I love you for the rest of my life

After the door closed again, Shi Yang stood motionless in his original position.

"When did you come back? Why didn't you turn on the lights?"

With that said, Shi Yang walked over and turned on the light.In the bright light, what he saw was Xiang Xiu with an indifferent face.She stood there in a daze, staring straight at her with a pair of eyes, without speaking.

"have you eaten?"

Shi Yang tentatively asked again, but Xiang Xiu still didn't speak.

Shi Yang walked over, and he stretched out his hand to pull Xiang Xiu, wanting her to sit back on the sofa.

When she first touched Xiang Xiu's hand, Xiang Xiu flicked her hand away as if she had been pricked by a needle, and she took a few steps back.

"Do not touch me."

After saying this, Xiang Xiu turned and walked towards the bedroom.With a gloomy face, Shi Yang followed her and walked in slowly.

Xiang Xiu looked at the tidy bed in front of her with dull eyes.Shi Yang walked up behind her and put his arms around her, reeking of alcohol.

"Xiang Xiu, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."

"How many women have you brought back to sleep on this bed? The woman who came back with you just now, who is she? What about me? Who am I?"

Xiang Xiu's tone was cold, but every word pierced her heart.

Shi Yang was suddenly a little scared, he hugged Xiang Xiu in front of him tightly, he was really afraid that if he let go, she would disappear.

"No, never. I drank too much tonight, so I won't drink next time. Xiang Xiu, you know, I only like you. I used to be, I am now, and I will be in the future."

"In addition to the alcohol smell all over your body, you also have a strong smell of perfume. I smell it, and I feel really sick. Please, let me go, okay?"

Shi Yang was stunned for a while, but he still let go.Xiang Xiu turned around and looked at him. She was not angry at all, but disappointed in her eyes.

Xiang Xiu smiled and stretched out her hand to wipe the lipstick on Shi Yang's lips. The movement was very light. She wiped it off bit by bit, until her hand was pink.Shi Yang stood still and let Xiang Xiu wipe it off for him.

After wiping, Xiang Xiu took out a paper towel to wipe her hands, as if she couldn't wipe them off anyway, so she wiped so hard that even the skin next to her became red.

Shi Yang reached out to stop her: "Enough, don't wipe anymore."

Xiang Xiu put Shi Yang's hand aside, she threw away the tissue and walked towards the bathroom.She rinsed it with water over and over until she could no longer see the lipstick, and she was still washing it.

Shi Yang turned off the water, and he was talking to Xiang Xiu in an almost pleading tone.

"Enough, really enough, it's my fault, my fault. Xiangxiu, don't do this, I will be very sad. I know, you are also sad. But I promise, it won't happen in the future, okay? Don't... don't do this."

Xiang Xiu didn't look at him, but just stared blankly at her hand, and didn't want to speak.

In this way, after a while of silence.Shi Yang walked over and turned on the shower and showered it on himself, his hair soon became wet.The water temperature was not adjusted, and after Shi Yang showered for a while, the water sprayed out of the shower was already very hot.The water was scorching hot, and when it was sprinkled, it was still steaming hot, and soon the glass partition was covered with water mist.

Even in pain, Shi Yang didn't move, he looked at Xiang Xiu.

"I wash off the smell of alcohol and perfume."

In the end, Xiang Xiu still couldn't bear it.She stepped forward to turn off the switch, and she yelled at Shi Yang angrily.

"Are you crazy? Shi Yang, are you crazy?"

Shi Yang laughed because Xiang Xiu was finally angry.

"Do you still have the smell you hate?"

The tension in Xiang Xiu's heart still loosened. It wasn't that she didn't care, but because she cared too much, she couldn't tolerate any flaws.Seeing Shi Yang doing this made her feel distressed, but she couldn't convince herself to forgive.

Shi Yang, who was wet all over, smiled and opened his hands: "The smell is gone, won't you hug me?"

When Shi Yang said this, Xiang Xiu burst into tears. She didn't understand why two people who love each other are sometimes so easily hurt.She also thought about how lucky and happy it is to be in love with someone before.

Xiang Xiu still went forward to hug Shi Yang, she asked him.

"Does it hurt? It's all red."

"It doesn't hurt."

Shi Yang lowered his head and kissed Xiang Xiu, still as gentle as ever.His wet hair was softly attached to his forehead, and a few drops of water slid down Xiang Xiu's face.She could still feel that the temperature of the water was no longer scorching hot.It's warm, just like the person she likes.

Shi Yang was drenched all over, he hugged Xiang Xiu, and pressed against the glass partition door of the shower room, as if to verify that all this was not a dream, and kissed so lingeringly.

Because at the previous moment, he thought she would leave, completely.But she didn't, she was still there.

In the tenderness, Xiangxiu's clothes have been taken off, and she feels wet and cold when she presses her back against the glass partition covered with water mist.

The two were naked, entangled to death.It's more like an endless fall in despair.They love each other, but have their own agendas.You can't reveal half of it, because you are afraid of being hurt and losing.

What a messy day it is?When Xiangxiu hurried out in the morning, after Shi Yang hung up the phone, he was lonely.Both chaotic and unbearable.

Xiang Xiu caught the first train, and she came to the Normal University where her brother Zhang Juan was studying.Knowing that he was with Yan Tong, she didn't tell in advance that she would come.What Xiang Xiu thought was that she appeared on campus, in front of him.As before, it will be a surprise for Zhang Juan.

During the chat on the mobile phone, Xiang Xiu found out what class Zhang Juan was in and which auditorium he was in.Before Zhang Juan finished class, Xiang Xiu arrived.

She stood there waiting happily, only to see the last thing she wanted to see.Walking out of the classroom with Zhang Juan was Yan Tong.He actually came to accompany Zhang Juan to class.

Xiang Xiu hid in the crowd.At some distance, she walked behind them.Yan Tong held a hot water cup and medicine in a transparent bag in his hand.

Zhang Juan was really sick, but someone was already taking care of him.At that moment, Xiang Xiu felt that she was redundant.Perhaps out of unwillingness, she has been following them.

Xiang Xiu followed for a long time, and she saw them getting into the car.In the car, Yan Tongpi smiled and wanted to kiss Zhang Juan, but he failed and was blocked by Zhang Juan with a textbook.Maybe it was because of illness, he didn't want to infect Yan Tong.But so what?When Xiang Xiu saw Yan Tong, he smiled so happily.The corners of the eyebrows and the tips of the eyes reveal a moving expression.

As good as Zhang Ju'an was, Xiang Xiu was just as sad.

When returning, Xiangxiu sat on the train in a daze.She tossed and tossed for nearly a day, didn't eat anything, but she didn't feel hungry at all, but she was so tired that she didn't want to move.

When I got home, it was already late.Xiang Xiu opened the door, she leaned on the sofa, her eyes fell into the transparent glass tank.There was a dead goldfish with its belly up, soaked in the water, its eyes were dull, but it was still surprisingly big.

Floating under the goldfish carcasses were a few fresh lives, they swam around and shuttled among the green aquatic plants.

Xiang Xiu was very sleepy, she leaned on the sofa and slowly fell asleep.She had a brief dream, in which she became the dead goldfish, floating in the water, slowly rotting away.

Woke up from the dream, but it was another real nightmare.With the slamming of the door, she woke up.