The scumbag brother is finally accepted
Chapter 125 Glacier Melting
The door was suddenly pushed open, and a cloud of black mist poured into the hall. As soon as Lu Qingyuan entered the door, he saw the unconscious person on the bed. He rushed over in panic and lay down beside Shen Mengzhuang's pillow, holding his cold hand tightly with both hands.
The hall was filled with a strong smell of rust, and blood was poured into one basin after another, and a maid knelt on the ground to wipe the vomited blood on the ground.
Gu Xuzi was sitting by the bed, holding a silver needle in his hand, and pierced a hole in Shen Mengzhuang's fingertip, blood dripped down and dripped into the iron basin under the bed, it was already the third basin.
Lu Qingyuan looked at the pale-faced person in front of him, his thin lips were tightly closed, and there was no blood at all, like a snowman in winter, so pale and thin, no matter how he covered his hands, the hands in his palms still couldn't warm up.
"Senior brother..." Lu Qingyuan lay on Shen Mengzhuang's pillow and called softly, frowning together, both distressed and affectionate.He was still fine when he got up and went out in the morning, and he was still able to beat him with a pillow. It was only a few hours since he hadn't seen him, but he didn't have a meal together, and then the news came that he was in danger of being poisoned.
"What's the matter?" Lu Qingyuan raised his head and glanced at Gu Xuzi.
The Taoist doctor focused on the acupuncture points on Shen Mengzhuang's hand, the silver needle pierced it, and the black poisonous blood dripped into the basin along the wrist.
"The properties of the medicine are mutually restraining, and his life is in danger. Fortunately, there is a snow-capped Ganoderma lucidum hanging on him, otherwise you should prepare a coffin."
"The medicine's properties are mutually restraining? Why?" Lu Qingyuan was full of doubts, staring at Gu Xuzi, with murderous intent rising in his eyes.
"He took Zheergen today. It's fine to take this medicinal material alone, but if you take it together with the medicine I rationed him, it will be a poison worse than arsenic. You see, the poisonous blood is still dripping, tsk tsk tsk, already One foot into the gate of hell."
The murderous look in his eyes was even worse, Lu Qingyuan's brows were cold, and it was difficult to dispel the anger in his heart that he would kill the person who poisoned Shen Mengzhuang at this moment.Turning his head and glanced at Wan Qing who was waiting at the side, he asked coldly, "Who is in charge of today's meals?"
Standing behind Lu Qingyuan, just waiting for him to talk to her, Wanqing tried her best to suppress the joy in her heart, lowered her head, and occasionally glanced at Lu Qingyuan secretly, and whispered softly: "It's Xiaorou from the dining room."
"Drag out." Lu Qingyuan half-closed his eyes, and said in a harsh tone, "Mie Xing, his family will be slaves forever."
Among the punishments in the devil world, the most cruel is the annihilation.If the person being punished cultivates the human form, he will use a cutting knife to cut off the flesh and blood one by one, pull out the bones, pull out the devil's core, and throw it into the flame pool to suffer eternal burning.
This punishment is not only physical pain, but also mental torture and humiliation.In the demon world, those who can cultivate human form must be those who have a fair level of cultivation or extraordinary status, and punishing them with annihilation is undoubtedly a blow that will destroy the world.Like falling from the top of the clouds to the gutter in the abyss, from a phoenix on a branch to a mouse in the gutter.
What's more, those who can enter the sparrow palace have even more extraordinary family backgrounds.Although Xiaorou's family is not as high-ranking as Wanqing's, they are still a famous family, at least above the middle rank.Now that Lu Qingyuan said lightly, he would be a slave forever, and the scenery that lasted for hundreds of years was completely shattered overnight.
As soon as this incident happened, except for the dark puppet and the three-headed Qiying, who were under one person and above ten thousand people, those demons who were not high enough or low enough were panicked.Especially if there is a girl in the family who is on errand in the Que Palace, they are even more exhorted to be careful.
Lu Qingyuan hugged Shen Mengzhuang's head, pressed close to his side face, and kissed lightly like a dragonfly on water, as if to soothe his uneasy emotions due to pain.
Seeing the closeness between the two on the bed, Gu Xuzi picked up a handkerchief beside him and wiped his sweat, put all the silver needles in his bag, and said: "You have to really love him, treat him better at ordinary times, and don't go crazy Then thank God, everything is fine. When I checked him just now, I saw that there was no good land. How could you do it? If you have some hobbies, I can’t control it, but please don’t find me something to do. The last time it was a broken heart, the last time it was the heart, this time it was poisoning, I don’t count the big and small injuries on weekdays, I can’t count them with ten hands. I also admire him, really, I admire him wholeheartedly, How can I endure you so far. If it were me, I would wipe your neck with a knife on the first night, and at worst, we would die together, and it would be better than being entangled with you now. "
After putting away the last silver needle, Gu Xuzi picked up the handkerchief and got up, looked at the person on the bed, heaved a sigh of relief, and continued: "Okay, it's done. I must remind you that he is angry now. His blood is deficient, and today's experience has even hollowed out his foundation. The medicine he took before was in vain, and I have to give him a new prescription. You must remember that you can't make him angry again, otherwise it will be difficult for the gods. Help. Besides, that, ahem, if you can’t do intercourse, you can’t do it, he can’t do that with his current body, so bear with it and leave.”
In the hall, there are only unconscious people on the bed and people waiting by the bedside.The night outside the window was heavy, and red candles flickered on the bed curtain.
It seems that the blood in his body is like a dry river, without any trickle, only dry and cracked soil.Ears buzzing, surrounded by darkness without skylight.
Shen Mengzhuang once again fell into a nightmare. For more than a year, he dreamed of the same scene almost every night.The darkness without light, the laughter and calls of young people, the fire that hits the body, and the abyss that keeps falling, like being thrown into the sea, falling continuously, with no bottom or end in sight.
Then he woke up suddenly, drenched in sweat.Shen Mengzhuang opened his eyes and gradually regained consciousness.The carved beams and painted buildings above the head all show the magnificence of the palace, the veil flutters, and then a worried face appears in front of the eyes, which gradually overlaps with the boy in the dream, but it is not him anyway.
"Senior brother finally woke up." Lu Qingyuan hugged Shen Mengzhuang's head, lying beside him, gently wiped the sweat from his face, and gently kissed and pecked his forehead and cheek.His fingers caressed his hair with gentle movements, lest it hurt him.
It seemed that all the strength in his body was used in that nightmare, Shen Mengzhuang continued to close his eyes and let Lu Qingyuan stick to him.
At this moment, Lu Qingyuan's eyes were as gentle as water waves, like melted honey.The movements of his hands were also extremely gentle, as if all his patience and tenderness in his life had been given to Shen Mengzhuang, no, it wasn't as if, it was affirmation, definitely.
His tenderness and love, his madness and paranoia.His whole being, his whole heart, exists because of Shen Mengzhuang.
Clinging tightly to the person in his arms, Lu Qingyuan sniffed the Du Ruohua fragrance on Shen Mengzhuang's body, and could never get enough of it, so he whispered in his ear, "Let's talk, senior brother, what did senior brother do today?"
A few strands of itchy hair on the neck made Shen Mengzhuang move his body, tilted his head to one side, and replied weakly with his eyes closed: "Write."
"Written what?"
"Write whatever you want."
Suddenly I remembered that in Anxu Peak, when Shen Mengzhuang hugged Lu Qingyuan and wrote at the desk, the chic and elegant "Hold my hand, we will grow old together" and the graceful and shy "Senior Brother loves me, I love Senior Brother" are like the most beautiful words in spring. The refreshing warm air blows from the ears into the heart.
Lu Qingyuan put his arms around Shen Mengzhuang, and put his head against his head, "Brother, will you teach me how to write tomorrow? We haven't been like before for a long time."
It was like before... Shen Mengzhuang pondered these words in his heart, could it still be like before?
Sudden sourness and depression welled up in his heart, Shen Mengzhuang turned his face away trying to hide the complicated emotions on his face, and said softly, "Aren't you busy?"
"I'll be with you tomorrow." Lu Qingyuan leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, "Nothing is as important as you."
Green smoke billowed up in the hall, Lu Qingyuan specially lighted soothing incense, Shen Mengzhuang had many dreams and couldn't sleep, and always woke up several times at night.Gu Xuzi formulated this incense for him, but recently he used more and more.
On a rare and leisurely night, Shen Mengzhuang felt weak all over, as if a huge boulder weighed heavily on his body.Seeing that he was unwell, Lu Qingyuan no longer pressed him to sleep as usual.Instead, he hugged the man in his arms and stretched out his arms to serve him as a pillow.Gently patted his back and kissed his hair.
This was the first time that Shen Mengzhuang was put to sleep in someone's arms, and there was always something unspeakable... Weird?In the past, he always put his arms around Lu Qingyuan, and Lu Qingyuan snuggled into his arms.Even on weekdays, Lu Qingyuan was on top of him, sleeping on the same couch, with necks crossed.It was rare for the other party to be so considerate and caring today, which made him a little at a loss.Putting his hands on Lu Qingyuan's chest, his legs curled up, his already sore limbs couldn't be stretched, it was really uncomfortable.
Slightly raised his head, looked at the person in front of him blinking, frowning, vigilant like a lamb in the arms of a lion.Shen Mengzhuang hesitated to speak, but the tiredness just now dissipated suddenly, and he pushed it away either not or not.
Just when he was hesitating, Lu Qingyuan leaned over and kissed him on the forehead, pinned a strand of hair behind his ear, pinched his ear bone lightly, and said softly, "Go to sleep."
The whispers in the ear seemed to have some kind of magical power, and the dissipated tiredness suddenly swept over.Shen Mengzhuang's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and finally they closed heavily, and fell asleep in Lu Qingyuan's arms.Occasionally woke up at night, holding Lu Qingyuan's skirt tightly in his hand, and a hand on his back patiently comforted him, dispelling the fear in his dream.Under the considerate care, Shen Mengzhuang slowly fell asleep, thinking of his eldest sister in a daze.
When he was young, Xiao Mengzhuang often made troubles, giving laxatives to his husband, stealing eggs from chicken coops, or hiding in trees and throwing dry bird droppings at passers-by, or skipping class to fish, in short, "doing all kinds of evil" .That's why he was often hung up and beaten by his father. Every night after being beaten hard, he would start to have nightmares.At that time, the eldest sister was by his side. When he was awakened, she gently patted his back, called him Xiaozhuang, and hummed softly to lull him to sleep.
Maybe it's thinking of the elder sister, maybe it's because the palm on the back is too warm, or maybe it's something else.I woke up only once that night, and then slept peacefully until dawn without a dream.
However, a good night's sleep has its price. At this moment, Shen Mengzhuang was forced to sit sideways on Lu Qingyuan's lap, writing absently at his desk with a brush in his hand.Shen Mengzhuang had slept well, while Lu Qingyuan hadn't slept all night, leaning against the back of the chair and yawning non-stop, his eyelids began to fight, and the figure in front of him changed from one to two.
The fragrance of Du Ruohua on the person in his arms always flitted past the tip of Lu Qingyuan's nose intentionally or unintentionally, hooking his soul.Lu Qingyuan leaned closer and rested his chin on Shen Mengzhuang's shoulder, put his arms around his waist, and pressed his chest against his back.Burying her head on Shen Mengzhuang's neck, she unscrupulously sniffed the rich fragrance of Du Ruohua.Like the honey melted by wine in spring, the aroma of wine blended with the color of spring, flowing to his heart.Thoughts were stirring in my heart, I couldn't help but took a bite, it was really sweet.
Shen Mengzhuang was waving the brush in his hand casually, when a sudden stabbing pain hit his neck, which made him gasp.Looking back at Lu Qingyuan, the instigator was looking at him with joy, his expression was like a child's joy of getting a candy, the corner of his mouth curled up into a contented smile, there was both the bewitchment of a poisonous snake and the innocence of a deer, and asked him: "Brother, can I kiss you?"
Originally, he wanted to blame the people behind him, but he was stopped by the sudden words.The words of Shen Mengzhuang's mouth were stuck in his throat, and he cursed in his heart that he must be embarrassing himself on purpose.Then he dropped the pen in his hand and said angrily, "Do you need to ask me?"
As if deliberately hooking Shen Mengzhuang, Lu Qingyuan leaned closer, leaning his profile against his side, and whispered in Shen Mengzhuang's ear: "I want to kiss you, I'll wait for your consent."
Shen Mengzhuang struggled awkwardly, but didn't want to talk to him.He moved the inkstone with his hand and ground the ink intently.However, the people behind him still stuck to him, neither taking the initiative nor giving up, as if they were going to stick to him without getting a response from him.
He wanted to get up and leave, but the people behind him were holding him tightly, unable to break free.He wanted to put the person aside and ignore him, but if he got serious, he couldn't do anything about it. He stuck to him like brown sugar, and couldn't get rid of it.
Such a posture like Siamese twins made Shen Mengzhuang very inconvenient and uncomfortable.Finally defeated in the silent confrontation between the two, he let out a "huh" without a fight.
The lingering sound was still echoing between the teeth, and the warm touch covered his lips, as if all the patience he had just wanted to get was just a disguise, and the disordered breathing and turbulent kisses fully exposed the eagerness of the perpetrator.
Shen Mengzhuang tensed his nerves, clutching Lu Qingyuan's lapel with his hands, thinking that he would sweep away the debris on the table as usual, press himself on the table, and then be exhausted again.But he waited for a long time, and the person in front of him just kissed him aggressively and hugged him tightly to prevent him from falling backwards.
The guarded heart gradually relaxed, as if melted by the warm kiss, a corner of my heart collapsed.Shen Mengzhuang let go of his hands, put his arms around Lu Qingyuan's neck, and gradually accepted this long-lost warm and deep kiss.
It seems that after a long time, the peach blossoms that were as long as the branches were blown down in the wind, and together with other peach petals, they floated across the window sill and floated on Shen Mengzhuang's clothes.
The breeze blows, and the peach blossoms fall to the lips.Lu Qingyuan chuckled, stretched out his hand to pick up the peach blossom, and teased him: "Look, brother, even the peach blossom wants to kiss you."
Leaning his head on Lu Qingyuan's shoulder, the kiss just now seemed to have taken away his strength, his head became dizzy and his eyelids became heavier and heavier.Recently, for some reason, I’ve been feeling exhausted all over my body. I’d fall asleep when I exerted a little effort, but I couldn’t sleep well. When I closed my eyes, it was that nightmare. .
The breath of the person in his arms was all on his neck, and Lu Qingyuan leaned his head against Shen Mengzhuang's head.Hold his cold hand, put your fingers between his fingers, clasp your fingers tightly, and say in a very soft voice, "Senior brother, I want to kiss you for the rest of my life."
A vague murmur came from his ear, Shen Mengzhuang didn't hear it clearly and fell into a deep sleep.When he woke up, he found that he was lying naked in Lu Qingyuan's arms. The two of them were in a hot spring. The air was filled with a strong medicinal fragrance, which was not unpleasant.
There were colorful butterflies flying around, Shen Mengzhuang looked up at the colorful butterflies circling in the sky.Suddenly a white butterfly landed on his raised knee, fluttering its wings, like a kitten licking the scar on his knee.
Shen Mengzhuang couldn't help smiling, he hadn't smiled so calmly for a long time, and he felt a lot more relaxed, the boulders on his body seemed to disappear a lot, like the sky cleared after rain.
Seeing the happy smile of the person in his arms, Lu Qingyuan's mood also improved, and he introduced proudly: "I prepared this specially for senior brother. Senior brother's injury is not good, so I dug this medicinal spring. Senior brother will soak more in the future." It won’t be uncomfortable to soak, and it’s best to soak with me. There are all kinds of butterflies here all the year round, how about calling it Butterfly Spring? Brother, do you like it?”
Although it is a medicine spring, the spring water is clear and warm.And just by smelling the scent, Shen Mengzhuang knew that the medicinal materials were expensive.What's more, seeing the soil in the distance, this place is not the best place for butterflies to live.It will take a lot of effort to collect all kinds of rare species and let them reproduce.Looking at the Butterfly Spring again, as far as the eye can see, there are carved beams and painted buildings, the floor is covered with white jade, and the peach blossoms are shining on the jade, which is exactly the same as his bedroom.If you look carefully, the thought here is no less than that of Que Gongwei.
He is the one who destroys himself, and he is the one who takes good care of himself.Why put yourself in a dilemma?Why let yourself struggle with love and fire?Why not simply be unfeeling and let yourself stop thinking about it?Of the two of them, who is more cruel?
Shen Mengzhuang thought sourly in his heart, and suddenly caught a glimpse of the notch on Lu Qingyuan's chest, and his heart suddenly clenched into a ball.When I first met him, I was shocked. How desperate, helpless, and affectionate this person is, that he could be so cruel to himself and leave such a deep mark on him.It seems to penetrate the chest and engrave directly on the heart.
Stretching out his hand to caress the scar, his fingertips swept over the raised area, and his heart was also pierced.Shen Mengzhuang looked up at Lu Qingyuan, frowned, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?"
Lu Qingyuan grabbed Shen Mengzhuang's hand and put it on his chest.After so long, this was the first time he asked himself if it hurt.It was as if he had returned to the endless abyss, and the heart-piercing pain that day was killing him. He carved his lover's name with great resentment, and every stroke was full of affection.As long as it is related to Shen Mengzhuang, even his name is like a treasure.
"It hurts, it really hurts, it hurts." Lu Qingyuan lowered his head and pouted, like a child who made a mistake, wanting an adult to touch his head wronged and innocently.
The past came back to my heart again, and the familiar and frightening pain was still stabbing my heart with a knife.
"Brother, why did you abandon me? Do you really like me? Why do you hurt me when you like me? I beg you to take me away, why do you ignore me? I begged you so, so hard, why , you just don't want to look back at me? I hurt, really hurt. They stab me with swords, I want you to hug me, kiss me like always, say you will always protect me and love me, But you didn't. Brother, are you lying to me when you say you like me? I once said that it's okay if you lie to me, but please don't let me know. Why don't you be more cruel, why do you want me to know? "
"I like you, I really like you, I like every part of my body. But, but..." Lu Qingyuan raised his head, his eyes were already wet with tears, and he held Shen Mengzhuang's hand tightly with both hands, lest he throw you away again down yourself.
"I like you so much, brother, why did you lie to me?"
After many years, the former boy returns, but he is no longer the same as before.Even though the two are very close, the two hearts that snuggled together at the beginning are like participating in business.The words that once echoed in my heart thousands of times, but never said again after the reunion.To this day, the boy finally couldn't bear the grievance and resentment in his heart, and asked him directly:
——Why are you lying to me?
Why?Why?But there are so many reasons in the world that can be explained clearly. It is true that he loves him, it is true that he wants to protect him and love him, and it is true that he wants to live an ordinary married life with him.But it was true to hurt him, it was true to lie to him, it was true to hurt him and abandon him.Teach him how to explain, how to explain why.
Originally thought that he could have both the love and the common people, and he could turn the situation around by himself.The result was that he was too conceited, he was wrong, and reality slapped him hard, telling others not to be too greedy.
So he chooses between what he loves and the common people.He chose the common people, and left behind the sincerity that he dreamed of.
However, the world turned around and he was wrong again.He didn't realize until now that he can't get any of what he loves and the common people.The reality slapped him hard once again, making him understand that people are empty-handed and have nothing at all.
The world is safe and sound, and it is worthy of Tathagata and worthy of Qing.He turned out to be both ashamed of the common people and betrayed by his love.How on earth did he do it, how could he be so absurdly wrong, so outrageous, such a failure.
Seeing the person in front of him sobbing silently, biting his lips tightly, as if he wanted to swallow all the grievances in his belly, all of them, the misunderstandings he had endured alone for more than ten years, and the malice the world had shown him for more than ten years when he was a child.
In a trance, heaven and earth lay in front of the two of them. Regarding all the shame and right in the past, at this moment, there are only two light words that can be uttered, and there is nothing else.
"Sorry, sorry..."
"I'm sorry..." Shen Mengzhuang put his arms around Lu Qingyuan's neck and stroked his head gently, as caring and distressed as before.After a year, he was finally willing to take the initiative to hug the person in his arms, and in a sincere voice, he expressed the guilt he had been hiding in his heart, the debt that had been biting his heart like a poisonous snake, and tears welled up in his eyes and dripped into the spring water.With a trembling voice, he whispered softly, "I'm sorry, I hurt you, I betrayed you..."
After more than ten days of treating each other tenderly, the high walls built in my heart seemed to be gradually crumbling.It seems that spring has arrived, and the frozen warmth has gradually melted away.Shen Mengzhuang began to show a smile to Lu Qingyuan, happy, angry, and proud, and would tease him with words.The two pick flowers and brew wine together, take a walk hand in hand, or take a nap with their arms around each other in the afternoon.It's like being in love with each other ten years ago, and it's like the ordinary married life once imagined.
It would be nice if it could always be like this.The two thought to themselves.
In the Miehui Palace that day, Lu Qingyuan was still intoxicated by the kiss when he left this morning, and he couldn't hide the smile at the corner of his mouth.Even all the monsters in Yongye Tiangong who have seen Lu Qingyuan began to lower their heads and whisper to each other. Your lord seems to be in a surprisingly good mood these past few days. He didn't get angry and throw his cup from time to time like before, and he was dragged out every now and then. punished.Is this a found treasure or what?
But one matter is another matter, Shen Mengzhuang began to treat him as well as before, which does not mean that he can spare the murderer.
Having found out who was behind the poisoning of Shen Mengzhuang that day, Lu Qingyuan looked at the brothers Xuan Shi who were kneeling on the ground, the skull and human bones in his hands kept flipping, making a "thump, boom, boom" sound on the table, as if the god of death was asking for his life The sickle tapped on the ground.
"Xiaoyuan, no, my lord! I didn't know that the medicine that Senior Brother Shen took was compatible with Zheergen. It's just, I heard that he liked to eat Zheergen when I was in the Cangxuan Sect. I sent it over as soon as I got it. I didn't know. ah!"
Xuan Feiye knelt on the ground, his forehead was almost touching the ground, his facial features distorted by fear were reflected on the clean black jade floor, sweat dripped on the ground, and a big piece of his back was wet.
"Oh?" Lu Qingyuan raised his brows lightly, his eyes were full of murderous intent, "My senior brother doesn't like to suffer, but senior brother Xuan remembers it wrong, right?"
The sound of "Senior Brother Xuan" made Xuan Feiye feel cold, "I misremembered, I misremembered, I just heard it, I didn't do it on purpose!"
Xuan Jinyan on the side grabbed Xuan Feiye's arm, looked up at Lu Qingyuan, the dissatisfaction and contempt in his eyes were beyond words, and he sarcastically said: "My senior brother said that if he didn't do it, he didn't do it. If he wants to punish him, there is no excuse."
Lu Qingyuan was still leaning on the back of the chair, unmoved, fiddling with the skull casually in his hand, silent for a moment, and then said lightly: "Drag it down, chop it up and feed it to the dog."
The tone seemed to be lightly dealing with an ant, but the minds of the two kneeling on the ground froze.Xuan Feiye kept struggling, trying to break free from the monster that dragged him out.However, all his skills were useless, the wound on his heart was still bleeding, and he didn't even have the strength to walk, so he still had the strength to escape.
Xuan Jinyan watched Xuan Feiye being forced out, and he was blocked and unable to break free. He could only watch his senior brother get farther and farther away from him, and he would never see him again. He no longer had a senior brother.
"I beg you, I beg you! I was the one who had a bad attitude just now, and I said something wrong. I apologize to you. I beg you to let my senior brother go. I only have him. I kowtow to you, please let me go." killed him!"
Xuan Jinyan kept kowtowing, his forehead was bloody, he didn't care about the pain and the blood blurring his vision, he only knew that if he didn't ask this person, this person who held the power of life and death, he would never see him again He is a senior brother.
Lu Qingyuan was about to open his mouth to let his attendants drag Xuan Jinyan down, when suddenly a blood bat flew out of the window and chattered on his shoulder.The person who was sitting on the throne as if he was watching a play just now disappeared into the black mist the next moment, and ran non-stop to the Que Palace, the reason was that Shen Mengzhuang was looking for him for dinner.
The only hope was shattered, Xuan Jinyan looked at the empty throne.The hall was deadly silent, only the sound of my own breathing and the sound of blood dripping on the ground could be heard.The loneliness and fear that he had never experienced before swept towards him like a huge wave at this moment.
He has no senior brother...
Xuan Jinyan propped himself up on the ground and slowly got up, looking up to the sky and laughing, the laughter was sad and mournful, and all the monsters who heard it looked at him, as if they were looking at a lunatic.
Stumbling and walking aimlessly while leaning on the wall, Xuan Jinyan burst into tears and laughter uncontrollably.Brother is dead, where should he go?The demon world is already like a place for him to stay, so is there any darkness?
The Cangxuan sect is gone, his master is dead, and his brother is also dead.
The endless night swallowed him up, and in a trance, he returned to the small attic without sunlight.The room was so small that he could only curl up in his body, and there were mice running through him at night.
But what made him suffer the most was the panting and wandering downstairs. His mother was a prostitute in Yanliu Lane. He was accidentally conceived by her mother. I don't know who it was. His mother didn't want to see him when he was born. No one in the building wanted to see him.Since he was born, he was thrown in the attic, sleeping with flies and mice, and listening to the voices of his mother and different men downstairs day and night.Even with the ears covered, the voice was exceptionally clear.
When he was five years old, his mother died of illness, and the old mother in the building thought he was unlucky, so she kicked him out.He was helpless and begged for a living.
When he was seven years old, he met Xuan Feiye who was also a beggar.Xuan Feiye gave him more than half of the steamed buns he just bought, and said to him with a smile: "We are destined, your surname is Xuan, and I am also surnamed Xuan. My mother is also from that building, maybe they are from the same building." Personally. I am three years older than you, so you can call me brother. From now on, brother will protect you, and you will never be hungry if I have a bite to eat, okay?"
This is the first time in his life that he feels warmth and care. Even if there is only half a steamed bun, he feels like a treasure, staring at the steamed bun in his hand for a long time and reluctant to eat it.It was Xuan Feiye who coaxed it several times, saying that there would be a lot in the future, which would be given to him, so he carefully ate it bite by bite.
When he was three years old, he was infected with wind and cold and left behind old diseases. He had a high fever and cough when it was windy and rainy.He was unconscious that year, and Xuan Feiye was so anxious that he carried him around to seek medical treatment.It was a rainy day, and the two of them were kicked out of the gate by the doctor. Just as they were going out, Xuan Feiye soiled a rich man's clothes and was beaten and kicked by the servants.Confused, he saw Xuan Feiye being beaten up, defending Xuan Feiye desperately, and was beaten to the point where he was covered in blood, with scars on the corners of his eyes.
The two depended on each other until they were picked up by Su Tao when they were 12 years old.Xuan Feiye became Yu Lingfeng's first disciple, and he followed behind him to become his junior disciple.As the senior brother said, he will always be good to him.
But now, the brother who once said he would be good to him forever is gone.Where should he find it?Who should he look for?
It's Lu Qingyuan!He was the one who killed senior brother!It was he who caused him to become a helpless person again!He will pay the price!
The anger and hatred in his heart grew rapidly like vines absorbing flesh and blood, Xuan Jinyan's eyes were bloodshot, and his fingernails scratched the stone wall, leaving several traces.He wants to leave the devil world, he wants revenge, and he wants Lu Qingyuan to die!
The thin and thin figure disappeared into the endless night, no one cared about it, and no one cared about it.
After dozens of days, Lu Qingyuan didn't realize that Xuan Jinyan had disappeared at all. At this moment, he only had Shen Mengzhuang in his heart.The tenderness and lingering for half a month had already consumed all he had, if he had no choice but to come, otherwise he really wanted to rely on Shen Mengzhuang.
At this moment in the Hall of Fading Glory, Lu Qingyuan was impatiently listening to the dark puppet's long speech, and just wanted to finish his perfunctory and leave quickly, and go back and continue making trouble for Shen Mengzhuang to put on his back clothes for him to see.What he found by accident at that time was said to be the costume of the mistress of the demon world, the wife of the demon king.In the devil world, besides Shen Mengzhuang, who else is qualified to wear it?Besides, he discovered it, so it was destined to be worn by him.
Obviously as long as you grind for a while, the senior brother will agree.But at this time, the dark puppet had an urgent matter to meet with him, and he had to come because it was related to the beginning of Chi Yuan, and his senior brother found a reason to get out, so he forced him out.
Lu Qingyuan sighed regretfully, annoyed and remorseful, he could only spread his grievances on this dark puppet who came at the right time, pointed to the bamboo book on the table, and said angrily: "So you are in a hurry to see me, Just because of this pile of broken books?"
"Forgive me, my lord. This is the biography of the demon masters of all ages in the demon world. Because my subordinates have found out where Chi Yuan is..."
"Demon Venerables of Past Dynasties?" Lu Qingyuan seemed very interested in this sentence, interrupting An Puppet's words and asked, "Are there many Demon Venerables in the Demon Realm?"
"The so-called past dynasties, in fact, only honor one person."
"Oh?"
"Your Majesty signed a blood contract with the blood demon's death mark, possessing unshakable power and becoming the master of the demon world. According to the booklet, those who sign a blood contract with the death mark must complete the life of the death mark, otherwise it will be difficult to survive forever. It's a new generation. In the past, Your Excellency would refine a spare body and take the soul to rebirth. Therefore, the Lord of all generations in the Demon Realm, in fact, only has one person."
"Death Mark's Life? What is it?"
An Puppet shook his head, "The subordinates don't know, and the pamphlet doesn't record it. I'm afraid only the lord and the seal of death will know."
"How many generations has it been?"
"My lord is now the No.90 ninth generation."
"So fast, it seems that Hei Li can't do it." The corner of Lu Qingyuan's mouth curled into a mocking smile, "You know I'm a backup body?"
The dark puppet was silent for a moment, and replied truthfully: "Yes."
"Don't you hate me for taking Hei Li's soul? Don't other demons know how to speculate?"
"The superior has a kindness for the subordinates. Whether it is the body or the main body, the superior is the superior. From the beginning to the end, there is only one person, and the subordinates only look forward to the superior. As for other demons, they only recognize that they have the death mark Whoever it is is respected, no matter who it is.”
"Recognize the seal but not the person? It's strange."
After a pause, Lu Qingyuan continued to ask: "You just said that you have found the beginning of Chiyuan?"
"Yes, my subordinates learned from the pamphlet that the original key to opening Chiyuantong is a treasure of the dark realm—Xuan Huangling, and I have heard that the place where Xuan Huangling last appeared was the place where your lord once appeared. Where it is, An Xufeng."
"An Xufeng." Lu Qingyuan repeated, with a strange smile on the corner of his mouth, and the hand that was swinging the skeleton suddenly stopped.
Looking at the dark puppet kneeling on the ground, Lu Qingyuan raised his eyebrows slightly, raised one corner of his mouth, his eyes were deep and cold, and he said with a sly smile: "You go to prepare, in three days, I will return to my hometown."
After the dark puppet responded, he kowtowed and left.
Three days later, the demon army entered Anxu Peak again in mighty force, and the people in the dark realm were immediately agitated when they got the news.
At this moment in the cabin, Zhou Bufan was carrying firewood, dressed as a woodcutter, put down the firewood on his shoulders, rushed into the house in a panic and shouted: "Zhen'er! I heard the news that Lu Qingyuan led the magic army to Anxu again. Feng has gone, and this time he doesn't know what bad things he wants to do."
With a "click", the porcelain bowl in Ye Zhen Zhen's hand fell to the ground, she took down the Wangyou Sword beside her feet, and said anxiously, "We have to go back quickly."
"Yes." Zhou Bufan fetched the Xiaoyao Sword, "I don't know if Eldest Brother is here, we have to find a way to meet him. I met Lao San when I came back, and she and Senior Brother Meng are also rushing to Anxu Peak. Join them quickly."
"it is good!"
The two rushed to Anxu Peak anxiously, at this time Leng Shanlan, Meng Qingyang, and Zhong Yan led the Honglin Sect's juniors were also rushing there.
The forces of the three parties gathered at the Anxu Peak at the same time. The hilltop, which had been silent for more than a year, was now growing wildly, with broken walls and ruins.An astonishing cry pierced the sky, and several blood bats flew over the broken stone bricks.
An Xufeng, who gradually faded from the eyes of the world, started to be lively again.
The hall was filled with a strong smell of rust, and blood was poured into one basin after another, and a maid knelt on the ground to wipe the vomited blood on the ground.
Gu Xuzi was sitting by the bed, holding a silver needle in his hand, and pierced a hole in Shen Mengzhuang's fingertip, blood dripped down and dripped into the iron basin under the bed, it was already the third basin.
Lu Qingyuan looked at the pale-faced person in front of him, his thin lips were tightly closed, and there was no blood at all, like a snowman in winter, so pale and thin, no matter how he covered his hands, the hands in his palms still couldn't warm up.
"Senior brother..." Lu Qingyuan lay on Shen Mengzhuang's pillow and called softly, frowning together, both distressed and affectionate.He was still fine when he got up and went out in the morning, and he was still able to beat him with a pillow. It was only a few hours since he hadn't seen him, but he didn't have a meal together, and then the news came that he was in danger of being poisoned.
"What's the matter?" Lu Qingyuan raised his head and glanced at Gu Xuzi.
The Taoist doctor focused on the acupuncture points on Shen Mengzhuang's hand, the silver needle pierced it, and the black poisonous blood dripped into the basin along the wrist.
"The properties of the medicine are mutually restraining, and his life is in danger. Fortunately, there is a snow-capped Ganoderma lucidum hanging on him, otherwise you should prepare a coffin."
"The medicine's properties are mutually restraining? Why?" Lu Qingyuan was full of doubts, staring at Gu Xuzi, with murderous intent rising in his eyes.
"He took Zheergen today. It's fine to take this medicinal material alone, but if you take it together with the medicine I rationed him, it will be a poison worse than arsenic. You see, the poisonous blood is still dripping, tsk tsk tsk, already One foot into the gate of hell."
The murderous look in his eyes was even worse, Lu Qingyuan's brows were cold, and it was difficult to dispel the anger in his heart that he would kill the person who poisoned Shen Mengzhuang at this moment.Turning his head and glanced at Wan Qing who was waiting at the side, he asked coldly, "Who is in charge of today's meals?"
Standing behind Lu Qingyuan, just waiting for him to talk to her, Wanqing tried her best to suppress the joy in her heart, lowered her head, and occasionally glanced at Lu Qingyuan secretly, and whispered softly: "It's Xiaorou from the dining room."
"Drag out." Lu Qingyuan half-closed his eyes, and said in a harsh tone, "Mie Xing, his family will be slaves forever."
Among the punishments in the devil world, the most cruel is the annihilation.If the person being punished cultivates the human form, he will use a cutting knife to cut off the flesh and blood one by one, pull out the bones, pull out the devil's core, and throw it into the flame pool to suffer eternal burning.
This punishment is not only physical pain, but also mental torture and humiliation.In the demon world, those who can cultivate human form must be those who have a fair level of cultivation or extraordinary status, and punishing them with annihilation is undoubtedly a blow that will destroy the world.Like falling from the top of the clouds to the gutter in the abyss, from a phoenix on a branch to a mouse in the gutter.
What's more, those who can enter the sparrow palace have even more extraordinary family backgrounds.Although Xiaorou's family is not as high-ranking as Wanqing's, they are still a famous family, at least above the middle rank.Now that Lu Qingyuan said lightly, he would be a slave forever, and the scenery that lasted for hundreds of years was completely shattered overnight.
As soon as this incident happened, except for the dark puppet and the three-headed Qiying, who were under one person and above ten thousand people, those demons who were not high enough or low enough were panicked.Especially if there is a girl in the family who is on errand in the Que Palace, they are even more exhorted to be careful.
Lu Qingyuan hugged Shen Mengzhuang's head, pressed close to his side face, and kissed lightly like a dragonfly on water, as if to soothe his uneasy emotions due to pain.
Seeing the closeness between the two on the bed, Gu Xuzi picked up a handkerchief beside him and wiped his sweat, put all the silver needles in his bag, and said: "You have to really love him, treat him better at ordinary times, and don't go crazy Then thank God, everything is fine. When I checked him just now, I saw that there was no good land. How could you do it? If you have some hobbies, I can’t control it, but please don’t find me something to do. The last time it was a broken heart, the last time it was the heart, this time it was poisoning, I don’t count the big and small injuries on weekdays, I can’t count them with ten hands. I also admire him, really, I admire him wholeheartedly, How can I endure you so far. If it were me, I would wipe your neck with a knife on the first night, and at worst, we would die together, and it would be better than being entangled with you now. "
After putting away the last silver needle, Gu Xuzi picked up the handkerchief and got up, looked at the person on the bed, heaved a sigh of relief, and continued: "Okay, it's done. I must remind you that he is angry now. His blood is deficient, and today's experience has even hollowed out his foundation. The medicine he took before was in vain, and I have to give him a new prescription. You must remember that you can't make him angry again, otherwise it will be difficult for the gods. Help. Besides, that, ahem, if you can’t do intercourse, you can’t do it, he can’t do that with his current body, so bear with it and leave.”
In the hall, there are only unconscious people on the bed and people waiting by the bedside.The night outside the window was heavy, and red candles flickered on the bed curtain.
It seems that the blood in his body is like a dry river, without any trickle, only dry and cracked soil.Ears buzzing, surrounded by darkness without skylight.
Shen Mengzhuang once again fell into a nightmare. For more than a year, he dreamed of the same scene almost every night.The darkness without light, the laughter and calls of young people, the fire that hits the body, and the abyss that keeps falling, like being thrown into the sea, falling continuously, with no bottom or end in sight.
Then he woke up suddenly, drenched in sweat.Shen Mengzhuang opened his eyes and gradually regained consciousness.The carved beams and painted buildings above the head all show the magnificence of the palace, the veil flutters, and then a worried face appears in front of the eyes, which gradually overlaps with the boy in the dream, but it is not him anyway.
"Senior brother finally woke up." Lu Qingyuan hugged Shen Mengzhuang's head, lying beside him, gently wiped the sweat from his face, and gently kissed and pecked his forehead and cheek.His fingers caressed his hair with gentle movements, lest it hurt him.
It seemed that all the strength in his body was used in that nightmare, Shen Mengzhuang continued to close his eyes and let Lu Qingyuan stick to him.
At this moment, Lu Qingyuan's eyes were as gentle as water waves, like melted honey.The movements of his hands were also extremely gentle, as if all his patience and tenderness in his life had been given to Shen Mengzhuang, no, it wasn't as if, it was affirmation, definitely.
His tenderness and love, his madness and paranoia.His whole being, his whole heart, exists because of Shen Mengzhuang.
Clinging tightly to the person in his arms, Lu Qingyuan sniffed the Du Ruohua fragrance on Shen Mengzhuang's body, and could never get enough of it, so he whispered in his ear, "Let's talk, senior brother, what did senior brother do today?"
A few strands of itchy hair on the neck made Shen Mengzhuang move his body, tilted his head to one side, and replied weakly with his eyes closed: "Write."
"Written what?"
"Write whatever you want."
Suddenly I remembered that in Anxu Peak, when Shen Mengzhuang hugged Lu Qingyuan and wrote at the desk, the chic and elegant "Hold my hand, we will grow old together" and the graceful and shy "Senior Brother loves me, I love Senior Brother" are like the most beautiful words in spring. The refreshing warm air blows from the ears into the heart.
Lu Qingyuan put his arms around Shen Mengzhuang, and put his head against his head, "Brother, will you teach me how to write tomorrow? We haven't been like before for a long time."
It was like before... Shen Mengzhuang pondered these words in his heart, could it still be like before?
Sudden sourness and depression welled up in his heart, Shen Mengzhuang turned his face away trying to hide the complicated emotions on his face, and said softly, "Aren't you busy?"
"I'll be with you tomorrow." Lu Qingyuan leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, "Nothing is as important as you."
Green smoke billowed up in the hall, Lu Qingyuan specially lighted soothing incense, Shen Mengzhuang had many dreams and couldn't sleep, and always woke up several times at night.Gu Xuzi formulated this incense for him, but recently he used more and more.
On a rare and leisurely night, Shen Mengzhuang felt weak all over, as if a huge boulder weighed heavily on his body.Seeing that he was unwell, Lu Qingyuan no longer pressed him to sleep as usual.Instead, he hugged the man in his arms and stretched out his arms to serve him as a pillow.Gently patted his back and kissed his hair.
This was the first time that Shen Mengzhuang was put to sleep in someone's arms, and there was always something unspeakable... Weird?In the past, he always put his arms around Lu Qingyuan, and Lu Qingyuan snuggled into his arms.Even on weekdays, Lu Qingyuan was on top of him, sleeping on the same couch, with necks crossed.It was rare for the other party to be so considerate and caring today, which made him a little at a loss.Putting his hands on Lu Qingyuan's chest, his legs curled up, his already sore limbs couldn't be stretched, it was really uncomfortable.
Slightly raised his head, looked at the person in front of him blinking, frowning, vigilant like a lamb in the arms of a lion.Shen Mengzhuang hesitated to speak, but the tiredness just now dissipated suddenly, and he pushed it away either not or not.
Just when he was hesitating, Lu Qingyuan leaned over and kissed him on the forehead, pinned a strand of hair behind his ear, pinched his ear bone lightly, and said softly, "Go to sleep."
The whispers in the ear seemed to have some kind of magical power, and the dissipated tiredness suddenly swept over.Shen Mengzhuang's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and finally they closed heavily, and fell asleep in Lu Qingyuan's arms.Occasionally woke up at night, holding Lu Qingyuan's skirt tightly in his hand, and a hand on his back patiently comforted him, dispelling the fear in his dream.Under the considerate care, Shen Mengzhuang slowly fell asleep, thinking of his eldest sister in a daze.
When he was young, Xiao Mengzhuang often made troubles, giving laxatives to his husband, stealing eggs from chicken coops, or hiding in trees and throwing dry bird droppings at passers-by, or skipping class to fish, in short, "doing all kinds of evil" .That's why he was often hung up and beaten by his father. Every night after being beaten hard, he would start to have nightmares.At that time, the eldest sister was by his side. When he was awakened, she gently patted his back, called him Xiaozhuang, and hummed softly to lull him to sleep.
Maybe it's thinking of the elder sister, maybe it's because the palm on the back is too warm, or maybe it's something else.I woke up only once that night, and then slept peacefully until dawn without a dream.
However, a good night's sleep has its price. At this moment, Shen Mengzhuang was forced to sit sideways on Lu Qingyuan's lap, writing absently at his desk with a brush in his hand.Shen Mengzhuang had slept well, while Lu Qingyuan hadn't slept all night, leaning against the back of the chair and yawning non-stop, his eyelids began to fight, and the figure in front of him changed from one to two.
The fragrance of Du Ruohua on the person in his arms always flitted past the tip of Lu Qingyuan's nose intentionally or unintentionally, hooking his soul.Lu Qingyuan leaned closer and rested his chin on Shen Mengzhuang's shoulder, put his arms around his waist, and pressed his chest against his back.Burying her head on Shen Mengzhuang's neck, she unscrupulously sniffed the rich fragrance of Du Ruohua.Like the honey melted by wine in spring, the aroma of wine blended with the color of spring, flowing to his heart.Thoughts were stirring in my heart, I couldn't help but took a bite, it was really sweet.
Shen Mengzhuang was waving the brush in his hand casually, when a sudden stabbing pain hit his neck, which made him gasp.Looking back at Lu Qingyuan, the instigator was looking at him with joy, his expression was like a child's joy of getting a candy, the corner of his mouth curled up into a contented smile, there was both the bewitchment of a poisonous snake and the innocence of a deer, and asked him: "Brother, can I kiss you?"
Originally, he wanted to blame the people behind him, but he was stopped by the sudden words.The words of Shen Mengzhuang's mouth were stuck in his throat, and he cursed in his heart that he must be embarrassing himself on purpose.Then he dropped the pen in his hand and said angrily, "Do you need to ask me?"
As if deliberately hooking Shen Mengzhuang, Lu Qingyuan leaned closer, leaning his profile against his side, and whispered in Shen Mengzhuang's ear: "I want to kiss you, I'll wait for your consent."
Shen Mengzhuang struggled awkwardly, but didn't want to talk to him.He moved the inkstone with his hand and ground the ink intently.However, the people behind him still stuck to him, neither taking the initiative nor giving up, as if they were going to stick to him without getting a response from him.
He wanted to get up and leave, but the people behind him were holding him tightly, unable to break free.He wanted to put the person aside and ignore him, but if he got serious, he couldn't do anything about it. He stuck to him like brown sugar, and couldn't get rid of it.
Such a posture like Siamese twins made Shen Mengzhuang very inconvenient and uncomfortable.Finally defeated in the silent confrontation between the two, he let out a "huh" without a fight.
The lingering sound was still echoing between the teeth, and the warm touch covered his lips, as if all the patience he had just wanted to get was just a disguise, and the disordered breathing and turbulent kisses fully exposed the eagerness of the perpetrator.
Shen Mengzhuang tensed his nerves, clutching Lu Qingyuan's lapel with his hands, thinking that he would sweep away the debris on the table as usual, press himself on the table, and then be exhausted again.But he waited for a long time, and the person in front of him just kissed him aggressively and hugged him tightly to prevent him from falling backwards.
The guarded heart gradually relaxed, as if melted by the warm kiss, a corner of my heart collapsed.Shen Mengzhuang let go of his hands, put his arms around Lu Qingyuan's neck, and gradually accepted this long-lost warm and deep kiss.
It seems that after a long time, the peach blossoms that were as long as the branches were blown down in the wind, and together with other peach petals, they floated across the window sill and floated on Shen Mengzhuang's clothes.
The breeze blows, and the peach blossoms fall to the lips.Lu Qingyuan chuckled, stretched out his hand to pick up the peach blossom, and teased him: "Look, brother, even the peach blossom wants to kiss you."
Leaning his head on Lu Qingyuan's shoulder, the kiss just now seemed to have taken away his strength, his head became dizzy and his eyelids became heavier and heavier.Recently, for some reason, I’ve been feeling exhausted all over my body. I’d fall asleep when I exerted a little effort, but I couldn’t sleep well. When I closed my eyes, it was that nightmare. .
The breath of the person in his arms was all on his neck, and Lu Qingyuan leaned his head against Shen Mengzhuang's head.Hold his cold hand, put your fingers between his fingers, clasp your fingers tightly, and say in a very soft voice, "Senior brother, I want to kiss you for the rest of my life."
A vague murmur came from his ear, Shen Mengzhuang didn't hear it clearly and fell into a deep sleep.When he woke up, he found that he was lying naked in Lu Qingyuan's arms. The two of them were in a hot spring. The air was filled with a strong medicinal fragrance, which was not unpleasant.
There were colorful butterflies flying around, Shen Mengzhuang looked up at the colorful butterflies circling in the sky.Suddenly a white butterfly landed on his raised knee, fluttering its wings, like a kitten licking the scar on his knee.
Shen Mengzhuang couldn't help smiling, he hadn't smiled so calmly for a long time, and he felt a lot more relaxed, the boulders on his body seemed to disappear a lot, like the sky cleared after rain.
Seeing the happy smile of the person in his arms, Lu Qingyuan's mood also improved, and he introduced proudly: "I prepared this specially for senior brother. Senior brother's injury is not good, so I dug this medicinal spring. Senior brother will soak more in the future." It won’t be uncomfortable to soak, and it’s best to soak with me. There are all kinds of butterflies here all the year round, how about calling it Butterfly Spring? Brother, do you like it?”
Although it is a medicine spring, the spring water is clear and warm.And just by smelling the scent, Shen Mengzhuang knew that the medicinal materials were expensive.What's more, seeing the soil in the distance, this place is not the best place for butterflies to live.It will take a lot of effort to collect all kinds of rare species and let them reproduce.Looking at the Butterfly Spring again, as far as the eye can see, there are carved beams and painted buildings, the floor is covered with white jade, and the peach blossoms are shining on the jade, which is exactly the same as his bedroom.If you look carefully, the thought here is no less than that of Que Gongwei.
He is the one who destroys himself, and he is the one who takes good care of himself.Why put yourself in a dilemma?Why let yourself struggle with love and fire?Why not simply be unfeeling and let yourself stop thinking about it?Of the two of them, who is more cruel?
Shen Mengzhuang thought sourly in his heart, and suddenly caught a glimpse of the notch on Lu Qingyuan's chest, and his heart suddenly clenched into a ball.When I first met him, I was shocked. How desperate, helpless, and affectionate this person is, that he could be so cruel to himself and leave such a deep mark on him.It seems to penetrate the chest and engrave directly on the heart.
Stretching out his hand to caress the scar, his fingertips swept over the raised area, and his heart was also pierced.Shen Mengzhuang looked up at Lu Qingyuan, frowned, and asked softly, "Does it hurt?"
Lu Qingyuan grabbed Shen Mengzhuang's hand and put it on his chest.After so long, this was the first time he asked himself if it hurt.It was as if he had returned to the endless abyss, and the heart-piercing pain that day was killing him. He carved his lover's name with great resentment, and every stroke was full of affection.As long as it is related to Shen Mengzhuang, even his name is like a treasure.
"It hurts, it really hurts, it hurts." Lu Qingyuan lowered his head and pouted, like a child who made a mistake, wanting an adult to touch his head wronged and innocently.
The past came back to my heart again, and the familiar and frightening pain was still stabbing my heart with a knife.
"Brother, why did you abandon me? Do you really like me? Why do you hurt me when you like me? I beg you to take me away, why do you ignore me? I begged you so, so hard, why , you just don't want to look back at me? I hurt, really hurt. They stab me with swords, I want you to hug me, kiss me like always, say you will always protect me and love me, But you didn't. Brother, are you lying to me when you say you like me? I once said that it's okay if you lie to me, but please don't let me know. Why don't you be more cruel, why do you want me to know? "
"I like you, I really like you, I like every part of my body. But, but..." Lu Qingyuan raised his head, his eyes were already wet with tears, and he held Shen Mengzhuang's hand tightly with both hands, lest he throw you away again down yourself.
"I like you so much, brother, why did you lie to me?"
After many years, the former boy returns, but he is no longer the same as before.Even though the two are very close, the two hearts that snuggled together at the beginning are like participating in business.The words that once echoed in my heart thousands of times, but never said again after the reunion.To this day, the boy finally couldn't bear the grievance and resentment in his heart, and asked him directly:
——Why are you lying to me?
Why?Why?But there are so many reasons in the world that can be explained clearly. It is true that he loves him, it is true that he wants to protect him and love him, and it is true that he wants to live an ordinary married life with him.But it was true to hurt him, it was true to lie to him, it was true to hurt him and abandon him.Teach him how to explain, how to explain why.
Originally thought that he could have both the love and the common people, and he could turn the situation around by himself.The result was that he was too conceited, he was wrong, and reality slapped him hard, telling others not to be too greedy.
So he chooses between what he loves and the common people.He chose the common people, and left behind the sincerity that he dreamed of.
However, the world turned around and he was wrong again.He didn't realize until now that he can't get any of what he loves and the common people.The reality slapped him hard once again, making him understand that people are empty-handed and have nothing at all.
The world is safe and sound, and it is worthy of Tathagata and worthy of Qing.He turned out to be both ashamed of the common people and betrayed by his love.How on earth did he do it, how could he be so absurdly wrong, so outrageous, such a failure.
Seeing the person in front of him sobbing silently, biting his lips tightly, as if he wanted to swallow all the grievances in his belly, all of them, the misunderstandings he had endured alone for more than ten years, and the malice the world had shown him for more than ten years when he was a child.
In a trance, heaven and earth lay in front of the two of them. Regarding all the shame and right in the past, at this moment, there are only two light words that can be uttered, and there is nothing else.
"Sorry, sorry..."
"I'm sorry..." Shen Mengzhuang put his arms around Lu Qingyuan's neck and stroked his head gently, as caring and distressed as before.After a year, he was finally willing to take the initiative to hug the person in his arms, and in a sincere voice, he expressed the guilt he had been hiding in his heart, the debt that had been biting his heart like a poisonous snake, and tears welled up in his eyes and dripped into the spring water.With a trembling voice, he whispered softly, "I'm sorry, I hurt you, I betrayed you..."
After more than ten days of treating each other tenderly, the high walls built in my heart seemed to be gradually crumbling.It seems that spring has arrived, and the frozen warmth has gradually melted away.Shen Mengzhuang began to show a smile to Lu Qingyuan, happy, angry, and proud, and would tease him with words.The two pick flowers and brew wine together, take a walk hand in hand, or take a nap with their arms around each other in the afternoon.It's like being in love with each other ten years ago, and it's like the ordinary married life once imagined.
It would be nice if it could always be like this.The two thought to themselves.
In the Miehui Palace that day, Lu Qingyuan was still intoxicated by the kiss when he left this morning, and he couldn't hide the smile at the corner of his mouth.Even all the monsters in Yongye Tiangong who have seen Lu Qingyuan began to lower their heads and whisper to each other. Your lord seems to be in a surprisingly good mood these past few days. He didn't get angry and throw his cup from time to time like before, and he was dragged out every now and then. punished.Is this a found treasure or what?
But one matter is another matter, Shen Mengzhuang began to treat him as well as before, which does not mean that he can spare the murderer.
Having found out who was behind the poisoning of Shen Mengzhuang that day, Lu Qingyuan looked at the brothers Xuan Shi who were kneeling on the ground, the skull and human bones in his hands kept flipping, making a "thump, boom, boom" sound on the table, as if the god of death was asking for his life The sickle tapped on the ground.
"Xiaoyuan, no, my lord! I didn't know that the medicine that Senior Brother Shen took was compatible with Zheergen. It's just, I heard that he liked to eat Zheergen when I was in the Cangxuan Sect. I sent it over as soon as I got it. I didn't know. ah!"
Xuan Feiye knelt on the ground, his forehead was almost touching the ground, his facial features distorted by fear were reflected on the clean black jade floor, sweat dripped on the ground, and a big piece of his back was wet.
"Oh?" Lu Qingyuan raised his brows lightly, his eyes were full of murderous intent, "My senior brother doesn't like to suffer, but senior brother Xuan remembers it wrong, right?"
The sound of "Senior Brother Xuan" made Xuan Feiye feel cold, "I misremembered, I misremembered, I just heard it, I didn't do it on purpose!"
Xuan Jinyan on the side grabbed Xuan Feiye's arm, looked up at Lu Qingyuan, the dissatisfaction and contempt in his eyes were beyond words, and he sarcastically said: "My senior brother said that if he didn't do it, he didn't do it. If he wants to punish him, there is no excuse."
Lu Qingyuan was still leaning on the back of the chair, unmoved, fiddling with the skull casually in his hand, silent for a moment, and then said lightly: "Drag it down, chop it up and feed it to the dog."
The tone seemed to be lightly dealing with an ant, but the minds of the two kneeling on the ground froze.Xuan Feiye kept struggling, trying to break free from the monster that dragged him out.However, all his skills were useless, the wound on his heart was still bleeding, and he didn't even have the strength to walk, so he still had the strength to escape.
Xuan Jinyan watched Xuan Feiye being forced out, and he was blocked and unable to break free. He could only watch his senior brother get farther and farther away from him, and he would never see him again. He no longer had a senior brother.
"I beg you, I beg you! I was the one who had a bad attitude just now, and I said something wrong. I apologize to you. I beg you to let my senior brother go. I only have him. I kowtow to you, please let me go." killed him!"
Xuan Jinyan kept kowtowing, his forehead was bloody, he didn't care about the pain and the blood blurring his vision, he only knew that if he didn't ask this person, this person who held the power of life and death, he would never see him again He is a senior brother.
Lu Qingyuan was about to open his mouth to let his attendants drag Xuan Jinyan down, when suddenly a blood bat flew out of the window and chattered on his shoulder.The person who was sitting on the throne as if he was watching a play just now disappeared into the black mist the next moment, and ran non-stop to the Que Palace, the reason was that Shen Mengzhuang was looking for him for dinner.
The only hope was shattered, Xuan Jinyan looked at the empty throne.The hall was deadly silent, only the sound of my own breathing and the sound of blood dripping on the ground could be heard.The loneliness and fear that he had never experienced before swept towards him like a huge wave at this moment.
He has no senior brother...
Xuan Jinyan propped himself up on the ground and slowly got up, looking up to the sky and laughing, the laughter was sad and mournful, and all the monsters who heard it looked at him, as if they were looking at a lunatic.
Stumbling and walking aimlessly while leaning on the wall, Xuan Jinyan burst into tears and laughter uncontrollably.Brother is dead, where should he go?The demon world is already like a place for him to stay, so is there any darkness?
The Cangxuan sect is gone, his master is dead, and his brother is also dead.
The endless night swallowed him up, and in a trance, he returned to the small attic without sunlight.The room was so small that he could only curl up in his body, and there were mice running through him at night.
But what made him suffer the most was the panting and wandering downstairs. His mother was a prostitute in Yanliu Lane. He was accidentally conceived by her mother. I don't know who it was. His mother didn't want to see him when he was born. No one in the building wanted to see him.Since he was born, he was thrown in the attic, sleeping with flies and mice, and listening to the voices of his mother and different men downstairs day and night.Even with the ears covered, the voice was exceptionally clear.
When he was five years old, his mother died of illness, and the old mother in the building thought he was unlucky, so she kicked him out.He was helpless and begged for a living.
When he was seven years old, he met Xuan Feiye who was also a beggar.Xuan Feiye gave him more than half of the steamed buns he just bought, and said to him with a smile: "We are destined, your surname is Xuan, and I am also surnamed Xuan. My mother is also from that building, maybe they are from the same building." Personally. I am three years older than you, so you can call me brother. From now on, brother will protect you, and you will never be hungry if I have a bite to eat, okay?"
This is the first time in his life that he feels warmth and care. Even if there is only half a steamed bun, he feels like a treasure, staring at the steamed bun in his hand for a long time and reluctant to eat it.It was Xuan Feiye who coaxed it several times, saying that there would be a lot in the future, which would be given to him, so he carefully ate it bite by bite.
When he was three years old, he was infected with wind and cold and left behind old diseases. He had a high fever and cough when it was windy and rainy.He was unconscious that year, and Xuan Feiye was so anxious that he carried him around to seek medical treatment.It was a rainy day, and the two of them were kicked out of the gate by the doctor. Just as they were going out, Xuan Feiye soiled a rich man's clothes and was beaten and kicked by the servants.Confused, he saw Xuan Feiye being beaten up, defending Xuan Feiye desperately, and was beaten to the point where he was covered in blood, with scars on the corners of his eyes.
The two depended on each other until they were picked up by Su Tao when they were 12 years old.Xuan Feiye became Yu Lingfeng's first disciple, and he followed behind him to become his junior disciple.As the senior brother said, he will always be good to him.
But now, the brother who once said he would be good to him forever is gone.Where should he find it?Who should he look for?
It's Lu Qingyuan!He was the one who killed senior brother!It was he who caused him to become a helpless person again!He will pay the price!
The anger and hatred in his heart grew rapidly like vines absorbing flesh and blood, Xuan Jinyan's eyes were bloodshot, and his fingernails scratched the stone wall, leaving several traces.He wants to leave the devil world, he wants revenge, and he wants Lu Qingyuan to die!
The thin and thin figure disappeared into the endless night, no one cared about it, and no one cared about it.
After dozens of days, Lu Qingyuan didn't realize that Xuan Jinyan had disappeared at all. At this moment, he only had Shen Mengzhuang in his heart.The tenderness and lingering for half a month had already consumed all he had, if he had no choice but to come, otherwise he really wanted to rely on Shen Mengzhuang.
At this moment in the Hall of Fading Glory, Lu Qingyuan was impatiently listening to the dark puppet's long speech, and just wanted to finish his perfunctory and leave quickly, and go back and continue making trouble for Shen Mengzhuang to put on his back clothes for him to see.What he found by accident at that time was said to be the costume of the mistress of the demon world, the wife of the demon king.In the devil world, besides Shen Mengzhuang, who else is qualified to wear it?Besides, he discovered it, so it was destined to be worn by him.
Obviously as long as you grind for a while, the senior brother will agree.But at this time, the dark puppet had an urgent matter to meet with him, and he had to come because it was related to the beginning of Chi Yuan, and his senior brother found a reason to get out, so he forced him out.
Lu Qingyuan sighed regretfully, annoyed and remorseful, he could only spread his grievances on this dark puppet who came at the right time, pointed to the bamboo book on the table, and said angrily: "So you are in a hurry to see me, Just because of this pile of broken books?"
"Forgive me, my lord. This is the biography of the demon masters of all ages in the demon world. Because my subordinates have found out where Chi Yuan is..."
"Demon Venerables of Past Dynasties?" Lu Qingyuan seemed very interested in this sentence, interrupting An Puppet's words and asked, "Are there many Demon Venerables in the Demon Realm?"
"The so-called past dynasties, in fact, only honor one person."
"Oh?"
"Your Majesty signed a blood contract with the blood demon's death mark, possessing unshakable power and becoming the master of the demon world. According to the booklet, those who sign a blood contract with the death mark must complete the life of the death mark, otherwise it will be difficult to survive forever. It's a new generation. In the past, Your Excellency would refine a spare body and take the soul to rebirth. Therefore, the Lord of all generations in the Demon Realm, in fact, only has one person."
"Death Mark's Life? What is it?"
An Puppet shook his head, "The subordinates don't know, and the pamphlet doesn't record it. I'm afraid only the lord and the seal of death will know."
"How many generations has it been?"
"My lord is now the No.90 ninth generation."
"So fast, it seems that Hei Li can't do it." The corner of Lu Qingyuan's mouth curled into a mocking smile, "You know I'm a backup body?"
The dark puppet was silent for a moment, and replied truthfully: "Yes."
"Don't you hate me for taking Hei Li's soul? Don't other demons know how to speculate?"
"The superior has a kindness for the subordinates. Whether it is the body or the main body, the superior is the superior. From the beginning to the end, there is only one person, and the subordinates only look forward to the superior. As for other demons, they only recognize that they have the death mark Whoever it is is respected, no matter who it is.”
"Recognize the seal but not the person? It's strange."
After a pause, Lu Qingyuan continued to ask: "You just said that you have found the beginning of Chiyuan?"
"Yes, my subordinates learned from the pamphlet that the original key to opening Chiyuantong is a treasure of the dark realm—Xuan Huangling, and I have heard that the place where Xuan Huangling last appeared was the place where your lord once appeared. Where it is, An Xufeng."
"An Xufeng." Lu Qingyuan repeated, with a strange smile on the corner of his mouth, and the hand that was swinging the skeleton suddenly stopped.
Looking at the dark puppet kneeling on the ground, Lu Qingyuan raised his eyebrows slightly, raised one corner of his mouth, his eyes were deep and cold, and he said with a sly smile: "You go to prepare, in three days, I will return to my hometown."
After the dark puppet responded, he kowtowed and left.
Three days later, the demon army entered Anxu Peak again in mighty force, and the people in the dark realm were immediately agitated when they got the news.
At this moment in the cabin, Zhou Bufan was carrying firewood, dressed as a woodcutter, put down the firewood on his shoulders, rushed into the house in a panic and shouted: "Zhen'er! I heard the news that Lu Qingyuan led the magic army to Anxu again. Feng has gone, and this time he doesn't know what bad things he wants to do."
With a "click", the porcelain bowl in Ye Zhen Zhen's hand fell to the ground, she took down the Wangyou Sword beside her feet, and said anxiously, "We have to go back quickly."
"Yes." Zhou Bufan fetched the Xiaoyao Sword, "I don't know if Eldest Brother is here, we have to find a way to meet him. I met Lao San when I came back, and she and Senior Brother Meng are also rushing to Anxu Peak. Join them quickly."
"it is good!"
The two rushed to Anxu Peak anxiously, at this time Leng Shanlan, Meng Qingyang, and Zhong Yan led the Honglin Sect's juniors were also rushing there.
The forces of the three parties gathered at the Anxu Peak at the same time. The hilltop, which had been silent for more than a year, was now growing wildly, with broken walls and ruins.An astonishing cry pierced the sky, and several blood bats flew over the broken stone bricks.
An Xufeng, who gradually faded from the eyes of the world, started to be lively again.
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