paper idol

Having dinner with the leader after working overtime, rushing to night school with the leader, and being called to the hospital together to lose money...

After dealing with everything, Qu Lebai sent Fu Qinfeng back to the staff dormitory.Before getting out of the car, he said: "Let's live in another place. Compared with the classroom, the dormitory is too noisy. I'm afraid I can't study well. It just so happens that my rent is about to expire, so let's find a quiet place to live."

Fu Qinfeng seemed to be holding his breath, his cheeks puffed up, and he said, "I can do it!"

Qu Lebai rubbed the center of her eyebrows helplessly, and said, "Okay, you can review here first. Let's talk about it later, I'm too tired today. Good night."

"Good night."

The taxi carrying Qu Lebai turned around and drove towards the apartment.

Sitting in the car, thoughts drifted involuntarily.

Fu Qinfeng refused to admit defeat, his eyes were as stubborn as a little leopard.It reminded her of her old self.

Before this year, her inspiration had never dried up, and she could come up with a hundred ideas even with a sip of water.At that time, she thought she was favored by God, so she resigned to write without hesitation, and because of this, she had a big fight with her family.Her family is a bit conservative and always thinks it is best to hold an iron rice bowl.

——Can writing a book last a lifetime?

--Of course!

At that time, I was determined to go my own way, but I never thought that Muse would withdraw so quickly.Before Qu Lebai had time to write all the poems, the goddess had already gone far away, and she couldn't even grasp the hem of her skirt.

Inspiration is more ethereal than love, but to me, it is more important than everything else.

Losing the favor of the Muse, she came back disheartened like a defeated phoenix.

He himself failed, but Fu Qinfeng might not.I have been weak for too long, and I have begun to rot.

It's time to change.

She sighed, and after getting out of the car, she bought several cans of coffee at the convenience store before going upstairs.

There are only five days before the final delivery time, no matter what, I have to hold back a work that I am satisfied with.

Can't give up on myself, a stroke of spring!

For the next three days, Qu Lebai's mind was full of the outline of the new essay, and he often lost his mind at work.

The leader later made an appointment with Qu Lebai, but Qu Lebai refused.

She selected a competitive theme, and based on this, she made a complete set of outline and persona.

When writing character designs, Rou Jiang's face always appeared in her mind unconsciously.

Rou Jiang must be very good at playing games, that's why she was able to reach the second place in the national server, and that's why she was able to show her true temperament unscrupulously.

She pissed off the water friends in the national uniform, she said, "if you don't like it, just mute it", she is really like a domineering crab.She also sacrificed herself to the heavens to force herself to sleep...

It's a harmless thing, but it's disturbing nonetheless.It was as if the heart was bitten by a mosquito. It was not painful at the time, but it would only become more and more uncomfortable afterwards.

Qu Lebai shook her head, and tried to set the protagonist in the opposite direction of Rou Jiang, but in the end it didn't have a special flavor.

Strange to say, since that day, Roujiang never invited Qu Lebai to play games together, and I don't know if it's because she dislikes her food, or for some other reason.

And due to time constraints, Qu Lebai did not enter Roujiang's live broadcast room again.

In the Internet age, once the sense of proximity is lost, the connection between people will be broken.

Qu Lebai thought so, until one day when she was rushing to draft a manuscript late at night, she received a window shaking.

This was the last night before posting. I turned on Q to make it easier to send the manuscript directly to the big boss for review after writing it. But seeing that the shaking came from Roujiang, Qu Lebai replied with a question mark in a strange manner.

Rou Jiang replied immediately: [Haven't slept yet?what are you doing? 】

A stroke of spring: [hmm]

Rouroujiang: [I will post at ten o'clock tomorrow morning, can't you sleep? 】

That's right, there are still eight hours before the publication, but Qu Lebai is still making the final revisions and polishes.She only discovered a few hours ago that there was a big bug at the beginning, and fixing it would require changing almost everything that was already done.

Qu Lebai glanced at the news, and answered in her heart: I'm going to publish the article soon, and I'm editing it.

But no words were typed.

Q was quiet for a while, and about half an hour later, Rou Jiang sent the next message: [I have your complete set of books, can I send them to you to sign for me?I will pay for the postage. 】

Qu Lebai was taken aback for a moment, and asked: [Which books? 】

She has written many books, some early and some late, some she likes very much, and some the market likes very much.For some reason, she really wanted to know which kind Rou Jiang liked.

Rouroujiang: [Ah, this trick actually works!I thought you didn't like me anymore! 】

...I like something, is the wording too extreme?Qu Lebai complained in her heart, moved the mouse to the dialog box and typed: [Which number]

After all, Roujiang's hands are faster than hers, and the next sentence has already been sent.

Rouroujiang: [I have all your books. 】

Qu Lebai was stunned, cleared the dialog box, and slowly typed a few words: 【Are you live broadcasting?Is voice convenient? 】

Rou Jiang replied to her with a Q call invitation.

Qu Lebai picked it up, "Hello?"

"Hello? I didn't broadcast live today, I'm resting." Rou Jiang's voice sounded, which seemed to be different from the ones in the live broadcast room or YY.

The sweet and sticky smell is missing, and the lazy nasal sound is added.

Is it a voice changer, or is it usually installed on purpose?Qu Lebai thought about it, but fell silent, not knowing what to say.

Speaking of which, she has been typing with her hands, so she really doesn't have much brain capacity for communication.

Fortunately, Rou Jiang took the initiative and asked, "It's almost two o'clock, are you still awake? What are you doing?"

Qu Lebai replied honestly: "I suddenly discovered a bug and fixed it overnight."

"A new article to be posted tomorrow?"

"Ah."

"Oh, then I won't bother you, come to me after you're done."

"Ah."

The earphones became quiet, and Qu Lebai was so engrossed in the task of fixing bugs that he had no time to hang up the phone.

After an unknown amount of time, Qu Lebai heard the sound of meowing in the earphones, and realized that Rou Jiang hadn't hung up either, and had been silently listening to herself typing on the keyboard.

After the cat meow, there were a few weird cat meows. The tone was familiar, as if Rou Jiang faked it to tease cats.

"You have a cat?" Qu Lebai couldn't help but stop what she was doing and asked.

"Did it bother you?" Rou Jiang said, "Is it over?"

Qu Lebai asked again: "Why didn't you hang up the phone? It's already late, you should go to bed."

Rou Jiang smiled lightly and said, "I haven't apologized to you yet, how can I sleep?"

"Apologize for what?"

"The last time I urged you to sleep, I beat you to death. The bullet screens said that I was wrong, and that I was too straight. I thought about it later, and it was indeed wrong. I'm sorry."

"Well, it's okay. You too..." Qu Lebai paused, and said, "It's kind of you."

"I have a lot of problems. If I offend you, just tell me directly. I will try my best to correct it." Rou Jiang said, "You have ignored me these days. I thought you were angry. I'm sorry."

Actually a little angry.

But after Rou Jiang spread the word out in such a wronged way, her anger was let go instead.

"I've been writing recently... I see that your Weibo has also been reposted, that's it."

"Well, I'm looking forward to it." Rou Jiang said.

Rou Jiang's voice was full of laughter, and the nasal sound became more pronounced, as if she was provocative.

If he had heard this sentence before, Qu Lebai would have confidently said "Stay tuned".But now she has lost all inspiration. This manuscript was produced with all her strength, and she herself didn't know the quality.

Just catch the ducks on the shelves.

The word "expectation" was unbearable, and she felt that she was being ridiculed, and her face blushed hotly.

She didn't reply, and Rou Jiang didn't say anything new.The silence seemed awkward.

Qu Lebai said: "Aren't you angry that I use cheats to play games? I even reported your account."

"It's okay, it's easy to buy another account, and it's easy to re-up. Besides, I also reported your account, and it's leveled. As for cheating...you don't need it now."

I don't know if it's because it's late at night, but Rou Jiang speaks very softly and gently.

"You...why do you take me to play? I'm such a good guy, I'll only slow you down."

"Because, you are a fortune!" Rou Jiang said, "I am your die-hard fan. I play games with idols, so what's wrong with the food? With me here, I am your cheater."

Rou Jiang spoke very domineeringly, but Qu Lebai's mood was even more strange.

He clearly knew that the words the other party liked were written by himself, but he still couldn't help feeling ashamed.

If you can't write it by yourself, it's not a stroke of spring that some people like.No matter the boss or Rou Jiang, they are considerate and gentle to themselves, not because of themselves, but because of a previous stroke of love.

She feels like an identity thief, unworthy of the kindness she's receiving now.

"Do you like my novel so much? Could it be that something particularly moved you?" Qu Lebai pretended to be relaxed, and his tone was a little teasing.

But still coveting this bit of warmth and not wanting to tell the truth is even worse vanity.

One side is inferior, one is vanity, and the other is cast aside.Qu Lebai felt that he was going to be smart.

"It's "Destiny Me", "Rou Jiang said without much hesitation, "I like 'Wu Bu Wo'."

"You like her? Why?" Qu Lebai was a little surprised.Wu Buwo is the most criticized protagonist in her works, because she is really too ordinary, without any golden fingers.Being suppressed by reality, even if you have a dream in your heart, you often fail, and the final ending is very ordinary.

One word, cowardly.

She never thought that a person like Roujiang who walks alone would like Wu Buwo.

"Because she is the most 'ordinary person'... Ordinary people have the limit of ability, there are certain things that can't be done... If you can't accept this, then life must be very difficult. I like her because she Let me calmly accept the limit of my ability." Rou Jiang said.

The limit of ability?Does Rou Jiang have the limit of ability?

Rou Jiang immediately asked: "The psychological description is great... May I ask, have you ever struggled like this? Even, are you struggling like this now?"

Qu Lebai paused in his heart, thinking of the fact that "I can't write it anymore", broke out in a cold sweat, and blurted out: "How do you know?!"

Rou Jiang let out a "huh" and said, "Your heart is clearly written in the book. It's their business that others can't see it. I can see it because I'm just like you."

Qu Lebai put her fingers on the keyboard weakly, unable to speak for a long time.

Her heart... is so obvious?

"It's been a long time since there was a keyboard sound, have you finished editing the text?" Rou Jiang asked.

Qu Lebai woke up with a start, looked at the time, and suddenly became anxious again.She was slow, and chatted for a while, not sure if she could finish on time.

"Ah! Don't chat anymore, I'm going to edit the essay first!"

"In the future, I will be free in double row." Rou Jiang said softly, "Then, good night."

The author has something to say: explain the update frequency a little bit, and it should be able to maintain the daily update at present. As for the fixed time, it is not promised.