I love you for the rest of my life

Shi Yang looked at Yan Xuewen with a very indifferent look, as if he was looking at a devil crawling out of the endless hell.He is not afraid of her, nor hates her, nor loves her.But in his life, it seemed that he was destined to be entangled with her.

Before Cheng Yuan left this world, the last thing he left for Shi Yang was to take good care of Yan Xuewen, and Shi Yang agreed.

"Yan Xuewen, what have you done?"

Yan Xuewen looked at Shi Yang innocently: "Do you think that she left because of what happened to me and you last night? Then you are wrong, the matter is not that simple. I just added fuel to the flames and really made her leave. That person is you, not me."

"what are you saying?"

"A few years ago, the gambler you and Cheng Yuan chased after, you don't know who he is. Hehe, he is Xiangxiu's father, Li Chang."

Yan Xuewen's pretty thin lips parted lightly, and the words she said were more like a curse that could never be redeemed, and Shi Yang was sentenced to death in an instant.The feeling of powerlessness that fell deeply came over, taking away Shi Yang's last hope.

"Are you joking?"

"What do you think? Shi Yang, let's face it, you have come to an end. In fact, as early as a few years ago, when you went to see her for the last time, you should have ended. This extra story is just a story. It's just a self-deceiving dream. She's gone, and you should wake up too."

"Go away, I want to be alone."

"Yes, no matter how long, I can wait."

When Yan Xuewen stood up, she reached out and took the key from the table.It was left by Xiang Xiu, and there was a goldfish pendant given to her by Shi Yang on the keychain.

"Leave the key, it belongs to Xiang Xiu."

Yan Xuewen let go reluctantly, she knows how to restrain herself, and she won't be entangled.She knew very well that it would only be counterproductive, and Shi Yang would be even more disgusted.All she has to do now is to give him enough space.

"Okay, I won't touch hers."

Yan Xuewen walked towards the door, and after closing the door, she squeezed the key tightly in her hand. This key was not given by Shi Yang, but she found someone to make it.

Shi Yang took out his mobile phone and tried to dial Xiangxiu's number, but it was always turned off.Even though he knew this was the case, Shi Yang still dialed it over and over again.There was really no hope. The only thing he wanted to know now was that Xiang Xiu was still fine.

But now, what qualifications do you have to ask?

Shi Yang's gaze stayed on the phone screen for a long time, until after the phone went black, he saw his lost face.It turned out that there was no difference between now and before, Shi Yang felt that he had returned to that dark life again.

Shi Yang could have predicted that in the future, he would continue to live a step-by-step life like a walking dead.His future, what he could see, was Xiang Xiu.But the fate is so ridiculous that it brings her and takes her away.It's like biting a big hole in your heart, you won't die, and you'll never get better.Every time I think about it in the future, blood will drip and it will hurt.

Shi Yang leaned back on the sofa, he raised his head, and all he saw was darkness.Although, the room is brightly lit.

Shi Yang closed his eyes, and he saw the past again.That Xiang Xiu who steals snacks in class, that Xiang Xiu who sings loudly in morning reading class, that Xiang Xiu whose eyes shine when he sees seafood at a roadside stall, that Xiang Xiu who loves to smile with crooked eyebrows...

Also, Xiang Xiu who shed tears in front of him.She cried in the future, and he couldn't wipe those tears away for her.For a long time in the future, will she still be willing to think of a person named Shi Yang?

Shi Yang thought about it, but felt that it was better not to.Like Xiangxiu's last text message, she will forget him.

At nine o'clock in the evening, Shi Yang picked up the phone again, this time, instead of calling Xiang Xiu, he called Zhang Ju'an.This is the only thing he can do for Xiang Xiu in the end.

"Hello."

"Zhang Ju'an, I'm a friend of Xiang Xiu's. From now on, please treat her well. She didn't go to college for you. She has been working outside. For you, she can give up everything. What about you? Can you do it? ? I hope you can, and I hope you will not let her down, please take good care of her. Also, thank you."

At the end of the call, Zhang Juan stood on the balcony, holding the phone tightly with his hand.No wonder, she rarely used money, and sometimes even sent money to his card.It turned out that she had kept it a secret for so long.

Zhang Juan dialed Xiangxiu's number several times, but the phone was turned off.Afterwards, he called his mother Xiang Jiufeng again.While speaking, he just tentatively asked his mother if Xiang Xiu had called her recently and if she had said anything.

Everything is normal and everything is well disguised.In Zhang Ju'an's eyes, Xiang Xiu was always a little girl, what exactly was she carrying?

At this moment, apart from remorse and self-blame, Zhang Juan also felt distressed.He thought, he thought, it was always his wishful thinking.The results of it?The ego is blinded.If it was in the past, when Xiang Xiu lied, he could have seen it.

Zhang Ju'an couldn't sit down, he just wanted to find Xiang Xiu, no matter what, he wanted to see her first.

Zhang Juan was going on a long trip, he wanted to find Shantao, he felt that Shantao must know about Xiang Xiu.She should also know where Xiang Xiu is.

Since Yan Tong was not at home, Zhang Juan wanted to call him to tell him.Just as I was digging out the number, the doorbell rang.Zhang Ju'an thought it was Yan Tong who came back.

He walked over to open the door, and the one standing at the door was not Yan Tong, but Yan Tong's grandfather.Zhang Juan frowned slightly, because Grandpa Yan Tong in front of him seemed to be many years older, not as energetic as before, and his back was even a little bent.

"Why are you here?"

The only thing that remains the same is his still kind smile and gentle eyes.

"Xiao An, I'm here to see you. I know Xiao Tong is not here, so I'm here."

Zhang Ju'an stepped forward to help, and helped the old man to the living room to sit down.

"I'll make you a pot of hot tea first. It just so happens that there is West Lake Longjing, which you like to drink."

Grandpa Yan Tong waved his hand: "No need, I'm old, and it's hard for me to speak now. I'll leave in a short time."

"Okay, you say."

Zhang Ju'an sat down next to him, and all he could see was the gray hair and the slightly trembling hands of the old man.Zhang Ju'an didn't know that Grandpa Yan Tong's health was very bad. He had been rescued several times in the hospital, but his life was saved, but not for long.

"Xiao An, I know everything about you and Xiaotong. I don't know what will happen to you in the future, but now, you haven't stepped out of the society, and you have seen little and experienced little. After all, you are still young. If one day, Xiaotong has really grown up and is sensible. He wants to change his way of life. I hope you won't stop him. Just like I came today, I'm not here to break you up, nor to complete you. Everything, others It doesn't count, even as Grandpa Xiaotong, I do."

"Well, I understand."

"I watched Xiao Tong grow up. I love him more than anyone else, and I hope he can be happy more than anyone else."