The scumbag brother is finally accepted

Surrounded by endless darkness, the whole body seemed to fall into the abyss, falling continuously.There was a noisy wind blowing in my ears, and someone else was vaguely calling my name.

Shen Mengzhuang slowly opened his eyes, as if a heavy stone weighed on his body.There is a white ceiling in front of my eyes, and the injection is hanging beside it.He is...in the hospital?

It has been more than a month since he was discharged from the hospital, and Shen Mengzhuang has also reached the age of graduation.After going back to school to complete the graduation procedures, I entered a company as an intern.He didn't seem to be overwhelmed, he fell into a coma in a daze, and woke up in a daze.There are familiar family members and classmates around, but they seem so strange.

He is used to being Shen Mengzhuang, but now he has to return to Shen Meng's life.

In addition to working step by step, he has been looking for the system of the year.But he browsed almost all kinds of websites, and there was no relevant information at all.That novel "The Road to Cultivation in the King's Landing" is the most controversial work now. The main character in it, Lu Qingyuan, is still the cool and domineering Demon Lord. The big brother Shen Mengzhuang and Lu Qingyuan are still sworn enemies. The story is still the same story, as if everything is true. A hallucination, a dream.

Shen Mengzhuang checked Weibo whenever he was free. He followed many painters and writers, just wanting to see Lu Qingyuan in various appearances.He also bought a lot of Lu Qingyuan's surroundings and piled them in the bedroom. Like many nerds, he likes a paper man.

But no one knows how warm and sincere this feeling is, and it is not enough for outsiders now.

Shen Mengzhuang read the original work over and over again, looking for any information about him and Lu Qingyuan over and over again.But in this world, Shen Mengzhuang and Lu Qingyuan in the novel are in the same situation, without any personal relationship.

At lunch that day, Shen Mengzhuang was absent-mindedly picking up lunch while swiping his phone with his head down.A little girl passed by behind him, happened to catch a glimpse of his screen, immediately came over in surprise, and said with a smile: "Brother Shen, you also watch "The Road to Cultivation in King's Landing"!"

Shen Mengzhuang raised his head to look at her and nodded, the girl finally found a lover, happily pulled out a chair and sat down beside him, and began to chatter: "Which character do you like the most?"

Shen Mengzhuang looked at her hesitantly, and saw that her eyes were shining with joy, he was really embarrassed to spoil the little girl's interest, he lowered his head and stuffed a mouthful of vegetables into his mouth, hiding the complicated expression on his face, and said in a low voice: "Lu Qingyuan .”

"Wow! Me too!!"

The girl smiled nympho, and excitedly grabbed Shen Mengzhuang's arm and shook it.

"He's so handsome. I like him so much. I saw a fan picture drawn by a wife yesterday. It's super super beautiful. Brother Shen, do you want to see it? Let me show you."

As she spoke, the girl took out her mobile phone, quickly opened the photo album, swiped it twice, then handed it to Shen Mengzhuang, and said with dancing: "Look, look, I really like this picture, does it look good?"

Shen Mengzhuang looked down at the mobile phone on the table. In the picture, Lu Qingyuan was not wearing a black cloak, but was wearing a red dress with golden dark patterns and thin tassels embroidered on the hem.The robe dragged to the floor, and the death mark on the neck and the blood-colored red pupils concealed a redness and enthusiasm.Without a crown, with black hair scattered all over the floor, he lay on his side on the soft couch, propped his head, squinted forward, raised one corner of his mouth, and evoked a sinister smile.Black mist wrapped around his body. If you look carefully, his neckline is slightly open, revealing fair and delicate skin, with sunken collarbone and slender lines.It was a bit sinister, but it was extraordinarily coquettish and breathtaking.

Just seeing his faint smile, just seeing the imaginary appearance of others, Shen Mengzhuang felt a fire burning in his heart.His heartbeat quickened unconsciously. He stared at the picture and couldn't bear to move his eyes away. If it wasn't for the urging of the people around him, he wouldn't know what uncontrollable things he would do in the next moment.

Shen Mengzhuang turned his face away, an indescribable light flashed in his eyes, and he replied: "Mm, very handsome."

"Right right!"

The girl got approval, and the smile on her face grew brighter.

"Which pair of CP does Brother Shen like? Let's see if we are like-minded people."

Shen Mengzhuang almost blurted out: "Shen—"

Fortunately, he reacted in time, swallowed back the words on his lips, and asked tentatively, "What about you?"

The girl was so happy that she could not close her mouth from ear to ear, and said excitedly: "I like Lu Qingyuan and Taoist Lanze the most. They match so well. I just like Overbearing Mozun and Gaoling Zhihua. They are so sua!"

Looking at the ecstatic girl, Shen Mengzhuang couldn't help but laugh.Taoist Lan Ze certainly knows that the original book is Lu Qingyuan's newest harem, and Lan Ze and Lu Qingyuan are also the most popular couple among all CPs.

Just when he was lost in thought, the girl clicked on another picture and said, "Look, this is my favorite CP picture, doesn't it match well?"

Shen Mengzhuang looked down at the screen. In the picture, Lu Qingyuan was hugging Lan Ze. The two were dressed in wedding clothes. Lu Qingyuan smiled so much that his eyebrows and eyes were bent into willow leaves, and Lan Ze lowered his head in embarrassment.Anyone who reads it will not say "a match made in heaven, a man with a talent and a woman with a beautiful appearance".

Feeling that his heart was bleeding, Shen Mengzhuang immediately stood up, dizzy and out of breath.He tidied up the dishes on the table in a panic, and said, "Then what, I remembered that I still have something to do in the office, so let's go first, do you want to go back?"

The girl stared blankly at his excited reaction, shook her head and said, "I still have to go find Xiao Zhou, Brother Shen, let's go back first."

Shen Mengzhuang finally looked at her and nodded, almost running away.He couldn't pretend to see pictures of Lu Qingyuan hugging other people as if nothing had happened, and he couldn't frankly agree with others and say "yes, it looks good and fits well".

Even though half a year had passed, he couldn't browse any derivatives of Lu Qingyuan and the harem with ease.That strange and invincible Demon Lord, that Demon Lord hugging left and right, that Demon Lord full of flowers, he couldn't put it down but his heart was pierced like a knife.

The novel was about to be animated, and he played the pv with great anticipation. Hearing a strange voice that didn't belong to Lu Qingyuan, his heart seemed to be torn apart.He saw the screen full of barrages attacking Shen Mengzhuang, and finally turned off the phone, unwilling to open it again.

He will never forget that after he woke up, he browsed the forums and Weibo day and night, trying to find news about Shen Mengzhuang and Lu Qingyuan.When he carefully replied the words "Lu Qingyuan x Shen Mengzhuang" in a bunch of posts discussing CP, he was cursed thousands of times by a group of fans.

Those harsh words have been washing away his rationality to this day.Those people across the screen tapped on the keyboard with uncontrollable anger and cursed:

"Is the landlord mentally ill? That villain Shen Mengzhuang treated Xiao Qingyuan so badly, so he can also eat CP? Is the brain plagued!"

"Damn, there are all kinds of rubbish, is the orphan on the other side?"

He was even chased and insulted by private messages, and in the end he had no choice but to log out of his account. In this world, he never dared to mention it again.

This is a world without Lu Qingyuan, there is no Lu Qingyuan who would follow behind him and call his senior brother tenderly.He told himself over and over again, nothing, nothing, he must start a new life, he still has family and colleagues, he is no longer Shen Mengzhuang, he is Shen Meng, just Shen Meng.

From nine to five every day, there is no idle time at work.Either working overtime or going to the gym, he piled up all his life, and sometimes he didn't even have time to eat, let alone think about it.

Busy day after day, he tried to keep that memory in his heart.He uses work to push himself forward, as long as he is busy, he will not be sad.

When he was walking on the street and saw related derivatives, three years had passed in the blink of an eye.When he thought he was about to forget, he always inadvertently used the cruelest way to easily arouse the feelings deep in his heart.

This day, he was sitting in front of the computer and revising the plan when there was a rush of footsteps behind him.He raised his head, only to see his colleague throwing a document on his face, and said angrily: "Shen Meng! I want you to sign for me. Look what you have done!"

Shen Mengzhuang opened the file, and when he saw the signature column, he suddenly felt sore.At that moment, it seemed that all the hard work of the past three years fell apart.In black and white, it was written impressively - "Lu Qingyuan".

He thought he had forgotten, but it turned out that this feeling took root in his heart in an imperceptible way.

When people in the world encounter insurmountable suffering, they always like to comfort themselves "it's okay, everything will pass eventually".However, at this moment, Shen Mengzhuang deeply realized from the bottom of his heart that he couldn't make it through.

"Sorry……"

Shen Mengzhuang lowered his head, his eyes were red, and he tried his best to suppress the tears in his eyes. He didn't want others to think that he was crying because he was yelled at.

"I'll change it right away, sorry..."

After finishing the matter, it was already seven o'clock in the evening, and Shen Mengzhuang dragged his tired body down the street.At night, there is a lot of people, the driveway is crowded, and the sound of horns is endless, which is annoying.

Shen Mengzhuang's legs were filled with lead, and he couldn't walk fast.He is like a walking dead, wandering on the street.When passing by a pop-up store, he stopped suddenly.

This is a pop-up store of "Junlin Xiuzhen Road", which has been closed, but through the window, you can still see the stand sign and some peripherals in the store.

Shen Mengzhuang stood outside the window as if he had found a treasure, with his forehead pressed against the glass, wanting to get a closer look at the human-shaped stand in the window.There are Lu Qingyuan in various shapes, big and small, and many CP stands. Obviously this is a CP-themed pop-up shop.

cp theme...

Looking at those intimate pieces of paper, Shen Mengzhuang suddenly became distracted.Looking around carefully, he saw "Lu Qingyuan x Ye Zhenzhen", "Ye Zhenzhen x Zhou Bufan", "Lu Qingyuan x Fengtian" and so on, official and cult, He had everything he wanted, but he couldn't find what he wanted to see.

Anyway, it's not the first time, I'm still a little sad, but not as desperate as I was at the beginning.Shen Mengzhuang comforted himself in his heart, shaking his head mockingly.

It's better to go back, so as not to make yourself unhappy again.

Shen Mengzhuang heaved a long sigh, and when he was about to leave, he caught a glimpse of silver in the corner of the window.His heart skipped a beat, and he walked over in a daze, trying to see the silver.

A car drove past behind him, and in the dazzling light, he saw something in the corner, and his heart felt like it was crushed in an instant.

It was a silver hairpin, the one he gave Lu Qingyuan back then.

Shen Mengzhuang propped his hands on the window, wanting to touch the silver hairpin through the glass.He suddenly knelt on the ground and cried bitterly.

After finishing the work at hand, Shen Mengzhuang handed over a letter of resignation.The rented house was also retired, and he left the city where he had lived for seven years since his freshman year.

Instead of going home, he called his parents, bought a lot of clothes and toys for his sister, and then transferred all the remaining money to them.

He bought a ticket and went back to the house where his grandmother lived in the country.In the past few years, he has come here during his holidays, because there is a peach tree in the yard, and he likes to sit under the tree and watch the peach blossoms fall.

The breeze blows at night, and the moonlight spreads on the ground like silk and satin.

Shen Mengzhuang was lying on the rattan chair, his face gradually pale.He looked at the peach tree, and in a daze, there was a familiar figure standing under the tree, walking slowly towards him.

He reluctantly evoked a gratifying smile, and called out with the last of his strength: "Xiao Jiu..."

The blood flowed down from the wrist, merged into a thin stream on the ground, and slowly flowed down to the tree.

The peach tree has withered, and the last few peach blossoms have blown off the branches, dancing in the air, fluttering and falling on the cold body.

Spring is over.

The author has something to say: I have finished writing the main text and extra episodes. Before writing the ending, I played the song "thetruththatyouleave" while practicing the piano. It feels like a coincidence. I don't know if you have heard this song.

Everyone in the world has more or less hidden stories about parting in their hearts.Hundreds of turns and thousands of times, I wish you all the best.

This story ends here, thank you for your support, thank you very much.

The rivers and lakes are far away, each cherishes each other.