I love you for the rest of my life

Zhang Juan chose to ignore Yan Tong, and didn't answer his words, just leaned on the bed and looked at the infusion bottle, slowly becoming dazed.

Yan Tong stared at Zhang Ju'an blankly, and after staring for a while, he couldn't sit still, Yan Tong started to stand up and walk back and forth in the ward, looking very irritable.

Zhang Juan glanced lightly, but still chose to ignore him.

"What do you think of me?"

Yan Tong stopped by the hospital bed with a cold tone.

"What about you? What do you think of me?"

Zhang Ju'an's eyes were stubborn, and he couldn't see clearly when facing Yan Tong. He only felt that there were dark clouds in front of him, and the ground was dense.

Yan Tong didn't know how to answer, he reached out and touched Zhang Ju'an's forehead, it was still a little hot.Zhang Ju'an knocked off Yan Tong's hand, he seemed to hate being touched by Yan Tong.

"Don't you think I'm dirty? Don't touch me."

No one gave anyone a good face, and the atmosphere was deadlocked.

Zhang Ju'an's words touched Yan Tong's sore spot, he would think of Xiang Xiu, Zhang Ju'an and Xiang Xiu's children.Thinking of the past years, Zhang Juan lived a life of daily necessities, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea with another person in a place he could not see.

Yan Tong sat back on the chair again and fell into silence, an extremely painful silence.

Zhang Ju'an's pale face was still as cold as ice, and he no longer looked at Yan Tong.

When it was three o'clock in the afternoon, Zhang Juan walked out of the hospital after the infusion, Yan Tong was a step behind, and followed Zhang Juan closely.

Zhang Juan hired a taxi: "Master, please go to Lanxin Kindergarten, thank you."

Zhang Juan opened the car door and sat in, before he could close the car door, Yan Tong also sat in next to him.

"Yan Tong, what are you going to do?"

"do not know."

"Don't you have a car yourself?"

"You can't control it."

"..."

The driver turned around and looked back: "Are you still leaving? Lanxin Kindergarten?"

"Master, I'm sorry to trouble you, just go to Lanxin Kindergarten."

The driver drove to Lanxin Kindergarten, Zhang Ju'an felt a headache and dizzy, not very well.He leaned against the car window and slowly closed his eyes.Take a break and it might get better.

It took half an hour at the fastest from the hospital to Lanxin Kindergarten. There was a traffic jam on the way, and it was nearly four o'clock when we arrived at Lanxin Kindergarten.

Yan Tong patted Zhang Juan's face: "It's here."

When Zhang Juan opened his eyes again, he was leaning on Yan Tong's shoulder.There was nothing unusual about Zhang Juan, he got out of the car after paying the money.A lot of people were already standing at the gate of Lanxin Kindergarten to pick up their children. Zhang Juan checked the time on his phone. Fortunately, he was not late.

After standing for a long time, Zhang Ju'an asked Yan Tong, "Don't you even need to pick up your child?"

Yan Tong was taken aback by the question, and then he said "Oh", and then he answered Zhang Ju'an.

"Someone will pick it up, my child won't stick to me, it doesn't matter if I don't."

Zhang Ju'an didn't speak anymore, he turned his head and looked at the gate of the kindergarten.Feeling a little bored after standing for a long time, Yan Tong took out a cigarette and lit it, and started smoking slowly.

Zhang Juan, who smelled the smoke, turned his head to take a look, and turned back without saying anything.

Yan Tong took a big puff of the cigarette and almost choked, his throat was hot for a moment, making him very uncomfortable, so his brows were tightly wrinkled.

"It's ridiculous."

Yan Tong suddenly said such a sentence, he felt that what he was doing now could only be described in two words: absurd.He couldn't help but think of Xiao Hei at home, the stray dog ​​he raised so well.Yan Tong suddenly felt that he was very similar to Xiao Hei, who was homeless when he was wandering.Inexplicably, Yan Tong began to feel a little sad.

"Zhang Ju'an, I miss my dog. I haven't been home for half a month."

After saying this, Yan Tong left, he didn't look at Zhang Ju'an again, but when he left, his heart was empty, which made him feel sad.

Zhang Juan still had the smell of tobacco smoked by Yan Tong. He stood at the same place and looked at Yan Tong who was walking forward from a distance. Yan Tong's back looked very lonely. Zhang Juan couldn't help lowering his head and sighing softly after looking back. Take a breath.He couldn't figure out why this was the case.After thinking about it, I don't want to think about it anymore.

The kindergarten gate opened, Zhang Juan received Xiang Chenchen, and he hugged her in his arms.

"Is Chenchen being good today?"

"Dad is not good~"

"Why am I not good?"

"Daddy won't come home~"

"I have to work, so sometimes I can't go home."

"Then Chenchen has to work too, with Dad."

"Okay, wait for Chenchen to grow up."

"Grow up? How big do you want to grow up?"

"As big as Daddy."

After the little guy looked at Zhang Ju'an carefully for a while, she said with some distress: "It's so difficult~"

Zhang Ju'an was amused by her expression, he hugged Xiang Chenchen and walked towards home.Even at this moment, he is still thinking about where Yan Tong should be at this moment.

Yan Tong returned to City A. When he was about to get home, he went into the convenience store and bought a lot of wine. Of course, he didn't forget to buy some ham.After buying it, he carried it and walked home.

Today, nothing seems to have changed.The only thing that makes Yan Tong gratified is that he still has Xiao Hei.To a certain extent, it was more like Xiao Hei saved Yan Tong, which made Yan Tong feel that being alive is actually not that painful.

Yan Tong opened the door, and it was still Xiao Hei who greeted him.Looking at Xiao Hei who was circling around him happily, Yan Tong gradually showed a long-lost smile.

"Hey! Don't always be so happy to see me, I don't like you like this."

No matter what Yan Tong said, Xiao Hei still ran around Yan Tong.The joyful look made Yan Tong want to cry.It's too cold outside, and when I come back here and feel a little warmer, I feel like crying.

Yan Tong squatted down and patted Xiao Hei's head: "Zhang Ju'an doesn't want me anymore, and I don't want him anymore. You say this, okay?"

Xiao Hei licked Yan Tong's palm, Yan Tong knew that Xiao Hei didn't understand, he said these words for himself.When he asked himself if this was good, the softest place in his heart was like a long thorn, it hurt.

But the thorn in Yan Tong's heart was Zhang Ju'an, no matter how painful he was, he was reluctant to let go.Those words he said that Zhang Ju'an was no longer clean were just angry words. How could he just say no to a person he cared about so much...

It was another long night, Yan Tong closed the door, he leaned against the floor-to-ceiling windows and got drunk.Many of the long nights that he felt he couldn't get through were all due to alcohol to numb himself.The so-called drunkenness, dreams and death are nothing more than that.

Yan Tong curled up and slept on the floor in front of the French window, he hugged himself, he felt very cold.The bed was so close, but he didn't have the strength to crawl over it.During many nights sleeping on the floor like this, Yan Tong also thought in a daze, if Zhang Juan couldn't wake up the next day, would Zhang Juan shed tears?Will he regret it?

Yan Tong never believed in a next life, how can there be a next life, people live a lifetime, if they can't be together again in this life, what is the next life to talk about.