I miss you

Once young people start to eat meat, they can't stop.

Zhou Jiayu has been a virgin for more than 20 years, and finally had what should happen with the person he likes, but the whole process was in a state of complete confusion. Naturally, his heart was full of unwillingness, and he began to think about how to do it a second time. .

But before he could think of a way, Lin Zhushui hit a straight ball: "Would you like to come and live with me?"

Zhou Jiayu was still paralyzed on the sofa like a salted fish, but when he heard this, he immediately sat up straight, and stars started to appear in his eyes: "Is it okay?"

"Why not." Lin Zhushui said calmly, "We are in a relationship."

Indeed, it seems that ever since he confirmed his feelings for Zhou Jiayu, Lin Zhushui has always been very straightforward, neither confessing his love nor courting him at all shy.

Zhou Jiayu also straightened her small body and agreed to Lin Zhushui's invitation.

Everyone else in the room was very quiet. After all, only Zhou Jiayu and Lin Zhushui had sex in this room.

Shen Yiqiong beside him gnawed the braised pig's feet sadly and frantically.

Zhou Jiayu glanced at him and said, "Shen Yiqiong, can you keep your dirty hands from gnawing pig's trotters on Xiaozhi's body?"

Shen Yiqiong said that Xiaozhi had to take a bath at night anyway.

Zhou Jiayu said, "That's why I washed him!"

Shen Yiqiong said: "You're going to move out, and I'll be the only one to bathe Xiaozhi from now on." He hugged Xiaozhi and began to cry fakely, saying that Xiaozhi, you are really miserable, your father doesn't want you anymore...

With a dazed expression, Xiaozhi stretched out her hand to touch her greasy head which was rubbed by Shen Yiqiong's hand.

Lin Zhushui, who was silent beside him, suddenly said, "Why don't you come and live with us?"

Shen Yiqiong hesitated for a second, saying that he couldn't say no, he just liked the seniors staying together, and he couldn't get used to living without people.

So the matter was settled like this, Zhou Jiayu dragged his luggage to bid farewell to the single dormitory, and began to live together with Lin Zhushui.

The young man who had eaten meat was like a beast that had tasted the fishy smell. On the second day of living in, Zhou Jiayu had something to do with Lin Zhushui again.

The specific situation cannot be described, but Zhou Jiayu's body almost fell apart, and he walked with a limp for two days.

Afterwards, Zhou Jiayu became a little scared. She felt as if she was going to die on the bed, and even started to propose to move out.Of course, in the end Zhou Jiayu's proposal was brutally suppressed. Lin Zhushui stroked the tattoo on his waist with his hand, and asked him gently if he didn't like it.

Zhou Jiayu lay on the bed trembling, crying and saying he liked it.

However, Lin Zhushui was also afraid of pushing Zhou Jiayu too hard and causing a rebound, so he restrained himself a little.

Anyway, Shen Yiqiong and the others didn't see Zhou Jiayu that much during that time, and they almost disappeared with Lin Zhushui, and even Lin Jue couldn't find anyone.

However, isn't it like this during the hot love period? A few single dogs comfort each other, and that's fine.

Ever since Xu Jinghuo sent the soil over, Meng Yangtian and his group had no news, didn't make any fuss, and became very quiet. Maybe there was something wrong with them internally.

That time his physique got out of control, Zhou Jiayu guessed that it was a problem with the yin soil. He asked Lin Zhushui, and Lin Zhushui also said the same, and asked him to stay away from the yin soil and the magic circle on weekdays, so as not to be affected.

But Zhou Jiayu felt that there was something wrong with his body... I don't know if it was his illusion, he felt that he was getting more and more chilly.

Originally, after intercourse with Lin Zhushui, his physique should develop in a good direction, but Zhou Jiayu's body became cold more and more often, at first once every one or two months, and then developed to more than ten days. When autumn comes, it is commonplace to feel cold.

"What's going on?" Zhou Jiayu communicated with Jiba first after discovering the problem with his body, "Why do I feel cold all the time recently? Is it because it's going to be autumn? But a few years ago Nothing like that."

Jiba said: "Do you feel cold? Describe it specifically?"

Zhou Jiayu said: "Well...it's cold, it's hard to describe. Although I will feel a little better after I'm done with my husband, I can't hold on for too long." When he said the word sir, he felt a little uncomfortable. Sorry, I coughed a bit.

Ji Ba was quiet for a while, a little puzzled: "Impossible, logically speaking, such a problem should not occur."

Zhou Jiayu didn't know it when he saw it, and sighed slightly in his heart, thinking that he could only tell Lin Zhushui about it. Although it felt troublesome, it was better than something that happened and could not be undone.

So that night, Zhou Jiayu lay down next to Lin Zhushui, and euphemistically talked about his getting colder and colder.

But Lin Zhushui was lightly touching the tattoo on Zhou Jiayu's waist with his fingers, and he paused when he heard this: "Your body is cold?"

Zhou Jiayu said, "Um... yes."

Lin Zhushui said: "Where does the feeling of coldness come from?"

Zhou Jiayu said that he said it was not good, but it was not the same as the physical cold. This kind of cold seemed to overflow from the bones, and then flowed along the blood, pouring into the heart, and it was very uncomfortable every time.

After he described it like this, Lin Zhushui frowned slightly, and said, "How long has it been going on?"

Zhou Jiayu said: "In the beginning it was about once every two months, now it's more than ten days..." Now it's late autumn, the weather is not too cold, and if it was hot two days ago, you only need to wear a T-shirt, which logically shouldn't be in this way.

Lin Zhushui thought for a while, and said, "It's okay, you can go to sleep."

Seeing that his expression didn't change, Zhou Jiayu calmed down and fell into a deep sleep.

But the next day, Lin Zhushui called Lin Jue over, as if he wanted to discuss something with her.Zhou Jiayu originally wanted to go over to listen, but was dragged away by Shen Yiqiong, saying that today he would make some new clothes for Xiaozhi, so that Zhou Jiayu could go over to give advice.

Zhou Jiayu didn't think much, and went.

Who knew that when he came back after finishing his clothes, he saw Lin Jue coming out of Lin Zhushui's room with tear stains on the corners of his eyes, and his eye makeup was stained, as if he had cried.

"Master, what's wrong with you?" Zhou Jiayu was taken aback by Lin Jue's expression. Lin Jue had an open-minded personality, and it was obvious that there were not many things that could make her cry.

"It's okay." Lin Jue smiled when she saw Zhou Jiayu, "It's just..." She paused for a moment, then whispered, "His death day is coming, I feel a little uncomfortable."

"Oh." Zhou Jiayu responded, and then spoke a few words of comfort.

Lin Jue nodded at him, turned and left.

Zhou Jiayu looked at her back, but his heart was sinking. He said, "Jiba."

Ji Ba hummed.

Zhou Jiayu said: "Uncle Master is lying to me."

Ji Ba was combing its feathers, but he was stunned when he heard Zhou Jiayu's words: "What do you mean? Why did she lie to you?"

Zhou Jiayu looked down at his hands, and smiled wryly: "How would I know?"

Before, he was afraid of touching Lin Jue's taboo, so he asked Shen Yiqiong and the others to inquire about Lin Jue's lover.Lin Jue's lover died in the summer, and died of an emergency. At that time, their marriages were already booked. Lin Jue had even chosen the wedding dress, but he still left. Lin Jue's begging and crying could not bring him back from the Snatched from the hands of death.He left her alone in this world.

That's why Lin Jue was obviously deceiving Zhou Jiayu when she said about her lover's death date just now, and she must be out of her mind to tell such a crude lie.

Then, what was it that made Lin Jue cry so embarrassingly and flustered.

Zhou Jiayu had a premonition that was difficult to explain clearly. He stood at the door for a long time before pushing the door in. As soon as he entered, he saw Lin Zhushui sitting alone in the empty hall, looking a little lonely for no reason. the taste of.

"Sir." Zhou Jiayu called Lin Zhushui, "What's the matter with you?"

Lin Zhushui waved at Zhou Jiayu: "Come here."

Zhou Jiayu walked over slowly.

Lin Zhushui said, "Are you sleepy?"

It was getting late outside, and the lights in the room were not bright. Zhou Jiayu sat next to Lin Zhushui. He was afraid that Lin Zhushui would not see him, so he put his hand on the back of Lin Zhushui's. , "Not yet, sir."

"Yeah." Lin Zhushui said, "I have some business to go out tomorrow, and it may take two months to come back."

It will be winter next month, and I didn't expect Lin Zhushui to ask to go out at this time.Zhou Jiayu opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but didn't know what to say.

Lin Zhushui said: "Don't be afraid, I will save enough blood for you, and you will be relieved by drinking some when you are cold."

Zhou Jiayu's head lowered slowly, he grabbed Lin Zhushui's wrist, and wanted to push up his sleeve, but Lin Zhushui wanted to take his hand back.

"Sir." Zhou Jiayu didn't let go, "Let me see."

Lin Zhushui pursed his lips.

Zhou Jiayu successfully undid Lin Zhushui's cufflinks, and saw his fair arm and the pinhole on his arm.Probably because too much blood was drawn, the pinholes showed a hideous blue-purple color.Zhou Jiayu paused for breath, and carefully touched the skin on the edge of the pinhole with shaking hands: "Why are you pumping so much, I don't need so much..."

Lin Zhushui tried to withdraw his hand.

Zhou Jiayu still didn't let go, he firmly grasped Lin Zhushui's wrist, and raised his head: "Sir, didn't you tell me before that if there is something, don't hide it from you?"

Lin Zhushui frowned: "Yes, I said so."

Zhou Jiayu said: "Then can I tell you too...if there is anything...don't keep it from me."

He didn't believe that Lin Zhushui's going out this time had nothing to do with him, all the signs were too obvious, Zhou Jiayu couldn't lie to himself.

Lin Zhushui was silent.

Zhou Jiayu looked at Lin Zhushui longingly, waiting for his answer.

Lin Zhushui seemed to sense Zhou Jiayu's gaze, he let out a breath, as if he had made some decision: "Zhou Jiayu, you are sick."

Zhou Jiayu was dumbfounded, not expecting this answer.

"To be precise, your body is sick." Lin Zhushui said, "You are not an extremely yin body at all. It is only because you died once that the yin energy on your body becomes particularly strong. The longer you live, this kind of The Yin Qi will become thicker, and now your body can no longer bear such a strong Yin Qi..."

So that was the case, when Zhou Jiayu heard the answer, his expression was a little dazed, and he said, "Then... is it serious?"

"It's not serious." Lin Zhushui said, "I've discussed the solution with Lin Jue, I just need to go out for a while..." He twisted his wrist slightly, got rid of Zhou Jiayu's shackles, and hugged Zhou tightly Jiayu's shoulder: "Zhou Jiayu, trust me."

Zhou Jiayu hummed lightly.He should have trusted Lin Zhushui. No matter what the husband said, he believed it to be true, but the matter before him was shaken deep in his heart—he knew that if it wasn't for an emergency, Lin Zhushui would have lost everything. Chasing water would never leave him here alone for the winter.

"Will I die?" Zhou Jiayu lowered his head and leaned on Lin Zhushui's shoulder. He didn't know why he said that, but when the words came out of his mouth naturally, he said, "If I will die, I hope you don't leave me, sir, and spend the last days with me..."

"Zhou Jiayu." Lin Zhushui gritted his teeth, "Where do you want to die? On the bed?"

Zhou Jiayu: "..." Sir, you have changed, you were not like this before.

Mr. who was not like this before hugged his little fish and gave his little fish a deep comforting kiss.The breath of the two became lingering, and they both became a little emotional.

Lin Zhushui was always straightforward, he directly carried Zhou Jiayu up to the second floor.

That night, both parties were very happy. Before falling asleep, Zhou Jiayu hugged Lin Zhushui's waist tightly, sobbing unconsciously with his overly manipulated body, saying, sir, don't go.

Lin Zhushui's eyes were already opened, and he could see Zhou Jiayu's appearance at a glance. His red eyes, sweaty nose tip and red and damaged lips.

Lin Zhushui looked at him, as if he wanted to imprint his appearance firmly in his mind.

"Zhou Jiayu." Lin Zhushui said, "Wait for me to come back."

Zhou Jiayu could no longer hear Lin Zhushui's words, he was really tired, closed his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.

The next afternoon, when Zhou Jiayu woke up, Lin Zhushui had already disappeared.He opened his eyes, feeling a little cold, stretched out his hands and wrapped the quilt tightly.

Xiaozhi's voice came, saying, Dad, Dad, are you awake?

Zhou Jiayu turned his head and saw it lying beside his pillow, happily looking at him with its face propped up.

"Yeah, I'm awake." Zhou Jiayu felt his head hurt a bit, and stretched out his hand to scratch the little paper head twice, "Hey...why are you here?"

"Big Daddy asked me to come here." Xiaozhi said, "Big Daddy is leaving by plane, let Xiaozhi take care of Daddy." It came over earnestly, and kissed Zhou Jiayu's forehead with its flat mouth , said seriously, "Get up and eat, don't stay in bed."

Zhou Jiayu was amused and sat up from the bed.His upper body was still covered with some ambiguous marks, but fortunately Xiao Zhi was not a human being, so he didn't understand these.

Seeing Zhou Jiayu get up, Xiao Zhi hurried over to fetch a cup of soy milk.Zhou Jiayu took a sip, and felt an irony smell that was unique to blood.

Lin Zhushui's blood must have been put in it, Zhou Jiayu tightened his grip on the cup, and his smile became a bit forced.

"What's the matter, Dad?" Xiaozhi sensed that Zhou Jiayu was not very happy, and asked with her hair raised, "Is it the soy milk that doesn't taste good?"

"No, it's delicious." Zhou Jiayu lowered his head and repeated earnestly, "It's... delicious."

Lin Zhushui just left, and Lin Jue walked with him.No one knows where they went or what they did.

The apprentices were not stupid either, they clearly felt that Lin Zhushui's sudden trip this time was not a normal thing.In terms of Lin Zhushui's personality, if nothing serious happened, he would never leave Zhou Jiayu at home alone for the winter.

The long winter is coming, Zhou Jiayu moved from the place where Lin Zhushui lived to the small building shared by everyone, so as not to have to make such a trip every day.

"You're back again." Shen Yiqiong sighed, "You don't know how much I missed you when you left."

Zhou Jiayu said, "Do you miss me, or my braised pig's feet."

Shen Yiqiong said: "Can't we miss each other together?"

Zhou Jiayu said, "You have to choose one of the two."

Shen Yiqiong immediately touched his heart, expressing that he definitely missed Zhou Jiayu, after all there was no stewed pig's feet or stewed chicken feet, stewed duck's feet, roasted duck, roasted chicks, roasted goose feet...

Zhou Jiayu said you should get lost.

The weather was getting more and more gloomy, and the first snow fell suddenly in early November.

Xiao Jinlong and Zhou Jiayu sat at the door with stools in their hands. Zhou Jiayu had already started wearing down jackets. He chatted with Xiao Jinlong: "What are you worrying about?"

Xiao Jinlong pointed to the vat at the door.

Zhou Jiayu asked, "Will it freeze?"

Xiao Jinlong nodded.

Zhou Jiayu was a little strange: "Do you get married every year?"

Xiao Jinlong shook his head: "Not at home."

"Oh." Zhou Jiayu picked up a snowflake with his hands, and watched it melt on his fingertips, "Are you homesick?"

"I don't want to." Xiao Jinlong said, "I miss Lin Jue, she is better than my family."

Zhou Jiayu laughed suddenly. He didn't know how long Xiao Jinlong would have to pester Lin Jue to fulfill his wish, but he secretly thought that Xiao Jinlong would succeed sooner. After all, sometimes seeing Lin Jue alone, I still feel a little worried.

Shen Yiqiong rushed over wearing a sweater and asked Zhou Jiayu, what are we going to have for dinner tonight.

Zhou Jiayu asked him what you want to eat.

Shen Yiqiong thought for a while, and asked if hot pot would work.

Zhou Jiayu said yes.

So in the evening Zhou Jiayu cooked the soup base himself and made a delicious hot pot meal.Now that he is a little weak, Shen Yiqiong and the others will come to the kitchen to help when cooking, and they will do the simple knife work, while Zhou Jiayu will be in charge of cooking and seasoning.

The hot pot was brought to the table, and there were fresh dishes beside it. Shen Yiqiong scalded a piece of tender beef and stuffed it into his mouth. He said vaguely that the pot was delicious. If you were a girl, I would definitely marry you as my wife.

Zhou Jiayu knocked on the bowl with chopsticks, saying that you should show some respect to your mistress.

Everyone laughed.

At any time, the people in the room tacitly did not mention anything about Lin Zhushui and Lin Jue. Zhou Jiayu went to bed early after eating.Now he will feel sleepy in the afternoon, and he can fall asleep in bed at eight or nine in the evening.

Today Zhou Jiayu also went to bed early as usual, Shen Musi and the others specially put on an electric blanket for him because they were afraid that he would be cold.Although the effect is mediocre, it is still part of their mind.

Just when Zhou Jiayu was about to fall asleep, his cell phone rang, and when he picked it up to look at the number, Zhou Jiayu immediately woke up from his doze, it was Lin Zhushui's number.

"Hello." Zhou Jiayu quickly picked up the phone, "Is this sir?"

"Jiayu." Lin Zhushui's voice came from the other end, "Are you asleep?"

"I haven't slept yet." Zhou Jiayu felt happy when he heard Lin Zhushui's voice. He sat up from the bed, "Where are you, sir, when will you be back..."

"Soon." Lin Zhushui's voice was still faint, just like Zhou Jiayu remembered, the two hadn't seen each other for almost half a month. For Zhou Jiayu who was in love, it was like a year, "Yes Didn't miss me?"

"I really do." Zhou Jiayu answered Lin Zhushui's question honestly, "Do you miss me, sir?"

"I want to." Lin Zhushui said, "I want to come back to see you now."

The snowflakes outside the window were rustling, Zhou Jiayu was leaning against the wall, chattering with Lin Zhushui. After talking for half an hour, he was already very sleepy, but he still refused to hang up the phone, feeling dazed In response to Lin Zhushui's words.

In the end, Zhou Jiayu didn't know when he hung up the phone. When he woke up, he was already lying on the bed. It seemed that someone had come and covered him with the quilt.

Zhou Jiayu asked Jiba, has anyone been here?

Ji Ba said: "After you fell asleep, Lin Zhushui seemed to call his apprentice, asking Shen Yiqiong to come in and help you to lie down."

"Oh." Zhou Jiayu was a little disappointed, "I dreamed about Mr. in my dream... I thought it was him who came back."

Jiba fell silent.

Zhou Jiayu said: "When will he come back? If I really can't live too long, I really hope to spend the last time with him."

Ji Ba said: "Zhou Jiayu, don't think too much."

Zhou Jiayu sighed, feeling that people are really unsatisfactory creatures. He had picked up this life in the first place, and it seemed understandable to return it, but when he thought of leaving Lin Zhushui and those people who got along with him day and night in the house, he would still Feel sorry.

"Will I die?" Zhou Jiayu asked Jiba.

Ji Ba slowly squatted on the tortoise shell below, it said: "No, you won't die."

Zhou Jiayu stopped talking.

Because of Zhou Jiayu's poor health, Xiaozhi has been sleeping with the weasel recently, and the two of them nestled in the living room. As soon as Zhou Jiayu went there, he saw Xiaozhi wrapped the weasel up with his body, and the two got along very well. harmonious.

"Little Paper." Zhou Jiayu called out its name.

Xiaozhi changed from the paper tube back to her usual appearance, ran up to Zhou Jiayu, climbed along his body and climbed onto his shoulder, calling her daddy.

Zhou Jiayu touched its head, feeling that it had grown a bit, Xiaozhi said, Dad, it's snowing heavily.

Zhou Jiayu raised his head and looked out the window, and found that it really snowed last night, and there was only a piece of white covered in silver left between the sky and the earth. It was so dazzling that it was dazzling at first sight.

"Ah, it's snowing again." This is the third winter that Zhou Jiayu has spent here. He knew Xiaozhi likes snow, so he patted its head, "Do you want to go out and have a look?"

"Can you?" Xiaozhi raised her head obediently.

"Okay." Zhou Jiayu was amused by its cute appearance, because of sexual orientation, he probably won't have children in this life, Xiaozhi is like his son, "I won't accompany you, you and Xiao Huang, let's go together." The weasel also changed into thick fur.

"Okay." Xiaozhi said happily, and the next moment he led the weasel to the snow. Zhou Jiayu stood by the window and watched them play in the snow, and felt a kind of excitement coming out of his bone marrow. Chill, he breathed a sigh of relief, thinking a little tiredly, this kind of cold seems to be happening more and more frequently...