man, he looks ugly

Eric and I were cuddled up against each other on his humble but expensive velvet-covered bed, a bit awkward, to be honest, with my forehead on his chest and his chin right next to mine. , so close that even the sound of breathing can be heard.

In this era, there are no buttons on shirts, only the V-neck with a large opening on the chest. Through the gap in the handkerchief, you can see Eric's skin that is too white, because the body has not received enough sunlight, and the texture lacks health. color.

Eric was like a finger nailed with steel nails, resting on my shoulder in embarrassment, and I didn't dare to straighten my legs at all, curled up behind me in embarrassment, like an ugly duckling that just turned into a clumsy swan.

Whether it is luck or misfortune, we are too unskilled in love and communication.

Perhaps, this is a kind of wonderful eruption, like underground magma soaring into the sky, painting the sky red and orange, but I don't know where this huge energy comes from, as if it has been brewing for thousands of years without knowing it.

"Kissing someone is such a wonderful feeling, I can't explain it..." The phantom is quite a gentleman and raised my hand, and kissed it on his lips, his voice became hoarse and low, pain and tears intertwined into a song of suffering.

"my mother,

my poor mother,

Never let me kiss her.

She always turns away,

As if I were a devil.

leave me alone

Throw me the mask!

Rebuke me for my arrogance!

other women,

They fear my presence,

I never dared to go near them.

They would rather sacrifice themselves,

Defiled by my touch.

leave me alone

People in masks!

Cursed by God! "

"Eric, when God gives people a gift, he will take something from them in exchange. Eric, forget the darkness. Maybe in the first days of your life, there was no place for me, but from today, we You can quietly write a new chapter, pick up the stars and the moon, and write a brighter and better chapter."

"My God, Meg, I lit the fire of my soul and burned it for 30 years before I received you, a dizzy angel!" Eric let out a long sigh in his throat, "Wait, dear, I Almost forgot something."

He jumped up from me, and his footsteps gradually ran away. I could only hear a noise. He seemed to be rummaging for something among the hill-like luxuries.

Not long after, something cold and heavy was wrapped around the center of my fingers.

In a trance, you can guess what this thing is.

"Take off your handkerchief, my Angie."

I see that expensive pink diamond ring on my middle finger that makes all the girls go crazy.

I don’t know whether it’s the light or the brightness, but this diamond ring looks much more dazzling than the one Andre showed. The long facets refract the warm yellow light into almost transparent pink spots, which is breathtakingly beautiful.

It must be because my expression is too weird. After Eric noticed it sensitively, he became very uneasy. He put on the mask again, and his self-confidence was once again restrained and returned to the cage. He immediately asked anxiously, even breathing in a panic. .

"Don't refuse it. If you don't want to accept it, I'd rather throw it into the lake and let it sink in the quicksand forever."

"No, Eric, it has nothing to do with you, I'm just a little strange, is there a second such beautiful pink diamond ring in this world?" I was so confused, looking at the ring in my palm, I thought it was The farce at the engagement party.

"Of course it's impossible. The previous owner of this ring told me about its origin. The rough pink diamond was produced in India. About 200 years ago, it was brought back to France by an adventurer and sold at a sky-high price. So far. When I bought it, the jewelry craftsman had just replaced it with a platinum ring setting. I didn’t show off. This style was designed by me. When I saw it for the first time, it was like a dream Attracted by the magic charm, I am sure it must belong to you."

"Unbelievable, the style of this ring was designed by you... Eric, I didn't know you could also design jewelry!"

"Well, I know a lot, my little girl."

He laughed loudly, his red lips curved into a charming arc, as thin as a corona.

For the first two weeks, Eric and I fell in love, two inexperienced, goofy guys who didn't seem to have much to fault each other for.

Eric's face and my voice are destined not to be favored by the world. He is obsessed with music, and I love dancing, but my wish to improve Eric's dancing skills has been defeated. No matter how beautiful the atmosphere is, no matter how hard I try, once the music beats , when I danced with Eric, it felt like the doll and the bear were dancing, and then the bear dragged the doll around, dancing too freely, which gave me a headache.

No wonder this guy refused to appear in front of the crowd at Perry's ball. If the people in the theater were frightened by the ghost talk, they would laugh without fear when they saw Eric's dancing skills.

However, it's great, only I know his embarrassment and shortcomings, and I can also remove the lady's disguise, and express the darkness in my heart to my heart's content.He will not ask me to follow the rigid rules and regulations in the world, and he is even keen to come up with some small tricks for me to deal with the complicated personnel in the theater.

Since the last time 'Embalm' was used on the two broken-mouthed girls, the rumors of the dance company had obviously come to an end. Nancy still dared not walk through the dark corridor alone, and Janss was much more at ease.

It seems that everything around me, those gloomy, cobweb-like trivialities, are torn to dust by the light feather lit from the soul.

At lunch, I sat at the dining table, holding a glass of water in a daze, looking at the smirking girl projected in the clear water in the glass, it was terrible, is there no panacea in this world that can cure the blush on a person’s face?It is simply more blatant than the rain in Paris, showing the difference to others.

"Honey, what's wrong with you?" Christine put her fingers on my shoulders, maybe because of the pressure of heavy rehearsal and vocal music learning, her delicate little face turned blue from overwork It was a halo, but it set off her eyes more and more clearly.

"No, nothing? What's the matter, Christine?"

"Mom is calling you." Christine looked at me worriedly, with an irreparable expression.

I followed her eyes and looked towards the door of the cafeteria, my God, how long has Mrs. Geary been standing there?Have all my abnormalities been seen? !

I don't have much confidence in dealing with Mrs. Geary. Most of the time, she has a cold expression and solemn eyes. It seems that most things in this world can't make a mark in her heart, but at certain moments, she is as sensitive as a cat. No slight difference escaped those dark eyes, harder than walnut.

I followed Mrs. Geary into the corridor, and she handed me a piece of letterhead with Charney's sealant on it.

Philip sent the letter so generously?It was also written to ask Mrs. Ji Li to pass it on, and I was immediately shrouded in an ominous premonition.

Sure enough, when the letter was opened, a few bright red rose petals fell out from it.

This guy's flower fetish is quite serious. When he hooks up with a girl, if he leaves the flowers, it seems that his combat effectiveness will be reduced several times.

But when I opened the letter in front of my mother, I found an envelope full of red rose petals. It felt like receiving a love letter but being picked up by my mother.

I quickly raised my eyes and secretly glanced at Mrs. Geary, huh, she didn't mean to get angry.

If this guy dares to speak nonsense in the letter, I promise to sever ties with him to show my innocence!

Fortunately, what was said in the letter was normal. Earl Perry's only daughter, Sally Perry whom I had met, was about to hold a birthday party, and Philip was specially entrusted to invite me.

It's strange, did I only meet Sally Perry once, or did she suddenly invite me to a birthday party after so long after Philip's introduction?

"Mom, should I go?"

"I'll ask Mrs. Catherine to make a new dress. You can't appear in the family's living room twice in the same dress." Mrs. Geary made a decisive decision.

"Okay, Mom." God knows, I couldn't help but secretly breathe a sigh of relief. If Mrs. Geary asked me to wear that cornflower purple dress to Sally's birthday party, I would be devastated. In order to conceal the loss of the dance skirt, even Christine was dragged into the water, for fear of making Mrs. Geary angry.

"Meg, I must warn you as a mother that you must never fall in love with the Earl unless he has proposed to you."

"The count didn't..."

I, who was about to refute just now, suddenly realized the deep meaning of Mrs. Geary's words. She simply saw that I came in weirdly. That's right, even Christine couldn't help bringing up the topic of love frequently, hoping to find out The export wind, not to mention Mrs. Giri who is focusing on her two daughters.

But... how should I tell my mother who wants her daughter to marry a nobleman that I like an ugly guy who is autistic, arrogant, paranoid, and domineering, although talented and rich?Even if I'm just a little ballet dancer, my voice is broken, and my own conditions are not so good.

And for so many years, Mrs. Geary firmly believes that Christine and I, who have received three years of education in a monastery boarding school for girls and have strict family education, can marry into a wealthy family, at least a small nobleman or a high-ranking government official.

"Honey, a man, and an unmarried noble man, appears frequently next to a pure girl. Is it because he is moved, or is there some other reason? Men in Paris are very clear about what kind of girl can still retreat even if they are too intimate. Keep a safe distance, what kind of girl should be gentle and polite once you provoke her, and only love can touch her heart." Mrs. Geary taught me earnestly and kindly, and shared a woman's emotional experience of more than 30 years with her daughter.

"I see." I lowered my head and couldn't help grinding my toes on the floor, feeling so guilty that I couldn't restrain myself.

I really want to bring Eric to Mrs. Geary and introduce my first love boyfriend openly, but God knows what kind of scene it will be.