if this is also love

"History is always so similar." Miao Ge sighed helplessly, recalling the past now, it seems to be a long time ago, but in fact it was only two or three years.

I still remember that back then, two good friends had a dispute because of an inexplicable love triangle, and then they fought and became the most familiar strangers.And in that inexplicable love triangle, there was no such thing as "grabbing" a girlfriend.

Miao Ge once promised Liu Dawei that she would never rob Li You from him, and she did, but she still felt guilty and dared not face Liu Dawei again.In the past few days, Liu Dawei didn't seem to want to see her either, so the two tacitly staggered the time, going to and from work one after the other.

Since David Liu made a girlfriend, little nurses Qiqi and Shanshan don't want to see him anymore, and they now have a new goal - Miaoge!

"Doctor Jiang, let's go together! Go, let's go!" Qiqi was being coquettish and cute, which made Miao Ge very embarrassed. "Anyway, you are lonely by yourself!" She suddenly said a word, which made people very speechless.

"Yes, Dr. Jiang, we like you very much, but you have never eaten with us alone, so this time, come with us."

As soon as Shanshan uttered her words, her words were more pleasing to the ear, and it was impossible to refuse.While sorting out the things at hand, Miao Ge said helplessly but simply and decently: "Okay, I'll just go with you."

During lunch, they and Miao Ge met Liu Dawei in the cafeteria, saw Mu Yan sitting next to him, so they dragged Miao Ge over to sit with him as if playing a prank.

Miao Ge originally wanted to avoid Liu Dawei, but was dragged left and right by two little girls, so it was inconvenient to walk away.Besides, outsiders don't know about the conflict between her and Liu Dawei. If they deliberately avoid it in front of others, it will probably become known to everyone.

Thinking of this, Miao Ge had no choice but to sit opposite Liu Dawei with the mood of "if you come, you will be safe".I haven't seen him for a few days, but he looks a lot haggard, with messy hair, even if it is described as a "chicken coop". There are many sparse beards growing on his face, just like an uncle.What surprised her even more was that he, who originally had a deep cleanliness obsession, was wearing a light-colored shirt with clearly visible stains on the collar and cuffs.

"It seems that Youyou hurt him very deeply!" Miao Ge couldn't help but sigh in her heart, and she also had a complex emotion of "sad for his misfortune, angry for her indisputable" towards Liu Dawei.It's also a lovelorn, why does she just feel sad occasionally as usual, but he makes himself so miserable?

While Miao Ge was thinking, she buried her head in her meal.The two little girls are probably due to their young age, even if they love gossip and jokes, they are worthy of forgiveness.Especially Qiqi, who was outspoken, couldn't help teasing Mu Yan before the stool was hot.

"Officer Mu seems to like the food in our cafeteria very much recently! I don't know if the drunkard's intention is not to drink!" Then he said to Miao Ge: "It's no wonder that Doctor Jiang doesn't go in and out with Doctor Liu these days. It's inconvenient! Although Dr. Jiang is a good friend of Dr. Liu, but he and his real girlfriend are still from the same hometown, wouldn't it be embarrassing if Dr. Jiang ran into him!"

Mu Yan immediately made a hissing mouth, and shook her head to Qiqi, signaling her not to talk nonsense.

"I broke up with Youyou! We...after all...have no fate!" Liu Dawei said lightly, as if he was talking about other people's affairs.

The audience suddenly fell silent. Qiqi and Shanshan glanced at each other, stuck out their tongues, and obediently bowed their heads to eat.And Miao Ge ate in silence from beginning to end.

Everyone finished the meal in embarrassment, and then left in two ways in embarrassment.Qiqi and Shanshan held Miao Ge's arm respectively, chattering non-stop.

One said: "At the last meeting, they were doing well. How could they break up? Could it be that a mistress got involved? Could it be Officer Mu?"

Another said: "Looking at David Liu's appearance, he seems very hurt. I think the person who proposed to break up should be that Youyou!"

One said again: "No! Our David Liu is so perfect, and we dote on that Youyou, and that Youyou really doesn't know how to cherish it!"

Another said: "Oh, you don't understand, this is called 'what is not available is always in turmoil, and what is favored is always confident'!"

Miao Ge felt that they were too noisy, so she pulled her arm out of their hands calmly, and said in a low voice, "I still have things to attend to, so I'm leaving first."

Seeing the back of Miao Ge striding away, Qiqi couldn't help pouted, and said childishly: "Everyone is going in the same direction, why go alone first?"

Shanshan was a little uneasy, and asked softly, "Everyone feels weird, did we do something wrong? Or did we say something wrong?"

Qiqi shrugged her shoulders indifferently, hooked Shanshan's neck carelessly, and said with a smile: "Don't think about it! They probably think we are noisy and want to be quiet! Don't worry, don't worry, they are such big men , are generally not small-minded, as long as we don't touch their bottom line, they will never be angry with us!"

Shanshan thought for a while, and felt that what Qiqi said made sense, so she felt relieved.

On the other side, Liu Dawei sent Mu Yan straight to the entrance of the hospital.He had clearly seen that she wanted to stay a little longer and be with him a little longer, but he pretended not to understand the situation and didn't invite her to sit in the office or go out for a walk.He stopped, faced Mu Yan, and said lightly, "Mu Yan, from tomorrow onwards, you don't have to come over to eat with me!"

Mu Yan was startled, and asked with a slight gaffe: "Why? Did I do something wrong? I didn't ask anything, I didn't say anything!"

"That's not what it means. I'm much better now, and I'll be back to normal from tomorrow, and I won't be sad anymore!"

"Don't you...don't you want to eat with me at other times except this time?"

"That's not what it means. Mu Yan, I know you're also very busy. There's no need to make a special trip to eat with me. This will not only delay your work, but also affect your life."

Mu Yan hesitated to speak.This is not her character, she always speaks and asks whenever she has something to say, but because she cares about his feelings, she refrains from inquiring and questioning him, this patience is really hard.

When you like someone, you will be careful, you will worry about gain and loss, and you will be involuntary. Mu Yan has a deeper understanding of the feeling.

Liu Dawei originally didn't want to meddle in other people's business, but seeing Mu Yan's awkward appearance, he couldn't help asking, "What's wrong with you today? You're awkward... Well, although it looks a bit awkward, there is finally a girl look like it!"

"Great..."

"Don't worry, I'm fine. I just lost my love. It will be fine in a few days."

"But, I have something to do..."

"what's up?"

"You... what do you think of me?"

Liu Dawei couldn't respond to her sudden question.He vaguely felt that Mu Yan's next words would make their relationship awkward.

"Why this expression? Is it hard to describe? Don't you have a single word?"

"Uh, it's very good, and it's very tough, and sometimes it's more manly than me! Well, I respect you for being a man!"

Whether a girl is weak or strong, she is made of water after all. Whenever she encounters something that hurts her, she will shed tears involuntarily, especially in front of the person she likes. Can't live.

Sure enough, Mu Yan's eyes were slightly red, her voice was a little choked, and she asked weakly, "Do you not like female men?"

Liu Dawei hurriedly said: "No, I think they are very suitable to be friends. I really like such friends."

"Just...friends?"

"Mu Yan, don't be like this, make the atmosphere like this, as if you like me!" As soon as the words came out, Liu Dawei felt that something was wrong, and wanted to explain, but he was afraid that the more he explained, the less he could explain.

Fortunately, Mu Yan said at this time: "Don't be so sentimental..." Liu Dawei's heart fell to the ground properly.Yes, a friend is a friend, treats you well, treats you tenderly, treats you considerately, but because you are her friend!

Mu Yan suddenly changed the subject, and said solemnly and boldly: "Yes! I just like you! So do you want to be my boyfriend?"

Liu Dawei was suddenly frightened, his mind went blank, and he couldn't say anything.

"It took me a long time to muster up the courage to confess my love to you, but Liu Dawei said something to you!"

After a while, Liu Dawei managed to squeeze out a word: "I..." Then he was speechless.What can he say?What else can I say?Accept it, it's not his intention; reject it, because I'm afraid of hurting the other party's heart.

Mu Yan was in a hurry: "You... what are you doing? I don't ask for anything else, just give me a happy word!"

That feeling, that posture, there was a little anger like "I've been hiding the impatient temper for so long, and you suddenly aroused it, you are really talented..." .

Liu Dawei roughly recalled that in the process of interacting with Mu Yan, he did not cross the boundaries of friends, and never engaged in any ambiguity, so there was no situation of "must give an answer", so he pretended to be relaxed and said: "Don't be kidding, you are my buddy! Say buddy, buddy forever!"

Mu Yan was a little frustrated. Although he didn't say a happy word, the subtext of this sentence was: I don't like men.

"I understand, it turns out that I am nothing..."

"You don't understand." Liu Dawei interrupted her, "Mu Yan, I am very grateful to you. When I was saddest, you were by my side silently and spent those dark days with me. I will never I can't forget your kindness! If one day, you also need my help, I will not hesitate to do anything for you!"

"Who will be your buddy!" Mu Yan yelled uncharacteristically, then tried her best to stabilize her mood, and said in a low voice: "Dawei, I have to perform a mission in a few days, so I won't come to accompany you for dinner. I won't come. You have to take good care of yourself and take care!"

"Okay, you have to take good care of yourself and be safe!"

Liu Dawei didn't want to say too much. Once the relationship was revealed, he would never be able to go back to the past.After all, having known Mu Yan for such a long time, he always regarded her as a friend, but she didn't think so, so the two of them would not get along comfortably.For now, this might be the best ending.

After sending Mu Yan away, Liu Dawei heaved a sigh of relief and was about to go back to his office. When he turned around, he saw his father and several doctors walking towards him, so he took a few steps forward and respectfully called out, "Dean."

Dean Liu signaled the others to wait for him outside, and then looked Liu Dawei up and down with serious eyes, as if he was interrogating a prisoner instead of talking to his son.He cleared his throat, and said with his father's airs: "I heard that you have been working overtime every day recently, and sometimes you don't eat, sleep, or take a bath and change clothes... It seems to be true! Look at you now, Sloppy, lifeless, like a doctor? Responsible for your patients?"

Liu Dawei straightened his back and listened silently. After his father finished his lecture, he slowly said: "President, don't worry, I will take on the responsibility of a doctor, and I will take responsibility for my patients! From this moment on, I will I will never involve my personal feelings in work again!"

"That's good." Dean Liu got a satisfactory answer, and his expression gradually eased.He glanced out and saw that other people were waiting outside, so he walked out without further delay.After walking two or three steps, he turned around and called Liu Dawei, finally with a fatherly smile on his face, he said gently: "Go back and take a bath, change into clean clothes, and take a good rest! Also, when you are free If you don’t, go home often, your mother misses you every day, she misses you!”

"Oh!" Liu Dawei was a little surprised, and responded blankly.When his father's back blended into the crowd, he came back to his senses and slowly recalled his father's words.

Ever since he met Li You, his life seems to have revolved around her alone, all his thoughts were devoted to her, every day he thought about how to contact her, how to find a common topic, how to maintain this relationship... For more than half a year, He seems to have only gone home for two or three meals, and each time he left after eating, and had very little time to communicate with his parents.

Liu Dawei took a deep breath and strode towards his office.

That night, Liu Dawei cooked for himself, made a western meal, opened a bottle of red wine, and shook hands with Miao Ge to make peace.