I love you for the rest of my life

Xiang Xiu felt that if Zhang Ju'an sincerely wanted to explain to himself, he shouldn't have brought another person, he didn't pay much attention to this issue at all.

So Xiang Xiu's mood was the same as when she saw Xu Ai that morning, she almost looked at Zhang Ju'an with a vicious look.

This greatly exceeded Zhang Juan's expectations, he did not expect Xiang Xiu to be so angry.So when Xiang Xiu looked at him like this, he just felt a chill in his heart.

After a long time, Zhang Ju'an still said, "Xiang Xiu, that day I..."

Before he finished speaking, Xiang Xiu interrupted with a cold face: "That's enough, I don't want to hear your words, and I don't want to see you either."

Xiang Xiu was about to leave after speaking, Zhang Ju'an stretched out his hand to grab her wrist.

"Xiang Xiu!"

Zhang Juan's voice became louder, and Xiang Xiu felt even more aggrieved. She shook off Zhang Juan's hand mercilessly.

Yan Tong was stunned, almost stunned, what kind of hatred and resentment is there?But seeing that Zhang Ju'an was not feeling well, Yan Tong moved a step to stop Xiang Xiu and said, "Say what you have to say."

"What's your business? What's your business?" Xiang Xiu yelled at Yan Tong.

Zhang Ju'an pulled Yan Tong behind him, he said coldly, "Xiang Xiu, how old are you?"

"Heh, Zhang Ju'an, you are so funny, what identity are you talking to me with?"

"I am your brother."

Xiang Xiu smiled disdainfully: "I can't afford it! I still say the same thing, from now on we will return from bridge to bridge, and I will not be your sister, nor will you be my brother."

"I won't take these words to heart. It doesn't matter if you don't listen to me now. I'll come to you next weekend when your anger subsides."

After Zhang Ju'an finished speaking, he left very simply, and Yan Tong followed.

Xiang Xiu also stubbornly walked forward, and stopped after walking into the school for a while, her eyes blurred with tears.Xiang Xiu raised the back of her hand to wipe away her tears, but she couldn't stop it.

Zhang Juan regained his composure, as if nothing happened just now.Yan Tong just walked beside him silently, and went to the bus stop to wait for the bus together.

Yan Tong felt that the matter was far beyond everything he could think of, and he was surprised by the aggressiveness and cruelty of sister Zhang Ju'an.Yan Tong has also seen Tao Luo angry, but never scorching like this.

Yan Tong also suddenly understood why Zhang Ju'an had such a distraught face a day ago.Before this, Zhang Juan's younger sister must have said more decisive words to him.Every word she said must have hurt Zhang Ju'an, just because she cared.

The bus stopped, Zhang Juan got on the bus, put in coins, walked to the last row and sat down, Yan Tong also sat beside him.

Zhang Juan looked through the glass window, and he looked out of the window with empty eyes.

Yan Tong looked at Zhang Ju'an worriedly several times, and wanted to say something to comfort him several times, but it seemed inappropriate, so he stayed silent with him in the end.

After getting off the bus, the two walked towards the school.

"Yan Tong, it's breakfast time, are you hungry? Do you want to go home first?"

"What about you?"

"I'm not hungry, and I don't want to eat. But you, it's still early for evening repairs, so you can go home first."

"Well, it's still early, so what do you want to do?"

"I go back to the classroom and do my homework first, and then preview the new course."

"..."

He is really a good student who never forgets to study!

Yan Tong raised his hand and scratched his forehead: "Zhang Ju'an, I'm hungry."

Zhang Juan stopped to look at Yan Tong: "You can go home and eat."

"But I don't want to go back and forth."

Zhang Juan felt very helpless: "And then?"

"Accompany me to eat! For the sake of accompanying you to No. [-] Middle School!"

"Well."

In a blink of an eye, the two of them were already sitting at the dining table, and the table was full of dishes and dishes.The side stove is steaming, and the boiling soup makes a gurgling sound.

Zhang Ju'an thought of the night before his mother Xiang Jiufeng left, they also ate hot pot.

Yan Tong put vegetables in it, cooked it for a while, picked up a piece of tripe and tasted it, it was cooked.

Zhang Juan stared at the hot pot in front of him in a trance, Yan Tong looked at Zhang Juan through the lingering white mist.Yan Tong changed his seat and sat next to Zhang Juan, feeling much more comfortable.

Yan Tong put vegetables in Zhang Juan's bowl: "You can eat it, I tasted it, it's not very spicy."

"Yan Tong, didn't you say you were hungry?"

"Well, I'm hungry."

"Then don't bother to bring me food, you can eat quickly."

Yan Tong nodded and said, "Yeah."

Although he said so in his mouth, Yan Tong kept adding vegetables to Zhang Ju'an's bowl.

"Zhang Ju'an, try this, it tastes good."

Zhang Ju'an took a bite, but Yan Tong didn't intend to stop at all, which was very similar to his grandma.

"Yan Tong, can you eat well?"

Yan Tong still nodded: "Yeah."

Zhang Ju'an also started to add vegetables to Yan Tong's bowl, Yan Tong took a look at Zhang Ju'an, but was secretly laughing, he finally got the hang of it!

Yan Tong happily ate, and when he finished eating, he would say to Zhang Ju'an: "I want hairy belly, I want vermicelli, I want..."

Of course, although Zhang Ju'an felt a little disgusted, he would still give him the dishes he wanted, and he would make his own way to give him green vegetables.

"Yan Tong, you can't be picky eaters."

"Yan Tong, you can't eat too spicy."

"Yan Tong, you can't drink the tea in the cup when it's cold."

Yan Tong had a playful smile on his face, and he nodded and raised his hands in agreement with what Zhang Juan said.

Zhang Ju'an thinks that Yan Tong really looks like a child sometimes, obviously he looks so tall!

It takes three hours to eat a meal.When I came out, it was already past four in the afternoon.The two walked back to the school together, walked to the corner of the stairs of the teaching building and parted ways.

Yan Tong waved and said, "See you later, Zha Qin."

After hearing this, Zhang Ju'an turned his head and glanced at Yan Tong, who left behind a figure of Yan Tong leaving gracefully.

Back in the classroom, Zhang Juan felt a little surprised when he saw Zhou Xingzhi sitting on his seat. He came earlier than ever before.

Because of Zhang Ju'an and Xiang Xiu's affairs, Zhou Xingzhi didn't sleep well when he went home this weekend, so he came to the classroom early today to wait.

As soon as Zhang Juan sat down, Zhou Xingzhi couldn't wait to come over and ask, "What's the matter? Did you see Xiang Xiu? What did she say? Is she still angry? Did she do anything to you?"

"No, she doesn't even want to talk to me, and she doesn't want to see me."

"My God! So serious!"

"Well, I'm surprised too."

"Then...then you and the head teacher?"

"My mother's name is Xu Nuan, and she is my mother's biological sister. She has always wanted to raise me, and this idea has never stopped until now."

Zhou Xingzhi suddenly realized, and everything came to light.No wonder Xiang Xiu was so angry when she saw Xu Ai, she was not someone else who robbed her, but Zhang Ju'an!

"Ju An, what are you going to do next?"

"When this week is over, I will explain it to Xiang Xiu."

"It's the first time I saw her so angry, can she listen to you?"

"I don't know." Zhang Juan didn't know what to do.

Zhou Xingzhi said distressedly: "If I can't, I'll make a sacrifice. If she doesn't listen to you, I'll grab her for you. If she yells, I'll cover her mouth."

"..."

"It is estimated that I will be bitten to death by her afterwards, Ju An. At that time, you can't just ignore death."

"..."

"Alas~" Zhou Xingzhi covered his chest with his hands, and sighed with grief.

"Zhou Can, have you had dinner yet?"

"No, but I have good things."

Zhou Xingzhi mysteriously took out a pack of preserved fruits and persimmons from the desk: "My mother made new ones, and she asked me to bring some for you brothers and sisters. I left a copy for Xiangxiu, and this one is yours. I ate half of it, hehe."

Zhang Juan took it over: "Zhou Can, you must have eaten at least half of it."

"Hahaha..." Zhou Xingzhi smiled awkwardly, being discovered.He did eat a lot, he started eating when he got in the car, went back to the dormitory, sat in the classroom and waited for Zhang Juan to eat again.

Zhang Ju'an carefully put it away on his desk, warning Zhou Xingzhi with his eyes, not to eat any more!You can't steal it either!

Zhou Xingzhi glanced at it disdainfully, but didn't look any further.

After being quiet for less than a minute, Zhou Xingzhi suddenly asked again: "Then where did you go this weekend?"

"Yan Tong's house."

Zhou Xingzhi clicked his tongue twice: "You should come back to Qingtian with me."

"I didn't go home with Xiang Xiu that day, and of course I won't go home with you."

"why?"

"That day was my mother's memorial day..." After saying these words, Zhang Ju'an felt a bit uncomfortable in his throat, with a sharp pain, like a thorn stuck.

"No wonder the head teacher was waiting under the dormitory building so early."

"Well, it's just that Xiang Xiu doesn't know. Maybe she can't remember, because I never celebrate my birthday."

Zhou Xingzhi knew that the day Zhang Juan was born, his mother left.Having said that, Zhou Xingzhi felt a little sad.He knew that Zhang Juan was the most vulnerable that day, even though he usually looked incredibly strong.

Zhang Ju'an is always reticent and precocious like an adult, which gives people the illusion that he can bear far more than many people.

But he is always fragile, Zhou Xingzhi knows it.

Zhou Xingzhi blamed himself a little, as a friend, he should be by his side.

"Then you go to Yan Tong's house, okay?"

"Well, his grandparents are very good to me and take good care of me."

After Zhou Xingzhi listened, he was still very grateful to Yan Tong in his heart.At least that day, Zhang Juan was not alone.

The number of people in the classroom gradually increased, and Zhang Juan was not affected by the chattering, and was doing his own thing calmly.

As soon as the bell for the evening self-study class rang, the classroom immediately became quiet because of the appearance of the class teacher Xu Ai.

Zhang Ju'an didn't look up to look at the people on the podium, he had mixed feelings in his heart.

Zhou Xingzhi's eyes lingered on Xu Ai and Zhang Ju'an, he watched their every move closely, but obviously, it seemed as if nothing happened.

What I don't know is that Zhang Juan and Xu Ai, the head teacher, are just a normal teacher-student relationship.But as Zhou Xingzhi the only one who knew, he might not be able to pretend that he didn't know anything in the future.Just like now, when he looks at the class teacher Xu Ai, his eyes will dodge, which is very unnatural.

Although Xu Ai and Zhang Ju'an have a very close relationship, behind this relationship, they undoubtedly both bear heavy grief and that sad past.

No matter which side they see, it can bring back those memories, and their hearts will only hurt.Just like Xu Nuan's departure, this is a fact that nothing can change.

Xu Ai wore a pair of sunglasses for the first time. Although it was low-key and unassuming, it still looked a little strange to wear at night, which aroused the curiosity of some students. They discussed and suspected in a low voice.

Xu Ai's voice was majestic, sonorous and powerful, and every word hit the ground with a loud voice, which quickly shocked the scene.

When the squad leader took the stage to speak, Xu Ai retreated to the door of the classroom and leaned there quietly to listen.

The eyes under the sunglasses were red and swollen, which only disappeared a little after applying ice.She had a big fight with her husband when she got home that day, and when she blamed him for being hysterical, she blamed herself as well.Especially when facing Zhang Ju'an, she felt that nothing she did was good enough, as if everything was wrong.

Xu Ai often thinks, shouldn't Zhang Juan be disturbed?Shouldn't he be involved in his life?Could it be that he didn't want everything she wanted to give him?

After the first class of evening self-study, Yan Tong was waiting at the stairs as usual, and Zhang Juan came on time.

After entering several classes one after another, after mechanically checking, the two returned to the student union to register.Zhang Juan didn't change much, Yan Tong watched his every move all the way.

After finishing the work, Zhang Juan put down the pen in his hand, and looked up at Yan Tong who was sitting opposite.

"I'm going back to the classroom first."

Yan Tong stood up and opened his arms, with a smile on his face, he said: "Zhang Ju'an, come here, I will give you a super healing hug."

Zhang Ju'an felt that Yan Tong must be a fool, he smiled back: "Yan Tong, stop making trouble, I'll go first."

"After passing this village, there is no such store! Today I will book it for you, it's free!"

Zhang Ju'an had already gone out to the corridor, when Yan Tong's words came from behind him, he shook his head with a helpless smile and continued walking towards the classroom.

After the evening self-study get out of class, Zhang Juan and Zhou Xingzhi returned to the dormitory together.

After Zhang Juan finished washing, he crawled into bed early.He carefully placed the blue box containing the mobile phone beside his pillow, which was originally intended to be a surprise for Xiang Xiu.

Zhou Xingzhi climbed onto the bed slowly, pulled the quilt and lay down, and turned over restlessly several times.

After the lights were turned off, Zhou Xingzhi was still tossing and turning. Dong Cheng, who got off the bed, kicked Zhou Xingzhi's bed.

"Zhou Xingzhi, where are your pancakes?"

Zhou Xingzhi lay down on the side of the bed, looked down at Dong Cheng: "Classmate Dong, roommate Dong, get out of bed Dong, Chengcheng..."

"Stop! Are you crazy? Did you take the wrong medicine today?"

"Hey! You care about me so much, do you have anything to eat? I'm a little hungry."

"I have Banlangen Granules, do you want it?"

"Ah~"

Zhou Xingzhi lay back down again, flustered when he was hungry.

"Oh, miserable! Miserable!"

Li Wuchang, who is the head of the dormitory, said: "Zhou Xingzhi, go to sleep, there are all kinds of delicious food in your dreams."

"Tsk tsk tsk..."

Just when Zhou Xingzhi was about to ridicule the head of the house, Zhang Juan threw a small bag of things at him.Zhou Xingzhi succeeded in his trick, grabbed it and stuffed a piece of preserved fruit into his mouth, it was really sweet to the heart.

"Okay, Zhou Can, stop talking, everyone is going to sleep."

Zhou Xingzhi chewed on the preserved fruit, and finally shut up contentedly.

For a long time, he actually wanted to get some preserved fruit from Zhang Juan to eat, but he didn't want to ask directly, and had to ask Zhang Juan to give it to him, so he had no choice but to insinuate.

Zhang Ju'an lay back down again and wrapped up the quilt. This cold day became even colder at night.

Just as Zhang Juan was about to close his eyes, the phone screen turned on.

Yan Tong sent a text message: Zhang Ju'an, my bed is too big, I can't sleep without you.

Zhang Ju'an smiled, and immediately replied: Yan Tong, you should go to bed quickly, you have to get up early tomorrow.

Yan Tong propped up a pillow, and he sat on the head of the bed and replied to Zhang Ju'an's text message: Zhang Ju'an, I, Yan Tong, are not such a casual person. I said I would keep my arms for you, and I will keep them for you. A man keeps his word, when will you You can do whatever you want.I am at your beck and call.

Zhang Ju'an laughed angrily after seeing it: Yan Tong, why are you crazy?Are you still sleeping?

Yan Tong replied: I just took a cold shower and couldn't fall asleep. I was bored and wanted to see if you fell asleep.

The health is really good, Zhang Ju'an thought of Yan Tong's fever that day, and really didn't know how he got it.

Zhang Juan replied the last text message: Good night.

Yan Tong stared at the phone for a long time, then replied: Good night, see you tomorrow.

After replying, Yan Tong typed Zhang Juan's name on the keyboard. When the three characters Zhang Juan were put together completely, he deleted them one by one, spelled out his name again, and deleted them again.

Yan Tong stared at the phone screen, repeating this operation over and over again.

In the end, Yan Tong seemed to give up something suddenly, and slid powerlessly onto the bed to lie down, throwing the phone aside.

Less than a minute after lying down, Yan Tong touched the phone again. He looked at the screen saver of the phone, which showed a person in a doll costume standing in a shopping mall.

Only Yan Tong knew that the person in the doll costume was Zhang Ju'an.He took this photo on a whim while sitting on the bench opposite Zhang Juan, and he thought it was pretty good.

The light on the phone screen went dark, and Zhang Juan disappeared.Yan Tong pressed the button again, his eyes fixed on the screen saver of the phone.

Another infinite loop, Yan Tong repeated over and over again.Yan Tong just watched, his mind was actually very empty, he didn't think about anything, just watched.

##### You say, heartbeats don't lie.