paper idol

It took Jing Rourou a tenth of a second to realize that this was a stroke of Chun himself.

Then she showed a smile so warm that the sun was ashamed, stretched out her hand to Qu Lebai, and said, "It's all here, come in and have a seat."

Qu Lebai took the suitcase consciously. The suitcase was really heavy, as if it was stuffed with a person.She couldn't help but think: How can such a weak body like Roujiang have such great energy?

Rou Jiang entered the door and told Qu Lebai: "I'll go find you two sets of clothes. There are food and drink in the refrigerator, order as you like." Then she hurried to the bedroom.

Qu Lebai finally had the opportunity to take a look at the house that was said to be "bought with full money".

The decoration style is too simple, and it can even be called "pale".The space is quite large, but there are not many furnishings, and only the most basic living needs are maintained.

To be honest, it feels different from Roujiang himself.

Rou Jiang quickly came out with a pile of fabrics in her arms. She waved to Qu Le Bai and said, "Come here, your room is over here."

Qu Lebai followed and arrived at a room with nothing but a bed.Rou Jiang put the pajamas at the foot of the bed, shook off the sheets, and handed the two corners to Qu Lebai's hands: "Make the bed, I don't often have people staying here, so the guest room is not that good, you need to make do with it first." .”

He also said: "I've only worn pajamas a few times. I wear them if I don't like them. If I don't like them, I wear my own first. I'll go shopping tomorrow, okay?"

Of course Qu Lebai will do.

After laying the sheets, Rou Jiang felt that something was wrong, looked around, clapped her hands suddenly, and rushed back to her bedroom, bringing a quilt and a pillow.

"It's OK for now!"

Qu Lebai looked at the moving and running Rou Jiang in front of him, and always felt that it was different from what he saw before.Rou Jiang in the live broadcast room was sitting right in the middle of the camera, not taking a step most of the time, as if imprisoned by the screen.The one in front of me is more agile, even though the makeup is overdone and the expression is tired, but it is free.

Freedom... Isn't live streaming free?Qu Lebai felt that he was acting affectionate, so he quickly shook his head and quickly denied himself.

Immediately afterwards, hearing a "meow~" not far away, Qu Lebai turned around and saw the cat that had been photographed before.

Nongniang cautiously stared at the extra creature in the house, and swaggered at the other creature with a "owwow", proudly swearing its sovereignty.

Qu Lebai couldn't concentrate yet, and when something new happened, he forgot what he was doing before, so he didn't respond to Rou Jiang, and went straight to Niang Niang.

Niangniang is used to doing evil at home, she is not afraid of people at all, she doesn't bother to move a step, she just stares straight at Qu Lebai, and meows again.

Qu Lebai took out a bag of cat food from her bag, tore open the package, poured it in her hands, and handed it to Nianniang.Niangniang turned her head proudly, but ignored Qu Lebai.

"Hey, did you bring a meeting gift for Niang?"

Rou Jiang came over and sat down on the ground.She had long hands and long feet, and as soon as she stretched out her hand, she took Niangniang into her arms. Niangniang was a little reluctant, but after Roujiang touched her head, she became quiet.

Rou Jiang grabbed a small handful of cat food from the bag and fed it to Niang Niang's mouth.Nong Nong stuck out his tongue and licked it slowly, while Qu Lebai took advantage of the situation to touch Nong Nong. The fur of Nong Nong was soft and supple, which made the person who stroked the cat very satisfied, and even showed a gentle smile.

Seeing that Qu Lebai was getting more and more involved, Rou Jiang couldn't help but said, "Actually, you are here to pet cats... You even brought cat food, did you buy it now?"

Only then did Qu Lebai realize what he was doing in a trance.

Suddenly ran to the door of someone's house and squatted, Rou Jiang had only seen pictures that were so ugly, and she dared to put herself in the house, her heart was big enough.And as a guest, I didn't say thank you, didn't bring a souvenir, and just cared about cats, which was indeed too rude.

At this time, I finally remembered that I had brought a gift here.

"No, I'm here...I'm here to deliver something..."

Qu Lebai searched all over her body, but did not find those books.

Rou Jiang smiled, let go of the cat, stood up and walked towards the entrance, and said, "Is it the autograph book? The plastic wrapping hasn't been removed yet."

Qu Lebai was a little shy, and mumbled, "That... that... that... I didn't find the pen."

Rou Jiang paused for about a second, then smiled knowingly.She waved to Qu Lebai again, and said, "It's okay, everyone is here, and it's only a minute to sign. Come, I'll find you a pen."

Rou Jiang hugged those books, Qu Le Bai followed her and went to the study.

Niao Niang locked in place, meowed at the two humans, then shook his head and licked his paws.

Human beings are so half-hearted, meow~

Rou Jiang took Qu Lebai to the study room, and Qu Lebai discovered that this is Rou Jiang's "workroom". Rou Jiang usually broadcasts live here. She knows the chair and remembers the one facing the computer. poster.

And where the camera can't capture, there is a lot going on.A whole wall was placed in the window, and all kinds of figurines were neatly arranged, such as games, anime, puppet shows... Qu Lebai was shocked when he saw such a large collection for the first time.

What surprised her even more was that there was actually a book among the countless figures.The book was a bit old, with a crumpled cover, and the pages were half thicker than the spine, and it had been flipped through countless times.

The book was called "Desire for Me".

Rou Jiang said that she likes this book, and it seems to be true.It must have played a very important role in Rou Jiang's past.

Qu Lebai involuntarily walked up to "Fate Me", and touched it through the glass, as gently as a caress.

But Rou Jiang called her from behind: "I found the pen~ Do you want to sign now~"

Qu Lebai turned her head abruptly, and saw Rou Jiang holding a ballpoint pen and smiling at her.

"I haven't written for a long time." Rou Jiang explained.

Qu Lebai pointed to the book and said, "Why put it in the window?"

Rou Jiang glanced at it, put the pen into Qu Lebai's hand with a smile, and said, "Let's sign it, thank you for remembering which books I want." But she didn't answer Qu Lebai's question.

Qu Lebai was embarrassed to ask again, took a pen, opened the plastic cover, and carefully signed his name on the title page.

She didn't give any warning, and brought a few nondescript "signed books" as gifts, which is a bit outrageous.It's a pity that I was restless before I came here, and when I react now, it's too late to remedy it.

I have to use more snacks when signing, as if I want to engrave my whole life on it.

But as soon as I wrote a horizontal line, my inner rejection of the three words "a stroke of spring" emerged again.She couldn't write any more, so she raised her head and asked Rou Jiang, "Can I sign my real name?"

Rou Jiang said, "Is that still a signed book?"

Qu Lebai immediately realized that what he was called was not important to Rou Jiang.I am still a stroke of spring, and the name signed on the book is meaningful only when it is a stroke of spring.

She suddenly felt ashamed, she ran over out of nowhere, what a burden to the other party?Does the other person want to see themselves?

She turned to flee, but her steps froze.

Rou Jiang said again: "That's almost the same as elementary school students writing their names on textbooks, why don't we wrap the book cover again?"

Doesn't seem to be what I thought it meant?Qu Lebai breathed a sigh of relief, and finally wrote again.She didn't write a stroke of spring, and she didn't write her real name, but only wrote two words - Lele.

Rou Jiang snatched the book, added the word "Rou Rou" next to "Le Le", and said, "This is both your book and mine. It's just right to write the names of two people!"

The book was written by Qu Lebai, but this one belongs to Roujiang.This word game is quite interesting, after Rou Jiang finished speaking, she smiled meaningfully.

Qu Lebai looked at Roujiang's side face, and there was no obvious surprise or inquiry on the other person's face, as if he didn't care at all why he appeared here, and he seemed to have expected this to happen a long time ago.Qu Lebai thinks she is quite sensitive to other people's emotional perception, but she can't understand Rou Jiang from the beginning to the end. She is not even sure whether Rou Jiang knows about the incident of ghostwriting.

Knowing that, what would you think?

Qu Lebai has always wanted to keep a "secret" from anyone, but to Rou Jiang, it seems that she can tell anything.

Qu Lebai made a mistake and said: "When I wrote "Desire Me", I was at my worst. Before that, the sales continued to drop, and I began to think that maybe I am not a person who eats this bowl of food. I should be like my parents. As I said, find a [-]-to-[-] job, and occasionally write stories. I thought about whether I wanted to find a job, and finally went. Maybe, love and work are different after all.”

As a result, "Life" did not sell well, because it was too "lost".Novels are entertainment, not mirrors.Anyone who wants to be a mirror can only be a clown.

After "Life", Qu Lebai found her current job.It was also from that time that she began to think about herself, about life, and whether there really was such a thing as fate.

It has become more and more mediocre, and less and less "a stroke of spring".

Maybe it's a midlife crisis.

Qu Lebai sighed softly, and asked Rou Jiang: "What about you? Why do you want to be an anchor?"

Rou Jiang has a special experience, how did she ever question herself?

After a long pause, Rou Jiang smiled.The corner of her mouth was only half tilted, which made her look a bit cynical.

"Turning a hobby into a job, it's really cool! I've thought this way since I was 17 years old, and it hasn't changed until now." Rou Jiang said, "It has nothing to do with how much money I make, nothing to do with my parents, it's just because I like it. "

The setback and pain that Roujiang got from this job is not less than her own, but why is she still so determined?

Because there is always only "I" in her narrative?

Qu Lebai was in a trance for a while, and repeated the word "like" several times in his heart, and suddenly found that he had forgotten the mood when he wrote the first novel.

Is that feeling called "like"?

Rou Jiang yawned, touched Qu Lebai's head, and said, "The cat has been licked, the name has been signed, and the day has been chatted. Let's go to bed today, okay? I haven't slept for more than ten hours. good."

Even so, the expression on Rou Jiang's face was still gentle.Qu Lebai nodded, and Roujiang said: "Go to sleep, good morning."

"……Good morning."

Is this feeling now called "like"?