Stepping into the gate of the palace, the surrounding clouds and mists rise, and the winding path winds, and everyone walks in slowly and vigilantly.Passing through the gauze screen, there is silence in my ears, as if there is no one in the land.

Shen Mengzhuang walked ahead of the crowd and crossed a threshold, suddenly green smoke billowed up, separating several people.Just as he was about to open his mouth to speak, he suddenly felt dizzy, and the smoke enveloped his body. Everyone's limbs were weak and they gradually fainted on the ground, as if falling into a dream.

The colorful clouds carried the people to different places, gradually dispersed from the center to the surroundings, wandering along the winding path, as if enjoying a lifetime of all kinds.

Zhou Bufan lay sprawled on the clouds and mist, sleeping soundly, his peaceful appearance seemed to have passed out of sleep, the auspicious clouds carried him like a boat on a lake, and he felt a bit of leisure and ease.

In the hazy and foggy environment, Zhou Bufan walked forward alone, surrounded by a vast expanse of whiteness, when suddenly clouds and mist came over, covering his sight.Suddenly, the surrounding scene changed suddenly, and women's scolding and cursing suddenly sounded in my ears.

"Brat, I told you to wash three dishes and broke two. Did you do it on purpose! What's the use of you, eating and drinking from my old lady, you can't even do this job, what's the use of your life!"

Zhou Bufan rubbed his eyes and stared at the woman with furious eyebrows. She was still holding a cloth shoe in her hand and beating the boy at her feet, cursing and swearing.

His vision gradually cleared up, and after Zhou Bufan saw the person in front of him clearly, his heart suddenly shook, his head went blank, and his breathing seemed to freeze.

The woman seemed to lose sight of Zhou Bufan in front of her, and she kept beating the little boy kneeling on the ground, cursing angrily: "You beast, you only know how to eat, and you don't do any work. You and your murderer Daddy is virtuous, he has no conscience, he has no conscience, he was sent by the heavens to torture me! Animals, all animals!"

The woman beat harder and harder, and when she brought up the child in her mouth, she seemed to be even more angry. She clenched her teeth and beat her fiercely, even breaking her cloth shoes.However, as if still not relieved, he took off the shoe on the other foot and continued to hit the boy's back desperately.

The boy kneeling on the ground had already had a bruised nose and swollen face, his face was full of tears, blood was still oozing from the corner of his mouth, his nose and tears flowed to his mouth, and he wanted to reach out to wipe his sleeve with his hand, but he didn’t dare. He was afraid that his mother would be angry, so he could only keep admitting his mistake and sobbing Said: "Mom, I was wrong, I don't dare anymore, I'll stick the bowl up, don't be angry, don't hit me, please don't hit me again, I was wrong."

The woman suddenly reached out her hand and grabbed his hair, pressed his head to the ground, grabbed the cloth shoe with the other hand and beat his mouth fiercely, shouting: "You were born by my mother, you can't even beat him, what are you? Young master Jingui, you bastard, my mother sees that your wings are stiff, see if I don’t tear your mouth apart, let you talk back! Let you talk back!”

The woman cursed angrily while slapping the boy's mouth with all her strength. The scrawny little boy's face was covered with scarlet shoe prints, and his mouth was already full of blood, dripping all over the corners of his mouth.

Zhou Bufan stood aside and watched the cruel scene in front of him. His face was pale and he retreated again and again, his eyes were absent-minded, and he looked at the woman as if he had lost his soul.Hearing the scolding and slapping in his ears, he stretched out his hand to cover his mouth with lingering fear, and tears flowed out of his head in disappointment.

It was the first time I cried since I was an adult after many years, and tears of fear flowed into my heart.I thought that if I was far away from the crazy people, away from the crazy days, the years would be free and easy, but the shadow of my childhood followed him closely, lingering.

Just like the gazes of others at that time, like the jokes passed down from mouth to mouth, it was sung like this——

"Your mother is a lunatic!"

"Your father is a heartless man!"

"You're a fool too!"

"Hahaha, your family is all lunatics, fools, and heartbreakers!"

"Hahahaha, lunatic, fool, heartbreaker!"

"Madman, fool, heartbreaker!"

……

The children on the street sang these words like singing nursery rhymes, and whenever they saw Zhou Bufan, they sang them in unison, loudly, and jumped happily with their shoulders on their shoulders.

Zhou Bufan covered his ears and squatted on the ground. He couldn't care about the demeanor that he cared about the most at this moment. Children's laughter and singing echoed in his head. Every word was like a silver needle, and it was slowly pierced. his nerves and eardrums.

When I was young, I looked at those children in long gowns and carrying schoolbags, who went to private schools and read Zheye without any worries. I always had some expectations and envy in my heart, but he could only hide in the corner and take a peek at them when they were out of school. To endure their ridicule and beating.

Occasionally, a few naughty children saw that he could not fight back when he was beaten or scolded, so they took off their pants and urinated at him boldly, laughing while urinating, pointing at him and showing off to other friends:

"Look! I don't hide from this idiot when I piss on him!"

"A fool is a fool. If you shit on him, he will eat hot."

"Really? I'll take a dip and see, what if he wants to eat?"

"If you don't want to eat it, just stuff it into his mouth, chew it twice and then swallow it. Fools like to eat shit the most!"

……

Zhou Bufan squatted on the ground and watched himself being bullied by his peers when he was a child. However, even though he is as famous and prestigious as him today, when he looks at those children who bully him, he looks like a big enemy and dare not step forward to stop him. He can only watch helplessly. That skinny self was bullied by them.Just like before, like so many days before, I dare not struggle, dare not resist, dare not go home and complain.

Because those children who go to private schools are all the young masters of the town, they are rich and powerful, and they dare not make them angry.

Because if he resisted, their housekeeper would pick him up and beat him up.

Because if he went home and complained, his mother would grab the cloth shoes and beat him hard.

Anyway, no one is willing to listen to him, it is better not to say it, it is better to bear it.

It doesn't hurt if you bear it, and you can continue to hide in the corner and take a look at it secretly.

Zhou Bufan didn't dare to look any more, closed his eyes tightly, and buried his head deeply between his legs. After many years, the pain was still so profound.

Please, don't show up again.

Zhou Bufan muttered and begged in a low voice, his embarrassed appearance was exactly the same as that boy curled up in the corner.To this day, even though I am used to showing off my strength, I am still defeated when I recall the past when I was a child. This is a pain that I will never forget.

With the begging sound in the mouth, the cloud and mist rose again, and the laughing child in front of him and the woman who scolded gradually disappeared into the distance.

A small wooden house slowly appeared, located beside the green mountains and green waters, like a paradise.

Zhou Bufan raised his head, forgetting to wipe away the tears on his face, stood up slowly, and watched the small wooden house approaching unsteadily.

At this time, a man walked by him, holding a wild rabbit in his hand and carrying a bow and arrow on his back.Zhou Bufan took a closer look and found that it was also him, but in his current appearance, but he didn't remember ever going to the cabin.

The man happily strode towards the cabin, Zhou Bufan followed behind him.The man pushed the door open and yelled loudly as soon as he entered the door:

"Zhen'er, look at what good things I caught!"

After the door opened, Zhou Bufan saw Ye Zhenzhen sitting in front of the loom, fidgeting with the needle and thread, saw the man enter the door, looked up at him with a smile and said, "Senior brother, why did you come back so early today?"

The man took down the bow and arrow and put it on the table, walked to Ye Zhen Zhen and said with a smile: "Today I caught two wild rabbits and made soup for you. It's been cold recently and you are not in good health, you need to make up for it."

Ye Zhen Zhen was busy with her needlework, she still looked at him with a smile, and said: "There are two wild rabbits, then I will make you a rabbit fur hat, so you can wear it warmly in winter."

"What do I want that for? You make yourself a hand warmer. I'm a big man, what kind of hat do I wear? I'm afraid people will laugh at me."

As he spoke, he stretched out his hand to hold Ye Zhen Zhen's hand, put it to his mouth and let out a breath, then rubbed her lightly to keep her warm.

"Your hands are still so cold, don't do these jobs, look how frozen your hands are."

Ye Zhen Zhen let him rub it and said with a smile: "No, Mrs. Zhen Zhou will come to pick it up tomorrow, and I have to finish it tonight, otherwise I won't get the money. I also want to cut your body New clothes, you don’t even know if there’s a hole, and you’re not afraid of being laughed at.”

Ye Zhen Zhen pulled out her hand and used her index finger to poke the hole in the clothes under his arm.

Zhou Bufan licked his face and smiled, covered the hole with his armpits, continued to hold her hand, and said: "I can wear whatever I want, and you don't have to make it for me. Make yourself look good. You Didn’t you like the newest clothes before? How long have you been wearing these clothes, and I haven’t seen you change them. It’s almost Chinese New Year, and it’s a joy to wear new clothes. Besides, I go up to the mountains every day to hunt. Who can I wear to look so good? To the tiger To see or to the lion?"

Ye Zhen Zhen was amused by him, she stretched out her hand to pinch his nose, imitating his posture and said: "Yeah, now I'm not afraid of being laughed at, who didn't even want to wear a hat just now? Who is it?" ?”

Zhou Bufan shook his head in response to her pinching his nose, pouted and muttered: "It's me, it's me, this stupid pig!"

Ye Zhen Zhen raised her head and laughed loudly, pinched his cheeks with both hands, swayed from side to side, and said: "Big Bungy Pig, hurry up and eat, there are two sweet potatoes in the pot, reserved for Big Bungy Pig!"

Zhou Bufan pinched his ears, hummed twice, and said, "Yes! The big stupid pig has gone to eat, and the big pig woman hastened to come!"

As soon as the words fell, she ran away knowingly, Ye Zhen Zhen grabbed the cotton cloth at hand and threw it at him, angrily said: "You are the pig woman!"

Looking at the happy scene, I feel warm in my heart, as if a fire in the cold winter illuminates the whole life.

The other Zhou Bufan who was standing in the corner watched them laughing and cursing, with a special taste.

To be able to spend the rest of his life with Zhen Zhen like an ordinary couple, this is a wish he dared not dream of.

If this is his future, please come earlier.

Clouds and mist rose all around, and suddenly the eyes were blindingly white.

The cabin disappeared, Ye Zhen Zhen also disappeared.

Zhou Bufan opened his eyes, but saw that the surroundings were full of yellow sand and the blue brick city wall surrounded him, as if his whole body was in pain.

Struggling with arms, something doesn't seem right.Zhou Bufan looked around carefully again, and found that he was lying on the ground, his vision was blurred by blood, his whole body seemed to be run over by a boulder, and blood was still dripping from his mouth.

The wind and sand blinded his eyes, and he wanted to raise his arm but couldn't move it. In the blurred vision, he could only see something stuck on his arm, and he slowly raised his head to look over.

But he saw Lu Qingyuan standing in front of him, looking down at him like an ant and sneering.

Suddenly, the fog rose, and there were no people around, and the whiteness was so clean.

The white mist rises in front of the eyes, and the golden light is faintly shining. The light gradually converges and interweaves into several words that appear in front of the eyes.

After Zhou Bufan carefully identified it, he realized that there were seven big characters written on it——

"This feeling can be turned into a memory."

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