startled autumn

To spend a lifetime together.

There are such examples around Shen Zhiqiu, such as his parents, Shen Jianxing and Feng Qiu.

They met by accident, and then became husband and wife, living and working in Yancheng, living a simple and happy life, until Fengqiu died of illness, Shen Jianxing lost his love, and even neglected his only son, and left alone with his wife's ashes , so far no news;

There is also his master Yijian Zhenren, who took his wife to travel around the world early on, and because his wife is a famous heroine, her swordsmanship is soft but strong, and she always likes to hoe the strong and help the weak, although Yijian Zhenren is a slack Lazy temperament, even the apprentice is too lazy to teach, but he is dragged by his wife to act chivalrously, and he is always willing to do so;

There are also all the juniors who got married in Mo Yizhong, most of them live a life of harmony.

When two people are together, they face each other day and night, share similar interests, and depend on each other for life and death.

Shen Zhiqiu has never thought about getting married. If someone asked him before that, where did your lifelong pursuit come from?You will definitely get a firm answer:

All I want in my life is the way of swordsmanship.

Jian can't speak, but he always accompanies him when he is most lonely.

Shen Zhiqiu is not good at dealing with people, he has a blunt temperament, clumsy behavior, and can't be sophisticated in human relations. Only when he is with Jian is the time when he is most comfortable and proud.

Because he was obsessed with kendo, he never felt alone for a moment.

However, at this moment, Han Bi told him that he wanted to spend the rest of his life with him.

"Why?" Shen Zhiqiu asked blankly.

Of all the examples he knew in his life, none of them could be applied to Han Bi to explain this sudden invitation.

Han Bi held his hand, the scorching temperature made Shen Zhiqiu's palm sweat a little.Han Bi has always had a picky temperament that does not want to touch outsiders, now holding Shen Zhiqiu's slightly wet palm, but for some reason, he can't feel a little bit of disgust, even the hard callus formed by practicing swords in his hand, Han Bi thinks it is extremely cute .

"I like you." He whispered, but his tone was very cautious, "I only like you."

These words were light and fluffy, but Shen Zhiqiu was swayed, like a light boat, encountering turbulent waves by chance, and never being able to reach the shore again.

He really didn't understand, so he had to ask seriously: "How do you know?"

Han Bi approached him unconsciously, and replied softly, "I want to see you every day, talk to you, hug you, and kiss you."

"..."

"What about you?"

Shen Zhiqiu thought about it carefully: "I've thought about half of it."

"The second half?" Han Bi's tone was ambiguous.

Shen Zhiqiu was surprisingly clever this time, and answered frankly, "It's the first half."

Han Bi shrugged in frustration, "Okay."

Shen Zhiqiu never thought that there would be any possibility other than friendship between him and Han Bi.

He really wanted to see Han Bi and talk to Han Bi every day.However, he had no idea what happened in the middle, which would make Han Bi want to hug him, kiss him, and be with him for the rest of his life.

Han Bi brought a world completely beyond his expectations, which he couldn't understand or cope with.

"Just talking to you makes me very happy, and I never think about other things." Shen Zhiqiu said softly.

Han Bi knew right away that he was not lying.

"You only have friendship with me, don't you?" Han Bi asked in a deep voice.

Shen Zhiqiu was dumbfounded.

The silence at this moment was like a cool wind with rain, pouring in through the car window, cooling Han Bi's entire body.

He thought that Shen Zhiqiu would reject him, but he never thought that Shen Zhiqiu would actually reject him.

"How could you not like me?" Looking at Shen Zhiqiu's bewildered expression, Han Bi could only suppress the turmoil in his heart, and asked him word by word, "If you don't like me, why are you fighting with your life for me in the secret passage? If you don't like me, why are you willing to take Xuelu Dan for me? If you don't like me..."

Why didn't you just push me away when I hugged you?

He had a good life alone, but Shen Zhiqiu provoked him with an innocent face, but in the end he said that we are just friends, and then he patted his ass and left, he was more carefree than anyone else.

Shen Zhiqiu explained: "I promised you to protect your safety, so..."

"I said I didn't need it."

After thinking about it, Shen Zhiqiu asked him cautiously: "Are you angry?"

"No."

He must be angry, Shen Zhiqiu thought dejectedly.

Seeing his bewildered look, Han Bi softened his heart for a moment, and promised: "I will never be angry with you."

After subconsciously speaking, Han Bi immediately realized that he was probably really determined by the person in front of him, and he could even say such nonsense, but he also understood that the matter had come to an end, and he couldn't force it. Shen Zhiqiu didn't like him. To be honest, since there is no deceit, it cannot be blamed on him.

"What I said tonight, after you go back..."

Just forget about it.

Shen Zhiqiu looked at him without blinking, and said for no reason: "Ah Xuan."

Han Bi has always been in his heart with a look of ease, as if everything is in his calculations, even if there are occasional mistakes, he has never seen a moment when he loses control of his emotions, even when facing the enemy, his expression is at most cold Even when he is lonely, he never shows weakness; when he smiles, others can rarely guess whether he is really happy.

No one can approach him, and no one can peep into his heart.

Only this time, it's different from before.

Shen Zhiqiu didn't know where he got this courage, which prompted him to hug the person in front of him with a thought.

"I think about it now."

Han Bi was taken aback by him, subconsciously hugged him tightly, and asked softly, "What are you thinking?"

Shen Zhiqiu replied truthfully, "I want to hug you."

Han Bi felt that sooner or later she would be played to death by Shen Zhiqiu.

"Just want to hug me?" After a pause, Han Bi pretended to be indifferent and asked, "I already hugged me, what next?"

Shen Zhiqiu: "I don't know."

Han Bi: "..."

Shen Zhiqiu let go of him, and retreated obediently.

Han Bi said expressionlessly: "Aren't you going to be friends? What were you doing just now? I'm going to drive you out."

"I'm sorry." Shen Zhiqiu suddenly felt that he had slighted Han Bi, and was very ashamed.

Han Bi: "I don't want to hear this."

Shen Zhiqiu: "Don't be angry with me."

Han Bi raised his eyebrows and asked, "Do you want to hug me because you think I'm angry?"

After all, Han Bi fixedly stared at Shen Zhiqiu, afraid that he would nod.

In the end, Shen Zhiqiu really nodded.

Han Bi: "..."

Shen Zhiqiu pursed his lips tightly at first, and then said in a low voice: "Also, I don't want to be friends anymore."

Han Bi: "You said it yourself, you don't like me."

Shen Zhiqiu explained: "There is no dislike."

The world is impermanent, and the ups and downs of mood are nothing more than that.

Han Bi was very calm now, and asked with a smile, "Then you like me now?"

Shen Zhiqiu said frankly: "I don't know."

Han Bi finally understood his logic: "You don't want to be with me because you're not sure if you like me, right?"

Shen Zhiqiu nodded.

Han Bi's eyes gradually softened: "Why didn't you just tell me directly that you need to think about it?"

Shen Zhiqiu remained silent.

Han Bi asked clearly: "You think I won't wait for you, do you?"

"I don't know what it's like to like someone, and I don't know what to do to like someone. You said before that I like Lu Zheliu, but before you told me, I didn't find out about it for ten years Shen Zhiqiu lowered his head in frustration, not daring to meet the glint in Han Bi's eyes, although he was evading, his tone was firm, "This time, I want to figure it out myself, but I can't make you wait for me. "

What Shen Zhiqiu was worried about was that he couldn't give Han Bi a response.

Han Bi's throat trembled slightly, and he said in a hoarse voice, "You reject me right now, in case I refuse to talk to you when you find out that you like me, what should you do?"

Shen Zhiqiu said with a smile: "If there is such a day, I can wait for you."

Waiting is not a painful thing for Shen Zhiqiu.

But even this bit of pain, he was not willing to let Han Bi suffer.

The rain gradually stopped.

Han Banbu, who was outside, coughed lightly, interrupting the conversation between the two: "Young master, should you and Mr. Shen go inside and talk?"

Han Banbu heard Shen Zhiqiu's voice clearly: "I'm going back."

Han Bi: "So fast?"

Shen Zhiqiu: "I haven't taken today's medicine."

Han Bi: "Okay, but it's too late, let Banbu take you back."

Shen Zhiqiu: "I'll just run back."

Han Bi: "Be good, be obedient."

Shen Zhiqiu: "Oh."

Han Banbu listened across the carriage, secretly thinking about how much he could increase the monthly fee if the main and passenger compartments were opened earlier.

The first person to get out of the car was Han Bi.

He ordered: "Be careful on the road."

Han Banbu couldn't rest until night, so he bowed his head and answered melancholy.

At this moment, Shen Zhiqiu was lying on the open window of the small porch, and quietly glanced at Han Bi who was standing outside.

Han Bi spotted him, approached him and said with a smile, "Come here."

Shen Zhiqiu poked his head out with difficulty, tilted his head and wanted to put his ear closer: "What do you want to say?"

Han Bi: "Look at me."

The moment Shen Zhiqiu turned his head, Han Bi lowered his head slightly, and a kiss like a butterfly feather touched the corner of his mouth, but for some reason he let out a chirp, which made him hold his breath nervously.

Seeing that Shen Zhiqiu did not resist, Han Bi lightly pecked his lips a few more times, this time so lightly that there was no sound.

"I will wait for you." Han Bi said.

Like a dream, and like a gentle whisper, "But you have to remember, I only accept one answer."

Shen Zhiqiu asked in a daze: "What answer?"

Han Bi smiled and said, "The answer is to be happy with each other."

When Shen Zhiqiu returned to Mo Yi, it was already mid-moon, and Xiao Shaoling had already fallen asleep, but even so, he still held the Yingta sword and knocked on Xiao Shaoling's door.

Xiao Shaoling lay sleepily on the door, and said melancholy: "Junior Brother, you are back."

Shen Zhiqiu nodded.

Xiao Shaoling sighed, pulled Shen Zhiqiu to sit on the steps, and asked patiently: "Did you ask a question for Yue Yin today?"

Shen Zhiqiu said in shame, "I forgot."

Xiao Shaoling thought for a while, and asked inscrutablely, "What did Han Bi do to you?"

Shen Zhiqiu replied truthfully: "He asked me if I want to spend my whole life with him."

The Xin Zhai sword in Xiao Shaoling's arms buzzed.

"and then?"

"I probably rejected him."

Xiao Shaoling said happily: "Junior brother, well done."

Shen Zhiqiu added: "He said: I will wait for you, but I only accept one answer."

"What answer?" Xiao Shaoling frowned.

Shen Zhiqiu lowered his head, unable to speak.

"Junior brother, you have to walk your own way of life." Seeing that he didn't speak, Xiao Shaoling immediately felt drowsy, and quickly held back the yawn that was about to exit, and said persuasively, "In the future, if there is such a thing, I will talk to senior brother during the day."

Shen Zhiqiu pursed his lips tightly, but still didn't speak.

Xiao Shaoling suddenly felt that things were definitely not that simple, and sighed: "What else is there?"

Shen Zhiqiu touched the corner of his mouth, and replied in a low voice: "It seems that he kissed me."

Xiao Shaoling: "..."

Shen Zhiqiu: "Brother, where are you going with the Xin Zhai sword?"

Xiao Shaoling calmly replied: "Junior brother, don't worry, I'm just going to break Han Bi's leg. Although I always say that the road of life must be walked by oneself, but since he insists on going to a dead end, I can only help him." gone."

Shen Zhiqiu quickly stopped him: "Senior brother, absolutely not."

Xiao Shaoling was stopped by him hugging his waist, and asked angrily: "What on earth are you thinking, didn't you reject him? Shouldn't you hurry up and break off all contact with him?"

Shen Zhiqiu was stopped by his question, thought for a moment, and then slowly replied: "Brother, I have a premonition."

Xiao Shaoling snorted coldly: "Oh?"

Shen Zhiqiu: "With him, I can find the answer."

Xiao Shaoling suddenly felt that he was really worried, and shouted loudly: "I can't sleep anymore, let's fight!"

That night in the courtyard, Xiao Shaoling tidied up Shen Zhiqiu in a fancy way, and finally lay down on the bed angrily, and filled up the Han family in the capital city in his dream.