if this is also love

As soon as the end of get off work time arrives on Friday, the office becomes lively.

"Oh, why is it the weekend again?"

"Yeah, time flies too fast!"

Colleagues were talking and laughing as they packed their things and prepared to go home.

But Li You feels that life is like years.Since she joined the work, she has been conscientious and dedicated to her duties. The few times she deserted and was absent-minded, all of them were "dedicated" to Miao Ge.

"Actually, no matter what kind of 'relationship' it is, it's all the same in essence, it's just...we fall in love with the same sex!"

Ever since she parted with Mu Yan yesterday, this sentence has been constantly circulating in her mind.Slowly, she has agreed with Miao Ge's point of view.Yeah, gay people fall in love with that "person", not their "gender".

Li You took out his mobile phone and dialed Liu Dawei.

"Youyou, the notebook is at Miaoge's place. I haven't read anything, can you forgive me?" Liu Dawei answered the phone almost instantly, and explained it as soon as he opened his mouth.

"Dawei, let's have breakfast together tomorrow, I have something important to say to you."

"Youyou, are you still angry with me? Just treat me as a narrow-minded man, okay? Please forgive my 'jealousy' and my 'small-mindedness'!"

"I'm not angry anymore, I'm really not angry anymore. See you at 'Auntie's Kitchen' at eight o'clock tomorrow morning!"

After speaking, Li You quickly hung up the phone.It wasn't until now that she discovered that the best way to deal with Liu Dawei's "avoidance disorder" was to "quickly resolve" and not give him any chance to refuse.

However, Li You forgot that there is an old saying in China, which is called "when soldiers come to block, water comes to cover up".In terms of Liu Dawei's personality, he must resolutely implement "cold treatment". He cares about her so much and is so afraid of breaking up. How could he meet immediately after the two of them had an unpleasant relationship?

When Li You went to the appointment on time and found out that the person waiting for her was Mu Yan, she made up her mind to break up, not because of anger or anger, but because there is an old Chinese saying, "The height of the road is one foot, and the height of the devil is one foot." ".

"Youyou, Dawei had a temporary operation, so he couldn't come over to see you, so he asked me to come. Just in time, Miaoge also asked me to give you your notebook, so I agreed."

Perhaps because of lying, Mu Yan's expression was a little unnatural, and her speech was not as smooth as usual.

Li You took the notebook, smiled amusedly, and said helplessly: "Dawei is too childish, and you are too idle to be bored!"

Mu Yan took a deep breath, then took a sip of water from the water glass, couldn't help but smiled, and said helplessly: "I can't help it, who made me like him! I really answered the classic saying, Say what you owe someone, someone else will pay you back. What someone owes you, someone else will pay you back."

"Well, that seems to be the case!"

"Isn't it! Life's ruthless and passionate, unfeeling and promiscuous, generally speaking, are conserved. Whatever you do to someone, whether it's hurting or giving, will always be repaid or retaliated by another person."

"Do you expect others to repay you for your devotion to Dawei? Is this kind of 'conservation' plausible? Shouldn't devotion and injury, repayment and revenge be mutual? Why must a 'third party' be involved?" , or even the 'Nth person' coming in?"

Mu Yan was speechless.

Li You continued: "Love is originally a matter of two people, but it has become a one-man show for him alone. Do you know how I feel? Should I cooperate with him to finish this scene? I am very entangled and have been Tangled. Therefore, Dawei’s kindness to me has always been a big problem for me, and how I should respond is the second biggest problem.”

"Youyou, Dawei called me last night and told me his fears and fears frankly. After I listened, I had no reason to refuse, and I didn't even have the courage to confess to him. Do you know? He clearly remembers the arc of your smile, and the few wrinkles when you frown..."

Mu Yan's slightly reminiscent expression and tone brought the time back to last night.

At that time, she had just finished washing and was about to go to bed. When she received a call from Dawei, she responded cheerfully: "Hey, Dawei, you are looking for me so late. What can you do?"

Liu Dawei said straight to the point: "Mu Yan, at eight o'clock tomorrow morning, Youyou invited me to have breakfast at 'Auntie's Kitchen', can you attend the appointment for me?"

Mu Yan's bright eyes dimmed in an instant, and she said in embarrassment: "The person she is dating is you, isn't it suitable for me to go? Besides, what position should I take for you?"

"Just say that I have a temporary operation..."

"Will she believe it?"

"No matter what reason I give, she won't believe it. Because I'm a 'repeat offender' in this regard! But it doesn't matter, she will understand."

"Dawei, have you ever thought about... twisted melons are actually not sweet?"

"I believe that with sincerity, gold and stone are opened!"

"She doesn't love you!" Mu Yan couldn't help saying, "She doesn't love you, she just doesn't love you, why do you have to be with her?"

Liu Dawei said firmly: "Because I love her! Because she will never find anyone who loves her more than me!"

"Why are you so sure? Life is so long, until the last moment, you can never be sure that you are the one who loves her the most!"

"No, I'm sure! I clearly remember that she doesn't like to smile, but she is very beautiful when she smiles. The corners of her mouth are raised at 15 degrees. She is not arrogant or contemptuous. I have never seen such a beautiful woman! Of course, Most of the time, she looks like an ice beauty, her brows are slightly frowned, and there are two shallow wrinkles on the left and right. I can finally understand how vivid and appropriate the metaphor of "changing an iron to iron out wrinkles" in the TV series is! On weekends or holidays, she likes to be alone quietly, sometimes in a book bar, sometimes in a coffee shop, sitting by the window, ordering a cup of milk tea, and can spend most of the day. Her aesthetic is very strange , It’s not strange, but it’s very individual, very characteristic, usually either black or white or black and white, when working, it’s colorful and very public..."

"Okay, don't talk about it! I'll go, I'll go for you tomorrow morning! Anyway, Miao Ge also asks me to give her a notebook."

"Miaoge, please? When did it happen?"

"Yesterday, after I parted ways with Youyou, I went back to the hospital to look for you. When you were not here, I told Miao Ge that Youyou was fine. Miao Ge heard that Youyou and I were quite close, so please ask me to hand over the notebook to her."

"So that's the case, then I'm begging you too!"

Mu Yan forced a smile and said: "That's how I was entrusted by others and my loyalty to others appeared in front of you."

Li You sighed: "Oh! I understand that doing things you don't want to do must make you feel very uncomfortable!"

"This is your focus? I conveyed Dawei's words to you, why aren't you moved? You know, tears welled up in my eyes at that time!"

"I've also heard a classic saying, which may explain my current state. That classic saying is: You can never touch a person who doesn't love you, just like you can never wake up a person who pretends to be asleep!"

Mu Yan was at a loss for words again.

Li You asked: "Don't you like him? Why do you want to help him chase me?"

Mu Yan replied: "Because I like him, I don't want to see him sad."

Li You snorted, and said in a slightly mean tone: "Do you think you are great?

Mu Yan quickly explained: "It's not a question of being great or not, but a question of willingness or not. I am willing to fulfill his happiness, even if such happiness is based on my pain!"

"Crazy! How stupid!"

Li You couldn't help but feel a kind of depression that hates iron but not steel.It was only two days since they reached a consensus last time, and Mu Yan secretly "rebelled", which really disappointed her!

Mu Yan knew that she had failed Li You's trust and her own expectations, so she felt a little guilty and blamed herself, but there was nothing she could do, who made herself love him so much! —— Isn't the greatest adventure in the world to fall in love with someone, especially someone who might not love you?

The two were silent for a while, Li You also saw the other party's thoughts, and took the lead in reconciling: "Okay, this is not a matter of who is right and who is wrong, isn't it just that one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer! Since If you like it, let it be!"

Mu Yan smiled gratefully, and then asked cautiously: "Honestly, is there someone in your heart?"

"I have no idea……"

"What do you mean you don't know?"

"There is such a person, I don't know if I like her? There is such a person, I don't know if I should like her or not?"

Mu Yan was speechless.After a long while, I sighed: "What should I say about you? Sometimes it's as transparent as a piece of glass, and you can see through it at a glance; sometimes it's as complicated as a prism, making people confused which side is the real you. "

"This question," Li You brushed his hair under his ears, and thought seriously, "It's a question! As a person, I am sometimes very clear, sometimes very confused; sometimes cute, sometimes annoying; sometimes very cheerful , sometimes very sad; sometimes stubborn, sometimes casual; sometimes aggressive, sometimes selfish; sometimes rational, sometimes emotional; sometimes confident, sometimes inferior... You see, I have too many faces, Is this all me? Is it? It seems not, it seems to be. So, yes or no, that is the question!"

The two looked at each other and smiled, as if everything had become a floating cloud.

Walking out of the restaurant with Mu Yan, Li You saw Liu Dawei from a distance. She thought she would go over and ask, "Why don't you go to the appointment in person? What do you mean by watching from a distance?" But she didn't, but waved goodbye to Mu Yan. Yan, walked in the opposite direction alone.

Liu Dawei originally thought that he was the one who turned around and ran away, but he didn't expect that Li You's appearance really caught him off guard.He immediately chased after Mu Yan, and when he walked past Mu Yan, he completely ignored her warm greeting and the warm hand she extended to him.

Li You walked to the crossroads, turned a corner, and accidentally saw Miaoge on the footbridge, so he trotted over.Miao Ge also saw her, and was a little at a loss when she saw her eagerly running towards her, so she strode back.

If we look down on them from the perspective or height of God, then we will see that on the "Z" shaped street, there is a wonderful chase between cats and mice.

"Come on, someone! There's been a car accident!"

Li You looked back, and saw that there were many people around the intersection she had just passed, and Liu Dawei, who was following her, had long since disappeared.

She was a little flustered, so she ran back, pushed through the crowd, and saw Mu Yan maintaining order, while Liu Dawei was giving first aid to the injured.Miao Ge also squeezed into the crowd and stood opposite her.

A sudden car accident brought the four chasers together.

Then, 110 came, and so did 120.Liu Dawei and Mu Yan got into the ambulance with the patient, and disappeared into the traffic in a short while.

The crowd dispersed, and Li You and Miao Ge also returned to the sidewalk, asking almost at the same time: "Are you okay?"

Miao Ge asked Li to speak first, and Li You asked, "Why did you run away when you saw me?"

"It's not escaping, it's just that I don't know how to face you."

"What do you mean?"

"I promised David that I would never fall in love with you. I'm afraid that when I see you, I won't be able to help myself...so the best way is not to see you."

Li You couldn't help but sulk, and walked away.

"What are you doing?" Miao Ge held her back, "If you want me to tell you, I'm just telling the truth!"

The courage and determination that Li You had finally mustered up were easily extinguished by Miao Ge's words.And she really felt that a basin of water splashed on her face was icy cold, which made her awake all of a sudden.

She wiped her face indiscriminately, and sneered, "Do you think you are great? Yes, you all think you are great, and you are indeed! One by one, you are willing to sacrifice your own happiness for the happiness of others. Isn't that great?"

Miao Ge looked innocent, and whispered: "Anyway, you won't like me! Why don't you show favors and maintain my friendship with David!"

"Okay! Long live friendship! I wish you all!"

After Li You said these words viciously, he turned his head and left.

Miao Ge stood there, sighing silently.