Debasing is not as easy as you think

I have thought about the crisis, and thought about it more than once.

Lin Chen clenched the bowl in his hand. He knew that Xu Yiran would be angry if he refused now, but he had no way out.

He put down the chopsticks in his hand and said softly, "Xu Yiran, I don't think I'm ready yet."

The smile on Xu Yiran's face finally couldn't be maintained anymore, he turned cold and mocked: "I don't know if you are not ready, or you are not ready for the people around you!"

Xu Yiran's voice that didn't wait for the temperature almost made Lin Chen's heart freeze. Now he can confirm who made the call.

"Xu Yiran, I didn't mean that, it's just that I don't think it's suitable now, we can choose a better one..."

"Isn't it because of Zhou Hanmo?" Xu Yiran got up from the chair all of a sudden, the movement was too big, the chair was overturned, and there was a "bang" sound when he fell to the ground.

"Xu Yiran, don't do this, it has nothing to do with him!"

Xu Yiran sneered, "Didn't you go to see him yesterday? I came back and pretended that you hadn't been out before."

Lin Chen paused, walked to Xu Yiran, and explained in a soft voice: "I went out yesterday and saw him, but we just talked for a while, and then I came back."

Xu Yiran suddenly wanted to laugh when he thought of the scene of the two embracing each other in the community yesterday.

Xu Yiran hugged Lin Chen tightly, and his voice sounded a little sad, "Brother Chen, let's talk to our uncles and aunts, aren't we going to get married in the future, why can't we say it?"

"Xu Yiran, it's too early now, we still have a future, and we can do it in the future." Lin Chen's eyes were hot, and his voice continued to comfort Xu Yiran softly.

Xu Yiran buried his head on Lin Chen's shoulder, "Brother Chen, have you considered our future?"

Xu Yiran raised his head, his red eyes made people feel very distressed. Lin Chen had a hundred words stuck in his chest, but he couldn't say a word.

"Is it really related to him?"

Lin Chen choked up, "Can we not mention him!"

"It's been too many times..." Xu Yiran's voice became softer, he took two steps back, picked up the coat beside him, slammed the door and walked out.

Xu Yiran's heart seemed to be placed in the North Pole. It was not the first time he had encountered such a thing. It was fine to say that it was Lin Chen's inadvertence or he didn't mind, but he was not Lin Chen, so he couldn't do it.

Lin Chen looked at the overturned chair and the untouched dishes on the table. The depression in his heart seemed to choke him, and the breath in his chest was neither up nor down.

Xu Yiran's appearance just now made him feel distressed, but he knew what it would mean if he took that step, but could he and Xu Yiran be okay?

His mind was in a mess.

Lin Yan's words floated in his mind.The words of Lin Yan and Xu Yiran kept torn in Lin Chen's mind. One forced him to make a choice, while the other warned him to make a good choice. Lin Chen felt that he was about to be torn in two.

Lin Chen's vision of looking at the chair became blurred, and he slumped down weakly.

He thought he still had time, at least he could spend more time with Xu Yiran.

Is it time to end...

Xie Yanhao was making out with his girlfriend, when there was a hasty knock on the door, which implied the owner's disturbed mood.

Xie Yanhao touched his little girlfriend's face affectionately, and coaxed: "Wait for me a moment."

He pulled up his pants, which were only half taken off, and shouted unhappily as he walked, "Who is it!"

The person outside the door didn't answer, but the knock on the door didn't stop at all.

Xie Yanhao opened the door and saw that it was Xu Yiran, he was surprised and said, "What kind of wind is blowing today that invited you here?"

Since Xu Yiran lived with Lin Chen, except for necessary outings, he wished to stay at home the rest of the time.Xie Yanhao asked him to come to his house for drinks several times, but he refused every time.Xie Yanhao thought, it would be different to have someone waiting at home!After the two got together, in Xie Yanhao's impression, Xu Yiran had never been to his house by chance.

Xu Yiran had a dark face, ignored him, pushed open the door and walked straight in.

Xie Yanhao suddenly remembered that his little girlfriend was waiting for him in the bedroom naked, so he hurriedly said: "You sit here for a while, my girlfriend is in the bedroom."

He was afraid that Xu Yiran would get upset and go directly to the bedroom and fall asleep, so that his dear baby's body might be seen all over!

Xie Yanhao sent his girlfriend away, and when he thought of Xu Yiran spoiling his personality, Xie Yanhao wanted to scold his mother, but when he saw the rare expression on Xu Yiran's face, he knew that something must have happened!

"What's wrong?" Xie Yanhao sat down on the sofa, Xu Yiran leaned his head on the back of the sofa, with a thousand displeasure written on his face.

"Let me ask you, what would you do if you saw your girlfriend hugging another man?"

Xie Yanhao thought about Xu Yiran's question for a while, he didn't want to know, but he was startled when he thought about it.He suddenly jumped up from the sofa, "If any bastard dares to touch my woman, I have to rush up and beat him to the hospital immediately!" Xie Yanhao thought that if his girlfriend's soft body fell off In other people's arms, there is an urge to kill someone in my heart.

"Really!" A self-deprecating smile curled up on the corner of Xu Yiran's mouth.

Xie Yanhao suddenly came to his senses, opened his eyes wide in surprise and said, "Could it be that your brother is hugging someone else?"

Xu Yiran let out a long breath, closed his eyes and asked, "Is there any wine?"

Xie Yanhao knew that he wanted to drink away his sorrows, so he immediately ran to the refrigerator and took out all his stocks - six bottles of beer!

"This is all I have in stock!"

Xie Yanhao opened the beer lid while talking.

Xu Yiran picked up a bottle of wine and started drinking it, wanting to swallow all the dissatisfaction and insecurity in his stomach, wanting to let the sorrow disappear with the bubbles of the beer.

Lin Chen's denials again and again made the scars in Xu Yiran's heart even deeper.Xu Yiran knew that he started this relationship first, so he was willing to give more love in exchange for a little love from Lin Chen.He really thought so at the beginning, but human desires are endless and endless, and he began to become dissatisfied.He went from looking forward to Lin Chen's look, a greeting, to wanting Lin Chen to like him, to wanting to be monopolized by himself, and this emotion continued to expand over time.

Xu Yiran knew all of this, but he just couldn't let it go.

Xu Yiran slammed down the beer bottle in his hand, "Go and buy some more!"

Seeing the empty table, Xie Yanhao gave Xu Yiran a worried look, then turned and went out to buy wine.

Xu Yiran's mind is still very clear now, and his worries didn't seem to disappear with the beer, instead they were piled up in his chest, making him unable to relax.

Xie Yanhao came back from buying wine, he didn't dare to buy too much, he knelt down and put the bag on the table.

"Ayan, do you think I haven't made him like me yet?" Xu Yiran picked up the beer.

Xie Yanhao squatted on the ground, Xu Yiran seldom told him about Lin Chen, so he was not very clear about their affairs, but seeing Xu Yiran's clothes that made him drunk, he still couldn't help comforting him: "Impossible, if he doesn't like you, why would he live with you?"

"Your girlfriend likes you because she doesn't live with you."

"This, can this be the same? It doesn't make sense logically!" Xie Yanhao looked dazed, thinking to himself, why did he talk about himself, and made himself confused.

"Living someone doesn't necessarily mean living with him; so living with someone doesn't mean you don't necessarily like him either?"

Xie Yanhao was stunned when he heard this, "Speak straight, I almost can't understand! Also, what happened today?"

Xu Yiran didn't hide anymore, and told Xie Yanhao everything that happened yesterday and today.

Xie Yanhao was dumbfounded when he heard this, the relationship between the few people was really chaotic, but he caught one important point, that was Xu Yiran's "like forced marriage" behavior!

He also opened a can of beer himself, "I said, why are you so impatient? You have been waiting for more than ten years, and you are still worried that it won't happen?"

"I know, but I can't help it."

"Aran, you have to know that it is very difficult for homosexuals to survive in this society!"

Xu Yiran raised his head and glared at him.

Xie Yanhao hurriedly added: "I'm not targeting anyone, I'm talking about generalization. Think about it, if you decide to come out, have you ever thought about the pressure? From relatives, from society..."

"I've thought about it, more than once." Xu Yiran lowered his head, as if he was thinking about something.

"Maybe you are ready to face all this, but maybe your Brother Chen is not ready. In fact, he doesn't reject you, he just wants you to give him some time!"

Xu Yiran quietly listened to Xie Yanhao's words, and the words of this straight man's cancer quietly touched his heart.But there is still another question that bothers him. Is it because Lin Chen rejected him because of others, or is it still too early and he is not ready?

Xu Yiran's cell phone was out of power and turned off automatically. If he could charge the cell phone now and open it to see the countless missed calls, then maybe there would be less misunderstanding between him and Lin Chen.