let go of that little world

Rao Shulei cried so much that she had tears and snot all over her nose. She used to cry beautifully with pear blossoms and rain, but she couldn't care about it anymore.

Tears used to be Rao Shulei's biggest weapon, but they are useless here. No one is moved by her tears. It turns out that all grievances are only useful in front of someone who loves you.

Even a single drop of tear can pull the heart of the person who loves you to the point of pain. In the eyes of unrelated people, no matter how loud you cry, it is just an irrelevant noise. Others may sympathize with them because of their experiences, or empathize with them because of their experiences. , but will never feel the pain from the heart, feel what you feel, and wish I could take all the pain on my behalf.

This is probably the biggest difference between strangers and relatives. Rao Shulei has been spoiled by the adversity since she was a child. She thinks that everyone should pamper her. She doesn't know what she is in the eyes of outsiders. Miss Jiao who doesn't know.

The praises she received were just because of her father or her partner's affection, and she was taken seriously by the naive Rao Shulei. However, Rao Shulei didn't exist, without the care of the original owner, and without Wen Renxin's protection by her side, she was nothing.

The bragging that surrounds my ears is nothing but casual flattery.

No one is willing to take care of an unreasonable stranger, and no one will tolerate unreasonable troubles from unrelated people. All reliance is nothing but love.

Rao Shulei longed for freedom, and even thought that such a life would be good even if it was a simple meal.

In fact, the freedom that Rao Shulei longs for never existed. Isn't she free?No one stopped her from leaving the villa, and no one stopped her from doing what she wanted to do. Could it be that being protected by someone meant she was not free?I bury all my thoughts in my heart and don't want to tell others. Everything is brought about by a narrow vision.

It's just that I'm used to living a comfortable life, and I have thoughts that shouldn't be born. If I send it to Zhuangzi, let Rao Shulei work with the farmers for a few days, eat some simple food, and see if I still think about such a life. To put it bluntly, it is to get used to it.

Maybe in the eyes of Rao Shulei, the simple food is the vegetables and grains carefully prepared by the cook. How has Rao Shulei ever tasted the real meal that can cut people's throat?Whether it's the rivers and lakes or the farmers, who doesn't run around for money, people in the rivers and lakes eat and sleep in the open, often eat dry food and don't know where to stay next, how can Rao Shulei bear it.

Constantly beautify what she has never experienced before, and gradually become what she yearns for. Who knows, compared with the days she hated, there is a world of difference, but Rao Shulei is completely reversed. The life of Rao Shulei is the real heaven. The life she longed for, trampled to death, is a real place.

For the sake of what he wants, no one will say anything if he hurts himself, but if he hurts others, he must pay the price for this willfulness. The current Rao Shulei is just the first taste of bad results.

The sky is high and the emperor is far away, and even the emperor's hand is difficult to reach remote places. Of course, there is no need to mention the forces of the rivers and lakes. The strong dragon does not subdue the snake. In a place like Yingchuan, Rao Shulei's father has no choice, otherwise she will He would not flee to a place like Yingchuan in order to escape his father's capture.

What I thought at the beginning was to avoid the limelight, but I never thought that I had been wronged so much in Yingchuan, and even wanting revenge would become difficult.

You can bring people here, but how can the people of Yingchuan just watch outsiders casually kill their people in Yingchuan for an absurd reason? It is special because it is located between the two and does not belong to the rule of the Central Plains and Beyond the Great Wall.

The geographical location allows Yingchuan to run business on both sides. Yingchuan is extremely wealthy. In order to protect the wealth, there is no way to do it. There are many martial arts masters here, and only ignorant people look down on Yingchuan.

After being thrown out of the inn, Rao Shulei, who was in extreme pain, was pointed at by the people around her. She struggled to get up, and moved staggeringly. The painful forehead was covered with cold sweat, and she couldn't help shouting out. Voice, scruples about face, but also suppressed voice, it is not miserable.

I don't know how many times I fell down, but no one went to help Rao Shulei. It's not that the people in the small town are indifferent, but something happened in the small town, and it spread quickly, especially the unreasonable attempt to hurt the innkeeper, which really offended some people. The reverse scale of man.

Rao Shulei walked slowly, but it was not as fast as word of mouth to chatter with others. Along the way, most of them were people who knew what happened. Are people despised?

I have never felt such despair for a moment. Compared with the present, the dissatisfaction in the past seems so insignificant. Rao Shulei is so painful that she wants to pass out, but she insists not to pass out, otherwise, she will pass out when no one cares about her. In the past, wouldn't it be terrible to think about dying in Yingchuan.

Rao Shulei, who can't figure it out, still knows that death is terrible. Her rebirth came from sleep, but every time she thinks about it, she is still afraid. She is afraid of the self at that time and death, and imagines what she will be like in the future if she is not reborn. Look, whether it will lie in the coffin unconsciously.

Everything she suffered was beyond Rao Shulei's level of acceptance, and she was still struggling hard. She didn't want to die, she wanted to find a medical clinic, and she wanted to escape the dense and sharp pain and return to a healthy state.

Finally, she saw a medical center and staggered over to get medical treatment.

The doctor is extremely helpless. As a doctor, he can't do such a thing as death. Even if he knows what this person has done, he is not guilty of death. He can only put his hand on Rao Shulei's veins .

After feeling the pulse, the doctor's face turned dark. Seeing Rao Shulei's appearance, he thought that if he was seriously injured, he would die if he didn't save him, but he didn't expect it to be too much and blinded his eyes.

It's just a bit of pain, the injury will definitely not be life-threatening if you don't treat it, and it can heal itself after a few days without medicine.

The doctor waved his hand and ordered people to throw him out. After being thrown out by the people in the inn, Rao Shulei had another taste of being thrown out by the medical hall.

Looking at the man who stared at her with wide eyes, Rao Shulei didn't dare to do anything on the surface, but he scolded him countless times in his heart. He wished he could call his father and kill everyone who bullied her.

It may be God's punishment for Rao Shulei. Her pain-sensing nerves are obviously more sensitive than others, and she also suffers more pain than ordinary people, which is why she is exaggerating.

Holding her breath, she walked on the street with difficulty, strange streets, strange people, no idea where to go to find shelter, let her lie on the bed and rest for a while, but there was no one she could turn to for help, she couldn't help it Sadness came from it, and I wanted to cry, but was forced back by the ruthlessness of reality.

The room leaked and rained at night, the originally clear sky suddenly darkened, and the wind blew loudly, the bean-sized raindrops landed on Rao Shulei's face, causing pain.

With no place to live, huddled under the eaves, drenched like a homeless puppy, aching, cold and hungry, Rao Shulei finally felt the free life in the rivers and lakes that she had always longed for.

Hugging her knees, she tried her best to curl up towards the corner of the wall to avoid the cold rain. Tears filled her eyes again, and Rao Shulei regretted why she came to a place like Yingchuan.

Regretting and regretting, he began to hate Rong Han who made him become like this again. If he hadn't ignored her, left her and left alone, how could he have caused her to be so wronged.

Those who are favored are confident, the current Rao Shulei has not changed his mind yet, even though the indifference in Lu Mengyuan's eyes is so obvious that anyone can see that there is no love left in it except the coldness, but the person involved is still obsessed with it.

Ah, Lu Mengyuan, who had already left Yingchuan, sneezed loudly, and Yin Xing's body trembled a few times in shock, and his head shook twice violently.

The rain that made Rao Shulei extremely embarrassed did not extend to Lu Mengyuan's place, but it was a little cloudy, which didn't hinder anything, and allowed them to feel the fresh air in the wild.

This sneeze made Yin Xing see some smoke and fire. The person with a cold and paralyzed face is also a person who can be cold or hot and sneeze like everyone else. I have confirmed that the eyes are people who need to be cared for. .

While thinking about it, Yin Xing asked with concern: "But it's cold, quickly add a cloak, it will be bad if you catch the wind and cold."

With a paralyzed face, he pursed his lips that were shaken by the sneeze just now, Lu Mengyuan's heart OS: I'm afraid someone is scolding me behind my back.

"It's nothing..." Before he finished speaking, Lu Mengyuan was stopped by Yin Xing's disapproving eyes looking at the tantrum child, that's all, it's just a matter of adding a cloak, there is no need to argue, and obediently put on the cloak that Yin Xing found , Seeing another white cloak, I couldn't help complaining about the original owner's obsession with white, from inside to outside, even the cloak couldn't escape.

Lu Mengyuan should be thankful that the original owner was only obsessed with white clothes, otherwise he might not be able to survive that day.

Yin Xing put on a cloak for those who tried to resist but were easily suppressed, and sighed helplessly. He was completely deceived by this cold appearance before, but in his heart, he was just a person who needed love. Look at this He knows how to take care of himself, and there is no woman who knows how to take care of him. It's so pitiful. He needs to take care of him more.

Lu Mengyuan, who lacks love and needs to know cold and hot women: "..."

Looking at Lu Mengyuan who didn't know what to do, and looked at him more and more pitifully, he slapped him, but he didn't speak, but the threat in his eyes was shining brightly.

Look, isn't this the attitude of making him get angry when he guessed right, warming the water with internal force, Yin Xing didn't have any complaints when Lu Mengyuan slapped him, and hurriedly learned the dog licking skills automatically, ready to gear up When Lu Mengyuan was "weak" and in need of care, he took careful care of him, making sure that the sick and vulnerable people felt warm.

By the weak Lu Mengyuan:! ! !

The tic-tac-toe on the head popped out cheerfully, without the mind-reading skills but strangely grasped Yin Xing's inner OS, insisted on making progress, some people don't toss about, because they don't know how to write the three characters of force value, silently Unbutton the cloak and draw the sword.

Lu Mengyuan didn't bring the original owner's extremely sharp Gentleman's Sword, but for self-defense, he still brought an ordinary long sword. It was enough to deal with Yin Xing.

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