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"How do you feel now?"

"Chest tightness, empty head, no interest in anything."

"Has the situation not improved since last month's examination?" The female doctor was holding a stack of papers, which recorded Shen Nan's examination records for this year. Unshakable test data and conversation records.

"No."

The female doctor has been Shen Nan's personal psychiatrist for 22 years. When she was abroad, she was the Chinese with the best grades, so when Shen Qi, who was only 12 years old at the time, brought Shen Nan, who was 26 years old, to her door, she was [-] years old. She was surprised that someone dared to spend such a large sum of money to ask her to be a secret psychiatrist. She hoped that Liu Ping, who was born in Chengfeng's family, was not rich, so she signed a contract with Shen Qi. Signed her for half her life.

Liu Ping, who is almost 50 years old, looks only 35 or [-] years old because of proper maintenance, but she is already a grandmother, and her granddaughter is also one year old this year.

Liu Ping spent more time with Shen Nan than her daughter, so she naturally treated Shen Nan as a close junior, even though the other party might not have deep feelings for her.

"What about your appetite?" Appetite is also linked to emotions. People with weak emotions have never had a very good appetite. For example, Shen Nan, if he hadn't watched him eat when he was young, he might have filled several boxes of milk. Open your mouth and eat a spoonful or two of rice.

"I will taste every dish, and I will eat a few more bites when I want to eat, but after eating too much, I will get tired and lose the taste." Shen Nan suddenly thought of the bowl of boiled fish fillets he ate more, the snow-white The fish meat was greasy in the bright red chili soup, and he seemed to see Ruan Hang's face reflected in the soup noodles.

"It's the same as last month." Liu Ping recorded it in her notebook, but when she turned her notebook forward, what Shen Nan said in the past two years was the same.Not only for these two months, but for 24 months, Shen Nan's situation remained the same without any change.

"The test results are out, and the data is still the same as it was half a year ago." Liu Ping handed Shen Nan the detailed results of the brain secretion hormones tested by the machine just now, "Then how do you feel?"

In "Ember Bone", which he picked up half a year ago, except for the increase in hormone secretion at the beginning of filming, after two months of filming, Shen Nan's situation did not gradually improve as in the past filming, but entered a dead zone, and the hormone secreted by the brain was still so little.

Shen Nan shook his head: "It's the same as before, nothing changed."

Liu Ping's pen paused, because she found that the words she wrote were exactly the same as the imprints on the next page of the notes she had taken before.In other words, Shen Nan's situation didn't get better, and of course, it didn't get worse either.

But Shen Nan's current situation is too dangerous, if there is no progress, it can only be regarded as deterioration.

"Then has anything happened to you recently that made you emotionally fluctuate?"

"Yes." Shen Nan smiled lightly, "I made a boyfriend."

Liu Ping looked at Shen Nan in surprise, her first reaction was not like ordinary people, "You actually have a boyfriend", but said in a joyful tone: "You have a lover!"

"Yes," Shen Nan also has some feelings for this aunt who has known each other for most of his life, "I took the initiative to chase him, but he confessed first. My boyfriend is sitting in the living room, you come You should have seen him sometime."

"Ah, it's him." Liu Ping thought of Ruan Hang who had glanced hurriedly in the hall before, "He's a very handsome young man, you have a good eye." Liu Ping put down her pen, as if she didn't intend to record the next words, "How did you fall in love with him?"

"His eyes are beautiful and bright." Shen Nan remembered the first time he saw Ruan Hang's photos, "His eyes are full of kindness. After seeing a real person, I don't feel any danger. He is like a flower that has been exposed to the sun. Cloud that smells sweet, I feel at ease by his side."

"This is really a big improvement! If you come to check next month, I think your hormone data will become much more normal." Liu Ping closed the notebook, looking as if she wanted to have a pure chat with Shen Nan , "However, I'm still very curious. Why did you suddenly find a partner? I remember that you have never had this tendency. When did you come up with this idea?"

"Three months ago, the day I saw Ruan Hang's photo." Shen Nan intentionally concealed that when he saw Wang Qingqing and Shen Qi feeding pigeons in the Overseas Square when he checked Moments that day, he only revealed that Ruan Hang said, "There is a person accompanying me." Now, you shouldn't be so lonely."

Liu Ping smiled: "This is really a miracle of love." If Shen Nan fell in love with Ruan Hang at first sight, and even took the initiative to pursue him, it means that his emotional fluctuations are still very large, and he is expected to return to the level of a normal person.

Shen Nan stayed in the room for more than an hour, listening to Liu Ping's homework, but he just listened, without any feelings, and perfunctory like a robot. Shen Nan left.

"Are you alright?" Ruan Hang, who was sitting in the lobby, saw Shen Nan coming out of the psychiatrist's room, and walked towards Shen Nan without any memory, "Shall we go back to the apartment or to your house?"

"Go back to the apartment." Shen Nan took Ruan Hang's arm for the first time, the door was still open, Liu Ping saw everything, and after Shen Nan and the others disappeared at the gate, Liu Ping opened the notebook and wrote down everything Shen Nan said just now. Record words and actions.

Shen Nan and Ruan Hang got into the car that Shen Qi arranged for them. This time it wasn't that the Lincoln was lengthened, but the back seat was still very spacious and comfortable. Shen Nan still held Ruan Hang's arm. From going out to getting in the car, he was like a child Sleeping at night like hugging a quilt, tightly hugging Ruan Hang's arm.

"What's the matter?" Ruan Hang noticed that Shen Nan's head was resting on his shoulder, and couldn't help touching the other's head with the other hand. Shen Nan's hair was neither long nor short, but thin and soft, which made Ruan Hang lovingly rubbed his face against the other person's hair.

"I want to know what it's like to be in love," Shen Nan looked up at Ruan Hang, "Can you help me?"

"Yes!" Ruan Hang nodded his head, maybe because he smiled too brightly, Shen Nan didn't realize that a warm current flowed through his heart.

He can feel emotionally exciting feelings, like the "I really like your brother, I must chase him!" voice that Wang Qingqing sent him, he could hear Wang Qingqing's strong love for his brother; and His brother sat by the window many years ago, touching the eyes of Wang Qingqing and himself in the graduation photo, it was helpless sadness; besides, Ruan Hang was holding his right hand tightly, the hot palm and slight trembling made him feel When Ruan Hang really liked him, he was so excited because of his words.

When Shen Nan is acting, he can understand the emotions of the characters. He can transform into the characters in the script when he is filming. Pulled out of the role, he became that emotionally indifferent Shen Ershao again.

But in the past two years, he has gradually been unable to enter the drama, and finally returned to his original level. When he entered the drama, he could only impress others, but not himself. Shen Nan felt that there was a layer of film between himself and the world, which could not be pierced or torn. , making Shen Nan feel even more boring.

Shen Nan had no friends since he was a child, and only his elder brother housekeeper and a psychiatrist accompanied him. The teachers who came to teach him etiquette and acting also came and went in a hurry. Even now, he still can't remember a person's name because he feels uncomfortable. important, not necessary.

I don't know if it's because of Wang Qingqing, Shen Nan suddenly wanted to fall in love, and wanted to know this experience that made everyone crazy, whether he could also experience that a small seed germinated in his heart, just on that day, He saw Ruan Hang's beautiful eyes, and on the day when the crew was about to wrap up, Ruan Hang sent out the news of the co-rental.

For the first time, Shen Nan, a materialist, doubted that this was God's will. He didn't believe that there are all kinds of gods, ghosts, and ghosts in this world, which are written in books. All unknown things can be explained by current or future science, but seeing Ruan Hang For a split second, he heard the sound of the gears of fate turning.

Ruan Hang was playing his movie in the hall, and Ruan Hang's love for him overflowed from his eyes in the entrance.

Just right, he wants to fall in love, just right, Ruan Hang likes him.

The probability of two strangers meeting is [-] percent, and the probability of falling in love is [-] percent.

Even if it was a coincidence, a coincidence with such a low probability could be regarded as a miracle.

At the private clinic, Liu Ping had already emailed Shen Qi the data of the test and the record of the conversation with Shen Nan. She also said at the end of the email that a miracle might really happen this time. The disease with abnormal hormone secretion might be cured because of Ruan Hang.

Shen Qi read the printed mail carefully, and then put it neatly in the folder. At this time, Wang Qingqing sent a message: "Are you interested in taking a one-month trip to Europe with me? Liu Junxian told me Yes, your business negotiations were over last month, so you must be free this month!"

Shen Qi glanced at the folder on the table, and then at the text message from Wang Qingqing. At this time, the sun came in from the window, and the light reflected from the phone screen made him squint his eyes.

"Okay, I'll ask my secretary to book a ticket for next Monday."

"Hahaha, I've already made a reservation, but it's not next Monday, it's this Friday, or tomorrow! I'll give you a day to prepare, and I'll pick you up at your home tomorrow." Wang Qingqing quickly replied to the text message.

Shen Qi shook his head, expressing that there was nothing he could do about this childhood sweetheart's slapstick, then he put the folder on the desk on the next shelf, then closed the glass cabinet door, locked it, and took out the key.

Shen Qi walked out of the room and closed the door of the study room, leaving behind a bookcase full of folders of the same color, standing quietly in the sunlight.