The scumbag brother is finally accepted

After visiting Sister Lan that time, Shen Mengzhuang clearly felt that Senior Brother Shen's making things difficult for him was no longer physical torture, and this was exactly what he had been unwilling to see and dared not to see.

Because it means that his weakness is completely controlled by Senior Brother Shen.

He wasn't afraid of rough work, on the contrary, Senior Brother Shen's embarrassment in this aspect made him feel a lot easier.That way at least he won't have to face what he's been most afraid of seeing.

For example, seeing Lu Qingyuan and Senior Brother Shen getting close with his own eyes.

On this Mid-Autumn Festival, after dinner, Lu Qingyuan and Senior Brother Shen watched the moon in the courtyard.Shen Mengzhuang was standing behind them holding the saucer. Originally, he wanted to pack up the dishes and hide away.But Senior Brother Shen seemed to have guessed his thoughts and insisted on him staying to serve tea and water.

They sat, he stood.They ate and he watched.It's nothing, the most annoying thing is that he can only stare blankly when they hug each other.

Lu Qingyuan was originally sitting next to Senior Brother Shen, telling him the Mid-Autumn Festival script that he had learned a few days ago.Pointing to the full moon in the sky, he gestured vividly, and cut moon cakes for him from time to time.

Just as he was talking about his excitement, Senior Brother Shen suddenly stood up and sat on Lu Qingyuan's lap, wrapping his hands around his neck.Lu Qingyuan was taken aback for a moment, senior brother's initiative was simply the most breathtaking spirit in the past.But now, there is no heartbeat and joy, but boredom and displeasure instead.

He doesn't know why, this kind of disharmony and strangeness has been there since the first day, and it has not diminished until now, but has become more and more profound.

Lu Qingyuan endured his astonishment, and put his hands behind Senior Brother Shen to prevent him from falling.Originally, it was the deepest intimacy, but for some reason, when Senior Brother Shen sat on his body, he subconsciously glanced at Shen Mengzhuang who was standing aside.

Inadvertently seeing Shen Mengzhuang's slightly angry eyes, Lu Qingyuan was inexplicably nervous and uneasy.It's like... like being caught and raped in bed?

baffling.

Lu Qingyuan murmured these four words in his heart, really inexplicable.Inexplicable boredom, inexplicable eyes, inexplicable anxiety.

Didn't he like the senior brother to take the initiative to sit on his lap?Didn't he like to hold his senior brother the most and never leave him for a moment?

What's wrong with this now?Why did he just want to push away when the senior was approaching.Why did he only feel tired and irritable when he saw his senior brother.Why would he care about the eyes of an outsider when he is intimate with his senior brother at this moment?

baffling.

Just as he was in a trance, a glass of wine suddenly appeared in front of him.Lu Qingyuan saw Senior Brother Shen personally feeding him a drink, and said dumbly, "Master, Senior Brother?"

Senior Brother Shen shook the wine cup and said with a smile, "Do you want to drink? Why, don't you like me to feed you?"

Lu Qingyuan originally wanted to take the wine cup by himself, but after seeing Senior Brother Shen's sullen expression, he felt apprehensive.After hesitating for a moment, he finally complied with Senior Brother Shen's wishes.

The wine was pouring into his intestines, and Lu Qingyuan was about to speak, but he heard Senior Brother Shen laughing in his ear: "I feed you a drink, how can you thank me? Why don't you give me a kiss."

Lu Qingyuan was so shocked that all the words he had just said were broken in his mouth, and he looked at Senior Brother Shen and blinked blankly.

Also shocked was Shen Mengzhuang, who heard these words clearly.When he saw the mocking look that Senior Brother Shen cast over Lu Qingyuan's shoulder, he knew that the man did it on purpose.

This sentence was intentional, feeding Lu Qingyuan to drink was intentional, and everything before that was intentional.

Shen Mengzhuang's weakness and weakness, Senior Brother Shen clearly grasped it.

He knew it well, and Senior Brother Shen knew it too.

Only Lu Qingyuan knew nothing.

If it wasn't for Lu Qingyuan, if it wasn't for this liking, why would he stay here and suffer this crime.If you want to be beaten, you will be punished, if you are going to be killed, you will be cut, and he will never blink.But if he had to watch his beloved being entangled with others, it would be more painful than a thousand cuts.

Shen Mengzhuang stood where he was, trembling with anger.He imagined ten thousand times rushing over to lift senior brother Shen off Lu Qingyuan's body and throw him off, then grabbed Lu Qingyuan's clothes and shouted: "I am your senior brother!"

But he couldn't and couldn't.

Frogs croaked in the courtyard, Shen Mengzhuang looked at the two cuddling in front of him, and clenched his fists tightly.Just as he was thinking hard about countermeasures, his complicated thoughts were disturbed by the noisy crowing of frogs.His eyes suddenly moved away from the figures of the two, and moved to a corner not far away.

He left furtively, and returned mysteriously after a while.Shen Mengzhuang stood where he was, looking maliciously at the two faces that were gradually approaching in front of him.His face was blue and white, and his smile was vague.

Beautiful flowers and full moon, beautiful scenery on a good day, beautiful wine and beautiful women.It was supposed to be the time when the love was at its peak, but there was a sudden scream, which interrupted the affectionate kiss that was supposed to fall.

Shen Mengzhuang saw Senior Brother Shen jumping off Lu Qingyuan's body and a toad on his face, making him pale with fright.The anger just now dissipated after seeing his embarrassing appearance, leaving only the pride and good mood of having succeeded in the trick.

One of the major disciples of the Cangxuan Sect was attacked by a toad and lost all face.One sneak attack with a toad, the means are despicable.

Shen Mengzhuang shook his head with a helpless wry smile, wondering if Master Jiuquanxia would be so angry that he would scold the master for his misfortune after learning about it.

Toad retired and died heroically.Shen Mengzhuang mourned for a moment in his heart, and looked up to see Lu Qingyuan picked up Senior Brother Shen and hurried away back to the dormitory.

Only Shen Mengzhuang was left in the courtyard, and the toad died tragically on the ground.Shen Mengzhuang shrugged his shoulders mockingly, threw the saucer in his hand on the table, and after burying the "strong man", he swaggered back to his room.

Although the means are disgraceful, at least the effect is excellent.Senior Brother Shen is not upright anyway, why should he fight for this illusory face.

Shen Mengzhuang clapped his hands happily, and almost skipped back to the house.Perhaps due to the influence of the young mind, he himself felt that sometimes his behavior was too childish.

For example, they will be jealous at every turn, for example, they will want to cry when they are out of breath, for example, they are happy because they interrupted their kiss today.

never mind.

It was rare for Shen Mengzhuang to be so relieved.

He has died once, not to mention that Lu Qingyuan has matured a lot now, and he will no longer act willfully.Although the Nine Sacred Heavens have not been eradicated for a day, and the dark environment is not peaceful for a day, but with Leng Shanlan's help, there is still hope.The only thing he needs to worry about is Lu Qingyuan's safety.Other than New Year's Eve, it was his rivalry with Senior Brother Shen.

Everything in the world, except life and death, is trivial.

So it doesn't matter if you are naive, as long as you can stay by Lu Qingyuan's side and keep this sincere love, no matter how naive he is, he will recognize it.

Shen Mengzhuang went back to the house happily, and as soon as he reached the door, several servants rushed out and grabbed his arms and dragged him out.

With the help of the faint moonlight, Shen Mengzhuang could clearly see the faces of this group of people, they were the ones who grabbed his hands and pressed them into the hot water that day.Sensing the danger, Shen Mengzhuang broke free desperately and shouted: "What do you want? Let me go!"

The group of people grabbed Shen Mengzhuang's arm so tightly that they were about to cut it off.The difference in size and strength made it impossible for him to break free.He still has lingering fears about what happened that day. If he can't escape, he knows what he will face.

As if remembering the pain in his body, Shen Mengzhuang kept kicking and biting, but it was of no use at all.One of them suddenly raised his fist and slapped him hard in the face, shouting loudly: "Be honest! If you move around again, I will chop off your hand!"

That punch made Shen Mengzhuang dizzy and dizzy, and when he regained his composure, he was thrown into a dim woodshed by the group of people.The wooden door closed tightly with a bang and was locked.Shen Mengzhuang couldn't break it no matter how he smashed it, the group of people had already gone far away, even if he shouted out his throat, no one could hear him.

He simply stopped shouting, Shen Mengzhuang was so angry that he kicked the door fiercely, walked a few steps into the room and sat down cross-legged against the wall.Let's get through the night first, and then talk about it when the sun rises.

It was already autumn, he was wearing thin clothes, and there was no light or quilt in the woodshed.The cold wind blew in through the gap, making him shiver with his knees hugged.

A cold wind blew past the house, making the wooden windows creak.Shen Mengzhuang closed his eyes but was not tired, the more he heard the whistling sound, the colder he felt.However, in the sound of the wind, there were still some vague noises.

Shen Mengzhuang pricked up his ears to listen carefully, he seemed to hear a "hissing" sound, it wasn't the sound of the wind, it wasn't the wind blowing the wooden window, this sound was...

With a sudden shock in his heart, Shen Mengzhuang suddenly opened his eyes.A pair of gloomy vertical pupils looked at him, almost getting into his eyes.Just when he was in a daze, the snake letter spat at him violently, brushing the tip of his nose, and the next moment the ferocious long snake rushed over and bit his nose fiercely.

Shen Mengzhuang was so painful that his facial features were twisted, and he grabbed the snake's body in panic and threw it out forcefully.He ignored the injury to his nose, subconsciously stepped back, trying to stay away from the snake.However, when he retreated to the corner, under the moonlight, he saw groups of black shadows on the ground. After a closer look, he felt that the hairs all over his body were standing on end, his hands and feet were trembling uncontrollably, and all his strength was drained.

He was shaking, and his palms were covered with cold sweat.It is impossible for anyone not to tremble after seeing the situation in the house.He saw the groups of black shadows gradually separating, countless large and small snakes intertwined and twisted on the ground, and countless thick and thin snakes hanging on the firewood, they were winding and wriggling on the ground, as if Feeling the only blood and popularity in the house, they swam towards Shen Mengzhuang densely.

Shen Mengzhuang realized that there was no way to retreat. The wall behind him was surrounded by snakes in all directions in front of him.He can't be head-to-head at all, all he can do at this time is to keep calm as much as possible and not let the snake feel his aggressiveness, otherwise he will be devoured by these things as dinner.

The wound on the tip of his nose was bleeding, Shen Mengzhuang hugged his knees and buried his head in his arms, pressing the wound on his clothes, trying to avoid the smell of blood.These snakes should not be poisonous, otherwise he would have died from the poison all over his body.Obviously throwing him in has only one purpose - to teach him a lesson, and not let him die.

The ankle was soon entangled with a cold snake body, crawled up the calf, wrapped around the arms and neck, and kept tightening, more and more creepy cold sensations climbed onto the skin, and even penetrated into the skin. Get into the clothes, bite his ears, arms, and twist into a ball on his head.

Even though Shen Mengzhuang was calm, he couldn't bear it now.In other words, he couldn't take it anymore, but what else can he do if he doesn't hold on?

What else can I do?

He hugged his knees, trembling uncontrollably.When the first snake wrapped around his ankle, tears welled up in his eyes.When countless snakes got into his cuffs and climbed up his arms and neck to his head, tears fell to the ground like broken beads.

A few slender snakes landed on his shoulders, straightened up and hit his ears, as if they wanted to get into them.Shen Mengzhuang panicked immediately, and all his pretended calmness was broken.He grabbed the snakes and threw them out quickly. The snakes wrapped around his body felt his movement and bit his flesh and blood fiercely.

Shen Mengzhuang couldn't hold it any longer, the continuously tightening snake body took away his breath and heartbeat, and he felt himself gradually suffocating under the cold oppression.He stood up, stripped off all the snakes on his body, and rushed to the door regardless, smashing and kicking the door desperately.

He cried out in despair, seeing the clumps of snakes approaching him, the violent suffocation rushed over him.He abandoned the door and rushed to the window in a panic, and there were many thin snakes wrapped around the wooden window.He was cornered by the swarm of snakes, and with firewood in hand, he was on guard in vain.

The cold and frightening touch wrapped around his skin again, he screamed almost collapsed, and fled the house hysterically.Even though he had nowhere to escape, every inch of his feet was covered with swarms of snakes, and many snakes were wrapped around his body.

He felt that the flesh and blood from his whole body were falling off, and every inch did not belong to him.Those cold-blooded and ruthless things cling to his skin, biting his flesh.He was strangled and dragged into a hopeless quagmire.

When he ran away like a frightened bird, he was caught by a piece of firewood and fell to the ground so hard that his bare skin was scratched.He raised his head with difficulty, his head was dizzy, he opened his eyes, and saw groups of large and small snakes swimming towards him, his legs were already entangled by countless snakes, and it was difficult to exert strength.

He is going to die.

He choked up uncontrollably, and the unprecedented despair and pain approached with the snakes.

He obviously hasn't told Lu Qingyuan, hasn't had any hugs or kisses yet, why is he going to die again.

Shen Mengzhuang finally bowed his head in despair, letting the group of snakes bite his skin, wringing his whole body tight and then tight again.

His breath was deprived bit by bit, and his head became more and more dizzy.All the blood rushed to the top of his head, and he felt that the veins on his forehead were about to explode. Just when his breath was about to be extinguished, he suddenly heard a loud "bang", followed by hurried footsteps.

who is it?

Candles are brightly lit inside.

Shen Mengzhuang slowly opened his eyes, and the figure in front of him gradually became clear.After seeing the appearance of the person in front of him clearly, the tip of his nose suddenly felt sour. Regardless of the injuries on his body, he hugged Lu Qingyuan fiercely, almost using all his strength, as if he wanted to melt his own flesh and blood into Lu Qingyuan's flesh and blood.

He hugged Lu Qingyuan tightly, and this time he finally begged humbly: "Don't go, don't go, don't go..."

Lu Qingyuan stretched out his hand to hug him back, patted his back lightly, and comforted him gently: "I won't go, shall I wait until you fall asleep?"

Shen Mengzhuang looked like a person who had just been salvaged from the water, hugged Lu Qingyuan tightly to ask for his warmth, and begged: "Don't go..."

Lu Qingyuan thought that he was overly frightened, and patiently stroked his back once and for all, like comforting a child, coaxing: "You just took the medicine, can you sleep now? I'll stay here with you."

Shen Mengzhuang was stuffed into the bed by Lu Qingyuan, and as soon as he touched the cold corner, he rushed out almost collapsed, hugged Lu Qingyuan tightly with all his strength like a drowning man grabbing driftwood, and kept burrowing into his arms .Start talking nonsense: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, don't go, can you stay with me? Please don't go, I'm afraid, I don't want to see you hug other people, don't hug other people... You said you want me to stay People around you, why are you doing this to me?"

The more he spoke, the softer his voice was trembling.Shen Mengzhuang pawed at Lu Qingyuan, clutching his shirt with both hands, refusing to let go no matter what.He buried his whole body into Lu Qingyuan's chest, and his tears wet a large area of ​​his clothes.The long-lost warmth is stronger than the deadliest poison at this moment, he just wants to pass through the barrier clothes and hide in Lu Qingyuan's body, so that he can never be separated again?

He trembled in Lu Qingyuan's arms, and the more he was at his most vulnerable, the more sour memories came to his mind.He held onto Lu Qingyuan's clothes tightly, and lightly rubbed his head against Lu Qingyuan's chest, with a voice as soft as a cloud or a puddle of clear water, muttering to himself: "Don't do this to me, don't..."

Lu Qingyuan felt the person in his arms trembling slightly, pressing against each other tightly.He smelled the familiar, crazy-thinking scent of Du Ruohua, and all his rationality collapsed in an instant.Hearing Shen Mengzhuang's almost aggrieved and humble voice, his heart ached.When he kicked open the gate and saw Shen Mengzhuang surrounded by countless snakes, he almost went crazy.This kind of feeling, this feeling of burning with anxiety and with the whole heart hanging on the other person, was so strong before, obviously it was only with one person before.

It was like a heart that was exhausted and dying was salvaged.Lu Qingyuan also hugged Shen Mengzhuang tightly, asking for the fragrance of Du Ruohua on his body, as well as the joyful peace of mind, as well as the familiarity and intoxication of the harmony of body and mind.

The candles in the hall were flickering, and the two hugged each other tightly.The door was pushed open suddenly, Senior Brother Shen stepped on the threshold majestically, it looked like he was here to ask the teacher for a crime.

Shen Mengzhuang was startled, and after seeing who was coming, he subconsciously shrank closer to Lu Qingyuan's arms, grabbing Lu Qingyuan's clothes tightly, for fear of being thrown down again.

Senior Brother Shen crossed his arms, leaned against the door and squinted his eyes to look at the two snuggling up, and said sarcastically: "My bedroom is spacious enough, Xiaojiu might as well carry him there, so as to avoid running around and wasting loving time."

Lu Qingyuan looked at Senior Brother Shen, the person in his arms was still hugging him tightly and refused to let go, he should have pushed it away but he couldn't bear to push it away.He knew that the senior brother saw it, he knew that the senior brother would definitely be angry, he knew that what he did was wrong, it was a betrayal of the senior brother, he knew that he should not be soft to people other than the senior brother, he knew that his liking began to waver, he knew that he It's shameless and despicable.

He knew it, he knew it.But he just couldn't bear to push it away, this, he didn't know.

When Shen Mengzhuang hugged him like a life-saving straw, when Shen Mengzhuang curled up in his arms and sobbed, when Shen Mengzhuang begged him not to leave, when Shen Mengzhuang wrongedly begged him not to treat him like this, he just couldn't bear it. .

Perhaps earlier, when he saw Shen Mengzhuang for the first time, he was destined to love this person again and again.

There is no reason, just reluctance, reluctance for no reason.This inexplicable distress unexpectedly made him feel at ease and familiar.It seemed that it was supposed to be like this, he and his senior brother were supposed to be like when he got along with Shen Mengzhuang.

Because the other party smiles, the heart is pounding, because the other party is hurt, the heart is worried, and the flowers are blooming, and the other party wants to hug and kiss the other party.

Obviously it should be like this.

Lu Qingyuan didn't know what to say, so he called weakly: "Senior brother..."

Senior brother Shen saw that he didn't intend to let go at all, his snort just now turned into anger, and he said coldly, "Are you still going back?"

"Brother..."

Lu Qingyuan looked at Senior Brother Shen, and then looked down at Shen Mengzhuang.He didn't want to let go, he knew that Shen Mengzhuang needed his company at this time.He saw Shen Mengzhuang huddled in his arms, looking up at him, with tears still in his eyes, his eyes drooping slightly, he begged to shake his head, and murmured softly no.

The hand that wanted to let go paused, and Lu Qingyuan turned his head to look at Senior Brother Shen again. When he met his angry and disappointed eyes, he seemed to be slapped severely.

The relationship between him and his senior brother for so many years shouldn't have become so embarrassing.

Lu Qingyuan gently stroked Shen Mengzhuang's head, and comforted him: "Go to sleep first, and I'll let the doctor come over to have a look tomorrow, okay?"

Shen Mengzhuang kept crawling into Lu Qingyuan's arms like a frightened bird. He grabbed Lu Qingyuan's clothes tightly and begged tearfully, "Don't go, please, don't go..."

Lu Qingyuan was silent for a moment, Senior Brother Shen squinted at the two people on the bed, and said displeasedly: "Okay, if you don't leave, I won't force you, you stay here and accompany him well, and you don't have to enter my room from now on gone."

Throwing down the threat, Senior Brother Shen walked away, throwing Lu Qingyuan a ruthless back.Lu Qingyuan saw his senior brother leaving angrily, and wanted to chase him out but was hugged by Shen Mengzhuang forcefully.

"Mo Zhuang, be good, can you have a good sleep?"

Lu Qingyuan pushed Shen Mengzhuang's hand away and stuffed him back under the blanket.

"Can I come see you again tomorrow? I really want to go back. I don't dare to make my senior brother angry. I'm sorry. I can't accompany you anymore. Come tomorrow, okay?"

Shen Mengzhuang reached out from under the blanket and grabbed Lu Qingyuan's clothes, he didn't care about any dignity and decency.Leaving him here alone, as long as he closes his eyes, the cold suffocation is like a black and white impermanence threatening iron chain around his neck.He just wanted Lu Qingyuan to accompany him for a while, why, even this wish is not allowed now.

When he heard Lu Qingyuan approaching that Senior Brother Shen, his heart really hurt like hell.He grabbed Lu Qingyuan's clothes and refused to let go, lowered his head and whispered: "I am—"

It was as if the god of death knew his thoughts and squeezed his heart fiercely.The pain made his face pale, and cold sweat broke out on his forehead.He didn't know how far he could go, so he endured the severe pain and said in a trembling voice: "I am, yes, Shen..."

His heart was constantly clenched, as if it was about to explode the moment he told the truth.He gasped in pain, the word "Shen" echoed between his teeth for a long, long time...

"Shen, Shen..."

Perhaps the three words "Shen Mengzhuang" will be his curse in this life.

He could no longer resist the painful torture, swallowed the answer on his lips, and finally begged weakly and desolately: "Don't go..."

Lu Qingyuan really couldn't see Shen Mengzhuang's frail and helpless appearance, he knew that if he hesitated any longer, he would be soft-hearted and reluctant to leave.But brother...

In the end, with a long and helpless sigh, Lu Qingyuan pushed Shen Mengzhuang's hand back into the bed, pinched the quilt for him, and gently comforted him: "It's getting late, go to sleep, I will definitely come to see you tomorrow, sleep Bar."

Throwing down a few innocuous words, leaving Shen Mengzhuang with a farther and farther back view, Lu Qingyuan gently closed the door and left.

In the narrow house, the red candle burns slowly.Shen Mengzhuang had never felt that the room was so empty, and it was cold now.The murderous chill came from all directions, just like the bunch of snakes forcing him to have no way out.

He hugged the quilt and curled up into a very small ball, tears wet a large piece of the quilt.

He felt so cold and hurt.

In the main hall, Lu Qingyuan stepped into the door and saw that senior brother Shen was still asleep, his heart sank, he walked behind him, and tentatively said: "Senior brother used to be very good to servants."

Senior Brother Shen turned around and asked, "I'm not well now?"

"Not at all."

Lu Qingyuan took a step forward and complained tactfully.

"It's just that there has never been such a thing before. I think brother... this time is a bit strict..."

"severe?"

Senior Brother Shen snorted coldly, with disdain written all over his face.

"Are you trying to say that I'm unreasonable? Why, you and your little lover are done loving each other, and now you come to Xingshi to inquire about your crime? I did it, so what? You feel distressed when I discipline a servant? Oh , forget, he is not a servant, but your sweetheart."

"Brother!"

Lu Qingyuan's complexion suddenly became very ugly, he didn't want to make his words ugly, he didn't want to see the aggressive senior brother.

"You've never been so hard on someone before, you've never been so vicious before!"

"vicious?"

Senior Brother Shen repeated these two words in disbelief.

"Is it because I am vicious, or in the final analysis, is it because you have changed your mind?"

"I……"

The word "change of heart" hit Lu Qingyuan's heart hard like a punch, he couldn't argue with it, and felt guilty as if he had been caught.He has never dared to face up to the grudge between him and his senior brother during this period of time, he has never dared to face up to his feelings that have begun to tilt.

Because he always thought that he loved his brother deeply enough.

"Why, was I right?"

Senior Brother Shen looked sideways at the subtle expression on Lu Qingyuan's face.

"If you don't like me anymore, tell me as soon as possible, I, Shen Mengzhuang, am not a stalker. Don't think of me so cheaply!"

All the anger and resentment that Lu Qingyuan had just now were shattered after hearing these words.He strode forward, hugged Senior Brother Shen from behind, resisting the awkwardness that made him feel uncomfortable, but also to make sure that his senior brother hadn't disappeared.

He no longer thinks about how his senior brother is different from before, as long as he thinks that his senior brother may leave him, he can no longer mind.

As long as the senior brother won't leave him again, everything will be fine.

But how did it become like this?

How could he and his brother be like this?