more than a year old

109

Five years ago, the day Ren Niannian moved.

Due to standing in the heavy rain for too long, Yu Heng had a high fever after returning that night. His body was scalding hot, and he lay on the bed with his eyes closed, burning in a daze, but he kept calling Ren Niannian's name.

"Ren Niannian, Teacher Niannian..."

Over and over again, Yu Heng called out countless times, his mouth was dry and his voice was hoarse, but he was unexpectedly persistent and kept calling this name.

However, Yu Heng could never call Ren Niannian back.

The child in the dark loses his light, leaving only helplessness and despair.

Xia Sheng, who was taking care of her by the side, was very distressed, and she persuaded Yu Heng over and over again, but no matter how much she spent, no matter how much she said, Yu Heng couldn't listen to anything, as if painless, his pupils The inside is full of gloom, and the heart seems to have been severely hollowed out.

Yu Heng had a fever for a day and a night, even after the fever subsided, he was still in a trance, holding tightly to the bag that Ren Niannian threw away.

The things in the bag are all about Yu Heng.

The pink scarf woven by Yu Heng himself and given to Ren Niannian; the small blue flag signed by Yu Heng; the book "The Little Prince" that Ren Niannian once gave Yu Heng; Confiscated, a self-defense knife of Yu Heng; and the photos of Yu Heng in Ren Niannian's mobile phone were also printed out, but thrown away...

Yu Heng didn't eat or drink, just looking at these things, he could be in a daze for a whole day...

"Ren Niannian, Teacher Niannian, what did I do wrong?"

"Why? Why don't you want me?"

"Even if you refuse, I want to hear it from you!"

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Gradually, Yu Heng began to talk to himself.

Because of his deep obsession with Ren Niannian, he became emotional and ransacked the box and cabinet as if lost in thought, looking for something everywhere.He couldn't find it in the house, so Yu Heng ran out to continue searching.

Yu Heng, who was unconscious, was running crazily, but he didn't know where to go. He looked like a lunatic, more like a confused and helpless child.

Subconsciously, he was looking for Ren Niannian, but he couldn't be found anywhere.

Looking at Yu Heng who was becoming more and more bewildered, Xia Sheng was extremely distressed, and had no choice but to temporarily lock Yu Heng up. Once he became irritable and went crazy again, he had to ask the doctor to inject a sedative.

After waiting for a while, Yu Heng finally realized that Ren Niannian had left.

His teacher Niannian would never stand in front of him again, hug him, smile at him with crooked eyebrows, and praise him for being so handsome.

Slowly, Yu Heng accepted this fact.

He put on that pink scarf, the cartoon dog T-shirt Ren Niannian gave him, and a bell on his wrist, and Yu Heng played the guitar.

This guitar was the last parting gift Ren Niannian gave him.

Yu Heng said to Xia Sheng: "I want to be a star."

He always remembered that Ren Niannian said——

"Xiao Yu, you are good at fighting, you have great strength, you run fast, and most importantly, you are also very handsome! These are your advantages, and they are all worth liking. I want to be your little fan for the rest of my life!"

Ren Niannian said that he would be his fan for the rest of his life.

Yu Heng firmly believed in this.

So Yu Heng wants to be on the big shining stage, to shine, to be known by more and more people in the future, so that one day, he will be seen by Ren Niannian.

He will definitely find Ren Niannian too.

Time flies, and today, five years later, Xia Sheng brought up those painful pasts again, reminding Yu Heng of the pain he had suffered.

Why is Xia Sheng unwilling to accept Ren Niannian?

In addition to the fact that Ren Niannian and Yu Heng used to have a teacher-student relationship, once it is exposed and used and hyped by interested people, it may ruin Yu Heng's stardom, Ren Niannian is also not allowed to have children.

The more important reason was that Ren Niannian was the one who almost drove Yu Heng crazy.

Xia Sheng was really scared, she was afraid that Yu Heng would experience that kind of grief and torture again because of Ren Niannian.

The scenes from five years ago seemed to be in front of him, Yu Heng was silent for a long time before saying: "I don't care."

One sentence blocked Xia Sheng instantly.

Yes, no matter what happened in the past, Yu Heng suddenly didn't care.

He admitted that he once hated and resented Ren Niannian, but now, if Ren Niannian is willing to wear the bell bracelet and cartoon cat T-shirt he gave him, he will be jealous because of him...

As long as Ren Niannian is still by his side, as long as he reaches out to hug Ren Niannian, Yu Heng feels that is enough.

"Do you want to destroy yourself? Xiaoheng, he is your teacher, and he is also the one who hurt you so deeply!"

"Is it wrong to like your teacher?" Yu Heng shook his head and sneered, thinking it was too ridiculous.

He suddenly stared straight into Xia Sheng's eyes: "If I make a mistake, what about you? Auntie, you who are not married yet and don't want children, what is your feeling for my mother?"

Xia Sheng's pupils shrank suddenly: "You...you! Do you know everything?"

"Do you think you hide it very deeply?" Yu Heng's eyes were sharp, "If you really love someone, you can't hide it."

After finishing speaking, he took the initiative to turn off the video call.

After Yu Heng disappeared from the screen, Xia Sheng's body softened, and she couldn't help rubbing the center of her brows. She was ashamed and embarrassed for a moment when her nephew exposed her true feelings, but it was also a relief.

Xia Sheng conveniently picked up the photo frame on the desk, in which was a photo of Yu Heng's mother, Yu Cailing.

Quietly looking at Yu Cailing in the photo, her sweet and warm smile can always comfort Xia Sheng, as long as she sees her smiling, Xia Sheng seems to have all the troubles dissipated.

Xia Sheng couldn't help reaching out to touch Yu Cailing's smiling face, all kinds of past memories appeared in her mind...

"A Sheng, you... don't you think I'm dirty?"

"A Sheng, you are so kind! Hahaha, I will hold A Sheng to sleep tonight."

"I want to eat more meat and exercise more. In the future, I will be as good as you, A Sheng, and can help you beat the scumbags away!"

When she met Yu Cailing at the beginning, it was Xia Sheng who helped her bravely and drove away the gangsters who molested Yu Cailing.

At that time, how could Xia Sheng expect that this poor woman had a relationship with her brother and gave birth to a child for him.

After they became friends, Xia Sheng discovered that Yu Cailing was actually his sister-in-law!

"Asheng, I know I'm not good, very bad and dirty! That's why he refused to have me, Mr. Xia also disliked me, I'm not qualified to enter this family, and I never expect too much, but my child is not wrong .”

Yu Cailing, who had nowhere to go, knelt in front of Xia's house, her eyes were filled with tears, but when her son Yu Heng was mentioned, her tone was gentle, and there was a smile on her lips: "A Sheng, Xiao Heng, he is so old. He is so handsome, very obedient and obedient, he is different from me, he is really a pure and clean boy..."

After suffering from frostbite, Yu Cailing was lying on the hospital bed, weakly holding Xia Sheng's hand: "A Sheng, I...I miss Xiaoheng so much! I...I'm sorry for him, but I can't move anymore, please Can you...can you help me find him, Xiao Heng...has been waiting for me for a long time."

Xia Sheng nodded, and later fulfilled his promise, and really brought Yu Heng to the United States, and brought him to Yu Cailing.

Not long to live, Yu Cailing was completely unable to move or speak in the later stage.Paralyzed all over her body and with a stiff face, she can only "speak" by facing the writing board and relying on the slow movement of her eyes.

When she was dying, Yu Cailing was not around except Xia Sheng.She just stared at Xia Sheng quietly, and Xia Sheng had already read a lot from her eyes.

"Thank you, A Sheng, and, I'm really sorry."

Yu Cailing understood her intentions, but could not respond.

She had little luck in her life, and suffered too much in her life. She was also used to being let down and abandoned, and when she finally had the chance to be loved and pitied, she was still not blessed.

After Yu Cailing passed away, Xia Sheng was Yu Heng's aunt in name, but she treated Yu Heng as her own son.

Xia Sheng also swore in front of Yu Cailing's tombstone that he would protect and take good care of Yu Heng, so that his life will be safe and prosperous, and his family will be happy and full of children and grandchildren in the future.

In fact, what are the secular vision and the estrangement of status and status?

Xia Sheng also thought about being brave once, desperately pulling Yu Cailing forward, breaking through all the shackles, but Yu Cailing was long gone.

Yu Cailing's favorite flower during his lifetime was sweet-scented osmanthus, which is evergreen in all seasons and fragrant for thousands of miles.

After she left, every year on Yu Cailing's birthday, Xia Sheng would plant one in the yard of her home.Xia Sheng thought, when she gets old, it will probably become a sweet-scented osmanthus garden, full of fragrance and full of her precious memories.