flower medicine impermanence

"Did you really want to poison just now?" Gu Nian clearly knew that Su Mo'an was not joking, but was really thinking about what kind of poison to use, because her fingers were habitually moving lightly in her sleeves.

"If he repents, why not?" Su Mo'an suddenly thought of something, "If you were Ouyang Jin, what would you do?"

"There won't be such a day."

"What if?"

"If there is, I will fulfill your wish first, and then come to you." Seeing Su Mo'an's serious face, Gu Nian took her hand and put it on his neck, where there were still some bumps, "Mo'an, believe me, I said to do it."

Under the palm is the slender neck, which is so fragile that it is defenseless, and with a light fold, there is no such person in this world anymore.

What a terrible world that must be.

"Gu Nian." Su Mo'an suddenly called her name, "I will only say these words once."

"If I die, I want you to live. I don't believe in past lives. Even if there is, the reincarnated person is different. If I don't meet you in the next life, I will regret it; if I meet you, I will be jealous. Going one step further, if I fall in love with you again, the person who is with you is not me. I am a selfish person, even if I am reincarnated, I don’t want to share it with her.”

"Gu Nian, I will not leave you. This sentence is valid till this life." Su Mo'an looked at her seriously, "So I hope you can remember me, and live until your hair turns gray."

"Why did I think that Mo An couldn't talk about love before?" Gu Nian turned his head to resist the urge to cry, "Don't always think about death, it's too unlucky, I'll get you some water, take a bath first Come on, wash off your bad luck."

Gu Nian did not agree.

Su Mo'an lowered her eyes, she said this sincerely, and hoped that Gu Nian would agree.When she was taking a bath, she looked down at her bare skin, and there was still a shallow mark on her left chest. During this time, she had been using the medicine to eliminate the scar, but Hu Yao's puncture was too deep, and it has not completely disappeared until now.

On that trace, a dark red flower bloomed, which was strangely enchanting.On the banks of the Sanchuan River, flowers bloom on the other side.Ever since I dreamed that Gu Nian stabbed the sword instead of Hu Yao, the place has gradually turned red, and until recently, the complete shape can already be seen.

She felt her pulse every day, but she didn't notice anything unusual.This is what worries her the most. Her body is already changing, but she can't feel the impact.

Su Mo'an knew what the other side flower symbolized. She had prepared for the worst. Perhaps once the problems in her body broke out, it would be her death.There was a sword hanging over her head, but she didn't want others to be afraid of it, especially Gu Nian.

She is a selfish person, she wants Gu Nian to live, but she still asks the other party to remember herself.Remember yourself, then what?Then, don't have others, do you live alone?

It's disgusting, Su Mo'an.No wonder Gu Nian didn't agree to you, it's too hard for others.Su Mo soothed his left chest. Amidst the waves, the flower seemed to come alive, swaying slightly on the water waves.

In the evening, one of the two flipped through the ancient books and the other flipped through the sword manual, but they didn't bring up that topic anymore, but their minds were going back and forth.

On the second day, Gu Nian woke up early to knock on Su Mo Ning's door.

Su Mo Ning came to open the door with a gloomy face, but saw that Gu Nian, who disturbed people's dreams, looked even more serious than her, so she yawned and let Gu Nian in.

"Senior sister, did something happen to Mo An recently?"

"No, haven't you been here all the time? Nothing happened."

"Then teach me how to feel the pulse."

"Why do you learn this, my junior sister has excellent medical skills, it would be nice to have her here."

"What if she's hiding something?"

"It should be fine." Seeing that Gu Nian was so serious, Su Mo Ning thought for a while, "I took her pulse that day, and there was indeed nothing abnormal."

"What enemies does Mo Anke have?"

"Except for that old temptress, there seems to be no one else. However, my junior sister has been in the rivers and lakes for so many years, and with this temperament, there should be one or two enemies. But don't worry, with the junior sister's ability, most people will not provoke her. .”

So, isn't it ordinary people who provoke her?

Why did Su Mo'an suddenly talk about death?Something must have happened that she didn't know about, she was still too weak, Su Mo'an didn't want her to know.

Su Mo'an woke up as Gu Nian woke up. After hearing the sound of closing the door, she closed her eyes and lay down for a while before getting up to get dressed.

"The small bottle of Wangchuan I gave you, do you still have it?"

"Did you come to ask me this early in the morning?" Hua Wu woke up, but was surprised by Su Mo'an's arrival.

"I'm here to ask you something."

"What's the matter? It's so mysterious."

"If something happens to me, you can drink Wang Chuan for Gu Nian, the sooner the better." Su Mo'an said with a serious face, "Put it in the water and hand it to her, don't say it's the antidote or what I left behind. She's not in the mood to drink, so she can pour it in."

Hua Wu was silent, her gaze drifted towards the door vaguely.

"Don't worry, I'm making a new Wang Chuan, but it will take some time, I'll hand it over to you when it's done, and you won't suffer."

"I'm not worrying about whether I will suffer or not." Hua Wu also became serious, "What happened to you, and why did you encounter an accident?"

"People have misfortunes and blessings, it is always good to prepare early."

"Why didn't you tell me before that?"

"Didn't you follow before?"

"I refuse." Hua Wu looked at her seriously, "Gu Nian won't want to lose this memory."

"If she doesn't lose her memory, she will lose her life." Su Mo'an thought of Gu Nian's change of topic that day.

"Even if she lost her life, it was her own choice. It is unfair for you to make her forget you by making such a decision."

"If I die, do you think she will fulfill my last wish?"

"of course."

"Well, I'll tell you now, I think it's my wish that she lives, and it's my last wish when I die. In this way, it's also her own wish."

Hua Wu: "..." This is the first time she heard such a logical logic. The problem is that it sounds very logical. It's a pity that Su Mo'an doesn't become a lobbyist.

"If she wants to seek death, will you stop her?"

"meeting."

"With your martial arts and senior sister's medicine, you should be able to stop her for a while, but she will always find a chance." Su Mo'an tried to persuade, "Giving her Wangchuan is the best choice."

"Don't you regret it?"

"No." Letting her forget about me is already a regrettable choice.

"I promised, don't worry, I will take Wang Chuan with me."

"Okay, thank you!" Su Mo'an thanked him earnestly, and got up to leave.

"Wait a minute!" Hua Wu hurriedly called out to her.

"What's wrong?" Su Mo'an turned around in doubt, only to find that Hua Wu was apologetic.

"I'm sorry, I forgot what I wanted to say." Hua Wu was relieved when he saw someone passing by.

Su Mo'an: "..." If I need something from her today, I won't bother with her too much.

When Gu Nian returned to the door of the room, the deep internal force made her hear the sound in the room, which was the sound of cloth rubbing against each other.

Gu Nian took a few steps outside the door without restraint, and sure enough, the sound in the room stopped.Only then did she gently push the door and enter. Su Mo'an lay motionless on the bed, as if she had never woken up.

Gu Nian stepped forward and kissed her between the eyebrows, then went to the table and picked up the sword manual on it.It must be that she is not strong enough, not strong enough for Su Mo'an to rely on her.

Su Mo'an closed her eyes, and the kiss, as light as a feather brushing by, caused ripples.Just now when Gu Nian leaned down, the aroma was still lingering in her breath, it was a familiar smell.

Gu Nian knows.Su Mo thought about it.

The incense in Huawu's room is too easy to get on clothes.