Where is Chunsheng

Probably after that useless sentence, Chen Qian no longer bothered to maintain the illusion of family warmth, and when Jiao Chunshui was three years old in two or three months, she stopped going home.Occasionally come back to take Jiao Chunshui out to play, but never take her overnight, sometimes send her back in the middle of the night.Chen Qian told Yang Liu that the store was too busy, she lived in the store to take care of her, and would not come back at night.Although Yang Liu has poor eyesight and is not confused, after Chen Qian didn't come home for a week, she asked Jiao Yan: "Did you and Chen Qian break up?"

Jiao Yan didn't want to upset his mother too much about this matter, so he said, "No. Her store is doing very well, and it's open until eleven or twelve o'clock every day. It's really too busy, and it's a waste of time to come back and live."

Yang Liu didn't want to say much.Jiao Yan and Chen Qian seldom quarreled in recent years. They ignored each other and were indifferent to each other. Although they slept on the same bed with Jiao Chunshui in the middle, it was as if they were sleeping on the South Pole and the North Pole.

After Yang Liu was hospitalized, Jiao vowed not to give Chen Qian any more money.Half of his monthly income is used for living expenses for Jiao Chunshui and Yangliu, and the other half is saved.Outside of his job, he uses old photographs and articles to contribute to some travel magazines and new media to earn some royalties.On weekends and holidays, he would accompany Yang Liu and Jiao Chunshui and take them out to play—Jiao vowed not to have a car, so if he needed a car for a day or two, he would rent a car.

Instead of seeing Chen Qian, he felt much more comfortable.Chun Shui grew up a bit and went to kindergarten, and Jiao Shi started to walk around more with his colleagues and old classmates.Chen Chen likes to invite friends, and sometimes he also comes to play with Jiao Xie.That is to say, from Chen Chen's mouth, Jiao Xi learned about He Chunsheng's recent situation. He Chunsheng has become an artist, and his life is not bad.Jiao vowed to comfort him, but he didn't know what it would be like if he saw him again.After returning to Yancheng for a year or two, he hadn't attended a class reunion, and he never lost the idea of ​​seeing He Chunsheng, but at that time he flinched.But later Chen Chen told him that He Chunsheng never participated in the class reunion, He Chunsheng was like a hermit.

During the physical examination at the end of the year, Jiao Yan was found to be infected with hepatitis B virus.In the past, the results of his two and a half pairs of hepatitis B in the physical examination were all negative, but this time it turned into three positives.If this happened before his father passed away, he might have been depressed for a while, but at this moment, he didn't feel it at all.He even thought that it would be strange if he didn't have any accidents. Their family was in bad luck, and his grandma told his fortune-telling when he was 14 years old, and everything was true.

So is the script written in advance?The sleight-of-hand calculus got a glimpse of his script, but what's the use of telling him?Life is still the same, from not accepting fate to accepting fate.

Jiao swore liver function tests were also abnormal.After being diagnosed with chronic hepatitis B, Jiao vowed to avoid infecting Jiao Chunshui and took antiviral treatment. It was probably a long and endless treatment. If it is controlled, it can be converted into a small three yang, but the bad outcome is that the virus is still drug-resistant even after taking the medicine, and it recurs until liver cirrhosis occurs.

Jiao vowed to think of He Chunsheng's father again.That old man has cirrhosis of the liver, right?When he was young, he didn't understand what kind of disease it was, until a few years ago, a cousin who was very close to Yangliu was hospitalized for a liver transplant because of liver cirrhosis, but finally passed away due to rejection after the transplant.

Money can't buy your life, He Chunsheng's father didn't go to the hospital to wait for his death at home, but he walked more calmly and calmly.He thought of his mother's cousin, who died a year too late after dissipating all the family wealth.

Isn't Jiao Qingshan's situation like this?But Jiao Shi never regretted allowing his mother to treat his father blindly. He only hoped that Jiao Qingshan would go away with peace of mind and that Yang Liu would not feel ashamed. It's like a game of chess that you can lose no matter what you play, but it's like telling everyone: "You will die eventually", and how you choose to die is up to you.

When the winter vacation was approaching the Chinese New Year, the weather was fine and not cold at all. Jiao Yan took Jiao Chunshui for a walk on the playground. Chen Qian called him and asked him to go back to the dormitory downstairs.In the past, Chen Qian would show up about once a week to take Jiao Chunshui to play, but she hadn't been here at all in the past three months.

Jiao Xi led Jiao Chunshui back to the downstairs of the dormitory.Chen Qian is wearing a gorgeous silk dress, her skin looks very white due to makeup, she wears sunglasses and a hat, she looks like a model who walked out of a magazine - Jiao Yan has never felt that Chen Qian is beautiful, even if others He always told him that he married a beautiful wife, and he just thought she was good at dressing up.

Her lower abdomen protruded slightly, which was unusual for Chen Qian, who had always strictly managed her figure, and Jiao Yan guessed what happened right away.

He wondered how he could be so calm.

"Mom!" Jiao Chunshui rushed towards Chen Qian, but Chen Qian moved to the side without any trace, and gently supported her with her hands to prevent her from jumping on her.Jiao Chunshui tugged at her skirt and asked her to hug her.

"Chunshui is good, mom can't hug you." After Chen Qian finished speaking, Jiao Jiao swore, "You take Chunshui up and let your mother have a look. I have something to tell you."

Jiao vowed to let Jiao Chunshui go upstairs to play with grandma. Jiao Chunshui swayed all the way, wanting to see Chen Qian more, and finally burst into tears in the corridor.Jiao vowed to throw her into the house and locked the door behind her.

Chen Qian was slightly moved. She wanted to go up the stairs several times, but she didn't go up.The dilapidated stairwell with its walls peeled off eventually stopped her in her tracks.

When Jiao Yan came down again, Chen Qian said to him: "Jiao Yan, it's boring for the two of us to do this, why don't we get a divorce, I don't want anything else. I don't want the house either, just give me half of the money and forget it."

"Where's Chunshui? Do you want it?" Jiao Yan sneered.

Chen Qian was taken aback.Jiao Yan continued: "In case of divorce, the child usually belongs to the wife, right?"

Chen Qian's face became particularly ugly.Jiao Yan smiled and said, "Come back and tell me when you've made up your mind."

Chen Qian never expected that Jiao Yan would ask such a question. She thought that this useless husband would beg her to stay for her daughter, or would get angry—but his reaction was: You can go, I know what you want , I won't make it easy for you.

After Chen Qian left, Jiao Yan walked to the school gate and saw her getting into the passenger seat of a Jaguar.Jiao Yan silently walked back to the downstairs of the school dormitory, and heard Jiao Chunshui crying upstairs.

Jiao Yan went upstairs and heard Jiao Chunshui banging on the door inside, shouting, "Mom! Mom! Give me back Mom!"

Jiao Yan opened the door, Jiao Chunshui stopped crying, still sobbing, she rushed out of the house, but she never saw her mother again.She beat her father, unable to speak, just called her mother.

Jiao Yan hugged Jiao Chunshui, pressed her face to his chest, faced Yang Liu who didn't know what happened inside the door, and said, "Mom is busy, Mom is not free, wait for her to come back next time, okay?"

Until he met He Chunsheng at the class reunion, and heard Chen Chen describe his life as if it was someone else's drama, Jiao Yan finally felt the humiliation belatedly.In He Chunsheng's eyes, he has a beautiful wife and a happy family, but Jiao Shi dared not reveal his recent situation in front of his old classmates who thought so.Happiness does not need to be described, but it is always pleasing; misfortunes can be written down, but no one has the patience to listen to you for a day.

After seeing He Chunsheng again, he fell asleep frequently at night, perhaps because he hadn't had sex for too long, and almost every time he woke up, he had to face dirty underwear, so embarrassing that he dared not think about it.But in the dream, sometimes he clearly knew it was a dream, and let the dream develop and indulge in it—He Chunsheng in the dream had changed from a boy to an adult, and he still just kissed and hugged him, doing nothing, even so, He is still spermatorrhea.

But Jiao Yan never expected that one day after waking up, he would have to face such a reality. The person in the dream was sleeping beside him, and what he saw when he opened his eyes was He Chunsheng's sleeping face.

The sky was shining brightly, Jiao Yan struggled to restrain his beating heart, and slowly recalled everything yesterday, but the memory was broken after drinking the third glass of beer.

Jiao vowed to get out of bed quietly before He Chunsheng woke up, but he just turned over, and He Chunsheng's eyes opened.Jiao swore felt that He Chun was alive, and the shoulders with his back turned stiff.

"Morning." He Chunsheng got up.Jiao swore relaxed and got up too.Jiao Yanben has no confidence in himself after drinking, and it seems that nothing happened last night.

"Morning." Jiao Yan sat up, got out of bed, put on his slippers, and didn't dare to look up at He Chunsheng, but someone grabbed his arm.

Jiao Yan was startled, looked at He Chunsheng, He Chunsheng smiled at him, let go of his hand, and asked, "Did I take the wrong clothes?"

Only then did Jiao Yao realize that he had changed into a set of pajamas, and what was worse, he felt that he was not wearing underwear inside the pajama pants.

Jiao Yan stared at He Chunsheng in shock, but there was no movement on He Chunsheng's face.

"I, I'm drunk..." Jiao Yan said with difficulty, "Did you help me change my clothes?"

"Well, I even helped you take a bath." He Chunsheng stared at his face and said.

Jiao Yan's face did not turn red as He Chunsheng imagined, but turned pale.He didn't speak any more, he lowered his head in frustration, and the strength in his arms seemed to have disappeared.

Seeing this situation, He Chunsheng smiled wryly, and said, "You slept soundly, and your body was wet with beer, so I wiped it off for you and changed into a suit of clothes."

The blood on Jiao Yan's face came back a little, he nodded in embarrassment, and said, "Thank you."