I love you for the rest of my life

The fifth year since Zhang Juan left.

At night, Yan Tong was sitting in an office building, staring at the opposite building through the glass window.There was nothing special about that building, except that there was a person in there who he wanted to meet, Zhou Xingzhi, who was at the opposite radio station.After graduation, he worked as a radio anchor.

It was past eight o'clock in the evening, and Yan Tong was sitting in the office without turning on the lights.Through the window, he watched the bustling traffic and the flashing neon lights in front of him. He watched from this position for two years and listened to Zhou Xingzhi's program for nearly two years.Probably, he should also be regarded as a loyal listener regardless of the weather.

"Once upon a time, we were young. One day, we were old. Good evening, listeners, this is "08:30", and I am your old Zhou."

The sound is warm and bright, and the sound line is clean and thorough.The name of Zhou Xingzhi's program is the same as his past, showing casualness.He likes his audience friends to call him Lao Zhou, even though he is still very young.Zhou Xingzhi once replied to a friend in the audience that if a person is alone for a long time, he will grow old.

"It's another year's graduation season. Many people ask me what youth is. I think, those youths are every day that you thought was ordinary at first. Because at the moment when it stops abruptly, it is vigorous. At that moment, you know , that can never go back.”

The background music of the station is soothing and relaxing.It's like wearing thin clothes in summer and holding a piece of red watermelon in your hand.When the wind blows, there will be a coolness in the bottom of my heart.

Graduation season is more about separation.Zhou Xingzhi just wanted to soften the parting, just like waving goodbye every time, because he knew we would meet again, so he chose to say goodbye with a smile.

Yan Tong listened to Zhou Xingzhi's words, as before, he took the emotional route.It has to be said that the serious Zhou Xingzhi actually has delicate feelings, so his words can always infect many people.Because of this, he has a large number of loyal listeners, and his "08:30" is very popular.

Yan Tong stared out of the window in a daze, his right index finger pressed lightly on the seat again and again.Zhou Xingzhi's opening remarks are always the same.Once, we were young.One day, we will be in our twilight years.

One day, in our twilight years...

"Zhang Ju'an..."

Yan Tong just murmured Zhang Ju'an's name softly, without too many emotional fluctuations.No matter how many dark tides are raging, after all these years, Yan Tong finds that he can be calm and breezy.It's not that he doesn't care, but that he's almost turning himself into another Zhang Ju'an who doesn't show any emotion.

One of the links in Zhou Xingzhi's program is to answer calls from the audience.

"Hi, I'm Muzi."

"Hi Muzi, I'm Lao Zhou."

With a gentle voice, it was a girl who connected.

"Actually, my surname is Li, Muzi Li's Li, and my best friend calls me Muzi."

"Muzi's voice sounds very young, are you a student who just finished the college entrance examination in the third year of high school?"

Muzi shook his head and said, "No, I'm already a freshman."

"I'm going to be a senior, very good."

"Ah."

"Sulky voice, what's the matter?"

"Old Zhou, I like listening to your program very much. It's just that I'm a little sad tonight, so I wanted to try to make a call, but I didn't expect you to pick it up. This way, the sad feeling will be better."

"What makes you so sad?"

"Old Zhou, do you have any very good friends? That's the kind. You will always have each other in the future. Like me, for example, I will be a bridesmaid for marriage in the future, and a godmother for my children. For example... I will date you when I get old. Go get a cup of hot tea."

"Yes, it's just that I haven't seen him for many years. I have thought that my house must be next to his house in the future, and my children will be taken care of by him. Because we have known each other since we were very young, and he has always Take care of me, I felt annoying at that time, but now I miss it very much.”

"Old Zhou, do you really have friends for life? I'm sad because I don't think I will have any more in the future, because no one can replace her. Will people change? I think she is very strange now , she became a different person, she wanted to please everyone around her in every possible way. I don't have many friends, I'm very introverted, and I don't talk much. After college, she would take me to parties to meet her roommates. Because of my personality The reason is that I am very slow to learn, and I can't be familiar with myself, so she always feels that I have problems with her friends. When she said that, I was actually very sad. I couldn't fit into her circle of friends, and I even All I want is to have a meal and talk with her when we meet occasionally, and that's enough."

There was a soft sob in Muzi's voice, and she suppressed her sobs and continued: "Our relationship has gradually become rigid like this, until not long ago we were unhappy because of a trivial matter. I thought everything would be fine after that. But I didn't When I thought about it, she said all the bad things about me, and she even remembered everything I couldn’t help her. There were so many complaints in her words. At that moment, I realized that my best friend saw it that way Mine. That's it, I know we will no longer be friends. Lao Zhou, I don't regret it, even if her words make me very sad, I will remember her good. "

"Muzi, friendship is the same as love. When the relationship is over, it will be broken. We will have many farewells in this life. Some farewells will happen without knowing when they will happen. They may be sudden and catch you off guard. We What you have to do is not to forget, but to seal it up. Like memory, she is your best friend. You will remember her name and the past. But, those are all in the past. What you have to do now is to sleep well Sleep, drink a cup of hot milk before going to bed, wake up, listen to a song you like, then go outside for a walk, and finally call home. Muzi, you have to remember, this is just a very small thing in your life. A microcosm of what you should see, there are many more. Be nice to yourself, okay?"

"Well, I see. Thank you, my old Zhou."

After hanging up the phone, Zhou Xingzhi was somewhat touched by Muzi and her friends.

"Listener friends, Lao Zhou will play a song for you now. This song is my favorite song in Lao Zhou. The song god Jacky Cheung's "Half Moon", I hope you will like it."

After Zhou Xingzhi finished his work, he wandered out of the studio.When he got to the bottom of the building, he looked up at the sky, the night was full of stars and stars.Afterwards, Zhou Xingzhi smiled at the sky, and said in a regretful tone.

"I didn't know that there are so many stars tonight. I should let Muzi take a look just now. Maybe, it will make her feel less sad."

Just when Zhou Xingzhi was feeling a little emotional, a voice came from a person.

"Zhou Xingzhi."

Zhou Xingzhi raised his eyes to see that Yan Tong in a suit and leather shoes was leaning on his car, looking over with a half-smile.

"Tsk, this evil star is here again."