if this is also love

"Let's go upstairs and have a cup of tea!"

Li You hesitated for a long time, and finally chose the latter between the two sentences "Would you like to go upstairs for a cup of tea?" and "Go upstairs for a cup of tea!"She has a lot to say to Miao Ge, and she doesn't want to be rejected by her, so she can only take the initiative.

Miao Ge was a little surprised, first she looked back at her, then nodded after confirming, turned around and followed her upstairs.Now in front of Li You, she seems to have lost her language function and can only express her thoughts with actions.

It took them less than a minute to go from the first floor to the fourth floor, but Miao Ge's thoughts drifted far, far away in this short period of time.

Many years ago, they were the closest friends on a bed in a dormitory.For countless nights, they covered the same quilt, listened to the same radio station, and spent their teenage years.At that time, they had the purest friendship and the simplest happiness.

Li You opened the door and said softly, "The house is a bit small, I hope you don't dislike it!"

"How come!" After Miao Ge finished speaking, she felt that there was something wrong with her expression. She wanted to explain but was afraid of causing a bigger misunderstanding, so she had to swallow the words in her stomach, and walked into Li You with a complicated mood of panic and curiosity. s home.

In Miao Ge's heart, Li You has always been a little girl with a strong appearance but a weak heart. Her boudoir should be pink or warm colors that little girls like, but she was surprised that it was all black, white and gray.After so many years of not meeting or contacting each other, she probably doesn't know her little girl anymore.

At this time, Miao Ge's eyes were attracted by the letterbox with the word "Song" on it. She couldn't help but walked over and stroked it lightly. The movements were very light and gentle, as if stroking a treasure that she hadn't seen for a long time.Immediately, the images of them passing notes in those years flashed in her mind.

"Ge, accompany me to Mr. Zhang's house after class!"

"Ge, I'm in a bad mood right now, someone is talking bad things about me behind my back!"

"Ge, have you watched "Baseball Heroes"? How about "Slam Dunk"?"

"Ge, do you like Han Han or Guo Jingming? Ming Xiaoxi or Baby Annie?"

"..."

Even after they became tablemates, sitting together every day, they often wrote notes, talking about their mood at that time, or trivial matters.

Miao Ge remembers that at the beginning, she was a little bit resistant, but she gradually realized that this is the most unique way of communication between her and Li You, and no one knows this secret except them.

Li You poured two cups of tea and put them on the coffee table beside him. Seeing Miao Ge standing in front of the bookshelf, he walked over and touched the mailbox. After pondering for a moment, he said slowly, "Do you remember? I used to give you Write a note."

"Youyou," Miaoge turned around suddenly, she didn't expect Li You to be so close to her, only one or two steps away, as if she could kiss her forehead by lowering her head, thinking of this, she couldn't help being a little nervous, and stuttered He said, "You, what do you want to do?"

Li You was also a little nervous, immediately took a step back, forced a smile, and said lightly, "I didn't do anything!" However, Miao Ge misunderstood this subconscious little action and pretended ease.

"If there's nothing else, I won't bother you..."

"Wait. I just want to ask you, why did you pretend you didn't know me just now?"

"Didn't you pretend you didn't know me first? I still remember that you once said that you never want to see me again! You said it so simply and so decisively, that you even wished that you had never known me...you said If so, have you forgotten it?"

"So, you have forgotten everything you should remember. You have remembered everything you shouldn't have remembered."

"Please tell me, what should be remembered? What should not be remembered?"

The two looked at each other fiercely, as if whoever was weaker would lose.

"I thought that the friendship between us and the years we spent together would become each other's most important memories." Li You was finally defeated, looked away, and said sadly.

"Youyou," Miao Ge suddenly stretched out her hand and hooked Li You's chin with her fingers, with a lazy expression and a frivolous tone, "If I tell you, I remember, I have always liked you, and I still love you now, then you will do you accept?"

"Miao Ge!" Li You began to lose his composure, and slapped Miao Ge's fingers away, his expression slightly flustered, and his voice increased a few decibels, "Why are you still like this? Let me emphasize again, I am not la La! I like men!"

Miao Ge let out a long sigh, and her mood fell to the bottom immediately, so she said expressionlessly: "In this case, let's pretend that we don't know each other! Maybe this is the best ending, it will make each other feel at ease, and it will also make everyone feel at ease! "After finishing speaking, I still couldn't help laughing at myself in my heart. After so many years, the other party said clearly and plainly, why am I so obsessed with it?Why wait so hard?

"Miao Ge, stop!" Li You saw Miao Ge walking past him, and couldn't help shouting: "Why do you come and leave as soon as you say! Why do you want to disturb my life after you disturb my life?" I pretend I don't know you? Why do you treat me like this?"

Miao Ge turned her back to Li You, and said helplessly: "Okay, I solemnly apologize, I shouldn't like you unilaterally!"

Li You suddenly had reddened eyes, bit his lips lightly, and said a word after a while: "I don't accept it! I don't accept it! Jiang Miaoge, I hate you! I hate you to death!"

Miao Ge turned her head to look at Li You, with an incredulous expression on her face, and said in a daze, "You...do you hate me that much, do you hate me that much?"

"Yes! You can go now!"

Li You spoke firmly.However, when Miao Ge left, she regretted it.She obviously didn't think so in her heart, why did she say such ugly things?Why do people who are closer to each other hurt each other more?

Miao Ge also couldn't figure it out, they were so close before, even if they couldn't be lovers, at least they were still friends, why should they pretend to be like strangers?

In the WE bar, the gorgeous lights, wild music, unbridled cheers, and the ambiguous tones between the drinks all erode the numb hearts of every drunk.

In a dark corner, Miao Ge was playing with the wine glass in her hands silently. The crystal liquid seemed to have a glimmer of light. She squinted her eyes slightly to look at the glimmer of light, and said to herself: "Why are you coming back? You shouldn't Come back! You think you can afford it, but when you face her, you are still a woman after all, and you have completely lost your mind, it's ridiculous!"

At this time, a beautiful woman with revealing clothes and a hot figure came over and said to Miao Ge, "Handsome guy, are you alone? Do you need me to accompany you?"

"Thank you, I don't need anyone to accompany me, I just want to be quiet!"

Miao Ge's voice is neutral, coupled with her neutral dress, it is often foolish to make people confused whether she is a man or a woman.

The beauty first let out a "huh", then shook her head, nodded again, then said "cut", and walked away with a dull expression on her face.

"Youyou, since I was a child, I have been unable to do anything about you! Whenever you cry, my heart softens; when you smile, I shine; when you get angry, I get scared; when you get agitated, I jump... But Youyou Ah, I like you, I really like you, I can't stay by your side as a good friend, I can't do it! Really can't do it!"

After a while, Miao Ge drank too much, her stomach was overwhelmed, and she was so uncomfortable that she died.She staggered to her feet, went to the front desk to pay the bill, and then took a taxi home.As soon as she got home, she fell directly on the bed, so sleepy that she couldn't sleep.

"Fool! This isn't the first time. Why are you so sad? Ten years ago, didn't you feel the pain once? Heh, you usually act like a man, but you lost the chain at a critical moment. It's too shameful." Can you be stronger? Can you not be so sentimental?"

Like a fool, Miao Ge laughed inexplicably, then smiled and cried inexplicably.

Suddenly, the doorbell rang.Miao Ge wiped away her tears, struggled to get up, muttered a few words, groped in the dark, and reluctantly walked over to open the door.Standing outside the door was a tired Liu Dawei. While entering the door and turning on the light, he urged, "Pour me a glass of water, thank you!"

Miao Ge suddenly felt a little nauseous, ran into the bathroom in a hurry, and vomited for a while before coming out.

Liu Dawei poured her a glass of water, jokingly said: "Isn't it just a matter of pouring a glass of water, as for vomiting like this?"

Miao Ge's face was flushed, and she rolled her eyes with tears in her eyes, but he leaned over, sniffed her body heartlessly, covered her nose in disgust, and asked with concern: "What's wrong? Did someone go to drink?"

"Well, I'm really bored." Miao Ge patted her chest, took a breath, and continued: "So I went to drink boring wine, and then I accidentally drank too much." In order to divert his attention and prevent him from finding out The secret of her own drinking, she suddenly said "oh", as if remembering something, but asked with a puzzled face: "It's so late, why are you here? Do you need me?"

Sure enough, Liu Dawei remembered the purpose of his trip, and said incessantly: "I just finished the operation, and as soon as I turned on the phone, I saw the message from Youyou. She said that she said a lot of excessive things to you tonight, which made me feel better Kong will convey her apology to you on her behalf. I am very curious about what she said to you and what is the relationship between you. You know, once my curiosity comes, nothing can stop it. You have to figure it out. It just so happens that you’re free now, and it’s not too late after looking at the time, so I guess you haven’t slept yet, so I’m here.”

Miao Ge thought: What happened to Liu Dawei?When did it become so nonsense?So I couldn't help but look at him with contempt, drank the water in the glass in one breath, then handed it to him casually, and said perfunctorily: "I don't blame her. David, I think you are sleepy too, if you have nothing else to do, go back Bar."

Liu Dawei cheered up, pulled Miao Ge to sit on the sofa, and said with a smile: "I'm awake, not sleepy at all. Queenie, talk to me about Youyou..."

"But I'm sleepy."

"Just chat for a while, please!"

"I'm really sleepy!"

"Don't be angry, just chat for a while!"

Miao Ge looked unhappy, and didn't want to dawdle any longer, so she hurriedly found an excuse and said, "Another day, I was hit by her tonight, and I'm not in the mood to talk about her."

No matter how strong a woman is, she is still a woman after all.The scariest thing about a woman is that she loses her temper and even fears herself!Liu Dawei knew this truth well, so naturally he would not bite the bullet and provoke her, so he had to give in and reluctantly said: "Then I will come tomorrow, oh, no, today, after dawn, I will come and treat you to breakfast." Then he left in a hurry.

Alas, men really value sex over friends!There are some things that give me a headache when I think about them too much, and heartache when I think about them.Miao Ge supported her forehead, feeling that her head and heart were hurting, and she couldn't sleep.She thought, the night was long, and she couldn't sleep alone. Since the incident started from "her", she should talk to "her", so she called Li You.Unexpectedly, the phone rang once, and the other party picked it up.

"It's me, Miao Ge."

"I guess it's you, I didn't expect it was really you!"

The other party said excitedly that Miao Ge could also feel that surprise through the phone.

"Sorry to bother you so late..."

"How do you have my phone number?"

"If you are interested, you will know."

"I'm sorry, I said a lot of excessive things tonight, is it too late to take them back?"

"Speaking out is like pouring water, you can't take it back if you want to. Besides, what you say is the truth, there is nothing excessive or excessive."

"Miao Ge, don't be angry with me, don't ignore me, don't leave me alone, okay? I'm so scared, afraid that you will leave without saying goodbye like ten years ago, I really don't want to lose you friend."

Miao Ge doesn't like the word "good friend", especially when it comes from Li You's mouth, it makes her feel like irony, she can't help feeling annoyed, and loses her temper inexplicably: "Li You, what do you mean tonight? Why did you say such things to me suddenly? Why did you ask David to convey your apology on your behalf? Don't you think I'm not disturbed enough?"

"I'm sorry, I don't know what's wrong with me. I always involuntarily say things I shouldn't say and do things I shouldn't do. I clearly want to see you in my heart, and I am obviously very happy to see you in my heart Yes, but what was said was ironic."

Miao Ge is most afraid that Li You will cry.She remembered that Li You never cried easily, once he cried, it meant he was sad.

"Okay, I'm not angry anymore."

"Miao Ge, promise me, don't leave me."

"I promise you, I will never leave without saying goodbye again."

"Really?"

"real!"