I love you for the rest of my life

On the weekend back to school, Xiang Xiu held Zhang Juan's arm and stood on the bus platform, her eyes were still a little swollen, Xiang Xiu cried for a long time when Xiang Jiufeng got on the train and left.

"Brother, did you not eat well? You are too thin." Xiang Xiu stretched out her hand and squeezed Zhang Ju'an's arm, her face full of distress.

"Every meal is delicious, you can ask Zhou Can."

Zhou Xingzhi looked at Xiangxiu, as if he had been hit head-on: "Xiangxiu, what do you mean by looking at me like that? I can't be the one who grabs your brother's meal, right? Huh?"

Xiang Xiu squinted at Zhou Xingzhi: "Zhou Fudong, you are a big slob! Who knows if you even swallowed my brother's bowl when I was away!"

Zhou Xingzhi felt that this was a big joke. Under the blue sky and bright sky, Xiang Xiu killed him unjustly.Zhou Xingzhi looked at Xiang Xiu with extreme disdain, and there was nothing wrong with wanting to incriminate him.

Xiang Xiu let go of Zhang Ju'an's hand, turned around and pinched Zhou Xingzhi's arm fiercely, the pain made Zhou Xingzhi's facial features wrinkle together.

"Let go! Let go!"

Zhou Xingzhi jumped in pain, and Xiang Xiu laughed heartily.

"Okay, you two stop making trouble, the bus is here."

Only then did Xiang Xiu let go and let Zhou Xingzhi go: "Zhou Fudong, you can take good care of my brother, otherwise you will feel better."

Facing Xiang Xiu, who was as vicious as Hell in purgatory, Zhou Xingzhi was wronged, so wronged.As soon as the bus door opened, Zhou Xingzhi was the first to jump on it, as if fleeing for his life.Feeling safe, Zhou Xingzhi stuck his head out of the car window: "Good men don't fight with women!"

Xiang Xiu didn't take it seriously at all, Zhou Xingzhi played pig and tiger in front of her not once or twice.

"Brother, do you really want to eat well, you know?"

"Well. I'm leaving."

Xiang Xiu looked at Zhang Ju'an pitifully, with a look of reluctance: "Okay, let's go."

Zhang Ju'an got on the bus, put in the coin, pulled on the bracelet, and smiled at Xiang Xiu outside the window.Xiang Xiu waved goodbye, feeling uncomfortable, even though she could not see her for a week, she would also feel uncomfortable, especially after Xiang Jiufeng left, Xiang Xiu felt a lot more about parting.

Xiang Xiu walked back from the bus stop weakly, planning to go back to the dormitory to have a good sleep before going to evening classes.As soon as she walked to the school gate, Xiang Xiu saw the person she least wanted to see in her life.

Li Chang was tightly wrapped, wearing a mask, sunglasses covering his eyes, and a black fisherman's hat on his head.But even if Li Chang dressed like this, Xiang Xiu could still recognize him at a glance.

Li Chang looked around, very vigilant, and anxiously watching the people coming and going.Finally, Li Chang saw Xiang Xiu who was not far away, and he trotted over, ecstatic: "Xiu, where's your mother?"

Xiang Xiu avoided the hands he was trying to put on her shoulders in disgust, but Li Chang's hand was in vain, and his heart was also in vain.But Li Chang couldn't care less about repairing this anxious relationship. He was very urgent: "Xiu, be good, tell Dad where your mother is? Dad has no money, and Dad needs money very much now."

Xiang Xiu looked at him with disgust, and even hatred: "If it wasn't for you, my mother wouldn't leave, and I wouldn't have a home that couldn't go back! Li Chang, why don't you die!"

Why don't you die... Li Chang's injured eyes were covered by sunglasses, his mouth was wide open, he looked at his daughter sadly and in disbelief, no one in the world heard his daughter curse you to die Still calm and composed.

Li Chang said to Xiang Xiu with an almost flattering attitude: "Xiu, you just need to tell Dad where your mother has gone, Dad please!"

Like a poisonous snake, Xiang Xiu pushed away Li Chang's hands that were stretched out to her again. She was hysterical: "Get out! Get out! I don't want to see you again!"

Li Chang still doesn't give up, he wants to grab this life-saving straw, he still wants to live, to live well: "Xiu, listen to Dad."

Xiang Xiu's eyes turned red, she tried her best to endure, facing Li Chang's humble gestures again and again, she resisted every time he cautiously approached.Xiang Xiu dodged and walked away almost frantically and collapsed, but Li Chang still did not give up.

"What do you want to do?"

Li Chang only felt a sudden blow to the abdomen, and he fell out.Hearing the movement, people passing by didn't know what happened, so they stopped and watched curiously.

Shi Yang instinctively shielded Xiang Xiu behind him, and shot quickly.Li Chang hurriedly picked up the dropped sunglasses, got up in embarrassment and ran out of people's sight.Xiang Xiu stopped looking, and turned her back to wipe away her tears with the back of her hand.

Shi Yang asked worriedly: "What's wrong?"

Xiang Xiu just shook her head, didn't speak, and endured it.The onlookers dispersed, and they were just bored spectators.

Shi Yang didn't ask any more questions, he took out a tissue and handed it to Xiang Xiu, then asked, "Have you eaten yet?"

With red eyes, Xiang Xiu shook her head to say no.

"I'll take you to a place."

Xiang Xiu followed Shi Yang all the way, raising her hand to wipe away her tears from time to time, Shi Yang didn't look back at her, but just led the way.After crossing a street, turn into a stone alley, there are many food stalls with simple pergolas.Walking to a small-to-medium-sized roadside stall, Shi Yang greeted the boss skillfully and took Xiang Xiu in to sit down.

"What to eat?"

"I'm not picky eaters, anything is fine."

"Then I'll order a few things first, you eat first, and order when you don't have enough."

Xiang Xiu nodded and sat there obediently, her eyes still red.Shi Yang stood up and went to the glass window to order a few snacks with meat and vegetables, and took two cups of cold drinks and sat down.

Xiang Xiu took a sip, the sweet and sour taste was good, and he felt that the emotions stuck in his heart gradually eased a lot.After a while, the food arrived, and Xiang Xiu knew it must be delicious when she smelled it, so she was not polite at all, and ate on her own, with a satisfied look on her face.Why the only solution to worry is food!This is Xiangxiu's life creed!I would rather lose the world than lose food!

Shi Yang sat opposite to Xiang Xiu, hardly ate much, just sat there and watched Xiang Xiu eat.Xiangxiu can't hide anything, she laughs when she is happy, she cries when she is unhappy, and her emotions come and go quickly.

Seeing that she was much calmer, Shi Yang still asked: "Who was the person who was entangled with you at the school gate just now?"

The chopsticks in Xiang Xiu's hand froze for a moment: "Oh, that person is my father. My mother and I were divorced before I was born. He was addicted to gambling, and now he owes a lot of debts, and my mother is also involved."

Shi Yang can roughly guess some, because he has seen too many eyes like that.They are like mice living in the dark, living in fear, being spurned by others, and running around.These people are often hateful, but also pitiful.Shi Yang has seen and experienced too much since childhood.

Xiang Xiu's emotions would still fluctuate because of the mention of Li Chang, so she sniffed and controlled herself not to think too much.

Shi Yang seemed to want to get some kind of confirmation and asked: "I heard you say to that person, why don't you die, so you hate him?"

Xiang Xiu pretended to be strong and smiled, and tears rolled in his eyes: "Hate! But I still want him to live well." For a moment, I only felt a lump in my throat, Xiang Xiu wiped away tears and said with a smile: "This spicy food The crayfish is really too spicy! It made me cry!"

Shi Yang smiled approvingly: "Let the boss improve next time."

This topic came to an abrupt end, Shi Yang didn't ask any more, and Xiang Xiu didn't bring it up either.The tables next to it were filled one after another. There were workers who had just got off work, office workers in suits and leather shoes, and people of different ages.Some of them came by appointment, chatting and laughing while eating, and some were alone, eating quietly with their heads down.

Shi Yang hardly moved his chopsticks, and watched Xiang Xiu eat the whole time.Xiang Xiu ate with gusto and was not reserved at all. Shi Yang would pass her tissues from time to time, and occasionally remind her that the oil stains were about to drip onto her clothes.

After eating almost, Xiang Xiu took another sip of her drink and looked at Shi Yang gratefully: "I didn't expect you to be so nice and willing to bring me here to eat."

"Am I usually bad at school?"

"That's generally good, can it be the same?"

Shi Yang looked at Xiang Xiu with a funny face: "Is it generally good?"

"It's the love of classmates!"

"what about now?"

"Now it's tablemate love!"

Shi Yang didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "It's what you say it is. Have you eaten?"

Xiang Xiu nodded: "If you eat again, I can eat poor you."

Shi Yang shook his head with a smile, got up to pay, and said in his heart that you can really try it for the rest of your life.

Walking in the direction of the school, Shi Yang cooperated with Xiang Xiu's pace and walked slowly: "I see that you eat a lot, so you look very thin?"

"That's because I don't want to gain weight, and I can't gain weight."

"Is it better to be fat?"

"Because my brother is too thin, if I get fatter, he won't be able to carry me on his back, so I can't be fat."

"Hehe, how old are you?"

"It's the same when I'm old. My brother will still carry me."

Xiang Xiu looked happy, but when it came to her brother, she was quite different, she was a completely different person from before.When Xiang Xiu smiled like this, she was actually very pretty, clean and warm, full of infinite beauty.Shi Yang stared blankly for a second, then lowered his head and smiled.

It was also close to the evening class, and the two walked directly to the classroom.After returning to his seat and sitting down, Shi Yang opened the textbook, turned his head to Xiang Xiu and said, "Call me when a teacher comes later, I'll sleep for a while."

After Shi Yang finished speaking, he buried his head in the crook of his arms, and closed his eyes with the book laid out on his pillow.Xiang Xiu sneaked a few glances at him, it was the first time she saw Shi Yang sleeping in the classroom.Usually he is a good student who listens carefully to lectures and takes notes in class, and does exercises after class. He is quiet, a bit like her brother Zhang Ju'an.

Xiang Xiu opened the textbook and couldn't read it after reading it for a while.There are still very few people in the classroom, and there is still half an hour before class, and most people are still used to stepping into the classroom.Xiang Xiu lay down on the table boredly, with her face pressed against the textbook, and turned to face Shi Yang's sleeping face.

The eyelashes seemed to be longer than her own. Xiang Xiu couldn't help stretching out a hand. She made the movement very lightly, just touching it, just touching it.

Shi Yang frowned, didn't wake up, but turned in one direction, facing the other side.Xiang Xiu felt her heart skip a beat, and suddenly withdrew her hand, her face blushing slightly.Xiang Xiu pretended to be asleep with a guilty conscience, and then secretly squinted to see if Shi Yang was awake.Seeing that Shi Yang just moved and continued to sleep, Xiang Xiu breathed a sigh of relief.

Shi Yang did not open his eyes, but he knew it all, so the corners of his mouth slightly raised.

Xiang Xiu, who was leaning on the book, fell asleep without disappointment. It was Shi Yang who woke her up when it was time for class.Xiang Xiu rubbed her eyes in a daze, and when she saw the head teacher standing like a mountain on the podium, she instantly woke up.Xiang Xiu turned her head to look at Shi Yang, he was working on a problem, and he was not affected by the head teacher at all with all his concentration.

The homeroom teacher on the podium was chattering, his voice was like a bell, and he was full of passion. He didn't forget to slam the textbook in his hand on the podium, shaking Xiang Xiu's liver and gallbladder.

Xiang Xiu has always been afraid of the head teacher, because she is a scumbag, especially afraid of mathematics, but the head teacher is the math teacher, it's really sad!

After staying until the end of the evening class, Xiang Xiu waited for Shantao as usual, and then walked back to the dormitory together talking and laughing.She didn't say a word about those unhappy things.

Shan Tao felt a little distressed at Xiang Xiu's red and swollen eyes, but she didn't ask, but hugged Xiang Xiu when she left.

That night, Xiang Xiu didn't chatter anymore to make Li Yifei unhappy, but went to bed early, earlier than anyone else.

Xiang Xiu needed a good night's sleep. In her dream, her body kept sinking, as soft as a ball of cotton.

Xiang Xiu had a dream. In the dream, it was still the small town of Qingtian covered with tall sycamore trees. The sun was shining unbelievably brightly, and the wind was blowing softly.Xiang Xiu stood at the place where she used to play when she was a child, very happy.

Li Chang was carrying a lot of toys and delicious food. He stood restrainedly on the street opposite Xiang Xiu, smiling a little silly.

Xiang Xiu stopped where she was, tilted her head curiously and asked, "Who are you?"

Li Chang was a little excited, he really wanted to go forward and give Xiangxiu a hug, but he was afraid.He stood there all the time, with longing eyes but sad eyes and said to Xiang Xiu: "Xiu, I am Dad."

Xiu, I'm Dad...

Vaguely, Xiang Xiu felt tears overflowing from the sockets of her eyes, slipping through the corners of her eyes, and flowing into her ears. ##### Love and hate, mutual generation and mutual restraint.