more than a year old

75

At four or five o'clock in the morning, Ren Niannian habitually opened his eyes.

Over the past few years, his biological clock has been like this, because he has to get up early to work, Ren Niannian wakes up very early every day.

Ren Niannian rubbed his eyes, his vision was still blurry, he could see clearly only after he fumbled for the glasses on the bedside and put them on the bridge of his nose.

The car accident five years ago did not cause any danger to Ren Niannian's life, but it caused Ren Niannian's right hand to be broken, and his left eye was severely damaged due to broken glass, and he was almost blind.

Afterwards, the eye injury healed, but Ren Niannian's eyesight was not as good as before, his left eye could barely see the outline of things, and he relied on his right eye to distinguish, and now he had to wear glasses to move freely.

Under the scorching sun, Ren Niannian rode his little electric donkey, running back and forth.He made countless phone calls, delivered couriers everywhere, casually ate a couple of bites of bread at noon, and drank mineral water before continuing to work.

At noon, the sun was so strong that the hat on Ren Niannian's head couldn't cover it at all. His white cheeks were flushed with heat, and his exposed arms were also red from the sun.

At 05:30 in the afternoon, Ren Niannian had been running outside for almost a whole day. He worked hard, and there were not many packages left in the car, and there were only a few last ones left.

After sorting out the thick stack of courier receipts and putting them in the backpack, Ren Niannian wiped the sweat off his nose, and then rode to the next store.

Arriving downstairs in the community, Ren Niannian dialed the recipient's phone number.

The girl who received the call hurried downstairs and shouted excitedly as soon as she got the package: "Ahhhhhh! Brother Yu's new album! The limited edition photobook has finally arrived!"

Ren Niannian took a look at the girl. The short-haired girl was probably in her early 20s. She was obviously a student and probably a fanboy.She wears a blue support bracelet on her wrist, and the T-shirt on her body is also printed with the male star's head.

With just a quick glance, Ren Niannian recognized that it was Yu Heng.

"Are you Yu Heng's fan?"

Ren Niannian asked subconsciously, but he knew that he shouldn't talk too much.

The girl's eyes lit up, and she nodded again and again: "Yeah, I've liked Brother Yu for more than three years, and I've been a fan since he debuted! You...do you like him too?"

Ren Niannian was stunned for a moment, then just smiled and said: "Be with him well, he is very good and worthy of your liking."

The girl wanted to say something more, but Ren Niannian smiled and waved his hand, and then rode his bicycle to deliver the next courier.

Standing where he was, watching the girl Ren Niannian left, he realized it belatedly, and excitedly sent a message to his friends.

She said that she already got Yu Heng's album and photo she bought, and also met a handsome and sunny courier brother!He looks so white and good-looking!It's super sweet when you smile, but it's a little thin.

Friends didn't quite believe it, and they all said that there was no picture and no evidence. The girl gritted her teeth and regretted secretly, and secretly took a picture if she knew it, even if it was a back view.

After finishing his day's work, Ren Niannian's little eDonkey ran out of battery. He left the little eDonkey at home to charge it, and then walked to a small noodle shop near his home.

This is the noodle restaurant that Ren Niannian often goes to. Every time he comes back, he always orders a bowl of the cheapest Yangchun noodles. He likes to sit in the corner by himself and eat in silence.

The proprietress's surname is Zhu, she has a round face, she is no longer young in her forties, and she is also a little fat.She had noticed Ren Niannian a long time ago. He was wearing a simple T-shirt and slacks. He was often alone, eating a bowl of noodles without meat, shredded pork or egg flower.

He seemed to have no friends, and he was reluctant to spend an extra dollar for a good meal.

The Yangchun noodles, which should be tasteless, were eaten by Ren Niannian with a gentle smile on his lips. He never wasted a single noodle or a drop of soup, and always ate them clean and kneaded them. The stomach is full.

Every time she sees Ren Niannian gently rubbing her stomach, the proprietress can't help but take a second look, the man's stomach is shriveled, it doesn't look like it's full, but it looks like he's very hungry.

Besides, he originally had slender arms and legs, with a height of 1.7 meters [-], but he didn't have the normal body shape that this height should have. He was too slender and thin.

Seeing that Ren Niannian was getting thinner, the proprietress added six or seven pieces of beef and a marinated egg to the noodles served to Ren Niannian tonight.

Ren Niannian hesitated and dared not eat it: "I...I ordered Yangchun noodles."

The proprietress smiled and took the initiative to pick up the chopsticks and stuff them into Ren Niannian's hands: "This meal will be treated as my treat, you can eat it while it's hot."

Ren Niannian was a little embarrassed, but the proprietress kept urging him to eat quickly, so he thanked him with a smile. After a long time, he finally ate the beef noodles again.

As for when was the last time you ate beef noodles?Ren Niannian no longer remembers.

At this time, there is a popular idol drama on TV, and the leading role is Yu Heng.

While eating noodles, Ren Niannian looked up at Yu Heng in the play. In this episode, the male lead solved the misunderstanding of the female lead and rushed to the airport to save the female lead.

This is a consistent routine plot in TV dramas, but it is also classic, coupled with the emotional performance of Yu Heng and another actress, it is still tear-jerking.

However, Ren Niannian didn't want to look at it, his eyes glanced back and forth, avoiding paying attention, but involuntarily moved to Yu Heng's body.

Ren Niannian was eating noodles, just watching Yu Heng embrace another woman with a calm face, kissing her on the cheek, and listening to Yu Heng say the phrase "I like you" in a familiar voice.

It's just that, it's no longer for Ren Niannian, the person Yu Heng "likes" has changed too much in the past few years.

The three sisters at the next table couldn't calm down anymore, and each of them couldn't help shouting: "Ahhhhh! My God, Brother Yu is so good!"

"I'm so envious of the heroine!"

"Let go of Brother Yu, let me do it!"

Seeing that Ren Niannian was also staring at the TV for a long time, the proprietress squinted and smiled, "Young man, do you like Yu Heng too?"

More than one person has asked Ren Niannian this way, but Ren Niannian has never responded positively, no matter what kind of "like" it means.

Ren Niannian smiled faintly: "He is very handsome."

The proprietress also laughed: "Hahaha indeed, my family has only one precious daughter, and she is also terribly obsessed with him, but she is crazy! She also told me that Yu Heng will come to our place for activities in two days."

Ren Niannian let out a soft "Oh", but he was also silently following Yu Heng online, and knew that Yu Heng was coming to this city soon.

Ren Niannian did not dare to have any expectations. Once he had expectations, he would be even more disappointed.

Before leaving the noodle shop, Ren Niannian dropped a 20 yuan bill when he checked out. Before the lady boss gave him change, Ren Niannian ran away in a hurry under the surprised eyes of the lady boss.

In the evening, he was going to visit his sister in the hospital, but Ren Niannian's little e-Donkey was charging at home, so he planned to take the bus.Ren Niannian is walking on the road, and now he can see "Yu Heng" everywhere.

The LED advertising screens in the building, the billboards in the shopping malls, the human-shaped standing signs in front of the shops, and the advertisements in the subway stations and on the buses, etc. Sometimes when Ren Niannian looked up, he could see the Yu Heng was thinking about it.

However, all he could see was the star Yu Heng, but he was no longer the "Xiao Yu" he used to be.

When Ren Niannian was waiting for the bus at the bus stop, he saw another advertisement for sneakers endorsed by Yu Heng hanging on the platform.

He stretched out his hand to touch "Yu Heng" in the poster, but withdrew his hand again. Ren Niannian dared not even approach and touch like this.

Then Ren Niannian took the bus to the hospital.

76

In the car accident five years ago, Ren Niannian survived, but God cruelly took away Ren's father; and his younger sister, Ren Niansi, was blind, paralyzed, and all her kidneys had failed. past.

The former Ren Niansi had a pair of bright eyes that could speak, but once he laughed, they became like two little crescent moons, curved and bright, very lovable and cute.Ren Niansi has also been very talented in painting since she was a child. She likes to observe the world with beautiful and smart eyes, and then create paintings.

In the past, Ren Niansi would often talk about her dreams and her future life plans with a smile.

Ren Niansi plans to open an art exhibition, become a well-known painter, earn a lot of money, support her brother and father for the rest of her life, so that they will not suffer any more; Ren Niansi also wants to take Ren Niannian and the others to travel around the world and see different scenery around the world, Show them off with a brush.

Ren Niannian believes in her sister, her eyes are clear and bright, and the world she sees with these eyes must be very beautiful.

But God suddenly deprived her of all this, and her younger sister was completely blind. She could no longer see, nor could she jump up and down, so she could only be paralyzed on the bed or sit in a wheelchair for the rest of her life.

In the past two weeks, my sister's condition has not been stable, so Ren Niannian will show up every night after seven o'clock.After spending more than an hour with his sister Ren Niansi, he was busy going to the nightclub to work again.

As soon as Ren Niannian entered the ward, Ren Niansi, who was lying on the bed, felt it, and she curled her mouth: "Brother, you are 10 minutes later than usual tonight."

"There is a bit of traffic jam on the road, my brother made a mistake, let Sisi deal with it."

"Okay, then I'll punish you..." Ren Niansi couldn't move her lower body, but her hands were still flexible. She waved at Ren Niannian, "Brother, bring your face here."

Ren Niannian obediently brought his face closer, and in the next second, Ren Niansi pinched his nose.

The "punishment" in her mouth was to pinch her brother's nose mischievously for a while.

Ren Niannian didn't know whether to laugh or cry, he bent down and began to massage his sister's legs which had already lost consciousness.

Ren Niansi used to persuade him not to waste his efforts, but Ren Niannian, who is usually easy to talk to, was very stubborn on this point and insisted on giving his sister a massage and relaxation.

As time passed, Ren Niansi stopped persuading her and cooperated with her brother instead.

"Brother, are you tired from work?" Ren Niansi asked.

"Not tired." Ren Niannian shook his head, patiently and focused on massaging his sister, exercising the muscles of her legs and feet, even worried that he would hurt his sister too much.

But Ren Niansi's lower body has been paralyzed for many years, and she has long since felt no pain at all.

"Then did you eat enough? Did you sleep well last night?"

"I ate very full. I ate a big barbecue meal in the evening. My stomach is still bulging. I can sleep until I wake up naturally every day." Ren Niannian smiled.

"..." Ren Niansi didn't ask any more questions, because Ren Niannian gave the same answer every time, she couldn't ask anything at all, and she also knew that her brother was lying to her.

"Well, that's good. Brother, I also eat enough and sleep well here. A few nurses often chat with me and make me laugh."

"..." This time it was Ren Niannian's turn to be silent. I don't know when it started. The brothers and sisters learned to comfort each other with lies.

After Ren Niannian's massage was over, he stood up, Ren Niansi also touched his legs, and boasted: "Brother, your skills are getting better and better, and you will soon be at the master level, why don't you consider opening a spa? "

"Don't think about it, I only serve you alone."

Ren Niansi laughed "haha" twice: "Brother, you pressed me so comfortably, I'm a little sleepy, please tell me a bedtime story."

In fact, Ren Niansi, who is unconscious himself, can't feel "comfortable" at all.

She and Ren Niannian are six or seven years apart, and she is 23 years old this year, but she still likes to listen to Ren Niannian's bedtime fairy tales.

After his mother passed away, Ren Niannian began to tell his sister bedtime stories.Ren Niansi has listened to the repeated fairy tales for so many years, and has heard them so loudly, but she never feels naive, and she never gets tired of hearing them.

After Ren Niannian finished speaking, Ren Niansi took his brother's hand: "Brother, I don't want a prince, nor do I need knights and elves to guard me. You are enough for me. I am very happy."

Ren Niannian held his younger sister's hand tightly, feeling mixed feelings in his heart.

God seemed to have played a big joke with Ren Niannian. When he was desperate for a few times and was about to lose his hold, he was thinking what was left of him.

His mother died of illness early, and his father was also taken away in a car accident. His younger sister, Ren Niansi, is his only relative in this world.But my younger sister has been lying in the hospital. Even if she opened her eyes, her pupils were dull and dull, and she could no longer see this bright and colorful world.

She was blind and paralyzed from the lower body, and it was impossible for her to continue painting.

But the biggest and most life-threatening problem for my sister was her failing kidneys.

In the beginning, Ren Niansi had been undergoing hemodialysis three to four times a week. It lasted for several months without improvement, and it was quite tortured. During this period, the hospitalization and medical expenses had already cost a lot of money.

Seeing that my sister was always having so many tubes inserted, Ren Niannian couldn't bear it later, and the doctor said he had found a suitable kidney, so Ren Niannian paid hundreds of thousands of dollars for the operation, and asked his sister to have her kidney moved once. transplant surgery.

The doctor clearly told Ren Niannian about the charges. If there is no infection after the operation, my sister will need to be hospitalized for a while.In the first three months, the cost was about [-] per month, including medicine and examination fees. After three months, the cost was reduced to about [-].

After the first kidney transplant, Ren Niannian thought that his younger sister would get through it safely, but in the fourth month, her younger sister developed a lung infection and was admitted to the intensive care unit. All the expenses were doubled in an instant.

Generally speaking, the chance of secondary lung infection may be very small, but no matter how small the chance is, it may happen. Once multiple infections are serious, no matter how much money is spent, it may not be able to save the person.

In the past few years, my sister's condition has been erratic, and she has been admitted to the intensive care unit several times. Every time, she is racing against the god of death, which is very thrilling.

Ren Niannian sold his family's house a long time ago. He even wanted to leave here and live in first-tier big cities, but his sister's physical condition did not allow her. Almost all of my money was spent on my sister.

Ren Niannian's own expenses were pitifully small, he ate less and less, every meal was just a makeshift one, and he got used to being hungry.

He doesn't care about his food and clothing at all. In the past five years, Ren Niannian rarely bought new clothes. He wore and washed the previous clothes, and many of them faded; He doesn't waste the patches, he cuts them to make sleeves, shoe covers, rags and so on.

Every time he passed by a clothing store in the shopping mall, Ren Niannian looked at women's clothing more than men's clothing. He only wanted to buy all kinds of beautiful dresses for his younger sister. Unfortunately, his younger sister was in the hospital for a long time, wearing a blue and white hospital gown.

Ren Niansi also said: "Brother, stop wasting money, I can't see it anyway."

Ren Niannian shook his head, he would still buy new clothes for his younger sister during festivals, and sometimes even push his wheelchair to take his younger sister to the garden near the hospital, he still insisted on letting her wear bright skirts, and even combed her lovely clothes. braids.

Not only is it saving money on food and clothing, but when Ren Niannian is sick, he also goes to the pharmacy to buy medicine by himself, and he is reluctant to go to the hospital to spend money on medical treatment, thinking that he is only suffering from minor illnesses and pains, which is too wasteful.

Ren Niannian usually goes out, either on foot, or by bus and subway; the only means of transportation at present is a dilapidated little e-Donkey.The small e-Donkey he bought two years ago has been repaired and repaired again and again, but Ren Niannian just couldn't bear to buy a new one, and it has been working just fine.

When he was short of money, in order to save money, Ren Niannian slept in the basement, at the station outside, and rented a small house of less than ten square meters.

It has been more than five years, and he can't count how many jobs he has done. He delivered couriers and takeaways during the day, worked as a car wash worker, and served as a waiter in restaurants. Ren Niannian used to set up a street stall, and was chased around by urban management.

Gradually, he almost forgot that he was once a teacher.

Ren Niannian also thought about continuing to be a teacher, but five years ago, after Ren Niannian was discharged from the hospital, he could no longer find a suitable school.

During each interview, even if the school was very satisfied with Ren Niannian's resume, he still felt that Ren Niannian had previous teaching experience and should be qualified for the job as a teacher, but the biggest problem was the reason why Ren Niannian was dismissed early.

Whenever this question was asked, Ren Niannian remained silent.

He was accused of being incompetent with the students, and the teacher's morality was ruined. In front of any school, this is the stain of Ren Niannian's life. He is not worthy of being a teacher at all.

Ren Niannian applied to and interviewed many schools, no matter whether they are famous or not, no matter how big or small, none of them are willing to fully accept him.

Ren Niannian never explained too much, this was his choice at the beginning, and he did not regret it.

In order to protect Yu Heng and let him grow up healthily, Ren Niannian didn't say Yu Heng's name back then; now Yu Heng is a popular star, loved by thousands of fans. Might bring it up.

Thinking of that car accident, maybe it was because of his willfulness at the time...

Many times, Ren Niannian is also forcing himself to completely forget about Yu Heng.

The author has something to say:

In the process of writing, it is inevitable that there will be typos and bugs, which will be revised later, I hope to understand, welcome to catch bugs!