The scumbag brother is finally accepted

In recent days, Shen Mengzhuang's food has become more and more tasteless, although he was like this before, he just didn't realize it.It was the same day that Lu Qingyuan tasted it while feeding him, and he didn't know if he had put in the wrong seasoning. A green vegetable was so salty that his throat felt bitter, but Shen Mengzhuang didn't notice it after eating it for a long time.

All the meals were taken away and redone, and those in the dining room were inevitably punished.Holding the teacup in his hand, Shen Mengzhuang took a sip, and said after consideration: "Don't blame them, there are so many miscellaneous things in the dining room, maybe it was a moment of negligence, I'm fine."

After waiting for a while, Shen Mengzhuang did not wait for Lu Qingyuan's response. After getting along these days, he did figure out a way to deal with Lu Qingyuan.So he hugged his knees and sat on the couch with his head shrunk, half of his face buried in his arms, and he muttered in a low voice: "You blame this and that, but in the end, I don't want to blame you. If you cook by yourself, I will Are you eating such a salty meal?"

Lu Qingyuan, who had a gloomy face just now, couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth when he heard this.These words sounded like he was blaming him, why was there still a hint of jealousy?

Feeling very useful, Lu Qingyuan hurriedly leaned over and hugged Shen Mengzhuang with both hands, put his head against his head, and said cheerfully: "Why are senior brothers' words so sour?"

"Is there?" Shen Mengzhuang still muttered with his face buried.

Lu Qingyuan enjoyed it, and kissed Shen Mengzhuang's temples, and the two of them stood next to each other like conjoined twins, "Isn't there? I like senior brothers to be jealous, but I also don't want senior brothers to be jealous."

"I let you run out of words." Shen Mengzhuang straightened up, stretched out his hand to hook Lu Qingyuan's neck, turned over and sat on his lap.He found that Lu Qingyuan liked him doing this very much. Although he couldn't see it, he could hear and feel that the people under him were benefiting, "Don't blame them, okay? Didn't you say you only love me? So just look at me , don’t spend your time on others, and don’t get angry, you know?”

Lu Qingyuan supported Shen Mengzhuang's back with both hands, looked at him with a smile on his face, nodded obediently and said, "I'll always listen to senior brother."

It seemed to be back to the old days when Lu Qingyuan listened to what Shen Mengzhuang said. Shen Mengzhuang touched his ears with both hands and squeezed them, then leaned close to him with his head in his arms, and kissed him like a reward.Lu Qingyuan naturally rejoiced and impatiently leaned over to catch this rare kiss.

When he was halfway through the ecstatic kiss, a black shadow outside the window bumped into Shen Mengzhuang's back suddenly, causing him to flinch into Lu Qingyuan's arms in shock.

Hugging the person in his arms tightly, Lu Qingyuan stared at the rampaging black shadow. It turned out to be a blood bat, and it was falling to the ground shaking its head and staring at stars.

"What's the matter?" Lu Qingyuan asked lightly.

The blood bat got up from the ground, flew to Lu Qingyuan's ear with fluttering wings, and muttered.

Shen Mengzhuang also listened attentively. During this period of time, he occasionally heard blood bats come to ask Lu Qingyuan for instructions. At first, he couldn't understand it at all, but now he only understands it.For example, at this moment, it seems to be saying... caught?

who?caught who?Shen Mengzhuang froze all over suddenly, there was a muffled thunder in his head, his heartbeat couldn't help speeding up, bad thoughts lingered in his mind like ghosts that surfaced.

The leisure and ease of these ten days had almost consumed all his willpower, he was like the handful of peach petals in the porcelain altar, soaked in the numbing wine, and bit by bit, he lost the ability to resist and struggle.He almost forgot, there are people who lick blood at the tip of the knife, he almost forgot, and... people who were implicated because of him, such as...

"Senior brother, why are you so preoccupied?" Lu Qingyuan squeezed his chin, turned his sideways face back, and wanted to continue with the unfinished business.

The disturbed thoughts were suddenly interrupted, Shen Mengzhuang was shocked, as if he was afraid that he would guess his thoughts, he quickly shook his head and denied: "It's nothing."

Lu Qingyuan turned him over with support, pressed him under him, and covered his warm lips.Shen Mengzhuang responded to Lu Qingyuan, but he no longer had the intoxication and concentration he had just now.

Waking up in a daze, Shen Mengzhuang rubbed his forehead and propped himself up. He didn't know when he fell asleep. He slept for too long and now his head was groggy, as if it was about to burst.

Xu Shi's lunch dish used to be salty, but now his mouth is dry.Shen Mengzhuang was about to call Xiaohua to pour him a glass of water, but his voice was extremely hoarse with his mouth open, and he could barely speak a complete sentence after coughing a few times.

No one outside the hall seemed to hear it, Shen Mengzhuang suddenly thought of what the blood bat said today, and then thought of not seeing the Stone Demon in this period of time, he must have been implicated by him and did not know whether he was dead or alive.

The heart is upset, and the backlog of things in the bottom of my heart surges out at this moment, as if a fire wire is ignited and crackling, all the annoying troubles are blown out.Shen Mengzhuang could no longer be a blind man with peace of mind, and really turned a blind eye to the things around him.He can't, he couldn't before, he can't now, and he won't be able to in the future.

With a soft sigh, Shen Mengzhuang shook his head helplessly, grabbed the edge of the bed and wanted to turn over and get out of bed.However, one foot was entangled in the bedding and fell out of bed with a "bang".

The white jade ground was so hard that tears welled up from the corners of his eyes, but the white gauze blocked it and he couldn't see it at all.Shen Mengzhuang's forehead suddenly swelled up a pimple, he stretched out his hand to rub it perfunctorily, leaned on the bed and carefully touched the desk, and picked up the magic stone on the table.This was given to him by the stone demon, and he was told to call him whenever he needed anything.

Shen Mengzhuang touched the stone and shouted a few times, his voice was so hoarse that he didn't even think it was his own.The stone didn't move at all, and no figure fell from the window and called "Senior Brother Shen" stupidly.

The uneasiness and guilt in his heart became more and more intense, Shen Mengzhuang not only wanted to know what happened to the stone demon at the moment, but also wanted to know who the blood bat said he had caught.However, no matter how anxious he was, the stone in his hand was no different from ordinary stones on the roadside, and no one responded.

All his hopes were dashed again, and he had no intention of harming another.No, not unintentionally.He was the one who begged the Stone Demon to let him go out that day. He knew that Lu Qingyuan was going to kill Meng Qingyang, so he couldn't sit idly by.And he also knew what kind of punishment the stone demon would receive if he agreed to his request, but the stone demon still complied.

It wasn't accidental, it was his deliberate murder.In order to save this person, he sacrificed that person.Just like in the Eternal War, he sacrificed his love in order to save the common people.

Back to this question again, this is a dead end that he cannot escape in his life.And during these many years of wandering around, he finally understood that whatever he chose was wrong.

The ball named "Tenderness" was suddenly pierced with a hole, and all the guilt, self-blame, anxiety, and fear in the ball were blown away.

He could no longer pretend to ignore it.

Living with this uneasiness in his heart, he didn't know who to ask. These few days when Lu Qingyuan was not in Que Gongwei occasionally, his guess became more and more real.

The side effects of the blood coagulation pills became more and more serious. His sense of taste had been completely lost, and everything he ate was tasteless.And his voice was gradually lost as if soaked in water.

This day when he woke up in the afternoon, his head was extremely painful. He didn't know whether it was because he had slept for too long or his mind was too heavy. His face was not as rosy as the previous few days, as if he had returned to the time when he was injured overnight.

It was already dinner time, Shen Mengzhuang was sore and weak, and he didn't want to get out of bed.Lu Qingyuan sat by the bed, holding a bowl in his hand and feeding him spoon by spoon.

Shen Mengzhuang chewed absently for a few times, holding the quilt with both hands and digging at the seams with his fingernails.He kept thinking about how to speak, he didn't know what to say so that Lu Qingyuan wouldn't be angry.The methods he explored in the past few days are only effective for ordinary trivial matters. As for other matters, especially those involving the dark realm and Cangxuan, he also knows that it is difficult to change them.

You'll be angry no matter what.Shen Mengzhuang thought helplessly.

"Brother, take another bite." Lu Qingyuan was in a very good mood today, from the time he entered the door until now, there was a smile on his lips.

The seam of the quilt had already been cut by the fingernails, and the words in his heart were swallowed by him again and again, and he had never been so uneasy and disturbed.

But he finally said it.

"I see." Shen Mengzhuang said with a hoarse voice, calmly and slowly, "I know you caught him, I... can you let him go? He, he and I grew up together, Although he was quite annoying in the past, he is from the same sect after all."

Shen Mengzhuang thought over and over again, endured the dryness of his throat and coughed a few times, and tried to say what he wanted to say, "If you don't like him, just let him get hurt. Can you save his life? Anyway, let him go He is with his master. Cough—"

Xu Shi spoke too fast, and the discomfort in his throat made him cough violently.

"I heard that he has a younger junior sister, ahem, who likes him very much. Let him marry a wife and go back to the mountains, and never, ahem, never come out again, okay?"

There was a sharp pain in his throat, and he felt a hand pinching his neck slowly, as if trying to take away his chance to speak.He was inexplicably flustered, and thoughts kept echoing in his head—if he didn't explain it right now, he might never have the chance to say it later.

The sudden panic caused Shen Mengzhuang's expression to panic, and he couldn't remember what he had thought carefully.As if wanting to compete with the god of death for time, Shen Mengzhuang searched his brains and said whatever came to his mind, with a somewhat impatient tone.

"He, cough cough, he didn't mean to be your enemy, if you can spare his life, let me, let me say a few words of persuasion to him, maybe, cough cough cough, maybe he won't show up again In front of your eyes, to piss you off. So can you-"

"Are you finished?" Lu Qingyuan just sat next to Shen Mengzhuang from the beginning to the end, the smile in his eyes disappeared without a trace, and his face was gloomy at this moment, staring at Shen Mengzhuang who was wholeheartedly begging for outsiders, and the hand holding the porcelain bowl faintly With force, the fingertips turned white.

"I... I really—"

The words on the lips were suddenly stuck in his throat, no matter how hard Ren Shen Mengzhuang coughed, he could no longer spit it out, just like a stone mill that was running day and night stopped suddenly.

No, he can't just be dumb like this, he has to tell Lu Qingyuan about his weighing and determination in the past few days, and he has to tell him personally.

However, he held his neck and coughed for a long time, but the stone mill still did not turn, and could no longer turn.

Lu Qingyuan looked at him disregarding his own body and only trying to be brave for an outsider, and the anger in his heart burned everywhere.

Did you grow up together?You used to hate it but now you love it?Even a little junior sister knows that she is in love with her, she really is a confidant.

"Go on, what are you really? Really like him? Really can't see him suffer? Really want to live with him? Really can't stand being with me? Why don't you say it?"

No, it is not.What he wanted to say was that he really thought it over, he wanted to live the life of two people like this forever, and stop worrying about others.What he wants to say is, can he leave the Dark Realm and stop killing people, he can live with him forever in the Demon Realm, and he really won't lie to him and hurt him again.

Shen Mengzhuang held his neck and shook his head frequently, he wanted to say but he couldn't.

The person in front of him still didn't respond, Lu Qingyuan clenched his teeth, his brows and eyes became more and more gloomy.

"How do I know what's on your mind if you don't tell me? You really don't like me anymore? Do you really want to be with him? Do you really feel sorry for him? Is it because he and his junior sister go back to the mountains, or do you want to go back to him and make a couple?" Loving mandarin ducks?"

No, it is not.Shen Mengzhuang shook his head and tried his best to deny it. He opened his mouth and exhausted all his strength, but there was only a dry sob.

He wants to say: He really only likes one person in this life, he really only wants to be good with one person in this life, and he has always loved only one person in his life.

He wants to tell that person:

—It's you, it's always been you, it's always been you.

——So don’t guess wildly, don’t feel uneasy anymore, and don’t do more wrong things because of me.I will accompany you well, and if your sin is too heavy, I will bear it with you.If you are in hell, I will go to hell with you.

——I promise you, we will go to Huangquan together.From then on, no matter whether it is a mountain of swords or a sea of ​​fire, I will never let you down again.

But, but...he couldn't say it anymore.

Struggling and hopeless in my heart, I suddenly heard a "click" in my ear, and the porcelain bowl fell to the ground.Immediately after Shen Mengzhuang was firmly pressed on the bed, Lu Qingyuan knelt on his side, grabbed his arms with both hands, his eyes were scarlet and terrifying.

He strangled Shen Mengzhuang's arm, almost nailing him to the bed, and said sharply: "You want to plead for him again? What are you going to use this time? You still can't forget him after so long? Is it really an old lover? I heard that he came to you? You are really my good senior brother. You actually have a tryst with another man here behind my back. You couldn’t elope with him back then, but now you brought him to Here, sneaking under my nose. What did he do to you? Did he hug you? Did he kiss you? Or did he just take off his clothes and make love to you on my bed? They are already useless people, and they seduce other men quietly Climb into your bed, are you so shameless?"

The warmth of the past suddenly collapsed at this moment, and Lu Qingyuan was shrouded in hatred. He clearly knew that the person under him was his beloved senior brother. He clearly knew that his beloved senior brother was thinking about other people in his heart. He also has feelings for his senior brother, and he clearly knows that the two had a private meeting here.

But he only forgot that he once said that he hated his brother to suffer the most.But now, he is the most painful executioner for his senior brother.

He couldn't say what he wanted to say, Shen Mengzhuang heard every word that was sharper than the tip of a knife, and the knife cut his heart one by one.

How could he say that about him?How could he humiliate him?He can't.

The white gauze in front of her eyes was already wet with tears, if Lu Qingyuan could find out.

Shen Mengzhuang's hands were trembling, and he slapped Lu Qingyuan hard.Because he couldn't see, the position was a bit off, and half of it hit Lu Qingyuan on the head.

The crisp slap and the sting on the cheek were like adding a handful of firewood to the anger. Lu Qingyuan covered his left cheek, raised one corner of his mouth and sneered, "You hit me again."

After finishing speaking, he suddenly leaned down, clutching Shen Mengzhuang's shoulders tightly with both hands, and shouted like losing his mind: "You are not reluctant when we are doing it with me, can you open your legs obediently when facing him? You talk, say ah!"

Unable to see Lu Qingyuan's stern gaze, Shen Mengzhuang only felt the pain in his shoulder, and knew there should be red marks without looking.He just opened his mouth in vain, originally wanting to express his heart desperately, but at this moment, he suddenly didn't want to.

There is no need to say it anymore.

The hand holding Lu Qingyuan's clothes gradually lost strength. He closed his mouth to accept all the humiliation, and closed his eyes to accept all Lu Qingyuan's violent venting.He couldn't see because his eyes were blind, because his eyes were blurred by tears.

He thought he could ignore it if he couldn't see it, but he could clearly feel the wet white gauze in his eyes.

Only Lu Qingyuan couldn't feel it.

Since that day, the relationship between the two has returned to the original point of stalemate.It seemed that the tender treatment of these ten days was in vain, maybe the relationship between them was so fragile that any spark could burn their hearts to ashes.

It's just that they turned a blind eye to this matter with a rare tacit understanding.

Shen Mengzhuang was lying on the bed that day, he had already woken up and was too lazy to move.My limbs were sore, and the bruises and red marks on my body hurt when I touched them.What are you doing getting out of bed? Anyway, what he did was wrong, so he simply stopped moving.

However, he didn't want to intervene anymore, so someone just forced him to intervene.

The door was pushed open, Lu Qingyuan strode to the bedside, hugged Shen Mengzhuang by the waist, with a strange smile on his lips, and said in a deep voice: "Didn't senior brother want to see him, I'll take you there now."

As soon as the words fell, the two landed on Yu Lingfeng in the blink of an eye.Shen Mengzhuang stood barefoot on the ground, Lu Qingyuan didn't want to hug him like he used to do.

"The person you miss is right in front of your eyes. If you can save him, I will spare his life."

Lu Qingyuan's frivolous words came to his ears, Shen Mengzhuang couldn't see anything, he stood stiffly in place, the gravel on the ground made his feet hurt, and the healed scar had a faint tendency to ooze blood.

He didn't know what to do, he couldn't see the road in front of him, and it was even more whimsical to want Lu Qingyuan to help him there.Just when he was hesitating, a familiar voice suddenly came from his ear, weak and feeble, like a candle flickering in the wind, saying intermittently: "Xiao, Xiaomeng, don't come here, don't... hurry, get out of here, don't worry about it." I'm..."

"Qingyang!" He immediately recognized who it was, calling him in his heart, groping with his hands step by step towards the source of the sound, what he wanted to say could only linger in his mind, "I, did I hurt you again? I I don't want you to die, I said I don't want to implicate you."

"It's not your fault..." Meng Qingyang was tied to a pillar covered in blood, he was dying and lowered his head, using his last strength to raise his head and look at Shen Mengzhuang who was walking towards him, "Don't approach me, do you hear me, don't approach me I!"

Shen Mengzhuang's feet began to bleed, and some of the stones on the ground were already stained red.Regardless of the pain, there were no obstacles on the way, and he reached Meng Qingyang's side smoothly.

He couldn't speak, he could only open his mouth and let out the sound of "Ah, ah", his brows were furrowed in anxiety, and his hands were tightly clutching Meng Qingyang's red shirt.

"It's okay..." Meng Qingyang looked at Shen Mengzhuang with half-closed eyes, "I know, I know everything. You don't have to blame yourself, I, I don't regret it."

Shen Mengzhuang kept shaking his head, tears fell from under the white gauze, he obviously tried very hard to protect innocent people, why did this happen?

Just as Shen Mengzhuang was groping to untie the iron chain on Meng Qingyang's body, the iron chain suddenly shook, and a roar seemed to burst his eardrums, and Shen Mengzhuang was knocked away several meters by an evil energy and fell to the ground.

Cheongyang?Shen Mengzhuang was at a loss, he knew it was Meng Qingyang's voice, but why?

"Oh, I forgot to mention." At this moment, Lu Qingyuan, who was standing aside, stood on a wooden post, enjoying the show with folded arms in leisure time, with the same expression as when he sat on the mountain gate and watched Shen Mengzhuang climb the ladder barefoot.

Coincidentally, today's protagonist is him again.

"Senior Brother Meng is now in the same category as me, so please don't despise him, Senior Brother."

What's the meaning?Shen Mengzhuang struggled to get up, and was about to walk back to Meng Qingyang, but was stopped by his roar, the voice was hysterical, almost desperate and pleading: "Don't come here again, did you hear me?"

Qingyang...Shen Mengzhuang froze in place, not knowing what was going on in front of him.

"Xiao Meng..." Meng Qingyang looked at the thin Shen Mengzhuang in a trance, his eyes were gentle and firm, without the slightest grief and struggle when he roared.He looked up at Shen Mengzhuang, wanting to keep his appearance in his heart forever, so that he would not be lonely on Huangquan Road, and would not wait for the wrong person by the Naihe Bridge.

He begged softly, his tone so ethereal as if it didn't exist.

He said, "Kill me."

Cheongyang?why?Shen Mengzhuang clenched his hands into fists, holding up all his strength to barely stand up straight.

"I've already..." Meng Qingyang lowered his head, and when he didn't look at Shen Mengzhuang, his eyes were only ashes, "I have the blood of the demons on my body, I have...kill me, I will die without regret if you do it .”

What he meant was that he was turned into a demon by Lu Qingyuan... Shen Mengzhuang gritted his teeth tightly, tears dripping uncontrollably on the ground, and the white gauze over his eyes was already soaked.

No, he can't do it, don't force him to do such a thing.

"Xiao Meng, hurry up, before the hemorrhage has completely flared up, it's still too late, hurry up!"

No, you can't.

"Xiao Meng, I have never begged you for anything in my life, can I just treat it as the last time I beg you? Kill me, kill me!"

He can't, he can't.

"Xiao Meng, will you listen to me this time?"

Don't push him, don't push him.Shen Mengzhuang turned his face away, trembling all over, biting his lips tightly to suppress the sobs in his throat.

Suddenly a sharp sword fell from the sky and stuck in front of Shen Mengzhuang. Lu Qingyuan looked down at the affectionate two people at his feet, and said contemptuously, "How can we continue singing without props?"

"Xiao Meng, please listen to me this time? If you don't like me, I will never pester you again. I won't make dog skin plasters anymore. I'm going to find Nianzhi. It's not safe for her to be alone underground. I will accompany her. You will fulfill my last wish, okay?"

Meng Qingyang was almost kneeling on the ground, the blood of the demon clan gradually took effect, and bloody vines had already climbed up his face.

"I don't want to become a demon, Xiao Meng, do you still remember the beliefs of the Cangxuan Sect?"

Shen Mengzhuang choked with sobs, and said in unison with Meng Qingyang in his heart:

——For the sake of the common people, it is a worthy death.

"Xiao Meng, my life has come to an end, and my responsibility has also come to an end. There are tens of thousands of people who will protect it with their lives when the Darkness is gone. It's okay to lose one Meng Qingyang. You don't have to blame yourself, but you should be happy for me , I deserve to die. Xiaomeng, I don’t want to become a evil and harm the Dark Realm, don’t make me ashamed of the common people.”

If it was because of personal relationships, Shen Mengzhuang was reluctant to do anything for a long time, but now that Meng Qingyang brought the common people before his eyes, he had no choice but to do what he least wanted to do.

Touching the hilt of the sword, Shen Mengzhuang pulled out the sword vigorously, his hands trembling violently.The road from the original place to Meng Qingyang's body was like walking blindly on a wooden bridge, with the abyss beneath his feet beyond redemption.He can't turn back, there is no way out, and the purpose of his going forward is to kill the person he least wants to kill.

"Xiaomeng, I'm very tired today, so I won't talk to you anymore, and I won't be able to in the future. If it's convenient for you, remember to pour me a cup of Gushanchun every March [-]rd. I know you like that wine, and I will too. I like it. That was the day when we first met, maybe you forgot it. It’s okay, I just remember it. If he doesn’t allow you, don’t remember it. I’ll drink it myself. You, you, live well, live well ,well……"

Tears blurred Shen Mengzhuang's figure, Meng Qingyang choked up and sobbed, he had never cried so sadly.And the person in front of him was also heartbroken, and the sword in his hand shook violently.

"I haven't held a sword for a few years. Be steady, don't lose the Cangxuan sect." Meng Qingyang wanted to tease him, but he finished speaking while crying.

Shen Mengzhuang walked in front of him, his lips were about to bleed, he couldn't see Meng Qingyang, he couldn't even see the last side, and he couldn't see it anymore.

"Let's do it, I can't hold back the blood."

Shen Mengzhuang didn't move.

"Hurry up, if you slow down, it will be too late!"

Shen Mengzhuang still didn't move.

"Xiao Meng! Let me die, I beg you!" Meng Qingyang knelt on the ground, crying in despair.

Shen Mengzhuang felt that he couldn't breathe, bit his lip tightly, more blood flowed out, and finally stabbed his eyes with the horizontal knife.

It seems to be the sound of a porcelain bottle falling to the ground, or the sound of a hydrangea being punctured.In short, something has collapsed, and it can never be restored.

Shen Mengzhuang threw away the sword in his hand, and rushed to embrace Meng Qingyang, who was bleeding profusely. At this moment, he resented that he couldn't speak, and couldn't open his eyes to see the last side of the person in front of him.

He could only support Meng Qingyang's body in vain, let out a hoarse voice of "Ah, ah" in vain, and tears fell on Meng Qingyang's face like broken threads.

The iron chains all over his body were broken and scattered all over the place.Meng Qingyang's face was as pale as a dead body, and he stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Shen Mengzhuang's face with the last bit of strength, and comforted him: "Don't cry, I am happy to die by your sword."

He took out the red concentric knotted sword tassels from his bosom, stuffed them into Shen Mengzhuang's hands, and holding his cold and trembling hands tightly, he said dying: "This is my most precious thing, you, you help me put it away. In the next life, in the next life, I will take it away." -"

Before he finished speaking, Shen Mengzhuang felt the temperature covering his hands suddenly disappear.He froze in place, and then shook Meng Qingyang's body like crazy, his broken voice seemed to cut his throat open without words.

He raised his head and cried, as if he wanted to ask God to help him.

Who will help him?Who is coming?Even if there is only one person...

When he passed out from grief, the one who came to him was not the god who could save all sentient beings.

He didn't wait for God to take pity on him and pull him away from the endless night, but the demon that made him irreparable gently hugged him.