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71

Yu Heng's persistence and madness are beyond Ren Niannian's imagination.

He actually chased him all the way to his hometown, and he was still alone today, standing directly in front of him.

Ren Niannian's arm was tightly clamped by Yu Heng, gradually turning red and painful, but seeing the gloomy and lost eyes in Yu Heng's eyes, his heart was even more sour.

"Ren Niannian, do you really want me?"

Yu Heng called out Ren Niannian's name cautiously, like a helpless big child clumsily holding him back.

If those things hadn't happened with Yu Heng, Ren Niannian would have hugged Yu Heng at this time, touched the big boy's head, and coaxed him with a smile.

Ren Niannian used the identity and position of a teacher to love and care for the students, but now it is different from the past. Every word, every move, and even his eyes, in Yu Heng's view, have another meaning .

After all, their teacher-student relationship has long since changed.

Desperately restraining his inner intolerance, Ren Niannian acted calmly and indifferently: "Yu Heng, you don't belong to anyone, you should have your own life and goals, and then work hard and fight hard for them."

Yu Heng shook his head vigorously, and couldn't help but squeeze Ren Niannian's arm three points: "Ren Niannian, I am willing to be domesticated by you, I want to belong to you."

Such straightforwardness made Ren Niannian speechless.

Ren Niannian looked at Yu Heng in front of him, Yu Heng has just grown up, what can he bear on his shoulders now, and how many heavy things can he bear and shoulder?

Yu Heng is too young, even the 25-year-old Ren Niannian himself is still a child in the eyes of many elders.

Young love is real and hot, but impulsive and reckless.

Yu Heng ran towards him regardless of everything, but Ren Niannian froze in place.

Only then did he realize that he was far from being so brave and fearless.

Ren Niannian would be afraid and worried, there were too many troubles in his heart.Yu Heng's love also came too fast and too violently, maybe he just relied on himself in stages, maybe he mistook this feeling for love?

Ren Niannian understands that by keeping Yu Heng away from him and following Xia Sheng, he will have a better life and a brighter future.

Seeing that Ren Niannian did not speak for a long time, Yu Heng said again: "Teacher, we had an agreement before that if I won the running championship in the sports meet, you would promise to do one thing for me, and you still owe it to me." Didn't, do you remember?"

Ren Niannian nodded, but he was suddenly afraid to continue listening, not knowing what kind of request Yu Heng would make?

"Mr. Niannian, Ren Niannian, do you like me?" Yu Heng asked Ren Niannian again.

"..." Ren Niannian subconsciously clenched his palms, he was unable to answer for a moment.

He has always lived a positive and optimistic life, but he has no expectations for love.When I was a student, several people pursued Ren Niannian, both men and women, but without exception, Ren Niannian politely rejected them all.

Ren Niannian doesn't plan to get married, and he doesn't need a lifelong partner. He wants to take care of his father and sister for the rest of his life. When he is old, he will have two or three cats and dogs by his side, so that he can relieve his loneliness.

Ren Niannian told Yu Heng that he didn't want to be an Omega, if he could choose at birth, he would rather be an ordinary Beta.

Because he hated this disgusting body that was obviously unable to give birth to a child, but was still in heat!

Do you like him?

The answer that Yu Heng desperately wanted to confirm from Ren Niannian was too difficult for Ren Niannian.

He himself does not need love, so it is impossible for him to nod his head and continue the mistakes between their teachers and students; he is also afraid that if he refuses directly, it will be too ruthless, and it will severely hit and hurt Yu Heng.

"Ren Niannian, I will give you one day, I will come to you the day after tomorrow, please give me a definite answer then."

"The day after tomorrow? Not the day after tomorrow." Ren Niannian shook his head, he twisted his wrist, trying to break free, "Yu Heng, you don't have to see me anymore, go back quickly."

Yu Heng refused to let go, and his attitude became tough: "I will wait for you! Ren Niannian, whether you accept or reject me, I want to hear the answer from you."

Pain flashed across Ren Niannian's eyes, he pretended to be indifferent and said, "Don't wait for the day after tomorrow, I can tell you right now, Yu Heng, I—"

Yu Heng interrupted Ren Niannian with a sudden hug.

"I won't believe what you say today! Why did you leave without saying goodbye? Why did you lie to me? My mother lied to me when I was young. Now, teacher, even you have started to lie."

Yu Heng remembers clearly that his mother used to comfort him with a smile, saying that he has a father, who is just busy with work and has been on business trips, and will be home soon.

Later, his mother left him alone at his aunt's house and told him to wait obediently at his aunt's house, and she would come back to pick him up after a while.

But these are all lies!

Yu Heng doesn't have a father, and he will never be able to wait for a father who will come home. He may be a bastard!Those people are right in scolding!

His mother didn't show up for five or six years in a flash, so he lived a life of being dependent on others, and suffered countless beatings, scolding and various unfair treatments.

Ren Niannian resigned early, Yu Heng didn't know that Ren Niannian was expelled from the school because of incest with students.

In the eyes of their Class [-] students, Ren Niannian seemed to have suddenly abandoned them, without saying a word, without leaving any reason, ruthless and decisive.

"Xiao Yu, I'm sorry." Ren Niannian's heart softened, and he began to feel distressed.

Yu Heng held Ren Niannian in his arms, and later, it turned into a low-pitched begging: "Ren Niannian, I will wait for you the day after tomorrow, just downstairs at your house. If you don't show up, I won't leave, I will always wait."

"..." Ren Niannian didn't answer, repeating "I'm sorry" countless times in his heart.

72

The day after tomorrow, just as Yu Heng said, he stood downstairs at Ren Niannian's house.

Now that they have chased all the way to Ren Niannian's hometown, it is not difficult to find out the exact address of Ren Niannian's home.As long as Yu Heng brings it up, Xia Sheng will help him unconditionally.

Yu Heng wore a T-shirt with a cartoon dog pattern on his upper body, and a bell on his wrist. It was the same dress he wore when he was keeping Ren Niannian at the intersection outside the station that day, but today, he also had an extra guitar.

Yu Heng was already practicing guitar, and also learned to play and sing two or three songs.He likes Ren Niannian, and wants to use the guitar that Ren Niannian gave him, and sing while playing, wanting to sing all the good songs in the world to Ren Niannian loudly.

It's just that he didn't know that this day happened to be the day when Ren Niannian and his family moved away.

Because of Ren's father's job change, and the fact that his younger sister Ren Niansi was admitted to a well-known art school in another province in advance, they had no choice but to leave their hometown and go to the northern provinces and cities.

Father Ren drove to other provinces and cities this time. Because of the long distance, the family set off early this morning when it was just dawn.

Since resigning, Ren Niannian has changed his contact information, and his original mobile phone number, Yu Heng has long been unable to get through.

Yu Heng, who was completely unaware, waited from morning to afternoon, he didn't eat or drink, and didn't go anywhere, for fear that Ren Niannian would suddenly appear if he moved a little, and he would miss it.

He also had the idea of ​​rushing directly to the door of Ren Niannian's house, but he was afraid that his actions would be too crazy, which would startle Ren Niannian and his family, and really scare Ren Niannian away.

In this way, the stubborn Yu Heng waited foolishly until the evening, when the sun had already set.

He thought it was Ren Niannian who refused to go downstairs to see him, and his eyes were locked on the window on the sixth floor.

As the night fell, the evening wind was blowing, and the wind gradually increased, and a light rain fell in the sky after a while.

The weather changed suddenly, the rain gradually increased, and the little raindrops became rain pillars. Together, they were like whips, whipping the ground, and it was even more painful when they hit the body directly.

Yu Heng didn't seem to notice it, he was still standing there, motionless like a wooden man, and he didn't know how to take shelter from the rain.

The men and women who passed by were in a hurry, and they looked at Yu Heng more and more strangely. They regretted that this young man was handsome, but he was mentally abnormal. He was probably a lunatic.

However, some well-meaning people stepped forward, handed Yu Heng an umbrella, and asked Yu Heng why he was standing there all this time.

Yu Heng only said that he was waiting for someone, but he refused to reveal who he was waiting for.

"Xiao Heng!"

As a result, Yu Heng didn't wait until Ren Niannian, but saw Xia Sheng driving over.

Xia Sheng ran up to him holding an umbrella, held Yu Heng's cold hand, and shook his head repeatedly: "Xiao Heng, don't wait any longer, Ren Niannian has already moved away, he is not here at all!"

Hearing this, Yu Heng in the rain froze.

Xia Sheng dragged Yu Heng to the sixth floor, Ren Niannian's family had indeed left long ago, the whole house was empty, only some garbage bags were piled up outside the corridor.

"What do you see these are?"

Xia Sheng pointed to one of the bags, the pink scarf inside and the small blue flag signed by Yu Heng, which used to represent happiness and joy, but at this moment it looked extremely dazzling, and it completely hurt Yu Heng's heart Heart.

These things that Yu Heng gave to Ren Niannian, he actually threw them away like garbage.

Now, I don't even want him anymore...

Yu Heng's eyes were gloomy and desolate, and his whole body was drenched, but it was far less than his heart. The blood seemed to stop flowing, and Yu Heng's heart also lost all warmth, and it was so cold.

Seeing Yu Heng's dull expression, Xia Sheng's heart twitched, but the fact has reached this point, she must make Yu Heng completely stop thinking about Ren Niannian: "Xiao Heng, don't miss him , he doesn't like you, and he doesn't care about you at all!"

"Your mother's condition has deteriorated. You and I will go to the United States to see her, okay?"

Yu Heng turned a deaf ear to it, he walked over and squatted down, took out the pink scarf that he knit by himself and gave to Ren Niannian, and put it on his neck foolishly.

It seemed that only in this way, he could feel the last warmth of Ren Niannian again.

Yu Heng's stupid behavior really made Xia Sheng feel distressed. She pulled Yu Heng up and kept persuading: "Xiao Heng, don't wait for him, your mother has been waiting for you to go back. Be good, Come back with me to see her, okay?"

"I won't go back!" Yu Heng threw Xia Sheng's hand away suddenly, his heart was full of grief and anger, he suddenly shouted, "She is waiting for me? But does she know how many years I have been waiting for her? She still remembers that she has a son Is it? I guess I have forgotten it long ago!"

"No! She definitely didn't! Xiaoheng, you misunderstood her. Your mother is really sick, very sick."

"Then what is her illness? Is she dying of illness now?"

Before Yu Heng finished speaking, Xia Sheng raised her palm, wanting to slap him, but she forcibly endured it.

The previous strength seemed to be swept away, and Xia Sheng's tone softened: "Yes, she is dying. Your mother has been suffering from frostbite and has been paralyzed for several years. Now she can't speak, has difficulty breathing. I can't lift a single finger, only my eyeballs can barely move. Xiao Heng, your mother... just wants to see you one last time."

"..." Yu Heng was completely dumbfounded, with an expression of disbelief.

73

Four hours ago, Dad Ren's car got on the highway and had already left the city.

Dad concentrated on driving in the front, while Ren Niannian and his younger sister Ren Niansi sat in the back seat.

His younger sister Ren Niansi was taking a nap with his eyes closed at this time, but Ren Niannian looked anxious. He kept searching for several backpacks in the car, but he couldn't find them.

Sensing his brother's restlessness, Ren Niansi opened his eyes and asked in doubt: "Brother, what are you looking for all of a sudden? You are in such a hurry, did you forget to bring something important?"

"Xiao Si, did you see a black bag when we were packing last night?"

Ren Niansi blinked again: "I packed a lot of bags last night, and the garbage bags are also black. Brother, where did you put them?"

"Behind the door of my room."

"Oh!" Ren Niansi suddenly remembered, with an apologetic expression on his face, "Brother, I'm sorry, I... I seem to have made a mistake and really threw it away as trash. Are those things important to you?"

"..." Ren Niannian was stunned.

Is it important?

The things in that bag were all gifts from Yu Heng, and they were all related to Yu Heng.

Yu Heng gave him a pink scarf, a small blue flag with Yu Heng's signature and the head portrait of his soul; Ren Niannian gave Yu Heng a book of "The Little Prince", and he bought the same version himself; Ren Niannian also specially printed out those photos of Yu Heng; there is also a self-defense knife, which he confiscated from Yu Heng before, and he forgot to return it to Yu Heng...

Every little thing may be simple and ordinary in the eyes of others, not expensive, nor so rare and precious, but it has a completely different meaning to Ren Niannian.

Just by looking at it, Ren Niannian can evoke every detail of the relationship with Yu Heng. Every memory picture is worth remembering, so Ren Niannian wants to keep these, and wants to keep them with him at all times.

Why do you do this?Why do you have to keep these?

From the perspective of a teacher, Ren Niannian gave himself a reason, telling himself over and over again that Yu Heng was just his student, nothing more.

But now this feeling has far surpassed the line between teachers and students.

Ren Niannian had never been in a relationship before, and like Yu Heng, it was the first time he was moved, the first time he had such a wonderful feeling of liking and love.

"Brother, if it's something you care about, why are you still in a daze? You should get it back quickly and keep it well!"

Sister Ren Niansi's words awakened Ren Niannian instantly.

He is so reluctant to part with those things, let alone Yu Heng?

Yu Heng was waiting for him today. He said that if he couldn't wait, he wouldn't leave. With Yu Heng's temperament, he would definitely wait bitterly.

Ren Niannian couldn't bear to be ruthless immediately, all the indifference and unfeeling that he had pretended before, all collapsed at this moment, his lips trembled, and he said to Ren's father who was driving in front: "Dad, I...I want to go back, I want go back!"

"Xiao Nian?" Father Ren was stunned for a moment, realizing that something was wrong with his son's mood.

"Dad, I'm sorry, can I...can I be self-willed for once? Those things can't be thrown away, and I can't really leave him, I want to see him! Dad, he is waiting for me, I can't just leave him alone, I ...I can't, I miss him, I want to see him right away!"

Ren Niannian, who suddenly lost control of his emotions, shocked his sister Ren Niansi and his father.Ren Niansi thought to himself, who is that "he" that Ren Niannian is talking about?

When Father Ren heard the deep sadness and pleading in his son's voice, he felt a pain in his heart: "Okay! Let's go back."

From childhood to adulthood, this son has excellent grades and is well-behaved and sensible. After he took a new wife and another younger brother to start, Ren Niannian suffered a lot of grievances in those few years, and almost drowned and lost his life. The body is damaged and it is impossible to conceive.

He felt sorry for his late beloved wife, and he also felt sorry for Ren Niannian and Ren Niansi, their brothers and sisters.

In the past, he blamed himself so much that he couldn't get out of the shadows, drank all day long, and lived a decadent life, but Ren Niannian was tolerant and cheerful, and didn't mind his mistakes at all. Instead, he always encouraged him. The shoulders have already begun to bear the home.

The child's smile is always so warm and soft, so gentle that it makes people feel distressed.

"Xiao Nian, no matter what decision you make in the future, Dad will support you, and Dad will drive you wherever you want to go! Go, Dad will take you back!"

After all, Father Ren made a U-turn at the intersection ahead, and drove Ren Niannian and his younger sister Ren Niansi back.

On the way back, Father Ren drove too fast, and happened to catch up with the storm again.

The heavy rain continued to wash over the car windows, forming layers of water mist, which seriously obstructed Father Ren's sight. At a sharp turn, a long and piercing siren sounded in everyone's ears, and the car slammed into the car. got a big truck...

Sparks flew everywhere, and after the violent impact, Ren Niannian's body was covered in blood, his hands and feet also lost consciousness, and his left eye was deeply pierced by the car window glass. In the last remaining consciousness, in his mind, Yu Heng's face emerged.

The first time I saw Yu Heng, Yu Heng's eyes were full of coldness, fierce and ferocious, like a wild wolf running in the mountains and forests.

Ren Niannian thought he was a very interesting little wolf cub.

Gradually, Yu Heng's eyes changed, he put down his guard, his eyes were full of trust and warmth towards Ren Niannian.

Later, Yu Heng took the initiative to hold Ren Niannian's hand, and put his palm on his cheek, saying each word with deep affection: "Ren Niannian, Teacher Niannian, I am willing to be tamed by you."

Also, after the two were naked, Yu Heng embraced him, put his earlobe in his mouth, and said with a smile: "Ren Niannian, I love you."

In a trance, Yu Heng's face kept flashing in front of Ren Niannian's eyes, his cold and paralyzed face, his silly look when he was in a daze, his handsome smiling face, and finally stopped at the scene of Yu Heng's helplessness: "Ren Niannian , you really don't want me?"

As if he couldn't feel the pain, Ren Niannian raised his arm with all his strength, stretched out his bloody hand desperately, wanted to grab it, but couldn't grab anything...

Xiaoyu, wait...wait for me!wait for me……

74

In the hospital, Ren Niannian woke up suddenly after being unconscious for an unknown amount of time.

But in the next second, his head became dizzy for a while, and his vision was also blurred.Ren Niannian's left eye was covered with gauze, and his right arm was also wrapped in layers of bandages.

Ren Niannian's consciousness is still chaotic and has not returned to reality.He didn't care about what happened to him at all, and where he was now, his mind was full of Yu Heng, and he wanted to see him.

Resolutely pulled out the infusion tube on his arm, Ren Niannian rolled over and got out of bed, anxious to find Yu Heng, but as soon as he got out of bed, he fell straight down and fell hard on the ground.

Ren Niannian's badly injured left eye was blindfolded, and his eyesight was severely reduced. It was extremely difficult to rely on only one eye, and his right arm, which was wrapped in bandages, was completely useless.

Gritting his teeth, Ren Niannian pulled off the gauze blindfold and the bandages that bound his arms, as if he didn't feel any pain at all, Ren Niannian crawled and rubbed on the ground. The muscles and bones were torn, and the right arm and the entire right shoulder were being torn apart. The smell of blood spread, and the blood continued to overflow, staining the hospital gown on Ren Niannian's body red.

Hot fluid also flowed from Ren Niannian's damaged left eye, tears and blood mixed and slid down, on Ren Niannian's pale cheeks, it looked extremely horrifying.

But Ren Niannian didn't care at all, he was thinking of Yu Heng, and kept crawling forward, his bloodless lips wriggling with difficulty: "Xiao Yu, wait...wait for me! wait for me..."

"Gosh!"

At this time, the female nurse who just opened the door screamed, "Mr. Ren! Stop... stop! What are you doing!"

The shocked nurse hurriedly helped Ren Niannian up: "Mr. Ren! Don't be like this, don't you want your eyes and arms? You were in a car accident and just saved your life!"

The nurse's words made Ren Niannian sober up a bit: "Car...car accident? Me?"

"That's right! Just yesterday evening, there was a major traffic accident. You, your father and sister were all sent to our hospital."

Ren Niannian was startled, immediately grabbed the female nurse, and said anxiously: "Then...then my father, sister, they... how are they doing now?"

The nurse was taken aback, obviously a little embarrassed, hesitated and struggled for a while before slowly opening her mouth: "I'm sorry, we really did our best, Mr. Ren, please express your condolences."