I love you for the rest of my life

Yan Tong walked out of the community, he stood on the road in front of the community, feeling at a loss.He looked and looked around, his mind blank, not knowing where to go.

Yes, I should go to Zhang Ju'an, he said he was in "Jingxiu Jiangnan".

Yan Tong stopped a taxi, and then he got in.According to the location Yan Tong said, the taxi driver drove towards the place where Zhang Juan was.

In this small city, Yan Tong actually has many places to go, but at this moment, he only wants to go to the place where Zhang Ju'an is.

Only Zhang Ju'an, when Yan Tong's mind was blank, only he was clear.

The car stopped in front of the mid-level restaurant "Jingxiu Jiangnan". After Yan Tong got out of the car, he walked in.

"Jingxiu Jiangnan" is a combination of Chinese and Western structures, which is retro, nostalgic and fashionable.The environment is quiet and leisurely, it is an elegant and unique place.

Compared with the music bar Yan Tong likes to go to, this place seems to be magnified many times, and this kind of empty feeling is what Yan Tong doesn't like.

The well-trained waiters put courtesy first. They wear uniforms, which are black and white semi-ceremonial suits. They look formal and energetic, and there is not much difference between men and women.

One of the waiters greeted Yan Tong who walked into the restaurant. Yan Tong didn't have an appointment, so he just picked a seat at random and sat down.

"Open me a bottle of red wine first, thank you."

"OK, just a second."

In fact, at this time, Yan Tong wanted to drink some white wine, the more choking the better, the kind of strong wine that could burn the throat and heart.

But think about it, forget it, if Zhang Juan sees it later, he will probably be unhappy.After all, I also promised him that I would quit smoking and drinking.

Thinking of cigarettes, Yan Tong reached out and touched them habitually. He really wanted to smoke a cigarette now.It was because I was going to Zhang Ju'an's house, so I didn't bring it with me.

Unable to touch the cigarette, Yan Tong took out the phone instead.

He sent a text message to Zhang Juan: Zhang Juan, what are you doing?

Five minutes after the text message was sent, Zhang Juan still did not reply.Yan Tong threw the phone on the dining table in front of him, and he reached out and rubbed his temples.Yan Tong couldn't help laughing, why didn't he even drink a drop of wine, and now he felt a little uncomfortable.

The waiter brought up a bottle of red wine, he opened it, and poured a little into the wine glass.

"Please enjoy."

"OK, thanks."

Yan Tong picked up the wine glass, raised his head and drank the red wine inside.Sure enough, it was much more comfortable.

Yan Tong continued to pour the red wine and drank it again.At this time, the mobile phone on the dining table vibrated, Yan Tong picked it up and saw that it was Zhang Ju'an.

Zhang Ju'an replied a text message: I am training, and I guess I can officially go to work tomorrow.

Yan Tong smiled, and then replied: I can let you practice first, and I will be your first client.Tomorrow, or, tonight.

It is now past ten o'clock in the morning, and Zhang Juan's training should be almost finished in the afternoon.Anyway, I am not going anywhere, of course, this is not empty talk.

Zhang Ju'an didn't know that Yan Tong was in "Jingxiu Jiangnan" at this moment, he thought Yan Tong was talking nonsense again.Anyway, he often fell ill, and the etiology was complex and changeable.

Zhang Ju'an replied: Let's not talk about it, I have trained.

Yan Tong put down his phone and continued to drink, several drinks in a row.Then, he picked up his phone again, played Tetris, and filled in those gaps. Every time he erased a few lines, a certain heavy place in his heart seemed to be a little lighter.

Most of the time, when Yan Tong is around Zhang Juan, he likes to play Snake.And when he was alone, Yan Tong often played Tetris.

Yan Tong is playing at the moment, the screen of the mobile phone is filled with a call, it is Tao Luo calling.

Yan Tong clicked to answer: "Tao Luo."

"Yan Tong, where are you? Are you at home?"

Yan Tong only told his grandparents that he would go to Zhang Juan's house to play during the summer vacation, so Tao Luo didn't know.

Tao Luo asked this because she saw Yan Tong's father's car in the community.According to the past practice, when Yan Tong's father comes back, Yan Tong will never be at home.

And if everything happens suddenly, and Yan Tong's father returns home without warning, then Yan Tong will inevitably face someone he doesn't want to face.

So Tao Luo was a little worried. She knew that Yan Tong was having a hard time at this time.

"I'm not at home, I'm playing outside, traveling."

Yan Tong has always been easy on Tao Luo, anyway, no matter what she says, she is easier to believe.Knowing that Tao Luo asked this out of concern, Yan Tong said that he was very relaxed.

Hearing what Yan Tong said, Tao Luo felt relieved, but then she began to complain.

"What? Are you going on a trip? Where? You won't take me with you!"

"Next time, I will take you there next time."

"Tell me where you are, I'm going to find you."

"It's a, a secret."

"...Yan Tong!"

"Ha ha."

"Yan Tong, just tell me."

"I am here……"

Yan Tong deliberately dragged on for a long time, but he just didn't say where he was.Tao Luo stomped her feet anxiously. She was walking up and down in her room. She was originally painting an oil painting, but at this moment she couldn't calm down at all.

"Where? Tell me quickly!"

"I'm in a place where you little girls can't come, Tao Luo, let's not talk about it, I'm dead."

After Yan Tong hung up, he set his phone to airplane mode, and then he smiled badly.I don't know what Tao Luo will think, but this question is enough for her to search for the bottom line and search all of Yan Tong's friends.

But Tao Luo absolutely can't think of one person, and that is Zhang Ju'an.

Now there is no one to disturb, Yan Tong took a sip of red wine with a wine glass in one hand, and a mobile phone in the other hand, he clicked on the game and continued to play.

Except for breakfast, Yan Tong and Zhang Ju'an had eaten together, so far he drank wine.At breakfast time, Yan Tong didn't feel hungry, but he ordered a steak, but he didn't move a bite.

It was noon in a blink of an eye, and people in the restaurant came and went, one after another.

Yan Tong was a little drunk, he stopped playing with his mobile phone, and stopped drinking. He leaned on the dining table, feeling a little sleepy.

Gradually, no sound could be heard in the ear, Yan Tong fell into darkness, his body was as soft as a mist, and he didn't know where he would drift.

Yan Tong entered a dream, but it didn't seem to be a dream, he seemed to be back in the past.

In the dream, the place he was most familiar with was only him and his grandparents.Where's dad?By the way, grandparents said that Dad is very busy, very busy, so busy that he can only see it during the Spring Festival, but it is only time for a meal.

That person is his father?Yan Tong only felt that he was far away, that he was strange, that he couldn't laugh, that he was a person without warmth.

Yan Tong can't feel any, even a little bit of family and fatherly love.

Yan Tong walked into the living room, but there was no one there.Then he walked over to open his room, and he saw Yan Le.

Yan Le was sitting on the carpet in the room, playing with building blocks.

Yan Tong was very unhappy, he stepped forward and kicked the building blocks that Fan Yan Le had piled up for a long time.

"Get out! Who let you into my room?"

Yan Le is still very young, he has a small stature and a small face, he is not yet ten years old.

Yan Le was scared at first, and then he called out in a low voice: "Brother..."

When Yan Le looked at Yan Tong, his eyes were full of anticipation, and he said childishly: "Brother, I want to pile up the blocks for you to see."

Yan Tong kicked the half-destroyed pile of building blocks fiercely again, and he roared furiously: "Get out! You are not allowed to touch my things!"

Yan Le's eyes widened, he stepped forward and grabbed Yan Tong's sleeve fawningly, even though Yan Tong yelled so loudly, he didn't leave.

"Brother, shall we play together?"

Yan Tong was very impatient when he heard that, he stretched out his hand and pushed Yan Le away, using his best strength.

"Do not you upset!"

Yan Le fell and hit his forehead on a building block, and he bled.

Yan Le cried, he cried very loudly, not sure if it was because of the pain.

Yan Tong is very sad, Yan Le is still so young.Seeing Yan Le crying, Yan Tong wanted to pull him up.Yan Le was still bleeding, and Yan Tong felt a little distressed.

But Yan Le's crying attracted Yan Huan. She heard Yan Le's crying on the second floor, so she ran over in a hurry and saw this scene in front of her.

"Why are you so annoying!"

Yan Huan ran over to pull Yan Le up, and when she saw Yan Le's forehead was covered with blood, she burst into tears, with big tears falling down, as if she was the one who was hurt.

Yan Tong was already standing there in a daze, he never thought that this would happen, he didn't want to hurt Yan Le.

Yan Huan shouted loudly: "My mother is right, you are a bad boy no one wants, your father doesn't want you, and your mother doesn't want you."

Yan Tong looked at Yan Huan coldly, isn't it because of you that I became like this?

Yan Tong only knew that his father and mother were divorced, that his father had a new home, and his mother also had a new home.He always thought that it was because of Yan Huan, Yan Le, and their mother that he didn't have a home. He was a child without a father or a mother.

He has always been raised by his grandparents, and he only has grandparents.Even so, he still likes his father very much, and his mother whom he rarely sees.

Yan Tong has always made himself very well-behaved and obedient. He thought that his parents would like him more and come back to see him more.

However, Dad came back with great difficulty, and he brought these two children. He said, "This is your younger brother and sister."

Yan Tong looked at Yan Huan coldly: "Get out! And your brother, you take it out for me, and you are not allowed to come to my room again."

Yan Huan recklessly said: "My mother told me that if your grandparents hadn't knelt in front of your mother and begged her, you wouldn't have come to this world at all."

Yan Tong's heart hurts, this is undoubtedly a knife in his heart.What Yan Huan said was the most fatal blow. Yan Tong didn't believe it, he couldn't believe it, and he couldn't believe it either.

"What nonsense are you talking about?"

"Your mother doesn't want you, she doesn't want to give birth to you, and dad doesn't want you either!"

Yan Tong stepped forward and pushed Yan Huan: "Get out!"

Yan Huan cried very sadly, and when Yan Tong pushed her like this, she even yelled loudly.

"You unwanted bad boy!"

As soon as Yan Tingjun opened the door, he heard Yan Huan's voice. He strode into Yan Tong's room and saw Yan Huan and Yan Le crying together.

Yan Tingjun saw the blood on Yan Le's forehead: "What's wrong?"

Yan Huan pointed at Yan Tong: "It's him, he's a bad boy, he beat my younger brother and he will beat me."

Without saying a word, Yan Tingjun stepped forward and slapped the silent Yan Tong, and then he picked up Yan Le and was about to go out.

Before leaving, Yan Tingjun said: "Yan Tong! You let Dad feel very disappointed."

##### If there is warmth in the years, it must be when I hug you.