every gesture , so that the semi-fictional script is presented to everyone like real life.

"Then what about her?" Ruan Hang asked.

"do not know."

"Why?" Ruan Hang wondered why he didn't know why, and at the same time felt an inexplicable sense of fear in his heart.

"I don't care." Shen Nan stretched out his hand to pull out the bangs that had blown into his eyes. The wind was getting stronger and stronger, making it hard for him to open his eyes.

"What about me?" Seeing that Ruan Hang was too cold by the strong wind, Shen Nan could hear Ruan Hang's voice trembling, "What do you think of me?"

Shen Nan recalled the group of photos when he first met Ruan Hang, the first time he saw the eyes that he couldn't help but keep: "Your eyes are beautiful, you are a good person, and your acting skills are also good." After contacting him, he found that Ruan Hang People are just like his eyes, revealing tenderness and tolerance from the inside out, and like the softest cotton, which looks fluffy and soft, but it will not disperse under heavy pressure, but will become more resilient when squeezed , I will not give up on what I insist on, and I will try my best to do what I promise. It seems that I have no pursuit, but I take everything seriously. When I stay with him, I feel that I am making progress.

But what impressed Shen Nan the most was not how handsome Ruan Hang was, how good his personality was, or how superb his acting skills were, but that as long as he appeared beside Ruan Hang, the other party's hot eyes would never move away from him, and he would do nothing. Ruan Hang stood on his own ground in everything, and he was always kind to him from the bottom of his heart, he could feel it, so Shen Nan paused: "You like me very much."

Ruan Hang asked in a low voice, "No more?"

Shen Nan asked: "Anything else?"

"Do you love me?"

"I like you very much."

"Why are you dating me?"

"Because you like me."

Shen Nan assured that everything he said was true and that it was from the bottom of his heart, but Ruan Hang's eyes widened, showing an unbelievable look.

Except for his elder brother and the housekeeper, Shen Nan had never been able to make waves in his feelings for anyone before. These two people can occupy a lot of weight in his world, purely because they have been with him for too long, accumulating a little bit of emotion and love every day. Memory, after so many years, has only given him a faint layer of dependence.

After acting, the situation improved, and he gradually moved closer to normal people, but the human touch he added was just a drop in the bucket compared to ordinary people. He couldn't generate his own emotions because of other people's emotions, he seemed to come from a different dimension. Humans have a different emotional structure from ordinary people. The most similar race in the world should be robots, which can make preset actions to the outside world, but what controls him is only manually written code.

He will not sympathize with the homeless man with a broken leg under the bridge, nor will he pity the dead, nor will he be angry with those who cut in front of him in line, and he will not be surprised when Heizi insults him face-to-face, throws eggs at him, and throws acid. He won't feel bad when gossip attacks him.

He didn't even know why he was alive.

He has no hobbies, no favorite food, no favorite games, no favorite books, no favorite movies.

Shen Nan learns from ordinary people who come into contact with these things, eat in order to live, drink drinks in order to replenish energy, and experience the lives of various people in order to act. survive.

Living is like a chicken rib, it is useless to eat, but it is a pity to discard it.

It's boring to live, but his brother and housekeeper will definitely be sad after death, and he doesn't really want them to be sad.

Ruan Hang was an accident. Originally, he just wanted to stimulate his elder brother and sister Wang, so that his elder brother should not put too much thought on himself. If you can't hate yourself, you will be given to others by yourself.

But unlike Sister Wang's feelings towards her elder brother that have grown stronger and stronger over the years, the relationship between him and Ruan Hang is as flat as water. Ruan Hang's feelings towards him are like Hokkaido's hot springs, where water surrounds you everywhere. Hold you gently in my arms, love you with everything you have, you just need to lean against the pool and look at the starry sky above your head.

Shen Nan didn't know exactly what love was like. The love in his impression was that both sides were glued to each other, like the harmony of the deceased parents, like Wang Qingqing's fierce pursuit of Shen Qi and Shen Qi's forbearance towards her for many years, like In the movie, he jumped off the cliff with the heroine to die in love.

But he knew that his feelings for Ruan Hang were not love, at most liking.

After all, liking is already the strongest emotion he can have.

Shen Nan imagined what would happen after telling Ruan Hang the truth, but he never thought that this scene would come so soon.

Regardless of the cold air, Ruan Hang breathed heavily, and Shen Nan could smell the sweet smell of blood coming out of the other party's throat.

Shen Nan blinked, and reached out to support Ruan Hang's crumbling body, but the other party avoided him.

The other party gave Shen Nan a look he had never seen before, making Shen Nan at a loss.

For the first time, Ruan Hang left Shen Nan and ran away.