I love you for the rest of my life

Cheng Yuan died. On such a cool night, with a little regret and not much concern, he jumped down from the tall building.

Shi Yang stood in place, his whole body seemed to be soaked in a deep sea, he couldn't see the light, he just felt cold, so cold that he was numb.

After standing for a short time, he continued to drag his body to where he should go.

In this way, Shi Yang disappeared without a trace in Xiangxiu's world.

A week later, Xiangxiu and Shantao were the same as usual, queuing up for dinner.What was a little unusual was that Xiang Xiu, who was always talkative, was much quieter.

She acts like a normal person every day, eating, drinking, drinking, and having fun, and even the vacant seat next to her has now been replaced.Her new deskmate is a very shy boy who doesn't talk much. Every time Xiang Xiu talks to him, he will blush and his eyes will be a little flustered.

Gradually, it was as if Shi Yang had never appeared before.In Xiang Xiu's topic, he was never mentioned at all.

Shan Tao stood behind Xiang Xiu, and they moved forward slowly with the team.Shan Tao saw that there was a pendant on the small satchel that Xiang Xiu used to hold her mobile phone. It was simple in style, but very chic.Above is a fish, with light-colored tassels hanging below, and a bead knotted in the middle.

When Shantao went to Xiangxiu's dormitory, she saw such a pendant on Sun Li's backpack, and it was exactly the same.

Shan Tao reached out and pulled the pendant, this action startled Xiang Xiu who was in a daze.

"Shantao, what's the matter? You scared me."

Shantao stared at the pendant and asked, "This is very pretty, when did you buy it?"

"You also think it looks good, don't you! Sun Li gave it to me. She said it was a couple pendant, and it was a pair. Then you know who she is, and she would not have a boyfriend, so she put This is for me."

Xiang Xiu talked endlessly, with a smile on his face when he said it.As for this jade pendant, when Sun Li handed it to her, she liked it very much at the first sight.

Shantao smiled faintly: "Oh, so that's the case."

"Uh-huh."

The team moved forward again, and Xiang Xiu turned back and followed for a few steps.Shantao behind her had a flash of disappointment in her eyes.

After finishing the meal, the two walked to the dining area and sat down.Shantao ate a few mouthfuls of food with chopsticks, but there was always a faint taste in her mouth, as if she had no taste in anything she ate.

Shantao raised her eyes to look at Xiang Xiu who was sitting opposite her. She didn't clamor for the meat in Shantao's bowl today. She was eating peacefully and seemed to have a good appetite.

"Xiang Xiu, Shi Yang came to you in a hurry that day, and he never showed up again. What did he... tell you?"

Xiang Xiu's hand holding the chopsticks froze for a moment, and then she casually picked up a piece of meat and stuffed it into her mouth.

"He didn't say anything, and left inexplicably."

"Still can't get in touch with him?"

"Ah."

"Then do you know that he has other friends or relatives who can be contacted?"

"No."

"That……"

Xiang Xiu interrupted Shantao for the first time: "Shantao, let's have a good meal and don't mention him anymore."

After Xiang Xiu finished speaking, she continued to eat with her head down, her nose was sore, but she forced back tears.Only she knows that since Shi Yang left, she looks fine on the surface, but in private, she has tried all the methods she should try.Countless times, she squatted in the bathroom of the dormitory and called Shi Yang over and over again, but the result was still the same.

Shan Tao put down the chopsticks in her hand, and she looked at Xiang Xiu for a while, feeling very aggrieved, she felt that Xiang Xiu was getting farther and farther away from her.Now even talking, or doing anything together, will reveal a sense of powerlessness.

Maybe it wasn't like this before. We used to talk and laugh, and we would share everything with each other. Even the tiny things like what kind of card you bought were known.

"I'm done eating, I'm leaving first."

Shantao picked up her lunch box and got up from the seat and walked away, she didn't give Xiu a second look.

Xiang Xiu didn't speak, but continued to eat with her head down.From Shantao's first words, Xiang Xiu heard that Shantao called her own name, not "Axiu".For this alone, Xiang Xiu knew that Shantao must be unhappy.And the person who made her unhappy was precisely herself.

After Shan Tao left, Xiang Xiu slowly put down the chopsticks in her hand.I only ate half of the meal, but I was already so full.

Xiang Xiu smiled: "Aren't you good at eating? What happened today? Don't tell me, aren't you happy too?"

Xiang Xiu faced the air and talked to himself.She felt so tired that she didn't even have the energy to go after the mountain peaches.

Just when Xiang Xiu wanted to get up and leave, a person appeared.

Not as aggressive and domineering as the first time, Yan Xuewen looked very different today, she walked up to Xiang Xiu and sat down calmly.

Seeing Yan Xuewen, the first thing Xiang Xiu thought of was not the slap on her face, nor the embarrassment that she was drenched in food, nor Yan Xuewen's aggressive words.

Xiang Xiu asked emotionally: "Where's Shi Yang? Where did he go? You know, you must know."

Yan Xuewen looked at Xiang Xiu for a while, and she smiled sympathetically.She knew Xiang Xiu's current mood so well, it must be very unpleasant to live a life of scratching her heart.

"Yes, of course I know."

"Then where did he go? Can you tell me?"

"Are you begging me? Are you going to kneel before me?"

Yan Xuewen seemed to have returned to her once proud and arrogant appearance, she liked this feeling very much.Especially, in front of this girl, in front of this girl Shi Yang likes.

Before Xiang Xiu could answer, Yan Xuewen said again: "Don't worry, even if you really beg me, I won't tell you where Shi Yang went. The purpose of my coming is to tell you that only I know that he has gone." Where, he only told me one person. But I won't tell you. "

The hope that was close at hand has disappeared again.Xiang Xiu knew very well that the person in front of her could do what she said.

"Your goal has been achieved, and I know it. Now I'm going back to the dormitory."

Yan Xuewen made a gesture of letting go, and when she looked at Xiu, her eyes were full of playfulness, like an elephant staring at a weak ant.

"Ah, I forgot, I have another sentence. Little sister, study hard, make a good boyfriend in the future, and stop thinking about my people. Me and him, we will live a good life together. "

Xiang Xiu paused at her feet, but she didn't turn her head, let alone answer the conversation.Then he walked out of the school cafeteria and walked all the way back to the dormitory.

In Xiang Xiu's heart now, it was a cloudy and rainy day with lightning and thunder, and the groggy place made her suffocate.

When Xiang Xiu returned to the dormitory, she put down her lunch box and lay down on the bed, pulled the quilt over her face, blocking all the light outside.

It was lunch break time, and other people in the dormitory returned to the dormitory one after another after eating.

After Sun Li returned to the dormitory, she saw that Xiang Xiu's lunch box was half covered and hadn't been washed, so she washed Xiang Xiu's while washing her own.

When Sun Li was about to climb up to the upper bunk, she saw Xiang Xiu who was covering her head, and then reached out and patted her lightly.

"Xiang Xiu, don't you get bored by covering yourself like this?"

Xiang Xiu under the quilt shook her head and did not speak.

Sun Li couldn't help laughing: "That's fine, you can continue covering it, I'm going to take a lunch break too."

Xiang Xiu who was under the quilt nodded again, but still didn't speak.

When she heard Sun Li's words, Xiang Xiu's two hands were already tightly gripping the quilt, she was afraid that Sun Li would lift the quilt, she was afraid, of course she was afraid.Because now she is biting the quilt in her mouth and trying not to cry out.

Xiang Xiu told herself, "It will be fine, everything will be fine."