Ninja Sako

Pharmacist Dou has been taking care of me for the past few days, and his dedication made me a little uneasy. One day, after he fed me the porridge, I grabbed his wrist and asked him, "Do you treat all patients like this?"

The pharmacist adjusted his glasses, "That's natural."

I let go of him and breathed a sigh of relief.

"But you are the only one who has such a reaction." Medicine Master said with a smile.

"What's the reaction?" I asked.

"I'm relieved." Pharmacist put the bowl on the table over there, as if planning to talk in detail.

"Uchiha is astonishingly beautiful," I said slowly, "I'm afraid you might have something wrong with me."

Yao Shidou directly laughed out loud: "You are really quite calm."

"There is nothing to hide, I have this kind of thinking." I was a little tired from sitting, so I simply lay down again, "Fortunately, you said 'frankness', not 'narcissism'."

"Because of Uchiha's beauty, I also agree." Yao Shidou said.

"This really surprised me." I twitched the corners of my lips.

"In the future, when I was in Konoha Infirmary, I would actually be quite popular." Pharmacist Dou said abruptly.

"You can imagine." I nodded.

Pharmacist Dou's appearance is good, and he treats patients with dedication and gentleness, so it is understandable that he is very popular.

"I have also said to many female patients, 'I treat all patients like this'." Pharmacist Dou said.

"Some will be very disappointed," I said.

Pharmacist nodded, "Yes, that's why I said, you are the first one to breathe a sigh of relief."

"I have no shortage of men." I said frankly.

Pharmacist Dou looked at me speechlessly.

I thought for a while: "It seems that the description is not appropriate."

"You..." Pharmacist pondered for a moment, "Is... lacking a woman?"

I suddenly coughed and was out of breath.

He came over and patted my back lightly.

"It was an accident." I justified it like this: "I went to the izakaya just to relax and enjoy."

Yao Shidou immediately looked at me with a worse look, similar to the look of "yes, I understand that we are both men".

This kind of physical contact made me a little unhappy. I pushed him away and said seriously: "I just think that this kind of personal relationship between children will interfere with judgment and cause a lot of negative effects."

"I thought you wouldn't accept the love of any man because of that young man from Hyuga's family." Yao Shidou said.

Hinata Ningji.I remained silent and did not respond.

"Now it seems that your thinking is the same as that of many female ninjas." Yao Shidou said.

The first of the ninja rules is that ninjas must not be influenced by emotions, and the village and missions must be put first.This is of course difficult, but there are quite a few people who can do it. After all, not everyone can become a ninja. Becoming a ninja shows that you are already a relatively elite existence among human beings.

"But other aspects are completely incompetent." Yao Shidou continued.

I frowned and looked at him with a cold look in my eyes.

"I'm referring to the aspect of hatred." Pharmacist folded his hands on his chest, stood on the side of the hospital bed and looked at me condescendingly: "I heard from Tsunade-sama that you lost your mind to that extent for revenge—as a ninja Totally ineligible.”

"...you can continue talking if you want to die."

"Of course I don't want to die, I'm just reminding you, Sako." Yao Shidou looked at me and said, "Actually, what you did was not revenge, you just vented yourself driven by hatred. What should real revenge be? Let me tell you, you should calm down, become stronger, surpass him step by step, and finally find him, torture him and kill him. Or approach him, remove his guard, and then assassinate him."

I clenched the sheets tightly and didn't speak.

"And you?" Yao Shidou continued: "You didn't do anything. You rushed up and got beaten without becoming stronger. If you can't beat him, what you think is that you will kill him or let him kill him today. You, you don't even want to continue your life at all? I don't want the person I treated with such great effort to be a guy who doesn't even have the most basic hope of survival. "

His criticism is very harsh, but also very pertinent.

I can only accept it, and I can only bear his criticism silently.

He was right.

I feel hot in the face, I'm guilty, I'm blaming myself, I'm miserable that I've lost my mind to this extent.

But before, I did have a business intention.

It can't be like this, I can't die yet, I have to live, I have to kill that man to die.

Even if life is worse than death - I don't have the right to die now.

After thinking of this, I felt a little inexplicably sad. I raised my head and looked at Yao Shidou, who was still staring at me with cold eyes. I asked, "Why do you suddenly remind me by saying these words? You are not a meddlesome person."

"Because," Pharmacist laughed suddenly, he took off his glasses and approached me, his eyes were a bit evil: "You said it yourself, Uchiha is amazingly beautiful. My heart is moved." After he finished speaking Squeezed my face, "Get well soon, junior sister, or Oshemaru-sama will be angry." After he finished speaking, he put on his glasses again without waiting for my reaction, picked up the empty bowl over there and directly left.

I lay in bed feeling cold all over.

I couldn't help but hugged myself tightly.

No one here will warm me up.

I have turned my back on them completely, for revenge.

I fell asleep soon after, and I dreamed of Neji, of us lying hand in hand on the green grass of Konoha.I dreamed that he smiled at me, then leaned over and kissed me.

The dream was so beautiful that the pillow was wet with tears.

02.

Orochimaru looked at the girl who was crying silently in her dream, and remained silent.

"Master Orochimaru?" The pharmacist next to him asked out loudly: "I have given her the medicine, she can't wake up now, should we goug out her eyes according to the original plan?"

"No need for now." Orochimaru said.

The pharmacist was stunned for a moment, but immediately said, "Of order, Master Orochimaru."

Why did you suddenly change your mind?

Master Orochimaru really wanted Sako's whole body before, but later learned from Tsunade that Sako's physical condition was not very good, so Orochimaru decided not to use Sako's body, but dug out her Sharingan .

But why did he suddenly change his mind now?

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