I love you for the rest of my life

After Shi Yang glanced at Yan Xuewen sitting in the living room with a complicated expression, he answered Shantao in a low voice.

"She's not my girlfriend, never was. Where's Xiang Xiu? Is she by your side? Give her the phone."

"She's not here now. You can call her after the evening class. Xiangxiu has a new mobile phone. I'll send you her number later."

"Thank you, Shantao."

"Xiang Xiu is fine, you don't have to worry."

"okay, I get it."

Shi Yang hung up the phone, walked into the living room from the balcony, his expression was very ugly.

Yan Xuewen automatically ignored it, she smiled at Shi Yang and said: "The soup is getting cold, please sit down and drink it, I managed to make it through."

Shi Yang stood still, and said with a sullen face, "Did I tell you that you are not allowed to go to my school?"

Yan Xuewen didn't look at Shi Yang, she lowered her eyes and was silent for a while.

"Yes, I have seen that girl, and I slapped her, and I warned her not to approach my people."

Yan Xuewen picked up the bowl of soup that Shi Yangsheng had prepared, her fingers pressed against the edge of the bowl, the soup was already cold.

Yan Xuewen stood up and faced Shi Yang, but her attitude was completely different from before. She looked at Shi Yang's expression playfully and thought he was ridiculous.

"Ah, by the way, I not only slapped that little bitch, but I also slapped her head of food like this, it looks so funny." Yan Xuewen directly slapped the bowl of soup on Shi Yang's head .

"Shi Yang, did this make you a little more awake? If you were dreaming, then you should wake up."

Rib soup dripped down Shi Yang's head, he didn't avoid it, and he kept looking at Yan Xuewen coldly.That icy gaze was like a sharp knife, easily piercing through Yan Xuewen's chest, it felt very painful, all over her body, but Yan Xuewen still smiled.

"Shi Yang, have you been in school for a long time, and you have become innocent? I don't like your appearance the most. Are you disgusting? Actually, every time I see you in school uniform, I miss you very much. Laugh, I really want to laugh. It makes you look like a normal student, don't you think this is a ridiculous thing?"

"Enough is enough? Then please leave."

"Hehe, you are a dog raised by Cheng Yinshan, a dog who can watch the house and bite people. What about me? I am the illegitimate daughter he doesn't want to recognize, and my mother is his mistress. Do you think we were created in heaven? In fact, we are all the same, we should live in the dark and slowly, slowly rot away little by little."

"I always leave."

"Your mother left and left you a pile of debts. Do you think you can pay them off? Do you think Cheng Yinshan will let you go in the end? Shi Yang, do you really live too ignorantly?"

"I said that in the end, I will pay off all the principal and interest. It is true that I did things for him, but I never hurt the world and I have a clear conscience. When the day is over, I will stay away from all of this, including you."

What Shi Yang said was not wrong at all. He will be relieved when he pays off, and he will leave far away. He will definitely do what he said.It was precisely because Yan Xuewen knew this very well that she hated him so much, hated him for being decisive, hated that he could really walk away so cleanly.

Who is Shi Yang?Deep in the quagmire, he will not struggle, but he seems to surrender but keeps waiting for an opportunity to escape.If that day really comes, he will jump out of this pit without hesitation, and then walk away without looking back.

And what about Yan Xuewen herself?Only after struggling did she realize that it was not a quagmire she could escape from, because she was part of that quagmire.She was deeply trapped in the entanglement of Cheng Yinshan and Yan Liansheng, she was born to be, she had no choice at all.

Yan Xuewen always felt that she would always live in this ugly identity, a little bit broken, rotten, and then completely disappear from this world with stains.She loves no one, and no one loves her.

But when she met Shi Yang, it was like living a new life. She would start to want to get closer and get it, but she always seemed to be unable to get what she wanted.

Yan Xuewen took out a paper towel and wiped the soup on her hands, wiping every spot carefully.There was a gentle smile on the corner of her lips again, and she wiped it while recalling the many words she had said to Shi Yang.

"Shi Yang, do you know? The luckiest thing for me is to meet you. Cheng Yinshan has always brought me only pain, but I want to thank him. If it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have met you."

As Yan Xuewen spoke, she exposed her left ankle, which had a sun tattooed on it.

"Look, there used to be a scar here. Do you remember the first time we met? Yan Liansheng was drunk that day, and she hit me like crazy again, shouting, why am I not a boy, why am I A girl. No one dared to pull her, so she kept beating me, and my feet bled a lot. Then Cheng Yinshan came, and he dragged Yan Liansheng away without even looking at me. Only you, you treated my wound , Later, an ugly scar was left here, so I went to get a sun tattoo. Because Cheng Yuan told me, your name is Shi Yang."

"But the last thing I should do is to go to the tea house that day, and what I should not do is to meddle in other people's business. If I could choose, I would rather we never know each other."

Yan Xuewen threw the tissues she had wiped her hands into the trash can. This was not the first time she heard that Shi Yang didn't like her, she always knew it, but she never admitted it, and refused to admit it.

"We are only in our teens, and the future is still very long. Maybe one day in the future, I will marry you in a wedding dress?"

Yan Xuewen said so longingly, with a happy smile on her face.She pulled out a few more tissues, trying to wipe the soup on Shi Yang's hair and face.

Shi Yang took a step back indifferently, and looked at Yan Xuewen indifferently.In his eyes, she was like a madman.Sometimes it's not, but like a friend.This is contradictory and distressing.

"In the future, you can't interfere in my affairs, and you can't even touch my people. You know what the consequences will be."

"Shi Yang, today I'm just punishing you slightly, and I don't know what else I'll do in the future, but I can guarantee that I won't have a hard time with that little bitch."

Shi Yang raised her hand, Yan Xuewen didn't dodge it, she came up to meet him instead, looked at Shi Yang provocatively, but Shi Yang's slap didn't come down for a long time.

Shi Yang pulled Yan Xuewen towards the door, Yan Xuewen stopped struggling after a few struggles, and her wrist was pulled so painfully.

Shi Yang opened the goal and pushed Yan Xuewen out, Yan Xuewen stared unwillingly.

"Don't call her that in front of me from now on. She has a name. I like her. Her name is Xiangxiu. You are not, you are Yan Xuewen. Remember, your name is Yan Xuewen. If you touch her again, I won't let her go." But you, this is not a warning or a threat, you know I can do anything."

After Shi Yang finished speaking, he slammed the door shut.

Yan Xuewen outside the door was so angry that she kicked the door, she shouted: "Shi Yang!"

Yan Xuewen stood and listened for a while, but there was no movement inside.When the lights in the aisle dimmed, Yan Xuewen yelled resolutely: "Shi Yang, I'm afraid of the dark, can you open the door? I know I'm wrong, can you forgive me?"

As soon as Yan Xuewen spoke, the lights in the hallway came back on again, she turned to stare at it, it was really annoying to death, flickering on and off.

Yan Xuewen squatted at Shi Yang's door with her knees hugged. She took out her mobile phone and sent Shi Yang a message, begging for forgiveness, pretending to be pitiful, telling how scared she was in the passage, and playing both hard and soft ways.He sent more than a dozen messages in a row, but Shi Yang didn't reply a single word.

After squatting like this for 10 minutes, Yan Xuewen's legs were numb when she stood up. She looked discouragedly at Shi Yang's still closed door, then turned and went downstairs.

It is true to be afraid of the dark, and it is true to like you.

Shi Yang read every message sent by Yan Xuewen, read one and deleted one.She finally stopped posting, and Shi Yang knew she was gone.

In the eyes of others, Yan Xuewen is a strange person, no one knows what she will do in the next second, like a patient with split personality disorder.

Shi Yang dug out the message from Shantao and saved Xiangxiu's number.Glancing at the time, it was two hours before her evening class.

Shi Yang put down his phone, he dumped all the food on the table into the trash can, and went into the kitchen to dump the rest.

After tidying up again, Shi Yang boiled water and prepared to go down.As a southerner, he prefers to eat noodles and eat noodles cooked by himself.

An hour later, Shi Yang sat on the sofa, staring at the time on the phone screen in a daze.

After a while, Shi Yang stood up a little irritatedly, and kept walking up and down the living room, as if he wanted to vent something, but there was nothing he could do. In the end, he kicked the table angrily. The tonic fell to the ground with a clatter. Shi Yang didn't take a second look, but went to the balcony and took out a cigarette to light it.

There are still school uniforms hanging to dry on the balcony. The school uniforms are hidden in the darkness, and the wind blows gently swaying, as if dancing a lyrical and gentle dance.

Half of the sleeve of the school uniform was exposed to the light cast by the living room, and it quietly retreated into the darkness.

Shi Yang leaned against the wall, looked up at the night sky, there was no moon, no stars, nothing.Only the wind blows over and blows away the dead ashes of the cigarette butt in his hand.

Shi Yang raised his hand and took a puff of the cigarette. In the dim light, the cigarette butt brightened and then faded.

Shi Yang didn't take a few puffs of this cigarette. Most of the time, he just watched silently the lights in the city in the distance. Those bright lights turned into countless tiny light spots dotted in the darkness, like dense stars, fading the city. party.

It looked both lively and cold and distant.

Shi Yang stubbed out the cigarette in his hand, took out his mobile phone and looked at the time, it was already half an hour after evening classes ended, Shi Yang thought that Xiang Xiu should go back to the dormitory.

Shi Yang dug out the address book, clicked on his newly saved contact information of Xiangxiu, and after dialing, he put the phone close to his ear.

After the connection over there, Shi Yang spoke first, and he called Xiang Xiu's name.

"Xiang Xiu."

##### Your name, my love letter.