I love you for the rest of my life

Yan Tong is greedy for Zhang Juan's active hug, and even more greedy for this rare moment of warmth.He fought a long battle with Zhang Ju'an, a battle that was not full of gunpowder, but was enough to destroy everything.For a while, Yan Tong even thought that it would be better to just disarm and surrender, because he still didn't want Zhang Ju'an to be hurt.

"Are you pitying me by doing this? Zhang Ju'an, do you think you really can't live without me?"

Zhang Ju'an let go of Yan Tong, and Yan Tong also took a few steps back to distance himself from Zhang Ju'an.

Zhang Ju'an didn't answer Yan Tong's question, but kept staring at Yan Tong's hair. He went out early in the morning to buy a down jacket, and his hair was wet. It seemed that it was not only cold outside, but also raining.Zhang Juan hugged Yantong just now because he was a little touched.

"Your hair is wet."

Yan Tong just barely spurted out a mouthful of old blood in his chest, how could Zhang Ju'an talk about him?Co-authored and talked for a long time, all in vain.Yan Tong stroked his hair angrily, his palms were clammy and cold.

"Do you care if my hair is wet or not? Zhang Ju'an, you said you are a person who is running for three years. Can you concentrate a little bit? You were not like this before."

Yan Tong was so angry that he stroked his hair again, the water droplets dripped down Yan Tong's hair into his neck, and slid down against his skin all the way, it was very cool.

"The way you spoke just now is very human, Zhou Can."

"Zhang Ju'an, don't change the subject. Now that you've seen it, I can live without you. Don't you worry about that? Don't worry, you can leave. I promise not to stop you. If it's inconvenient for you, I can still watch I will give you a ride in the past friendship."

Zhang Juan was not ambiguous at all this time, he said seriously: "Okay, as you wish."

Yan Tong turned his back and didn't look at Zhang Ju'an, but the sound of closing the door could be heard clearly.After the door closed, Yan Tong threw the down jacket bought for Zhang Ju'an on the sofa.

"Whether you like to wear it or not, it's better to die outside in the cold, anyway, it's not my turn to be distressed."

Yan Tong pretended not to care and took out a cigarette and lit it. After standing there and taking a puff, the phone rang.Yan Tong glanced at it, yo!Zhang Juan called, could it be regret?After all, it's so cold outside.

"how?"

"Yan Tong, I didn't come to pity you."

"Yo, redemption?"

"No way."

Yan Tong listened carefully to Zhang Ju'an's voice, without trembling when he spoke, he really could bear it.But that's right, according to Zhang Ju'an's aloof temperament, freezing three feet is nothing more than that.

"Neither pity nor atonement."

Yan Tong paused while speaking, and then continued in a teasing tone: "Could it be because of love? Is it true?"

"Yan Tong, I am not married to Xiang Xiu, and the child is not mine."

Yan Tong couldn't hold the cigarette in his hand anymore, he thought he was hallucinating.

"Wait a minute...you say it again."

Zhang Juan on the phone hung up, Yan Tong was stunned for a second, then rushed to the window and shouted downstairs.

"Zhang Ju'an! Stand there for me and don't move! Why don't you take another step!"

Regardless of whether the threat was effective or not, Yan Tong grabbed the down jacket and rushed out the door after shouting, afraid that Zhang Ju'an would disappear after a second.

When Yan Tong rushed out, he looked at Zhang Ju'an in front of him panting.Zhang Juan didn't leave, he was actually waiting for Yan Tong to come down.Originally, Zhang Ju'an wanted to leave, but it was really too cold outside, Yan Tong's house was so warm.When I think about it, I can't move my feet, and so can my heart.

Yan Tong came over and put Zhang Juan on a down jacket, and then pulled off his windbreaker jacket to hold Zhang Juan in his arms.Just ran down and saw Zhang Ju'an standing in the cold wind, such a frail and chilly person with only a single shirt on his body, but Yan Tong's heart ached to death.

In just a short while, Zhang Juan's body became so cold.Yan Tong put Zhang Ju'an into his arms and hugged him hard again, then asked Zhang Ju'an distressedly.

"Is it cold?"

Zhang Juan shivered from the cold, but he still replied to Yan Tong, "It's not cold."

"Is what you just said true?"

"Ah."

Yan Tong put his arms around Zhang Ju'an, it was the first time in this freezing winter that he smiled so childishly.Of course, Zhang Juan couldn't see it.

Yan Tong said in a regretful tone: "Zhang Ju'an, it's too late, even if you didn't marry Xiang Xiu, that child doesn't belong to you. But don't forget, I have a child, you can see Pass."

After finishing speaking, Yan Tong pretended to sigh sadly.

"It's okay, I just said it to make you feel better, at least, you won't have to be so sad in the future."

Yan Tong sighed again: "That means you have always guarded yourself like a jade for me?"

"..."

Zhang Ju'an had the illusion that Yan Tong was being raped by Zhou Can, and his tone of voice was a bit poor.

The two fell into silence again, Yan Tong hugged Zhang Ju'an for a long time and did not let go, it was a very tender scene.

Just when Zhang Ju'an was thinking about how to get out of his body and not cause trouble to Yan Tong's family, Yan Tong said quietly.

"Zhang Ju'an, I'm hungry."

"..."

Back at Yan Tong's home, Zhang Ju'an went into the kitchen and wanted to cook something for Yan Tong, but when he opened the refrigerator, there was nothing but canned beer.

"I can only cook noodles."

"whatever."

Zhang Ju'an was very attentive when doing things, and he would not be distracted at all to look at Yan Tong who was leaning next to him.

Yan Tong folded his arms and leaned there, his gaze was fixed on Zhang Ju'an, thinking of what Zhang Juan said just now, Yan Tong's eyes slowly turned red, his nose turned sour, and he wanted to cry.

Yan Tong blinked his eyes a few times, why are you so pretentious?After calming down for a while, Yan Tong asked Zhang Ju'an a question.

"You obviously didn't have to leave at the beginning. If you hadn't left, these things wouldn't have happened. Zhang Ju'an, why didn't you tell me earlier?"

"The day I left, your grandfather came here. He was in a very bad condition at the time. After talking for a long time, your grandfather left. Later, I caught the train to meet Xiangxiu. When I found Xiangxiu, I found out that she was pregnant. Yes, she was emotionally unstable at the time, I don't know what happened to her, and she hasn't told me who the child's father is until now. She needs someone to take care of her, and I can't leave her alone."

"You can discuss it with me, and I won't stop you."

"Your grandfather is right. Maybe we were really too young and impulsive at that time. Yan Tong, have you ever thought that if the relatives around us are hurt because of our insistence on being together, then ten or twenty years later, What will we be like? What will happen to the people we care about? If things really get worse, I can't guarantee that you won't hate me."

Yan Tong replied without thinking, "No, I won't hate you."

Yan Tong paused and said, "If you hate me, you hate yourself. I can't bear to hate you."