The scumbag brother is finally accepted

The black pill melted in the body, like a warm current spreading to all limbs.Followed by a hundred or a thousand small bugs, wriggling in the blood, each one seemed to have the sharpest fangs, gnawing at Shen Mengzhuang's flesh and blood recklessly.

Like ten thousand ants devouring the heart.

Shen Mengzhuang was sweating profusely, every bone in his body seemed to be broken alive, and then stitched together with needles and threads.Every blood vessel was drawn out.

The pain of cramps and peeling skin is nothing more than that.

The sheets were wet and the bedding was torn.

Shen Mengzhuang bit the corner of the quilt, trying not to cry out.

The blood vessels in his whole body were vaguely wriggling in them.

One drum and one drum, up and down.

Consciousness fell into the void, and Shen Mengzhuang's eyes were pitch black.

In a trance, he saw the vague figure of the young man again.

In the kitchenette, in the back mountain, in the garden, on the bed.

who is it?

Who is he?

The boy turned around slowly, the sunlight fell on his body, shaking Shen Mengzhuang so much that he couldn't open his eyes, and couldn't see the boy's face clearly.

More and more blurred, more and more distant.

The boy gradually left him, in the vague memories, in the emptiness of the dream.

He stretched out his hand with difficulty, trying to catch the boy's shadow.

Wondering who the boy is?Ask if they know each other?

However, he opened his mouth, but could not make any sound.

The pain all over his body seemed to be against him, and he could no longer lift his arms.

In the end, the boy completely disappeared into the dream, and his hand hanging in the air landed heavily on the quilt.

He passed out from the pain.

When he woke up, there were several people around him.

Shen Mengzhuang slowly opened his eyes with difficulty, and saw Gu Xuzi was checking his pulse, Xiao Hua was sitting beside him, eyes seemed to have been crying, looked at Gu Xuzi worriedly, and then at him.

Gu Xuzi looked serious, his brows were squeezed into a "Chuan" character, and he stroked his beard slowly a few times.

Sometimes there is a "hiss", and sometimes an "um".

Xiao Hua didn't dare to vent her anger, and asked timidly, "Sir, how is Brother Shen?"

Gu Xuzi finally withdrew his hand, was silent for a moment, shook his head and said: "I can't tell, the pulse looks normal, but it doesn't always feel so normal."

Xiao Hua couldn't understand, she scratched her head, and continued to ask: "Is that normal or abnormal?"

Gu Xuzi replied: "This is true and false and false is also true."

Xiao Hua: "Huh?"

Shen Mengzhuang regained his composure for a while, forced a smile, and said in a weak voice: "Xiao Hua, don't make things difficult for Mr. I'm fine, so naturally I can't see the problem."

Gu Xuzi put the things back into the medicine box, and solemnly instructed: "Although there is no major problem, but look at you, you are haggard and short of breath, and the blood in your body is insufficient, so you must be careful of depression. Be happy, I didn't tell you, Smile more."

Shen Mengzhuang waved his hands, shook his head and said, "Can you still laugh when you see my current situation?"

Gu Xuzi said: "There's nothing you can't laugh at. Life is short, you should be content and always happy. You, don't think about those annoying things anymore. What's the use of thinking too much? It's not that you are exhausted in the end. The most important thing right now The most important thing is to take good care of it. People in the world will take care of everything in the world, so you don't have to worry about it."

Shen Mengzhuang sighed lightly, unable to hide the fatigue on his face, and said lightly: "I am also one of the people in the world. Everyone has their own destiny, or responsibility when they come to this world. People like Mr. I set up a hanging pot to help the world, cure diseases and save people, but I..."

He paused, his eyes determined.

"Have your own way to go."

"Never mind."

Gu Xuzi gave up his advice.

"If you can listen to what I say, you won't be what you are today. I'll go back and make another medicine for you, which may relieve your pain. I can't do anything else, it's all up to you. "

Shen Mengzhuang looked up at him and smiled gratefully.

"Thank you."

Watching Gu Xuzi leave the bedroom, Shen Mengzhuang called Xiaohua to bring the wooden box from the drawer.Opening the wooden box, there was a wide variety of things in it, all of which were his favorite jade treasures.

Picking out a rare and precious jade pendant, Shen Mengzhuang beckoned Xiao Hua over.

Xiaohua sat by the bed, Shen Mengzhuang held her hand, put the jade pendant in her hand, and said with a smile: "I am also incompetent as a big brother, so I have nothing to give you. This jade pendant is my favorite, treasure it It's been a long time. It's not worth a few dollars, but it's a little bit of love from my big brother."

Xiaohua looked at the jade pendant in her hand, and then looked at Shen Mengzhuang suspiciously.

Shen Mengzhuang patted Xiao Hua's hand, and said earnestly in the tone of an elder: "Our little flower has grown so big, and I, the eldest brother, just discovered it. Don't blame me, I haven't treated you very well these years, you must never Angry at Big Brother."

"Brother Shen, what are you talking about!" Xiao Hua was both puzzled and angry. The more she heard it, the more she felt that Shen Mengzhuang's words were very strange, but she couldn't tell what was so strange.

Behind Shen Mengzhuang, he pinned the hair from Xiaohua's forehead to behind her ears, and gently stroked her head.

"Xiaohua is eighteen this year?"

Xiaohua replied softly: "Seventeen."

"Seventeen."

Shen Mengzhuang carefully looked at Xiao Hua's eyebrows and eyes, and suddenly smiled.

"Do you have a sweetheart?"

"Brother Shen!"

Xiao Hua's face immediately turned red.

"It's nothing embarrassing."

Shen Mengzhuang covered Xiao Hua's hand again, wrapping her hand and jade pendant in his palm.

"There is a custom in the Dark Realm. When a woman marries into her natal family, she must prepare a dowry. I am your eldest brother, so naturally I am your natal family. The eldest brother has nothing good, so this jade pendant is your dowry. If there is someone you like, please Be bold and like it. If he bullies you, you can report the name of big brother, and big brother will clean him up for you."

It's just scaring as a ghost.A person like him should be a lonely ghost after death, full of sins and unable to enter the path of reincarnation.

"Brother Shen..."

Xiaohua's nose suddenly turned sour, and she boldly moved over to hug Shen Mengzhuang.Really like a little sister, nudging in his arms.

"Xiaohua doesn't want to leave you, so Xiaohua doesn't want to marry. Is there anyone better than Brother Shen in the world? If not, I won't marry. I will stay by Brother Shen's side for the rest of my life. Brother Shen is not allowed to despise me."

Shen Mengzhuang lowered his head and stroked Xiao Hua's head once, and said with a smile: "Of course I won't dislike you. If you grow up to be an old girl by my side, don't blame me."

Looking at the coquettish little girl in his arms, he suddenly thought of someone in a trance.

"I used to have a very close person who treated me very well. I think she should be as cute and likable as you when she was young."

Xiaohua looked up at Shen Mengzhuang and blinked, and asked, "Then what about her now?"

"she……"

Shen Mengzhuang's eyes were slightly closed, and there was a trace of bitterness and unspeakable grief in his eyes.

Even though the years have wiped away the blood and rotted the corpse.However, when I dream back at midnight, or when it snows for the first time in winter.

The nightmare that I can't get rid of and don't want to get rid of will always wake up in my heart.

He suppressed the soreness in his throat, his voice trembled, and said in a low voice:

"She left me."

"I used to be very naughty. I always disobeyed my parents and was always beaten. Every time she came to coax me and treat me well."

As if someone passed through my heart, the pain that had been dusty for a long time gradually recovered.Shen Mengzhuang's eyes gradually became moist, and the hand stroking Xiaohua's head began to tremble, even his voice trembled.

He used a very soft voice, as if talking to himself.

"I don't know if I can find her. If I do, will she blame me?"

Xiaohua seemed to hear Shen Mengzhuang's voice, or feel the trembling of his fingertips.He hugged his waist tightly, and comforted him: "Since she is so kind to Brother Shen, of course she won't blame Brother Shen. Since she is a very close person, she will never get angry and blame no matter what she does. This is a relative. .”

Shen Mengzhuang's eyes widened slightly, his heart froze as if enlightened.

He hugged Xiao Hua tightly, his heart suddenly relaxed a lot.

If it's his elder sister, she shouldn't blame him.

He has been worried these days, after his death, under the Nine Springs, what face will he have to face his master, his friends, and even more face to his parents and eldest sister.

But now that he thinks about it, Zuo just scolded and beat him. Didn't he get beaten less when he was a child?

The mood suddenly brightened.

Shen Mengzhuang seemed to understand a big event, and there was a smile in his eyes.

The door was suddenly pushed open, and Lu Qingyuan hurried over with a worried look on his face. As soon as he entered the door, he yelled his brother, and walked straight towards Shen Mengzhuang.

And as soon as he came in, he saw Shen Mengzhuang hugging Xiaohua, staring at the two angrily and unwillingly.

Xiao Hua hurriedly stood up to give way to Lu Qingyuan, and there were only the two of them left in the hall.

Lu Qingyuan sat by the bed, grabbed Shen Mengzhuang's hand, examined him carefully, and said worriedly: "Senior brother, what's wrong? Let me see, what does the old man say? Did you prescribe any medicine?"

Shen Mengzhuang withdrew his arm, lay on the bed and turned his back to Lu Qingyuan, completely ignoring him.

Looking at the indifferent back, Lu Qingyuan clenched his teeth and clenched his fists.The anger and resentment in his eyes are gradually burning, and the more he thinks about it, the more unpleasant it becomes.

He looked at Shen Mengzhuang and said in a low voice: "You can treat that old man politely, you can chat and laugh happily with Xiaohua, you greet everyone with a smile, why do you treat me like this..."

indifferent?ruthless?heartless?

He thought a lot of words in his heart, but he didn't have the guts and courage to say them.

I don't know what I'm afraid of, afraid of being true, and afraid of being rejected.

He looked close at death as if at home, and hugged Shen Mengzhuang through the quilt, his voice trembling, complaining aggrieved and humble.

"Do you really hate me so much? Brother, you said you loved me, why are you treating me like this now? I love you, I love you with all my heart, don't ignore me, okay?"

Shen Mengzhuang couldn't bear it anymore and pushed away Lu Qingyuan who was pressing on him, and sat up to keep a distance from him.

Looking at him almost in disbelief, he poured out all the words that were in his mind.

"Do you love me? Your love is to abolish my cultivation and ruin my appearance? Your love is to make me unable to walk? Your love is to force me in front of my master's tomb? Is this your love? If this is Shen can't bear the love of a high-ranking Demon Lord."

Lu Qingyuan panicked, panicked and at a loss like never before.He grabbed Shen Mengzhuang's hand, apologized seriously, and felt heartbroken.

What he feared most in his life was that Shen Mengzhuang didn't love him, and that Shen Mengzhuang hurt him and lied to him.

Unfortunately, these two things happened at the same time.

He could no longer hold back the tears in his eyes, dripping down Shen Mengzhuang's hands.He held Shen Mengzhuang's hand tightly, as if repenting or pleading.

This is what he did to Shen Mengzhuang the most, even though he never got what he wanted.

He still begged him sincerely and bitterly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was wrong in the past, I'm sorry, brother, you can beat me, scold me and punish me. Please don't ignore me, please, don't love me. I'm not afraid of pain, and I'm not afraid of others killing me. I'm afraid you don't like me, hate me, the person I'm most afraid of hurting me is you. Brother, you have already left me once, do you want to leave me a second time?"

Shen Mengzhuang didn't answer, Lu Qingyuan kept kissing the back of his hand and fingertips, crying.

"Brother, I once begged you to take me away, but you ignored me, you threw me in the abyss for ten years. I once begged you to love me alone, but you still ignored me, Meng Qingyang, Ye Zhenzhen , Xiaoyi, they are all in your heart, but I only have you in my heart."

"You are good to everyone, why are you so cruel to me?

It was you who said that you would treat me well for the rest of your life and only favor me.

It was you who said that you wanted me to be the daughter-in-law of the Shen family, so that I would not be wronged.

It was you who said you would take me down the mountain and buy a house for us to live a normal life.

You said it all, now, are you going to lie to me again? "

Hearing these few words, Shen Mengzhuang finally reacted.But unfortunately, it wasn't Lu Qingyuan's longing and pity, but unbelievable.

It's surprising, it's incredible, it's unimaginable.

He looked at Lu Qingyuan and said in surprise: "I said to take you down the mountain? To live with you?"

Some blurry images suddenly flashed in my mind.

The boy sat on him, and he hugged the boy and whispered.

And that day by the West Lake, he remembered some incomplete words.

He wanted to buy a house by the West Lake, as if he had promised someone to live with him.

who is it?

Want to buy a sugar man like whom?

who's that person?

He looked at Lu Qingyuan in disbelief, and asked in a voice he couldn't even imagine: "Is it you?"

Lu Qingyuan thought that Shen Mengzhuang remembered the past and the promise he had made.

She held his hand tightly in surprise and nodded like a pounding garlic.

Like a child eagerly receiving a reward from an adult, he looked at Shen Mengzhuang eagerly.

There is light in the eyes, which is the expectation for the future, the expectation for Shen Mengzhuang, the expectation for the lost and found love.

He was elated and overjoyed.

"It's me, it's me! It's always been me, from beginning to end!"

However, in the next moment, he understood what was empty joy.

Shen Mengzhuang shook off Lu Qingyuan's hand vigorously, shrank back, stared at him with disgust and fear, and shouted: "Impossible, it can't be you, you lied to me. To force me to yield You are shameless for deliberately saying these things to distort my memory!"

It seems that the last handful of charcoal fire in winter has been ruthlessly snuffed out.

Lu Qingyuan's hands were hanging on the cold quilt, and the remaining warmth of Shen Mengzhuang in his palms dissipated little by little, like his sincerity falling into the ice river, like his love covered by heavy snow.

Frozen a little bit, solidified a little bit.

Treating each other coldly these days, being cautious these days.

Lu Qingyuan smashed everything into pieces and swallowed them into his stomach. He persistently thought that Shen Mengzhuang would always remember him, and the love between them.He persistently thought that as long as he told Shen Mengzhuang about their past, as long as he apologized to Shen Mengzhuang, as long as he loved Shen Mengzhuang without hesitation, they would always be together.

Shen Mengzhuang promised him that he would always love him.

will always be together.

Will live with him like an ordinary couple.

But now?

Lu Qingyuan rushed over and grabbed Shen Mengzhuang's hand tightly again, almost shouting angrily and hysterically:

"I didn't lie to you, you said it, you said every word!

Are you going to regret it now?Are you taking back your promise?Are you going to deny that you love me?

Impossible, I don't allow it!

You love me, love me forever, love me all your life, in this life, in the next life, and life after life!

I want you to remember, you must not forget me!

I don't allow you to regret it! "

Shen Mengzhuang felt that this person was a lunatic, and tried his best to get rid of him, and tried his best to deny him.

"You are delusional! I don't love you! I don't love you in this life, I don't love you in the next life, and I won't love you in the next life!

I will never forgive you until I die! "

The two wrestled and entangled on the bed again, Lu Qingyuan pulled Shen Mengzhuang's skirt and threw it in the middle of the bed.Bully pressed forward, ripping off his clothes like a wild beast losing its mind.

He was afraid that Shen Mengzhuang would dislike him, so he kept forbearing and restrained.He thought that as long as he was obedient and obedient, Shen Mengzhuang would think of him.

Now it seems that he was too absurdly wrong.

Shen Mengzhuang still refused him stubbornly, so why should he endure it any longer.

"You don't remember do you?"

Lu Qingyuan looked at the flushed and angry face of the person below him, with a dangerous smile on his lips.

"Okay, let's do it."

"I'll do it until you remember!"

The familiar sound of cloth being torn rang in my ears, and the clothes that were still in good condition just now were torn into pieces in an instant.

Shen Mengzhuang suddenly gave up struggling and let Lu Qingyuan tear his clothes.

Staring at the beam above his head, he sneered.

Hearing Shen Mengzhuang's smile, Lu Qingyuan raised his head buried in his neck, and met cold and contemptuous eyes.This is the sharpest knife in the world, he thought.

Shen Mengzhuang's contemptuous eyes fell on Lu Qingyuan, and he sneered and said:

"So you made a tirade about I love you just to get me to open my legs to you obediently?"

Lu Qingyuan froze in place without answering, he sneered again.

"Okay, as you wish."

Shen Mengzhuang lay under Lu Qingyuan, opened his legs, and exposed his whole body to Lu Qingyuan without reservation.

Like a suffocated bird in the arms of a red snake.

Like a lamb waiting to be slaughtered by the devil's sword.

Looking at Shen Mengzhuang like this, Lu Qingyuan felt pain all over his body, and the pain in his heart made him want to cry.

His whole body was like a deflated ball, he knelt on the bed weakly, his voice was weak, like a dying person, and finally he just called softly.

"Brother..."

Since then, they have returned to a rhythm of ebb and flow.

One wakes up during the day and one is reborn at night.

Gu Xuzi came many times, and Shen Mengzhuang's face became haggard every time, but there was no problem with the pulse condition.

"Have you been feeling unwell recently?"

Shen Mengzhuang thought about it carefully, but in the end he still didn't tell the truth.

"There is no discomfort, just occasional restless sleep."

Gu Xuzi nodded.

"I changed the prescription for you. Tonight, you can try the calming incense from the new pharmacy to see if you can sleep more peacefully."

He took out a porcelain jar from the medicine box and handed it to Shen Mengzhuang, looking at his pale face and gradually thinning body.Gu Xuzi couldn't bear it, and after a long silence, he said solemnly:

"I'll go to Xiyue City tomorrow, and maybe I can try to find out your cause. It would be great if I could meet your old friend."

Shen Mengzhuang nodded when he heard the sound, suddenly startled.

Xiyue City?old friend?

He suddenly looked up at Gu Xuzi, Gu Xuzi met his gaze and nodded with a smile.

Suddenly his eyes were moist, Shen Mengzhuang trembled all over, he stretched out his hand to hold Gu Xuzi's hand, choked up and said: "Mr. Lao, Shen is very grateful."

Gu Xuzi patted his hand and comforted him: "Take care of him well, when I come back, maybe I can see your younger generation."

Shen Mengzhuang watched Gu Xuzi leave, but he didn't look back for a long time, as if he wanted to go with him and go to Xiyue City.

Xiyue City, that is his hometown.

Since he became Cangxuan's disciple, he never went back.

Is there still a Shen family in Xiyue City?Does he have any descendants?If so, what generation has it been?

Gu Xuzi's words were obviously to give him a thought to live, and he knew it well.

It's just that all the painstaking efforts were wasted in vain.

If he still has younger generations, then he has to go on.

The new Anshenxiang made Shen Mengzhuang sink into nothingness, he would always dream of that vague figure of the boy.

When Guliang gave him the pill that day, he told him that the medicine had the effect of restoring memory.

Restore memory?What memory is restored?What else did he not remember?

Need to remember?

The young man in the dream seemed to be gradually becoming clearer. He saw the young man wearing a dark blue Taoist robe, with his hair tied up in a high ponytail, and he couldn't see clearly if he looked up.

He saw him practicing swords in the back mountain with young people, picking flowers to make wine in spring, and going boating to dig lotus roots in summer.

Seeing the young man hugging him and not letting go, he coquettishly called him, "senior brother".

"Brother!"

"Senior brother's peach blossoms are blooming!"

"Brother, let's dig lotus roots!"

"Brother, why are you ignoring me?"

"Brother..."

"Senior brother and brother!"

The boy stood in the shade, with the summer light on his shoulders.The young man tilted his head and squinted at Shen Mengzhuang and smiled brightly.

The boy walked towards him step by step, each step stepping on his heartbeat.

The heart throbbed with the boy's pace.

The boy approached with strides, threw his arms outstretched, laughed and shouted.

"Brother!"

"I like you the most!"

The night outside the hall was heavy, and the green smoke curled up inside the hall.

Lu Qingyuan slowly appeared, tiptoed to the bedside and sat down, as usual, hugged Shen Mengzhuang gently through the quilt.

Even if Shen Mengzhuang disliked him, he had no way to leave.He couldn't sleep without holding this person, he couldn't feel at ease without looking at this person.

Tonight, due to the effect of the pills, Shen Mengzhuang was dripping with sweat.

Lu Qingyuan buried his head in Shen Mengzhuang's neck, and the scent of Du Ruohua that made him intoxicated was more fragrant than before.

He lingers and forgets to return, getting stuck in it and unable to extricate himself.

Lu Qingyuan carefully kissed Shen Mengzhuang's bare skin, trying his best to restrain himself from leaving any traces.

He seemed insatiable, repeatedly licking and nibbling.

Shen Mengzhuang, whose consciousness fell into nothingness, felt as if he was being pressed down by a mountain, unable to breathe or open his eyes.It faintly felt like a snake letter had swept across his skin, making him tremble uncontrollably.

The boy in the dream sat on him, he leaned against the wicker chair, hugged the shy boy tightly, leaned over and kissed the boy secretly on the face.

He stared at the boy intently, and the sun shone on the two who were snuggling.

The sun gradually receded, like a bride's red hijab, slowly lifted off the boy's body.

From the soles of the feet, to the chest, and then up to the chin, revealing bright red lips.

He even forgot to breathe, staring fixedly at the young man who gradually became clear.

Blush cheeks, fair skin, and a pair of pure deer eyes with long eyelashes trembling slightly, and slender eyebrows.

Everything moved his heart.

He looked at the young man, his three souls and seven souls all flew away with the opened sunlight.

The figure like a lotus emerging from the water suddenly appeared in front of my eyes.

He called the boy almost instinctively.

"Little Nine..."

"Brother?"

When Lu Qingyuan heard Shen Mengzhuang in the quilt calling him vaguely, surprise and joy flashed across his face.

"Brother, do you remember me?"

He was full of expectations but didn't dare to expect too much, he didn't know whether to be happy or not.

Shen Mengzhuang rubbed his head, shrank into the bed, and called again in a daze, "Xiao Jiu..."

"Brother!"

Lu Qingyuan heard this sound clearly.

His breathing was messed up by this long-lost address. He trembled all over, hugged Shen Mengzhuang tightly with excitement, pressed his forehead together, and replied: "I am here, I am by your side."

Lu Qingyuan's rationality was completely shattered by this call, and the impulse he had tried to suppress was truly awakened.

He leaned over to suck on Shen Mengzhuang's thin lips, and pried open his teeth, trying to catch the whisper from Shen Mengzhuang's lips, throat, or deeper.

In the dream, Shen Mengzhuang seemed to feel that something had entered his mouth.Unable to swallow or spit out, he wanted to speak, but found that it was tightly blocked, and all voices were squeezed into a slight murmur.

These broken murmurs came out of the dream, out of Shen Mengzhuang's teeth, escaped from the entanglement between the two, and ran into Lu Qingyuan's ears, turning into muffled hums.

His head immediately exploded into a pot of porridge, Lu Qingyuan buried his head in Shen Mengzhuang's neck, eagerly licking and biting.Vaguely, sincerely, passionately, calling.

"Brother..."

"...Brother."

"Brother..."