Ninja Sako

It appears to be a hopeless war.

The closer I get to them, the more I feel this heavy sense of hopelessness.I became silent, I stopped talking, and I followed Sakata Yinshi to kill people desperately.Because of the short hair and my sharp facial features, most of the samurai thought I was a man for a while.

Later, Sakata Gintoki got the title of White Yasha, Katsura Kotaro was the frenzied noble son, Sakamoto Tatsuma was called the Dragon of Katsurahama, and I got the title of "Falcon".

It was rumored that Bai Yasha was always accompanied by a black-haired young man with a proud and piercing gaze like an eagle, killing countless people, his bones stretched out, and his gestures and feet were full of murderous aura.

The more I killed, the duller I became, sometimes I didn't talk for a week.The Ghost Squad is constantly being filled with newcomers, and the old ones are dying. I am gradually unwilling to meet new people. Although I have gradually approached the power core of the Ghost Squad, I never express any opinions, just keep silent and follow Takasugi’s All orders from Jinsuke.

Many newcomers thought I was dumb.

I'm also happy to see it happen.

That night they were discussing tactics in the conference room, Takasugi and Sakata Gintoki quarreled, it was inappropriate to say that it was quarreling, Sakata Gintoki was yelling blindly, although Takasugi spoke, but occasionally a cold sentence or two can scare people to death , Tatsuma Sakamoto was on the sidelines ahahaha persuasion, Katsura Kotaro occasionally added something irrelevant.

I sat curled up next to me with my samurai sword in my hand, and I liked this sitting posture since I came to this world.

They were discussing the tactics to deal with Tianren tomorrow, Takasugi Shinsuke was extreme, and Sakata Gintoki thought that was too dangerous.I feel tired.I know that any tactic can only achieve the current victory, and this little victory will not have the slightest effect on the overall situation.

Maybe it can help a little, but it's more like throwing a stone into a big lake, and it's as ridiculous as trying to make the whole lake boil.

Don't they know?

Of course they know.

They are older than me, smarter than me, and have more experience than me.

But they are still fighting with their knives without hesitation.

exhausted.I closed my eyes, then opened them, then jumped off the chair and walked outside with the knife in hand.This was the first time I left directly at a battle meeting regardless of etiquette, and they were all stunned.

"Hey, hey, Sako, what's the matter with you, wait, the meeting hasn't finished~!" Gintoki's voice came from behind.I didn't stop.

In the end, Tatsuma Sakamoto found me. I sat by the lake and looked at the starry sky above my head. It was already autumn and the temperature was a little low. To be honest, I was a little cold.

Sakamoto Tatsuma sat next to me, did not mention what happened tonight, but said: "The stars are beautiful."

I didn't speak.

"I wanted to go to other planets to have a look when I was young. The stars all over the sky exude the light of hope." He didn't care, and continued, "Sometimes when I can't hold on, I will look up at the sky. "

I still didn't speak.

He "ah ha ha ha" for a while, and then said: "You think we can't win the final victory, right?"

He hit the spot.He saw it.

I lowered my head and hugged the samurai sword tightly in silence. After a while, I said, "I'm homesick."

Yes, I miss Konoha.

The few months of fighting here have made my taijutsu much stronger. I don't have much time to learn ninjutsu. My seal is not fast enough. If I put down my knife to form a seal, I will be split in half by the gods .

In the past few months, I have really killed too many people, not only the heavenly beings, but also the human beings who took refuge in the heavenly beings.

I confirmed once again that killing people is really a disgusting thing.

I miss Konoha.I miss Neji, Naruto, Shino, Kakashi-sensei, and even Gaara.

but……

I lowered my eyes and clenched the knife tightly, just thinking about it... This level of longing can't stop me from moving forward.

"You can go home and have a look." Sakamoto Tatsuma said.

"I won't be able to go home until the war is over," I said. "I won't be homeless until the celestial beings are expelled from here."

In fact, no matter whether Takasugi Shinsuke's wish can be fulfilled, no matter whether I can return to the original world, I am also homeless, isn't it?

I kind of want to laugh.I suddenly felt a rather sad mood.

Sakamoto Tatsuma paused for a while, "...Excuse me?"

I covered my eyes with my hands, and said, "Just do whatever you want."

He hesitated for a moment, then opened his arms and hugged me from behind.

I feel his body temperature, and feel my tears wet my fingers.

It's so ridiculous.

Whether it is me or our actions at the moment.

02.

This momentary warmth almost made me sink. At that moment, I seemed to want to do more things with the man in front of me, not just hugging, even kissing and more extreme things.Not out of love and liking, just out of loneliness and a chill from the inside out of the body.

In the end, I lowered my eyes and pushed him away, refusing his further request. He said "sorry" and straightened my messy coat for me.Then I got up and said, "It's all right. Don't worry about it."

That night I went to Shinsuke Takasugi's camp. He was writing with a pen.I didn't speak up at the first moment, until after he finished writing the letter, I said, "Sorry, I was in a low mood tonight, so I left early."

He put down his pen and looked at me, but when he was about to say something, he frowned: "What's going on?"

"...What?" I didn't understand.

His tone became severe: "Who did you have a private meeting with just now?"

I paused, and touched my lips with my hand, so I could tell... I hesitated for a moment and said: "There is no personal affair, and it will not delay the overall situation, it's just out of loneliness."

He frowned, and seemed to be speechless by me. After a few seconds, he looked back and closed his eyes: "Is there anything else?"

"I want to follow you from now on." I said my intention.

"Why?" he asked.

"I don't want to follow Yinshi anymore." I said.

"Is he the one meeting you privately?" he asked.

"No." I was a little speechless.

"It's the team leader." Shinsuke Takasugi said affirmatively.

It’s not possible if it’s not Gintoki, Katsura Kotaro, then only Tatsuma Sakamoto is left... The answer that is ready to come out... I quickly changed the subject: "It’s not because of these things, it’s just that I wanted to follow you from the very beginning. You don't trust me, you should trust now."

"Give me a reason," he said.

I was silent for a moment, and said, "I don't need a reason to follow you."

He looked at me deeply, and then said, "Remember what you said now."

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