startled autumn

Shen Zhiqiu took Han Bi's hand and walked slowly towards the house, silent but warm in the night wind.

Halfway through the walk, Shen Zhiqiu suddenly stopped, and belatedly asked, "Just now, am I being too impulsive?"

Han Bi smiled, led him to continue walking forward, and said with a smile, "No, you did it just right."

"I won't really do it." Shen Zhiqiu said in a low voice.

"You don't need to do anything." Han Bi turned to look at him sideways, "Just say a word, and I'll catch you without a fight."

Shen Zhiqiu asked: "Is it really okay for me to do this?"

"Since I left with you, if I have any responsibilities in the future, I can bear them together. What's the matter now?" Han Bi said, "Besides, according to what my mother said, since they have agreed, we can There will be no more obstacles."

Shen Zhiqiu shyly said: "I don't know how to reason, so I can only make a bad plan."

"It's unreasonable to be so affectionate." Han Bi smiled.

Shen Zhiqiu was startled for a moment, then the corners of his eyes slightly bent, and he said with satisfaction, "I actually took you away."

Han Bi pretended to be serious and asked: "So, where do you want to put the hostages now?"

"Mo Yi." Shen Zhiqiu replied decisively, in his heart, Mo Yi is the best place in the world.

"..." Han Bi was speechless at first, and then said after a while: "Mo Yi is going, but not now."

Shen Zhiqiu asked, "Why?"

Han Bi smiled without saying a word.

The two of them walked to Han Bi's mansion. Shen Zhiqiu was persistently questioning Han Bi, while Han Bi closed his teeth tightly. After a long time, he let go and said, "I'll tell you when I get home."

As soon as the words were finished, there was only the sound of the wind, and a black shadow jumped down from the top of the tree in front of the door, with vigorous movements, and landed silently.

Xiao Shaoling: "Master and teacher's wife have sent a letter, stating that they want you to sign it personally. Junior brother, I'll pick you up."

Shen Zhiqiu hadn't heard about his master Yijian for a long time, and he was overjoyed when he heard this: "I'll go back now!"

Han Bi: "..."

Xiao Shaoling: "Don't look at me like that, how about it, I'll give you three words to say goodbye."

Han Bi couldn't bear it anymore: "You can send the letter."

Xiao Shaoling suddenly realized: "That's right, why didn't I think of it just now? Mr. Han, you are still the smartest."

The clever Mr. Han only felt that the whole world was against him.

Naturally, Shen Zhiqiu didn't think about the twists and turns, but seeing Han Bi's expression was not good, so he could only restrain his smile, and said in a low voice, "I'm going back."

If Han Bi hadn't been drunk and unwell today, he wouldn't have thought of staying; now that Han Bi seems to be in no serious condition, and with the letter from Master Yi Jian, he should really return to Mo Yi.

Han Bi knew that since Xiao Shaoling had come in person, he would never let it go if he didn't bring Shen Zhiqiu back to Mo Yi, so he could only resign himself to his fate: "Be careful on the road."

Both Shen Zhiqiu and Xiao Shaoling knew lightness kung fu, they left as soon as they said they would, and disappeared immediately, seeing this, Han Banbu, who had been hiding behind the door, rushed out and asked: "Young master, why didn't you keep him? I'm sure he'll agree."

"Xiao Shaoling is already difficult to deal with, not to mention, even if he is left behind, he will definitely remember that letter in his heart." Han Bi said.

What's more, there are too many things that happened today, Shen Zhiqiu will not be distracted, but there is no need to force it.

In Mo Yi Peak, the night was already dark.

Shen Zhiqiu read the letter by candlelight, and read it back and forth three times.

The letter wrote: Zhiqiu my apprentice, as a teacher, I learned from the letter between Shaoling and Yue Yin that you have recently been in the red luan star and intend to get married. meal.However, regarding your sweetheart, Shaoling said "come from a family, poor martial arts", Yue Yin said "the most beautiful woman in the capital, comparable to Zhilan Yushu", what kind of person this is, the teacher is very curious.Therefore, we will return to Beijing from southern Xinjiang in a few days, please ask the kitchen to prepare more fresh fish, your wife likes to eat.

Not signed.

But when Shen Zhiqiu saw the tone, he knew that his master Yi Jian was the real person.

Sitting opposite, Xiao Shaoling yawned lazily: "There are frequent wars in the south now, and when master and wife come back, it might be winter."

Shen Zhiqiu worried: "At that time, I couldn't buy fresh fish, what should I do?"

Xiao Shaoling said inscrutablely: "You don't have to worry, if that time really comes, someone will naturally think of a way."

Shen Zhiqiu: "Who?"

Xiao Shaoling smiled and said, "For example, 'the most beautiful woman in the capital'?"

Shen Zhiqiu understood, and there was a faint smile on the corners of his eyes and brows.

Seeing that he just thought of Han Bi in his heart, Xiao Shaoling felt joy on his face, so he could only sigh: "Junior brother, do you really want to live with Han Bi for the rest of your life?"

Shen Zhiqiu nodded solemnly.

Xiao Shaoling: "The road ahead is difficult and dangerous, and senior brother can't help you too much. However, although you have to walk the road of life by yourself, as long as you need it, no matter where you are, senior brother will personally pick you up."

That night, Shen Zhiqiu dreamed of Han Bi, and the two walked hand in hand on the silent long street, watching the sun rise and the moon set, until the snow piled up on his temples, and his head gradually turned white; the next moment, Han Bi turned his back to him Standing in the study room, his figure was tall and tall, then he turned around, still looking like a young man, it happened to be the first time we met, and then he smiled slightly: "You answer me a question first."

Shen Zhiqiu certainly remembered their conversation at that time, and quickly replied: "Your yard is very beautiful."

"I didn't ask you this." Han Bi came over and kissed him lightly on the lips. In an instant, he was spinning, and finally stopped in the light rain of early spring. He leaned against the window of the carriage, but waited until A precious kiss.

Then Han Bi asked, "Spend your whole life with me, okay?"

In his recollection, he rejected Han Bi, but in his dream that night, before he had time to answer, it was dawn.

After waking up from the dream, Shen Zhiqiu suddenly wanted to see him.

However, when Shen Zhiqiu really saw Han Bi, the thousands of words suddenly disappeared. He thought and thought, and the whole night of thoughtful thinking merged into a simple sentence: "I'll come and see you."

Han Bi teased him, "You just saw it yesterday."

Shen Zhiqiu: "Today...is different."

Han Bi laughed, stepped forward to hold his wrist, only to feel that the touch of his hand was delicate, unexpectedly it resembled his new collection of white porcelain, and if he pressed his fingers tightly with this person, he would be able to touch it clearly. His joints, and the hard calluses on his palms formed by practicing sword.

Han Bi: "Since you said that today is different, I will test you with a question."

Shen Zhiqiu: "Tell me."

Han Bi: "What is the difference between me today and yesterday?"

Shen Zhiqiu was confused. From his point of view, except for the clothes and clothing, Han Bi was still the same Han Bi, with a luxurious complexion, bright eyes, as if hiding all kinds of emotions, and he was not humane.

His head hurt from thinking about it, but it was obvious that Han Bi didn't care about his answer, he just pulled him into the room, drank tea and chatted as usual, Shen Zhiqiu was relieved.

Although he was relieved, he still felt that he was suffocating and didn't say anything, but seeing Han Bi put out the piano tools with great interest and said that he would teach him to play the piano, Shen Zhiqiu could only press his heart and nodded.

On the brocade carpet, the two sat on the ground, with a piano table in front of them, and a guqin lying quietly on it.

Han Bi sat beside him, his voice and breath were close at hand, Shen Zhiqiu's face flushed, he felt uncomfortable all over, but he was reluctant to break away, so he had to focus all his attention on the guqin in front of him.

The instigator seemed unaware, and while speaking softly, he stroked the piano placed in front of the two of them with his hand.

Han Bi said in a low voice: "Playing the piano itself is not difficult, you can try to treat it as a lover, and when you play the music, you will naturally seek to know each other."

Han Bi's hands are fair and slender, the joints are also rare and elegant, and the nails are neatly trimmed, which coincides with his whole person. At first glance, it looks like he is pampered and favored by heaven; at this moment, this hand is bent into a gentle arc , plucking the strings of the zither without any reason, although the song cannot be made into a song, it makes Shen Zhiqiu's heart beat endlessly for no reason.

When these hands hugged him, they were gentler than playing the piano.

With a thought in mind, Shen Zhiqiu took Han Bi's hand: "...don't do this."

Han Bi intertwined his fingers with his back, and asked with a smile, "Am I teaching well?"

Shen Zhiqiu quickly replied: "Of course not."

Han Bi suddenly realized: "Then the piano is not good."

Shen Zhiqiu: "Huh?"

Han Bi smiled and said: "I was wrong, I actually compared Qin to a lover, but even the best Qin is not as good as me."

Han Bi gently pulled Shen Zhiqiu up, not knowing where he was going.

In just a few steps, Shen Zhiqiu remembers a lot, including the pear blossoms swaying outside the window, the wind chimes in front of the door, the incense burning in the room, the unattended guqin, the whispers in his ears, like the snow melting in early spring. Trickles, coming from all directions, not knowing where to go, until only Han Bi and him are left in the world, staring at each other wanting to speak.

Shen Zhiqiu seemed to be in a dream, his consciousness seemed to be pulled away, only the image of Han Bi bowing his head and kissing him was left in his mind, with his eyes closed, with a cautious and careful appearance.

Han Bi's breathing is very gentle on weekdays, and his kisses become faster; his palms are occasionally cold, but his lips are always warm; his eyes are very sharp, but when he closes them, he looks very affectionate; There are very few people.

Shen Zhiqiu considers himself a dull person, but today he realizes that he has already vividly remembered all these things, but the time has not yet arrived.

Han Bi kissed him tenderly, and bit his lower lip reluctantly when he backed away, seeing him staring at him motionless, so pure, he suddenly felt a little inexplicable shame, By coincidence, Han Bi stretched out his hand to cover Shen Zhiqiu's eyes.

Shen Zhiqiu didn't break away from him, but said word by word: "I want to watch you."

Han Bi had no choice but to withdraw his hand, and the expression in his eyes became darker: "At this time, you'd better change it to a nicer word, for example, 'I am pleasing to you'..."

Shen Zhiqiu thought for a while: "Since I miss you, I naturally want to see you right away, isn't that right?"

Han Bi bowed down.

I don't know if the atmosphere is good, but Shen Zhiqiu suddenly opened up and said, "That's what I meant when I came to see you today."

Han Bi recalled the first words Shen Zhiqiu said to him today: I'll come and see you.

Han Bi wanted to say something, but finally smiled, "Shen Zhiqiu."

His voice was very soft and lingering, as if he was tasting something, or calling casually.

He said: "No matter how clumsy you are, there is me who is willing to be your piano."

Before Shen Zhiqiu could answer, another kiss blocked her, and her thoughts flew in an instant, and she couldn't find a place to stay.

I wanted to coax him first, but after all, seeing Shen Zhiqiu's defenseless appearance, Han Bi was already pleased with him, how could he bear this situation, so he deliberately lowered his voice and asked: "Can I ?"

Shen Zhiqiu stared at him blankly for a while, then just raised his hand to hold his shoulder, as if he had found a support, and also seemed to be a sweet hint: "En."

Han Bi didn't think the affairs of Fengyue were so strange in the past, and he never felt obsessed with them. Only now did he realize that he had made a big mistake. Getting along with his sweetheart, even if it was a walk, was a unique scenery. Shen Zhiqiu didn't know anything, and couldn't do anything, and it was enough for Han Bi to fulfill his wish.

But that's not enough.

If you really like a person, you will feel that living and dying together is nothing. Even if you wish to melt into each other's flesh and blood, you will still be afraid that he will suffer for it.

"...Do you know what I'm going to do?" Han Bi asked with downcast eyes.

Shen Zhiqiu paused, nodded slightly towards him, and then accurately grasped Han Bi's left hand, clasped his fingers tightly, and asked in a low voice, "What do I want...how?"

Han Bi: "Kiss me."

Shen Zhiqiu obediently pressed her lips together.

This movement was very clumsy, and the lips were even touched. Before Han Bi had time to speak, Shen Zhiqiu asked as if he was facing an enemy: "So, what then?"

Hearing his question, Han Bi's mind was filled with brilliant thoughts like fireworks, but in the end he suppressed it with reason, and pretended to have nothing to do, and joked: "I am your qin, so you come to ask me what to do?" ?”

Shen Zhiqiu was about to faint, and said, "Teach me first..."

Han Bi felt that Shen Zhiqiu was simply unfathomable.

Shen Zhiqiu: "Ah Xuan?"

Han Bi looked at him intently, as if there was a gentle lake in his eyes: "Think about it carefully, what is the difference between me today and yesterday?"

Shen Zhiqiu is very easy to be led into thinking. Han Bi is well aware of his weakness, so when he asked such a light and delicate question, Shen Zhiqiu's focus suddenly shifted to this point. The more he couldn't figure it out, the deeper he thought. , and at the same time, Han Bi still disturbed him vaguely, making his mind blank and unable to remember anything.

It’s like a piece of rice paper stretched out inch by inch, the tip of the pen brushes past like a cloud, the water leaves and the ink stays, and what’s left is mountains and rivers. .

Han Bi asked in a low voice, "Is it possible?"

Shen Zhiqiu closed his eyes and shook his head: "I don't know."

Hearing this, Han Bi hesitated.

Shen Zhiqiu was really unfathomable: "You try."

If it fails, it can be discussed later.

But after hearing his words, Han Bi's mind was filled with nothing but the person in front of him.

This person drifted for ten years, was finally taken into his arms, and no longer sailed alone.

Shen Zhiqiu couldn't help but raised his head, and met Han Bi's face, he saw his eyes were focused, and then even the lake water in his eyes melted, and gently spread away.

Thousands of miles away, I endured a long period of loneliness unknowingly, until one day, Shen Zhiqiu came slowly in the snow in the early winter, and when he turned around, the scene seemed to be the end of the year, and someone came back from the rain.

Han Bi whispered in his ear, "I'm finally waiting for you."

Shen Zhiqiu thought, there is no better dream than this moment.

The wind chimes rang again and again outside the door, and the dusk gradually fell. Shen Zhiqiu leaned on Han Bi's shoulder, sleeping dimly.

Although Han Bi felt tired physically, he was in good spirits, touching Shen Zhiqiu's hair and eyelashes from time to time, having a great time playing.

Being teased by him, Shen Zhiqiu frowned half awake, and suddenly felt blessed, and asked him in a vague voice: "Your question... I can't think of an answer..."

"You still remember this." Han Bi laughed, "Didn't you realize that I like you more today than yesterday."