Yin Yang

Yixiu frowned, scolded so many times in his heart, he couldn't help but hugged Su Yi's shoulder distressedly.And Su Yi watched calmly and indifferently, as if he was watching a performance that had nothing to do with him.

As if he couldn't confuse Su Yi, the scene in front of him began to shake and gradually blurred, like a player with the fast forward button pressed, flashing through various scenes continuously and rapidly.In these scenes, Yixiu saw countless times that little Su Yi was frightened by all kinds of little ghosts and dared not move, but he couldn't speak out his fear, and was often blocked by those little furry children in a corner where no one was around, and was laughed at After a while, he received several punches heavily.

"Hey! Blind man, what color do you see on my clothes?"

"Hahaha, he is blind, he can't even see his own clothes!"

"Blind man! A little bit..."

Children don't know what color blindness is, they only know that those who can't see are blind, so they all call them blind.

Xiao Su Yi just endured in silence, lowered her head, trying to shrink herself in the corner.

As for so many children in the orphanage, why was he the only one being bullied?

Of course it was because he was good-looking, and he tidied himself up.Not only the dean treats him differently, but all those who are willing to adopt will see Xiao Su Yi at first sight among the children in the orphanage.Even the adults who occasionally come to the orphanage take good care of little Su Yi.

But he has never been adopted successfully. In addition to his gloomy, indifferent and silent personality, the entire orphanage boycotted him tacitly and ruined all his chances of adoption.

Gradually, this kind of exclusion and resistance spread to all aspects. The children in the orphanage ignored him and did not talk to him, as if he was a transparent person, and only Xiaoxin could talk to him.After all, children came in from time to time in the orphanage, and the dean was too busy to pay attention to Xiao Su Yi.And those children never found adopters, so they bullied him even more brazenly.

Yixiu's hand on Su Yi's shoulder kept tightening, his eyes fixed on the little Su Yi who was huddled in the corner, and he couldn't speak out of distress.Su Yi's shoulder hurt from his pressure, and he patted his arm lightly, before Yixiu slowly let go of his hand and returned to holding his hand.

Suddenly one day, a couple got out of a luxury car, well dressed and looked like noble gods.They walked into the orphanage in sight of all the children, smiled at the director and said, "We want to adopt a child."

All the children were boiling up, vying to express themselves in front of the couple.And the woman who held her husband's arm and looked at the children with pride suddenly brightened her eyes, patted her husband's arm with surprise, gestured to the corner, and said excitedly: "Look! That child is so beautiful! My husband, shall we adopt him!"

The children in the entire orphanage froze and turned their heads one after another, only to see Xiao Su Yi sitting quietly with his head down in the corner.

In the next second, the terrible flames of jealousy blazed in their eyes.

The man whose arms were held looked at Xiao Su Yi, nodded in satisfaction, patted his wife's hand dotingly and smiled, "Of course."

Little Su Yi felt something, slowly raised his head, flinched in the eyes of the children, then lowered his head again.

The dean turned his head to look, smiled knowingly, and said, "Xiao Yi? He is usually quiet, but he is very obedient. He was able to tidy up his clothes when he was very young."

The man followed the dean into her office to discuss in detail, while the woman stayed outside, walked up to Xiao Su Yi and talked to him with a smile.

As soon as she walked in, a scent of perfume immediately filled Xiao Su Yi's nose. He couldn't help but sneezed, covered his mouth with his hand, and lowered his head not to look at the woman.

"What's your name? How old are you?"

Xiao Su Yi was silent, the woman asked several times, and he held back a word after a while: "Su Yi."

The woman frowned slightly, and patiently continued to ask him questions, but basically she didn't get a single response.

Suddenly, a little girl burst into tears and ran into the arms of the aunt in the orphanage next to her. She cried and said loudly, "I'm so scared! Su Yi said there are ghosts again! I'm so scared..."

There were several children crying and accusing Xiao Su Yi. The aunt quickly patted the little girl on the back and comforted her skillfully: "Don't be afraid, it's all fake! Don't cry, everyone, be good. "

The complexion of the woman watching completely changed. If it was just a few children, they might still lie, but judging by the attitude of the aunt, it was obviously not once or twice. She couldn't adopt a child who likes to lie.

The woman couldn't sit still any longer, and hurriedly picked up her bag and walked to the dean's office.

The children who were wronged and crying turned their faces away, put away their tears in an instant as if they had changed their faces, looked coldly at Xiao Su Yi who was sitting in the corner, and dispersed to play again.

Xiao Suyi watched them silently, jumped off the chair, and walked slowly to the dean's office.

Probably because the woman was in a hurry to go in, the door of the dean's office was not closed tightly, and the voice from inside came out.

"Achromatopsia?! Oh my god husband, let's choose someone else, he seems to be a liar!"

The dean said with some embarrassment: "But you all expressed your desire to adopt just now, and now you suddenly change your mind, Xiao Yi will be sad..."

The woman's sharp voice came out again: "I asked him questions and he didn't answer me. His personality is so withdrawn and introverted. We don't want it!"

Xiao Suyi listened quietly, there was still some noise inside, but he no longer paid attention to it, just lowered his head, turned around silently, and left slowly.

After they once again worked together to squeeze out Xiao Su Yi's chances of adoption, the little boys pushed Xiao Su Yi into a corner, and laughed wildly: "Listen up, blind man, you will never get adopted in your life." Want to be adopted! Don't want to have a family for the rest of your life! Because you don't deserve it! You're a fucking liar! Blind!"

Xiao Suyi looked at them quietly, with an indifferent expression, and there was nothing in those dark eyes.

Yixiu was about to explode with anger. He took a deep breath, clenched his fist hanging on the other side tightly, and his knuckles were frighteningly white.

Su Yi looked up at Yixiu, who had extremely sharp and cold eyes, and said softly, "Don't be angry, it's all fake."

Of course Yixiu knew that what was in front of him was fake, the person who was bullied was standing beside him, how could he admit his mistake?But just because it's fake doesn't mean it didn't happen!

Yixiu took another deep breath and asked calmly, "Where are those bums now?"

Su Yi shook his head and said calmly, "I don't know."

Yixiu paused, and was immediately poured cold water over his head full of anger, but he felt that it was expected, and in the end, only a heartache was left.He could only hold Su Yi's hand tightly, and use his eyes to linger at those little children.

After Xiaoxin heard the news, she was so angry that she ran to the other children and scolded them, then dropped the golden beans and cried to comfort Xiao Suyi.

Xiao Su Yi didn't respond, but Xiao Xin was crying.Facing Xiao Xin who had a runny nose and tears, Xiao Su Yi just remained silent.

His bangs grew gradually, slowly covering his eyes and face, making him look more gloomy.Those who cared about him because of his appearance kept decreasing, and the group of little kids gradually got tired of playing tricks of bullying the wooden man, and found new fun, running and playing in the orphanage every day happily.

In the entire orphanage, only Xiao Xin paid attention to Xiao Su Yi. Although Xiao Su Yi was silent, she always reacted a little when she came to him. She would not be motionless like a stiff puppet, and had no reaction to the outside world. , it seems that there is finally a little vitality.

They grew up gradually, and when they were ten years old, they became the eldest children in the orphanage. Xiaoxin was also popular because of her lively, cheerful and caring nature, and being the director's daughter, she showed her good looks more and more. He was longed for by the children in the orphanage.Soon, someone became jealous of Xiao Su Yi again.

Xiao Su Yi, like Xiao Xin and most of the children, uses the same style of water glasses, but they are distinguished by different colors. Boys use blue and green water glasses, while girls use pink, red, yellow and other colors.And because Xiao Suyi couldn't distinguish the color, she specially put the water glass in a specific position every time, so as not to confuse it with other people.

It was that little boy again, he looked at Xiao Su Yi maliciously, and when everyone put down their water glasses and was doing activities with the dean in the hall, he swapped Xiao Xin's crimson water glass with Xiao Su Yi's blue water glass up.He also poured out the excess water in Xiaoxin's water glass, in order to prevent Xiao Suyi from seeing it.

Yixiu said in an extremely suppressed voice: "Damn, what is this bastard? Is it over?"

Su Yi's dark eyes were still calm and unwavering, he glanced at Yixiu who was frowning tightly, and simply concentrated on watching the light jumping on him.

Little Su Yi really didn't notice that after a large group of children disbanded, the principal was called away.Xiao Suyi didn't think too much, and took a sip of the water glass in his place, and then a scream came from his ear, a girl pointed at him and shouted: "He drank Xiao Xin's water glass!"

Xiao Su Yi froze for an instant, he stared blankly at the gray water glass in his hand that was almost exactly the same as his own, and then at Xiao Xin who was also in a daze.Countless mocking and contemptuous gazes poked straight at him, causing his hand to tremble, and the water glass fell to the ground with a "slap".

"Su Yi likes Xiaoxin! Ugly likes Xiaoxin! Ugly wants to have sex with Xiaoxin!" The little boy hid in the crowd and laughed mockingly.

"Su Yi and Xiao Xin kissed! Xiao Xin is going to be pregnant! Xiao Xin is going to have a baby!"

Slowly, the booing became louder and louder: "Su Yi likes Xiaoxin! He wants to sleep with Xiaoxin! Xiaoxin is going to have a baby!"

This age happened to be when she just understood the difference between men and women. Xiao Xin's face turned pale, her little face slowly wrinkled, and she squatted on the ground and burst into tears: "I don't want to have a baby...I don't want to have a baby!"

Xiao Su Yi's face gradually paled, he stepped back a few steps amidst the countless booing and mocking voices and the staring gaze, and subconsciously ran out.

Su Yi looked at Xiao Su Yi who ran out of the gate calmly, and said, "This illusion is probably coming to an end."

Yixiu froze for a moment, and sure enough, he saw that the scene in front of him gradually became illusory and distorted, gradually dissipating like misty water mist, revealing the stairs leading directly to the second floor in front of him.

"Why is it over?" Yixiu asked, unable to react.

Su Yi looked at the top of the stairs, and replied calmly: "Because after I ran out that time, I never came back here. The old man took me in, so I moved to live with the old man."

Yixiu nodded thoughtfully, suddenly remembered something, and asked with a frown: "All your things are marked, is it because of that incident just now?"

Su Yi didn't shy away, just nodded slightly.

Yixiu couldn't speak for a moment, he just felt that a soft place deep in his heart had been stabbed hard, which made him extremely uncomfortable.

He took a deep breath, gritted his teeth and made a firm oath in his heart!

He decided that if he meets these people in the future, he must beat them up thoroughly!Vent his children!

There was a sudden "snap" in the originally dark corridor ahead, and the lights came on from the second floor, waiting for them quietly.

"Tsk, is there a second level? Let me see what other tricks there are." Yixiu snorted coldly, and angrily pulled Su Yi straight to the second floor.

After going up to the second floor, the scene in front of him made Yixiu stop in his tracks.

This is a pale ward, a woman who is weak but still undeniably beautiful is lying on the bed, a little boy with familiar facial features is sitting by the bed and looking at the woman on the bed, with a stubborn arc of mouth.

Su Yi was stunned, and found that most of Yixiu's good looks were inherited from his mother. Except for the pair of sharp phoenix eyes and sword eyebrows similar to Sect Master Yi, everything else was very similar to his mother.

Yixiu looked at the scene in front of him expressionlessly, and slowly sneered: "So it's my turn?"

The pale woman still had some traces of binding on her wrists, and there were bruises on her body that didn't fade away.These traces have been appearing on Xiao Yixiu's body since she could remember.

Every time she recovered from her injury, she would go out for a trip, and then come back with this injury.After she came back, their tight life would become a little more comfortable.

Originally, Xiao Yixiu didn't understand the source of these traces, thinking that someone outside was bullying her mother, and every time she angrily expressed that she wanted to protect her mother and fight off the bad guys who bullied her.At this time, his mother would show an expression mixed with emotion and guilt, and then hug Xiao Yixiu tightly, telling him that her mother loved him.

Then the matter of protecting her was over.

The scene in front of him changed to a time when Xiao Yixiu went out with his mother.

A small stall owner on the street couldn't help but look at Yixiu's mother twice, but his wife grabbed her ears.His wife is not easy to get along with, and she pointed at Yixiu's mother's nose and cursed: "You bitch! Stop your seductive tricks, don't try to seduce my man!" Her mouth was like Like a machine gun, countless extremely ugly words were sprayed out continuously.

Yixiu's mother's face turned pale instantly, biting her bloodless lips, unable to speak.And Xiao Yixiu exploded at once, waving his small fists, rushed up like a cannonball, kicked the stall owner and his wife in the stomach, and then grabbed their collars and slapped their faces hard. Punched hard!

"Ah! Killing! Help!"

Xiao Yixiu's strength was so great that he beat them until they screamed again and again, crying for their father and mother!

Yixiu's mother was taken aback, she immediately pulled away little Yixiu, and sent them to the hospital with bruised nose and swollen face.Little Yixiu will never forget the scene where Yixiu's mother kept apologizing to the arrogant aunt standing in the hospital.

From that time on, he never hit any places that could be seen by others. He only beat on places that were hard to see but extremely painful.His notoriety quickly spread throughout the nearby streets, and the people nearby didn't dare to gossip in front of them, they only talked secretly behind their backs.

As he grew older, Xiao Yixiu gradually understood what his mother did, but in his heart she was still a mother who would hug him and say she loved him.It is a mother who will tell him that Xiu in his name means self-cultivation, and hopes that he can restrain his violent temper and be a gentle and positive good person.

He didn't want his mother to suffer this again, so at dinner one day, he said to her seriously: "Mom, don't do this anymore, I spent too much money to go to school. I won't go to school, drop out of school to work , I will support our mother and son."

His mother was taken aback, her eyes suddenly turned red, she put down her chopsticks with trembling hands, took a few deep breaths, and said in a trembling voice, "What are you talking about? I won't let you drop out of school!"

Xiao Yixiu said stubbornly: "What's the use of studying? Can it make us live a better life? It will only drag us down!"

Mom looked at him, too angry to speak.She stood up straight, rummaged through boxes and cabinets, found a hanger, pointed at Xiao Yixiu and said tremblingly, "Come here, come here!"

Then Xiao Yixiu was severely beaten by his mother. It was the first time that gentle woman lost her temper with him.She was so angry that she trembled all over, crying and screaming: "Even if I die outside, I will still let you study! Why do you think my mother is so stupid and reduced to where she is today? Let me tell you! If you don't read, you have to read." You want to stand out, make your father like you, and take you away..."

The clothes hanger slammed onto Xiao Yixiu's body one after another. He was covered in cold sweat from the pain, but he stubbornly gritted his teeth and didn't make a sound.

Yixiu's mother threw away the deformed hanger, cried and hugged Xiao Yixiu, her face was full of tears, and her eyes were empty, she said: "If it is possible, I don't want to be like this...I don't want to be like this...Xiaoxiu, Xiaoxiu, you must Study hard...in fact, it doesn't matter if you don't study hard, at least you have to be a good person...don't become like a mother..."

Xiao Yixiu endured the pain and went back to hug his mother who was crying in pain, and never mentioned the matter of dropping out of school again.

As he grew older, Xiao Yixiu gradually opened up, and the handsome appearance inherited from his parents gradually appeared, and the speculation about his mother was transferred to Xiao Yixiu.

They maliciously speculated that Xiao Yixiu, who had a handsome face, would linger in the flowers in the future, be a duck or a little boy who was taken care of by a rich woman.There were even some wretched foreign men who had never heard of Xiao Yixiu's notoriety and tried to moles him, but the young Yixiu beat him to the teeth.

Xiao Yixiu's surname is Yi, which comes from his father's surname.Yixiu's mother always told him that if one day his father found him, he would let little Yixiu leave with his father.

Every time Xiao Yixiu heard her mother say this, she thought in her heart, let that trash die, I don't want to go with him, I want to follow my mother, and try my best to let her live a good life.

But now the woman on the hospital bed is dying because of AIDS.

Obviously she is still very young, less than 30 years old, but she is about to die.No one knew what she had encountered before, she just looked at Xiao Yixiu who was about to celebrate his 12th birthday, and murmured to him over and over again that if his father came to him, he must go with him.

Xiao Yixiu looked at her silently, took a deep breath, held back the tears in his red eyes, and responded softly.

The woman smiled weakly, closed her eyes slowly, and stopped breathing——

Xiao Yixiu gasped for breath, and stared blankly at the woman who had completely left on the hospital bed, clenched her small fists tightly, and hot tears flowed from her eyes.

Su Yi looked at Xiao Yixiu's slightly trembling shoulders, and subconsciously clenched the hands of the people around him.

Yixiu quietly looked at the shapeless woman on the hospital bed, and said in a low voice, "Stupid woman."

After finishing speaking, he turned his head abruptly, closed his eyes, and stopped looking at himself who was trying to maintain his composure to hold back his sobs.

Yixiu's tensed arms trembled almost imperceptibly, Su Yi's heart trembled slightly, and the other hand also raised up, holding his hand quietly.

After a long while, when Xiao Yixiu calmed down, he wiped away his tears indiscriminately, and walked out of the ward door expressionlessly.A few people in suits stood outside the door, bowed slightly, and said with a smile: "Master Yi, are you willing to go back to Tianxuanzong with us? We will take care of Ms. Xu's subsequent funeral, but it may not be able to enter Tianxuanzong The tomb of the ancestor..."

Xiao Yixiu didn't tell his mother that the so-called father had already been found, just a few months ago when her condition suddenly deteriorated.

It's ridiculous that his father, who hadn't been seen for more than ten years, suddenly appeared and wanted to take him away.The reason was not because his mother couldn't continue to raise him, but because some hidden power in his body burst out suddenly and accidentally smashed a wall.At that time, her mother was seriously ill and the family had no money at all. When Xiao Yixiu was anxious about how to compensate, this group of people appeared.

At that time, Xiao Yixiu understood that the so-called father was probably a big shot, and he even knew the situation of their mother and child all along, but he didn't intend to take care of it.

The woman who died on the hospital bed never seemed to have doubted where she got the money to stay in the hospital ward during this time, but kept telling him to follow her father.Maybe it was a rare time for her to be smart, and she noticed it in her heart, so she said those words.

Xiao Yixiu looked coldly at the men in suits and leather shoes, clenched his fists, and said in a hoarse voice, "I'll go with you."

From then on, he was alone, and he could only live on his own efforts.Xiao Yixiu didn't have any expectations for the father who appeared out of nowhere.

Yixiu, who had grown up, looked at his once straight back with unspeakably deep eyes.After all, he did not complete the studies that his mother wanted him to complete, nor did he become the person she expected him to be.

The young boy, who was no taller than his chest, stubbornly refused to look back at the ward, and left with the group of men in suits.They arrived at the Tianxuan Mountain, which was shrouded in clouds and mists, and had an ethereal celestial aura. Only then did he know what kind of master his father was, an existence above ten thousand people.

The man in the suit who sent him up also explained to him: "Before, the entire Taoist sect was in turmoil. After the rift in the ghost domain was sealed, we cultivated and recuperated for a while. After barely recovering, we immediately thought about taking the young master back."

Yixiu, who was watching coldly, sneered, and Xiao Yixiu was expressionless, obviously not believing this nonsense.

They walked all the way to the palace at the highest peak of Tianxuanzong. Along the way, there were many people wearing robes with wide sleeves and double breasted. Their eyes with different emotions poked on Xiao Yixiu, watching the cold-faced Xiao Yixiu go up. .

However, before meeting the so-called father, the men in suits brought Xiao Yixiu to a gray-black stone, smiled and asked him to punch the stone.

At that time, many people were faintly surrounded there, including the little version of Yi Ziang and Guo Feiming that Su Yi had seen before.

Xiao Yixiu raised his small fist, full of resentment, and swung out his fist with no room for it, hitting the hard rock in front of him hard!

There was a loud "boom", and the violent air flow suddenly swept around!

Xiao Yixiu slowly withdrew his fist, and several thin cracks appeared on the stone where it was hit!

Countless people's gazes fell directly on those few cracks, and then turned to Yi Ziang, who had a dark complexion, with a strange expression on his face.For the first time, the man in the suit showed surprise on his face, and his attitude instantly became more respectful. He bent down and invited Xiao Yixiu to the highest palace.