What am I thinking when I'm cheating on the male supporting role [Transmigration Book]

As a courtier, it was very difficult for Han Jiao to meet the women in the harem.

Xie Duo asked the empress to come to the East Palace in person, as if she were visiting her son and meeting his playmates by the way.

Compared to Xie Duo who was calm and composed when he saw Mrs. Han, Han Jiao was much more nervous when he saw the queen.

Before the meeting, I kept asking: The queen likes a more lively or more stable temperament.

Asking Xie Duo was overjoyed, and teased him to ask if he should do a make-up first?

Han Jiao ignored him, sat upright and remained calm.

Soon after, the queen's chariot arrived outside the courtyard, and Han Jiao went out to meet Xie Duo together.

The queen in Han Jiao's imagination is the kind of beauty who has a strong desire for power, but after meeting, the queen took the initiative to let Xie Duo introduce her. As soon as she saw Han Jiao, she was amazed at his youth and promise, and his attitude was very kind and loving.

Han Jiao's face was gentle and calm, but he was a little surprised in his heart.

He originally thought that the queen would be a stunning beauty with a beautiful appearance, but he didn't expect that she had a heroic appearance, with a deep outline and a tall nose bridge, and those bright eyes, which made Han Jiao feel radiant when looking at people. Zizi thought of the eyes of King Yan and King Duan when they looked at people.

After entering the palace, the queen greeted him enthusiastically, and then mentioned the matter of King Duan.

She was anxious to see Han Jiao, and it was really because of Xie Xiu.

She wanted to know how Han Jiao made Xie Xiu let go of his guard against Lao Liu, and whether this method could be used on her.

Han Jiao told her euphemistically: King Duan's resistance and fear of her was much more serious than that of King Yan, and it started from the age of four.

Frankly speaking, Han Jiao is not sure that Xie Xiu can accept the queen as his biological mother, and it is very difficult for Xie Xiu to treat the queen as an ordinary person who is not a threat.

When Xie Xiu was young, the wet nurse was expelled from the palace. Few people in the palace knew about it. Han Jiao learned about it from the original book, so the queen didn't know that he knew the inside story. They are all blaming Lao Qi for his weird nature.

Of course Han Jiao didn't dare to expose the past, and only repeatedly stated that he would try his best to make King Duan let go of his guard against the empress.

The queen looked at him expectantly.

King Duan is useless now, and the queen is still so sincerely looking forward to her son's forgiveness, which is not as heartless as in the original book.

The first meeting ended with the queen's repeated entrustment.

After seeing off the queen respectfully, Xie Duo asked Han Jiao if he was satisfied with his future mother-in-law.

Han Jiao turned his head and said in surprise, "Your mother looks alike to your sixth brother!"

This sentence made the lazy smile on Xie Duo's face freeze instantly.

After only a moment of silence, Xie Duo's expression quickly calmed down, he chuckled lightly, and said casually: "Everyone says that, Sixth Brother looked more like his mother when he was young, but now he has changed a lot."

"I also look a little more like my mother. If my eyes had the same kind of thin single eyelids as my father, I would look more majestic. Others always say that my eyes look pitiful, but I think they are. Bullying is almost the same, everyone thinks I'm easy to bully!" Han Jiao looked at the big boss with a look of jealousy: "How does Your Highness have such a face?"

Xie Duo's eyes sank, and he stared at him.

Han Jiao didn't notice his vigilance, and complained to himself: "I haven't seen you who are so good-looking and not easy to mess with. The advantage of picking your parents is long, right?"

Xie Duo snorted without emotion, and said that he was going to Xiyuan to review the papers, so Han Jiao had no choice but to get up and leave.

Unexpectedly, Xie Duo didn't return to his home for the whole five days after leaving this day.

Han Jiao went to Xiyuan twice to ask what Xie Duo was up to, but the answers he got were not convincing.

This sudden alienation caught Han Jiao off guard.

He thought that all the good things had just begun, but the man he loved so much that he couldn't help himself suddenly stopped being infatuated with him.

Han Jiao's self-esteem has always been his strongest armor, but this time it failed.

He promised himself again and again: If he doesn't come tonight, he will leave tomorrow.

Then tomorrow and tomorrow, until midnight on the eighth day.

Han Jiao was awakened by the kiss.

There was no light in the room, and the man on his body was eagerly asking for it, but it didn't make Han Jiao feel flustered at all.

Because he was familiar with the position and strength of Xie Duo's strokes.

The moment he woke up, he knew who it was.

Han Jiao opened his eyes in the dark, and let him ask for it blankly.

Xie Duo was in a hurry, panting and trembling, like a beast that had been hungry for half a month, but he was very careful, as if he didn't want to wake Han Jiao up.

His eagerness and caution melted Han Jiao's heart that had been frozen for several days, and he secretly made excuses for Xie Duo.

After all, King Yan was still fighting in Luozhou, and the military situation could not be delayed, and it was normal for Xie Duo to leave the palace.

Thinking of this, Han Jiao slowly raised his hand, hugged Xie Duo, and began to respond to his kiss.

This move surprised Xie Duo, and he suddenly stopped all the intimacy.

"I thought you wouldn't come back." Han Jiao said hoarsely.

Xie Duo was stunned for a moment, buried his head in his arms, and said in a muffled voice, "I miss you so much."

"I have something I want to talk to Your Highness."

"It's getting late, let's talk about it another day."

"I don't know when His Highness will come to see me again."

Silence for a while.

"I want to see you all the time."

Han Jiao smiled wryly: "Your Highness is only so affectionate when he is in front of me."

Still no response, no explanation, no reassurance.

"Don't hug me!" Han Jiao pushed the person in his arms away.

Xie Duo pressed down hard, not letting him break free.

"I'm afraid I'll scare you." He said angrily, "Han Jiao, I'm going crazy, the more I love the more I'm scared, but I still want to hug you."

Han Jiao calmed down, thought for a while, but didn't understand what he meant: "What are you afraid of?"

no answer.

"Xie Duo!" Han Jiao lowered his head and cupped his face, unable to see his expression clearly in the darkness, "What are you afraid of? You are the Great Chu God of War, and there is nothing in this world that can scare you!"

"I'm afraid you don't want me either."

"Now you don't want me!" Han Jiao pushed him hard again: "Let me get up and light the lamp, let's have a good talk."

"No." Xie Duo's voice was very firm.

"Why? I haven't seen you for a long time. Don't you have anything to say to me?"

"Let's talk about it."

Han Jiao was stunned for a while before he realized that Xie Duo didn't want him to light the lamp.

This is really strange, Xie Duo used to refuse to turn off the light when he slept, insisting on being able to see him clearly all the time, but today he is so anxious that he doesn't want to turn on the light to look at him, could it be that he is really tired of seeing him?

"Then go and lie down next to me." He still couldn't help giving in to Xie Duo's waywardness.

Xie Duo hugged him tightly for a moment, then reluctantly let go, turned over and lay beside him.

Han Jiao's eyes gradually adapted to the darkness, and when he turned his head, he could vaguely see the outline of Xie Duo.

There was clear moonlight in Xie Duo's pale pupils, as if there was unconcealable confusion flowing in his eyes under the cover of moonlight, washing away all the grievances accumulated by Han Jiao for many days, leaving only a soft heart.

What is it that makes this arrogant stinky brother anxious all day long?

Xie Duo in front of him seemed to be isolating himself with an invisible wall, Han Jiao tried his best to get closer, and the harder he tried, the more indestructible the wall became.

After all, Xie Duo didn't tell him what he was busy with these days, but Han Jiao was not angry.

Intuition told him that Xie Duo hadn't changed his mind, there must be some terrible reason for all the abnormal behavior, and he would never give up lightly when Xie Duo was most vulnerable.

"I will not force you, nor will I be angry with you." Han Jiao raised his hand to caress Xie Duo's side face: "I will wait for you here until you are willing to believe in my love for you and let me share the burden. your fear."

The confusion in Xie Duo's eyes seemed to fade away, he reached out to pull him into his arms, and closed his eyes reassuringly.

But when Han Jiao woke up early in the morning, he had already left.

As if afraid of light, the boy who used to be like the sun now walks gloomily in the darkness, which makes Han Jiao feel more distressed than disappointed.

All day long, I kept thinking of Xie Duo's pale eyes in the dark night.

Only then did Han Jiao realize that those evil Ruifeng eyes could turn out to be so melancholy and distressing.

Never had such a heart-wrenching look be shown when Front-end Wang's illness broke out.

Xie Xiu's eyes are always bright and energetic, just like King Yan, pain will only make their eyes more cohesive, but not like Xie Duo...

A strange thought suddenly flashed in Han Jiao's mind.

He found that Yan Wang and Duan Wang looked very similar to the queen.

King Duan's facial features looked a little immature, and King Yan especially looked like a queen, even the beauty groove on his chin was exactly the same as the queen.

In comparison, Xie Duo seems to have completely inherited the emperor's appearance.

But thinking about it this way, it was a little strange. When he had never seen the queen before, Han Jiao suspected that Xie Duo looked like the queen, because Xie Duo's facial features were too delicate, which was very different from the emperor's tough appearance.

I thought the queen had a particularly delicate appearance, but I didn't expect...

The more he thought about it, the weirder he became, and Han Jiao began to carefully recall the emperor's appearance.

The closest he was to the emperor was when he was caught writing a policy theory for him. He was in the study room, and the emperor asked him to look up at him.

Because of fear and despair, Han Jiao will never forget the scene at that time, and the majestic face of the emperor is still vivid in his memory.

He carefully observed the emperor's face in his memory.

It is undeniable that Xie Duo's profile is very similar to the emperor's, but the proportions and facial features are more refined, but...

But those dark dragon eyes.

Han Jiao gradually opened his eyes wide, blankly recalling the majestic gaze of the emperor.

Why is Xie Duo's pupils so pale?

Not like an emperor, much less like a queen.

The memories left over from high school biology class made Han Jiao feel that this was very abnormal.

It was so abnormal that he didn't dare to think deeply about it.

Xie Duo's abnormality seemed to have started after the emperor became seriously ill.

Why did the emperor's condition make him feel so insecure?

It was as if overnight, his mother and brothers were unable to give him a sense of belonging, and Xie Duo had never shown such a single strong dependence on the emperor before.

Han Jiao still remembered how the salted fish prince expected the sixth brother to ascend to the throne, so that he could put aside the theory and play football with peace of mind.

Why did Xie Duo impatiently cut off King Yan's influence in the court after the emperor became seriously ill?

Why did Xie Duo in the original book and Xie Duo of Han Jiao's family suddenly desire the throne after the emperor was seriously ill, and began to impatiently target the King Yan Party?

After the emperor became seriously ill, he was only willing to see Xie Duo.

What would he say to Xie Duo?

Han Jiao's back felt chills.

What could make Xie Duo fear and doubt all the people closest to him overnight?

So frightened that he was willing to give up his freedom, he held the supreme imperial power tightly in his hands.

But even with the power in his hands, he still seemed extremely dazed and desperate.

The strange words Xie Duo said these days were suddenly connected in Han Jiao's mind——

"I didn't care about these things before, because I had them all since I was a child. All these things make up the ninth son of the emperor, Xie Duo. If I lose these things, who am I?"

"I am such a useless person who is addicted to fun, why should I keep others' feelings for me?"

"What about you, Han Jiao? If I were nobody, would you still like me a little?"

"Han Jiao, I'm going crazy, the more I love the more frightened I am, but I still want to hug you."

The author has something to say: Cotton Essence finally discovered that all the abnormal behaviors of the stinky brother these days are saying three words to him: help me