flower medicine impermanence

Quite a few came to the door today, Su Mo'an had just finished arranging Gu Nian's clothes when there was a knock on the door.

Gu Nian opened the door, and there was a somewhat familiar man, travel-stained, holding a jar, looking at her tiredly and lifelessly.

Seeing that Gu Nian hadn't moved for a long time, Su Mo'an also walked over, recalled for a moment, and said, "Ouyang Jin? You are back, where is Fang Wushang?"

The man lowered his eyes, but didn't speak. Su Moan followed his gaze, looked at the thing in his arms, and took a step back, "Why did she become so lazy and never come to see me?"

After finishing speaking, she turned around quickly and was about to go back to her room. Gu Nian silently grabbed her wrist and stopped her movement.

"She's here." It was a very hoarse voice, full of deep sadness.Su Mo'an's struggle stopped, she turned her back to the door, raised her head slightly, and turned around after a while.His eyes were moist, and he did not shed tears in front of Ouyang Jin.

The hand she stretched out was trembling, but she stabilized when she touched the cold jar.

"Fang Wushu, I haven't seen you for so long, why have you become lighter?" Su Mo'an's voice was a little ethereal, "You are so small now, how are you going to tie me up?"

"Xiao Shu wants you to write an epitaph for her." Ouyang Jin stroked the smooth body of the altar, "I'll bring her to you, and this letter."

Su Mo'an took it and opened it. After a moment of silence, he said, "Have you read this letter?"

"No, Xiao Shu said that if I peek, she won't wait for me." Ouyang Jin even smiled, "She's always so overbearing."

"How did you find this?"

"Someone sent a letter back to the brothel about building a house. I was waiting there. When I heard you were here, I followed." Ouyang Jin looked directly at her, "Please trouble Miss Su to write as soon as possible."

Su Mo'an folded the letter, nodded to him, and closed the door.

Gu Nian saw that Su Mo'an hadn't turned her head for a long time, she stepped forward and hugged her waist from behind, put her head on her slightly trembling shoulder, and said softly: "Mo'an, you still have me."

"She's dead."

"Yes."

Su Mo'an didn't speak again, and Gu Nian didn't speak anymore, but just hugged her tightly.After a long time, Su Mo'an raised his hand to remove Gu Nian's hand, washed his face, and went to rummage through the box.

"What did the letter say?" Gu Nian looked at her movements and didn't intend to help.

"It's nothing." Su Mo'an put a small bottle into his arms.

"It should be writing, asking you to find a way to keep Ouyang Jin alive?" Gu Nian saw that Su Mo'an did not refute, and said, "Your solution is Wang Chuan?"

"He has a will to die, what else can he do?"

"There's always another way."

"We can't keep an eye on Ouyang Jin every day to prevent him from committing suicide, can we? What the letter says is to find a way to make him forget everything."

"If you drink Wangchuan, then life is worse than death." Gu Nian shook his head firmly.

"That is also alive, and he lost his memory, and there is no source of pain. His life is still very long."

"That also depends on whether he himself is willing?"

"He doesn't have a mind that can analyze rationally now."

"Then you have it?" Gu Nian raised his voice, "Why do you decide for him?"

"This is Fang Wushu's request, this is a human life!" Su Mo'an was no longer calm.

"I understand him." Gu Nian said coldly, "When you said those words to Hua Wu, do you know what I was thinking?"

"I was thinking, how can you be so cruel?" Tears welled up in Gu Nian's eyes, "We are still together, you just think about abandoning me in the future, thinking about not leaving me a single thought, asking me to forget You are alone in the world."

"I regard you as my life, but you want me to forget the meaning of life and live." Gu Nian's voice was a little hoarse, "You and Fang Wushang are the same breed, and you never care about the thoughts of those who love you!"

Gu Nian was already crying a little at the end, she slammed the door and left.Su Mo'an didn't catch up, she sat at the table silently like a statue.

The room changed from bright to dark, and then to complete darkness. Gu Nian never came back, and Su Mo'an never moved.It wasn't until the knock on the door that Su Mo'an moved his limbs and got up to open the door.

"What's the matter with you two? Gu Nian has been staying with me for almost a day, and he just sat there without saying a word."

"I'm sorry to trouble you." Su Mo'an twisted her sore neck and said around Huawu, "You can go back later, I'll pick her up first."

Su Mo'an walked to the door of Huawu's room, knocked three times, and pushed lightly, but the door was unlocked.She walked in, and sure enough, she saw Gu Nian sitting upright with her back facing her.

Su Mo'an stepped forward slowly and stood beside her. Seeing that Gu Nian didn't respond, she thought for a while and tugged at her sleeve.

Gu Nian remained motionless.

Su Mo'an bent down again to meet her gaze, but Gu Nian turned his head suddenly, just not looking at her.

Su Mo'an was a little at a loss, she had never coaxed anyone, and she had never seen Gu Nian ignoring her.Before coming here, she should have asked Hua Wu, she was thinking about what to do.

Gu Nian had heard Su Mo'an's footsteps a long time ago, and was a little happy in her heart, but when she thought of the previous unhappiness, she held her breath and deliberately ignored her.But after a while, there was no movement around, and his neck was a little sore. Gu Nian slowly turned his head back, on the surface he was still sitting upright, but in fact he was secretly looking at him from the corner of his eye.

Seeing Gu Nian's actions, Su Mo'an should have softened a little, she tugged on Gu Nian's sleeves again, her eyes were wet, she looked very aggrieved.Gu Nian rolled his eyes in his heart, did Su Mo'an only pull his sleeves?On the other hand, I think she is too cute like this.However, this is a matter of choice, and she cannot be forgiven so easily!

Seeing that the lines of Gu Nian's face softened, Su Mo'an continued to pull.Gu Nian felt that her sleeves were about to be torn apart, so she snorted coldly.

Su Mo'an immediately stopped moving.

Gu Nian waited for a long time, but she didn't have anything to say. She was so angry that her teeth itched. Seeing Su Mo'an's obvious distress, she sighed again in her heart.

"If you don't give me the steps, how can I get down?"

Su Mo'an immediately reacted, "I'm sorry." As he spoke, he took out another vial from his mouth and handed it to Gu Nian, "I'll do whatever you want."

Gu Nian squeezed the bottle, "You really think so?"

"Ah."

"You figured it out in one day?" Gu Nian felt that Su Mo'an was lying to himself.

"I thought it would be easy to live like this. Didn't you live alone before you met another person?"

Gu Nian's face turned pale again, Su Mo'an continued: "But just one day you're not here, I miss you very much."

Seeing that Gu Nian was unmoved, Su Mo'an continued: "I want to see you right away, no matter where you are, even if you are in the underworld, you will have to go."

"According to what you said, after you forget it, you won't have troubles, and you won't have such thoughts." Gu Nian didn't intend to be persuaded by a few sweet words, even though it was rare and she was already extremely happy in her heart.

"Maybe there are people who can 'live without the other person', but I am not. I am much weaker." Su Mo'an slowly turned Gu Nian's head, bent down and looked at her, "I can only hold on until now." I came to you because I knew you were still here. Without this premise, I would not be so calm."

"Even if it's just a legend, just a ghost I don't believe in, I'd like to risk my life just to see you."

Su Mo'an's eyes were full of affection, like a vortex, sucking Gu Nian into it, and he could feel love all over his body.Gu Nian's eyes suddenly turned red, and she raised her arms around Su Mo'an's neck, allowing tears to slip from his neck into his collar.

"Nian'er, I'm sorry, can you go back?" Su Mo'an asked softly, patting her on the back.

"Hold me." Gu Nian sniffed, her arms did not let go, they were still around her.

Su Mo'an hugged Gu Nian obediently, his hands were trembling, his body was not like before, and he was a little tired and stiff after sitting for a whole day without eating.But she didn't intend to let go, instead she tightened her grip, and said to Gu Nian, who was buried in her arms and didn't show her face: "Hua Wu was sent away by me, no one will see it."

After walking around outside, Hua Wu, who had just walked to the door of the room, said, "...", she glared at the door, and left with her light kung fu.

A slender woman carrying a man came out of the room and went to another room. This incident shocked the waiter who came up to deliver the food. He froze for a long time, unable to figure out any logic, and simply ignored it.

"I don't seem to have taken Wangchuan."

"I drank the bottle of Hua Wu, so this bottle should be considered as a supplement for her."

"What if she drinks it by mistake?"

"She doesn't dare to move." Su Mo'an said firmly, "Just tell her tomorrow."

How many times have you been tricked to make you so sure?Gu Nian couldn't help but slander her.

She poked Su Mo'an, "What did you call me last?"

Su Mo'an thought about it, cleared his throat, and whispered, "Nianer."

"I didn't catch it."

"Nianer, Nianer, Nianer..." Su Mo'an leaned forward and whispered in her ear, then raised his arms and hugged her, "Mine."

Gu Nianhui hugged her, felt the familiar temperature, and said seriously:

"Well, yours."