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What happened to Rou Jiang?After going through her personal resume, everything is clear.

About five years ago, Rou Jiang (the ID was still called "STR") was discovered by the club because of his personal ranking for four consecutive months, and he has since dropped out of school to play games.At that time, there were few female players. When the news was first released, there were many malicious speculations on the Internet, and the e-sports circle also caused quite a stir.

Jing Rourou made her official debut, with short hair, black-rimmed glasses, slovenly appearance, fat and ugly.However, the public opinion didn't stop there, on the contrary, it became more malicious, involving the team leader's aesthetics and personal morality, the team leader openly fought with netizens, and soon took the blame and resigned.Afterwards, Jing Rourou opened Weibo, uttered a strong voice, and threatened to "fight for herself and Bole".

At this time, there is still some time before the professional league, but warm-up activities such as open games, exhibition games, and campus games are indispensable.The spectators watched coldly, watching the team lose miserably all the way.

Jing Rourou's team took the first place in reverse, and the negative reviews received probably wouldn't even fit in the truck.Of course, there are also factors such as team turmoil, teammates' strength, and lack of running-in, but most of the bad reviews are directed at her.

The e-sports circle is dominated by men, but there is no gentleman for women.Qu Lebai looked at those outdated reports, and the maliciousness in them almost made her unable to bear to read.

How did Rou Jiang survive?

Qu Lebai soon found out, she didn't make it through, she cried.

After a certain offline competition, the organizer interviewed each player in turn.When it was Jing Rourou's turn, the host said maliciously, "Are you satisfied with your performance?"

"Not satisfied, I will seize the time to improve my skills. I hope to help the team achieve good results in the next professional league."

"It's quite easy for your team to become number one in the world. Just send you to the enemy team's dormitory for a few months, and at the same time improve your 'technique'."

In the interview video, Rou Jiang was initially in a daze.But her teammate actually laughed first, and there was some obscenity in the laughter that some people knew well, which made Roujiang react instantly, and her face and eyes were red.In the next second, she lowered her head and wiped her eyes, probably crying.

In the subsequent interview, Rou Jiang didn't look up and didn't speak, like a sculpture.The host didn't realize his mistake, and after waiting for two seconds, he skipped Rou Jiang, left a disdainful expression of "why can't you take a joke?", and continued to interview other contestants.

The camera shifted, Qu Lebai didn't know what happened to Rou Jiang after this.Does anyone deliver tissues after crying?Does anyone else mock her?

Perhaps because of the similar mood, Qu Lebai can easily put himself in this powerless and helpless situation.She wanted to wipe away the tears for Rou Jiang, and wanted to tell her that "these stinky men are nothing special" and "they can't be picked by the team at all", but she couldn't.

This is Roujiang's own calamity, obviously, she came out.

And this is not the first time Rou Jiang has cried in public.

The second time there is a video to prove it is a week before the professional league finals.

At that time, Rou Jiang hadn't appeared in front of the camera for several years, never accepted interviews in offline games, and never posted photos on Weibo.She was accidentally caught by the camera, and some fans who had been in the pit for a short time didn't even recognize her.

At that time, Rou Jiang had already proved himself through some competitions, but the eyes of the sunspots were always on the few games in which Rou Jiang did not perform well.

Roujiang's character is also as rigid as ever. When sunspots scold her, she scolds back on Weibo. She has written several small papers to prove and confess herself, but it is of no avail.

It is wrong to argue, and so is silence.Rou Jiang exists as a woman on the field, which is the root of all mistakes.Some people even said that her first Weibo post was to "show off" her female identity.

Rou Jiang changed the gender of Weibo to "male", but this was said to be artificial, an attempt to use gender to cover up her own incompetence and mistakes-could men be born to forgive certain incompetence and mistakes?

It's wrong to be honest about your gender, and it's also wrong to avoid it.

Rou Jiang's fourth professional league, due to age, his state has declined.Because of Rou Jiang's mistake, the team was almost blocked in front of the national gate, and another wave of rhythm was ushered in.

There is a good thing that the media launched a multi-choice vote, and the lineup of "most likely to win the championship".

Rou Jiang's votes were pitifully low.

Rou Jiang posted a Weibo, chatting about the positioning and style of the players with the highest votes, and finally said that the team's arrangement has its own reasons.

Unlike Qu Lebai who had to break a sentence into three paragraphs, Rou Jiang's words were unpolished and could easily arouse public outrage.A wave of melee, a certain netizen's "You are not as good as some folk masters" was hung up by Rou Jiang, "You can do it", "I will do it"...

Rou Jiang made a bet with the netizen on live solo, and agreed that the former would announce his retirement if he lost, and the latter would publish an apology in the newspaper for one month if he lost.

Qu Lebai didn't know what Roujiang's mental state was at that time, nor did he know whether the bet was fair or not.She thought that Rou Jiang was a professional player anyway, how could she lose to any random passer-by?

But the reality has already given her a spoiler, Rou Jiang lost, and announced her retirement before the finals was about to be determined, causing an uproar in the industry.

The second time I cried publicly was during this live broadcast.Rou Jiang lost and cried so hard that she was sorry for the team and herself.

Some seniors angrily criticized Roujiang for retiring before a major event as "no sense of responsibility". XD also publicly posted on Weibo to express regret, but the incident transitioned very naturally. The team officially announced the new lineup soon, and at the same time expressed their dissatisfaction with Roujiang .

Qu Lebai is sensitively aware that this matter is not simple, and Rou Jiang's retirement seems to be prepared, or premeditated.

More than a year has passed, and Rou Jiang has not paid liquidated damages, nor has he talked about the causes and consequences of his retirement in any public places.

Qu Lebai was even more certain that Rou Jiang was an abandoned son.

Half a year later, Rou Jiang reappeared in the public eye as an anchor and became active.

Changing from the sloppy and short poking black of the professional player period, Rou Jiang became slim and charming, and the ID was changed from "STR" to "Rou Jiang", which is still in use today.

She seemed to have suddenly opened up Ren and Du's two veins, and understood how to be a woman.She learned to be coquettish and cute, she sang when she gave rewards, and banned her account when she was unhappy, but she never showed weakness in front of the public anymore.

Qu Lebai tasted the discarded nickname "STR" on the tip of his tongue, pondering a possibility, and didn't know if it was right. STR is equivalent to "stone man", but it is also an unfinished "strong".

After crying in the interview, Rou Jiang never appeared in public again.Coupled with details such as dress and words, she seems to have been avoiding her gender, even to the point of disgust.

She wanted to become stronger, but she couldn't even finish saying "strong".Ambition should be put in the name majesticly and shown to the whole world. Is it because of being afraid of something like this?

Now Roujiang changed course halfway, gave up that name, and walked towards an easier path.

After learning about the past, Qu Lebai suddenly felt that if "Fate Me" helped her change her banner, then she would be considered a good deed... right?

The author has something to say: I forgot to say some things before, but it should not be too late now.I hope I only need to say it once (laughs)

The tone of this article is like this, the protagonist is not cool, will not fight back, and the humiliation bestowed by fate can only be swallowed.

If you see this and feel aggrieved and unhappy, then I will rationally persuade you to quit.We met at the wrong time, or met by fate - of course, it may not be the right person at all.

If you still feel a little bit refreshed after seeing this, then congratulations for finding me and congratulations for waiting for you.

Do not torture each other.

Do not torture each other.

Do not torture each other.