Debasing is not as easy as you think

"Brother Chen, I don't understand what you mean..." Xu Yiran stared at Lin Chen with red eyes without blinking.

Lin Chen lowered his head and took a sip of the wine, "It's literally!"

Xu Yiran had a painful expression on his face, "Why?"

Xu Yiran was caught off guard and was stabbed in the heart. He couldn't guess what Lin Chen was going to say, but he couldn't even guess that Lin Chen was going to break up with him.

Lin Chen put down his wine glass heavily, and said lightly, "I really can't stand two men together!"

Xu Yiran pinched Lin Chen's shoulders vigorously with both hands, his brows were tightly frowned in pain, and his voice was full of expectation, "Are you joking?"

"I'm not kidding you."

"Brother Chen, is it because I pushed you too hard before that you want to break up?" He seemed to see a glimmer of life, "I told you last night, I'm not in a hurry, we can take our time." Come."

Xu Yiran tried to comfort himself, maybe it was because of his own problems, if that was the case, he could really wait, it didn't matter if he waited forever, as long as Lin Chen didn't leave him.

He was looking forward to Lin Chen's answer, and was also afraid of hearing Lin Chen's answer.Lin Chen's every expression, every movement, and every word touched his nerves, and could make him excited or collapsed at any time.

He looked at Lin Chen with a complex of sadness, fear and expectation.

Lin Chen didn't avoid his gaze as usual, so he took all the emotions in his eyes into his heart.

"I just......"

The best way to defeat a person is to hit him in the dead of life.

"Do not love you!"

The merciless words crashed into Xu Yiran's heart that could not bear it.

All the protective walls that Xu Yiran built for himself were smashed to pieces by Lin Chen's words.

"Why?" Xu Yiran tightened his grip on Lin Chen's shoulder, his eyes were bloodshot.He didn't believe that Lin Chen didn't love him, if he didn't love him, why did he agree to live with him?If you don't love, why do you care about yourself?

The arm was grasped too tightly, Lin Chen frowned, and said in a serious tone: "If you don't love, you don't love. How can you force me? Xu Yiran, didn't you realize that I never said I love you?"

He froze, did you say that?

He began to recall whether Lin Chen had ever said it when they were together, but the answer made his heart sink to the bottom of the sea.

It turned out that Lin Chen really never said...

Xu Yiran's whole body became weak, and the hand holding Lin Chen's shoulder gradually loosened. Lin Chen took advantage of this gap to stand up.

Glancing at Xu Yiran, he turned to Wei Yuyin and the others and said, "Sorry, I'm leaving first.

After speaking, a person walked out.

"Lin Chen." Wei Yuyin looked at Lin Chen's back in puzzlement. Yesterday's Lin Chen was not like this. Yesterday's Lin Chen was still sad because of the quarrel with Xu Yiran.

Lin Chen took a taxi back to school and walked into the dormitory. There was a small luggage bag next to his desk, which he brought back yesterday.Yesterday afternoon, he woke up after a nap, packed up his things and brought them back. In order not to make Xu Yiran suspicious, he only brought the clothes he had when he went there, and the rest of the clothes he bought there were hung on the shelf. in the closet.

After closing the door, Lin Chen leaned his back against the door, and the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time suddenly burst out.He slid down the door bit by bit, covering his face with his hands.

When Xu Yiran returned home, it was originally his home alone, later it was Lin Chen and his home, and now it has become his own home.

What Lin Chen said was like shards of glass piercing his heart, and every time he thought about it, the wound ached.

Seeing the empty house, he punched the wall as hard as he could. When he took it down, the wall was stained with blood and his knuckles were broken.

He held his mobile phone tightly in his other hand. He called Lin Chen all the way, but he couldn't get through.I can't help but wonder, when I left by myself two days ago, whether Lin Chen couldn't get through the phone like he is now, and then waited anxiously...

Xu Yiran seemed to think of something, and rushed into the bathroom. The toiletries in the bathroom were still there; Sui Ou rushed into the bedroom again, opened the closet and began to rummage. Lin Chen's new clothes were hanging outside, old ones or out of season clothes. The right ones are placed in the bottom of the wardrobe.

Xu Yiran took off all the clothes on top, and when he saw only his own clothes were left on the bottom, his heart fell to the bottom of the valley again.

"Does it have to be so extreme?"

Xu Yiran threw all the clothes in his hand on the ground, and the blood stains stained a white dress, which was unusually bright and dazzling.

When Wei Yuyin returned to the dormitory, Lin Chen was sitting in his seat looking at their works.

After hearing the movement, Lin Chen looked in the direction of the door, "Are you back?"

"Hmm." Wei Yuyin's eyes were a little red, and the corners of his mouth drooped because of sadness.

"Sorry, did I scare you just now?"

Wei Yuyin shook his head, "Lin Chen, why did you do this all of a sudden?" Not only was Xu Yiran caught off guard just now, even Wei Yuyin was frightened.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you." Lin Chen actually blamed himself for what he said just now. He said that he couldn't stand two men together, but Wei Yuyin and Qin Yao were also two men together. So he was a little worried that Wei Yuyin would misunderstand.

But Wei Yuyin didn't care about this at all, "What I'm talking about is, why do you want to break up with Xu Yiran all of a sudden?"

Lin Chen was obviously not like this yesterday.

Lin Chen lowered his head, "Didn't I say that?"

"I want to hear the truth!"

Lin Chen's eyes were hot, and he tried to make his tone normal, "We are not suitable."

Wei Yuyin walked up to Lin Chen and hugged Lin Chen's head in distress.

Lin Chen's voice changed muffled, "I don't know how to explain it, but it's impossible for me and him."

Wei Yuyin choked up and said: "Didn't you tell me not to miss Qin Yao before? I have worked hard. Now Qin Yao is very good to me, and you can do it too."

What would Lin Chen say?Do you want to say that Xu Yiran will have an accident because of himself?Do you want to say that you don't want to be with him but dare not be with him?

Lin Chen has worked hard. In order to change the fate of the two, he has worked hard to change, but the direction of his hard work is to separate!

If this is the case, Xu Yiran can be fine, no matter how painful he is!

If Lin Chen didn't go back to the apartment, he must have gone to school. Xu Yiran ran all the way to the downstairs of Lin Chen's dormitory, and ran to Lin Chen's dormitory in one go.He turned on the key and opened the door. Wei Yuyin was the only one inside. He frowned, "Where's Brother Chen?"

"He's not here." Wei Yuyin stood up, the sadness on his face still not fading.

Xu Yiran glanced at him, then went in and started looking for Lin Chen everywhere, on the bed, on the balcony, in the bathroom, there were only a few places in the dormitory, but there was no sign of Lin Chen anywhere.

Xu Yiran supported Wei Yuyin and asked anxiously, "Brother Chen, has he been back?"

Wei Yuyin paused and shook his head.

Xu Yiran seemed to be discouraged. Where is Lin Chen?

He let go of Wei Yuyin, and said weakly: "When he contacts you, please tell me!"

After speaking, he walked out towards the door.

Looking at Xu Yiran's back, Wei Yuyin wanted to open his mouth several times, but in the end he didn't.

Lin Chen knew that Xu Yiran would come to the school to find him, so he left within a few minutes of Xu Yiran's arrival.He bypassed the road where he and Xu Yiran met, and deliberately took a path that he hadn't told Xu Yiran about.

Alcohol is a sharp tool to relieve sorrow, Xu Yiran ran into the bar alone, picked up the wine and started drinking, drinking without restraint.Once he is awake now, he will think of Lin Chen, and think of Lin Chen's words like a sharp knife.He searched for Lin Chen for a long time, but he couldn't find it anywhere, nowhere.

Lin Chen seemed to have disappeared from his world suddenly, walking cleanly without any trace.

Xu Yiran could no longer hear the music outside, he kept pouring himself wine, trying to numb his nerves.

"I still can't stand two men together!"

Lin Chen also said the same thing when he rejected himself for the first time. He said, "I care!" He cared about other people's eyes, and he cared that they were all men.

It was obviously the same words, but now Xu Yiran was extremely painful to hear them. The fear seemed to drive him to the edge of a cliff.

"I just don't love you!"

If that sentence just now pushed Xu Yiran to the edge of the cliff, then this sentence is the murderer who pushed Xu Yiran back off the cliff with his own hands.

Lin Chen was walking on the road, he didn't want to answer the phone, so he turned off his phone.

Now is the busiest time, there are many pedestrians on the street, and there are also many couples going out shopping arm in arm.Lin Chen thought about the scene of going shopping with Xu Yiran arm in arm countless times, can he be as casual as those people?Wouldn't it make others envious?

He walked to the stool in the middle of the square and sat down. People nearby were sitting in groups of twos and threes, and he was the only one sitting in the middle of the stool.

Not far away was a puppy, very small and cute, Lin Chen bent down and gestured to it, and the puppy ran over with small steps.

Lin Chen ran his hands along his hair, with a gentle smile on his face.

The dog looks clean and docile, it should be separated from the owner.

Lin Chen kept the puppy by his side, thinking of waiting here for the owner of the puppy to come back to look for it.

Before he knew it, it was almost eleven o'clock, and the people on the nearby stools were almost astigmatized. Lin Chen looked around, wanting to see if anyone was looking for the lost pet.

Just when he was about to give up, suddenly a little girl ran towards him, shouting Candy, Candy...

The puppy barked excitedly and ran towards the little girl. The little girl picked up the puppy and said, "Finally found you!"

Lin Chen stood up, and a 40-year-old woman walked towards him, she looked like the little girl's mother, "Thank you very much, just now my daughter lost the puppy, our family is very worried about it !"

Lin Chen smiled gently, "I happened to meet it, it stayed with me for a long time, I am very happy."

After saying goodbye to the family, Lin Chen wanted to turn on the phone and call Wei Yuyin, but Xu Yiran called when the phone was turned on, as if he had pinpointed the time.

He hung up the phone at first, but before he could find out Wei Yuyin's number, the call came back.

Helpless, I had no choice but to pick up the phone.

Lin Chen was mentally prepared to talk to Xu Yiran for a long time, but he didn't expect a stranger's voice to ring that day.

When the man uttered the first word, Lin Chen's heart seemed to be in his throat until the man finished speaking.

"Hello, this is Mr. Lin, please come and pick up your friend, he's had a little too much to drink."

"Please tell me the address..."

Lin Chen was still worried about Xu Yiran being alone, so he rushed to the bar.

Entering the box, there were empty beer bottles thrown on the table, not only on the table, but also on the ground, Xu Yiran collapsed on the sofa.

Lin Chen couldn't count how much Xu Yiran drank.

He helped Xu Yiran out of the bar. Xu Yiran's whole body was on him, and Lin Chen had a little difficulty walking.

Maybe it was the cold wind outside that made Xu Yiran sober up. When he saw that the person supporting him was Lin Chen, he hugged Lin Chen eagerly, "Brother Chen, is that you? Did you come to see me?"

Lin Chen felt a little sad, but the top priority now is to send Xu Yiran back first, "Xu Yiran, let's go back first."

"Go back and leave, Brother Chen, don't leave, okay? Don't leave me, okay?" Xu Yiran's voice was choked.

Lin Chen's tears burst out of his eyes, he changed his breath, "Let's go back first."

"Just talk here if it's okay, and we'll go back when we're done."

Xu Yiran let go of Lin Chen, and stared at Lin Chen closely, "Brother Chen, you just need to tell me whether you have loved me, even a little bit!"

Lin Chen closed his eyes in pain.

Xu Yiran's tears flowed to the corner of his lips, "Speak, as long as you say you love me, I will hold you tightly; if you say you don't love me..." Xu Yiran wrinkled painfully Mei, "Then I won't force you either!"

Lin Chen reached out to wipe away the tears on Xu Yiran's face, frowning, "Xu Yiran, I..." said word by word, "I don't love you..."

Xu Yiran let go of Lin Chen in pain, and said tremblingly, "Okay, I'll let you go."

He stepped back step by step, with a pained expression on his face.

Lin Chen clenched his fists, "Xu Yiran, actually I..."

Before Lin Chen could finish speaking, he was shocked by a harsh horn sound. Xu Yiran was unsteadily pushed outside the safety line. Lin Chen had no time to think, and rushed forward to pull Xu Yiran over, but his body But fell out due to inertia.

Lin Chen saw the fear in Xu Yiran's eyes, but the next second, the light pierced Lin Chen's eyes, making him unable to see clearly.

"Xu Yiran, actually..."

I love you too!

"Brother Chen..."

Lin Chen felt that his body became light and light. After he left the dazzling light and the sharp sound of the horn, he vaguely saw Xu Yiran running towards him. He wanted to raise his hand but couldn't do it.Tears that had accumulated for a long time fell from the corners of his eyes and hit the road.

Lin Chen asked Xu Yiran before, "If you already knew it was a tragedy movie, would you still watch it?" He remembered that Xu Yiran denied it.But I'm not Xu Yiran, I can't give up easily, so I can only enjoy the process first, and then give up before the end, I did it.

He heard Xu Yiran's shout, felt Xu Yiran's body temperature, and before he closed his eyes, he was smiling.

Lin Chen thought that if he could go back to the past, as long as Xu Yiran could be well, he would rather erase his shadow from Xu Yiran's life bit by bit!

As long as Xu Yiran can do well, he can pay any price, even... life!

Time passed by in the palm of his hand, Lin Chen seemed to hear the sound of the clock, tick, tick...

He lost consciousness...

Before he closed his eyes, he thought his life was over.

Unexpectedly, in the next second, he heard a clear male voice...

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