brother you are so kind

Jinxi Hexi's audition location was very different, it was arranged in a middle school music room with a century-old history in Rongcheng.

The enrollment rate of this middle school is unique in Chengdu, and the atmosphere of learning is very strong. Even the walls of the music room are covered with slogans encouraging students to be positive.

There is a black piano in the center of the music room, and two people are standing beside the piano.

When Qin Jin stepped into the music room, the first thing she saw was a man leaning against the piano with his legs crossed and quietly looking at the wall.

The man was tall and slender, with a casual posture. When he heard Qin Jin's voice pushing the door, he looked over in a blink of an eye.

His pupils are very dark, at first glance, it looks like a vast blue sea with calm waves on a moonlit night, with a sense of depth that engulfs everything.

"Teacher Yan, Director He, hello, I'm Qin Jin." After Qin Jin finished speaking, he bowed slightly.

It's been a year since his debut, but at this moment, Qin Jin is as nervous as an unknown newcomer.

Walking out of the warm room, Qin Jin took a deep breath of the cold outdoors, but still couldn't suppress his excitement.He turned around and hugged Xiao Ning vigorously, smiling all over his face, as if thousands of miles of flowers bloomed overnight after the north wind passed away.

Just sharing the joy with Xiao Ning was not enough, Qin Jin dialed Shen Yan's number.

"Shen Yan, I succeeded!" His joy was so obvious that even his voice was full of joy.

"I can't wait to join the group tomorrow. Only after playing with Yan Qisheng did I realize how much room for improvement I have. Yan Qisheng is not cold at all..."

Qin Jin talked endlessly, and after talking excitedly for a long time, he finally felt a little embarrassed, "Am I too excited..."

Shen Yan said in a low voice, "No, I'm also very happy for you. The film Tonxi Hexi will definitely bring you to another level."

"The main thing is to cooperate with Yan Qisheng. This is an opportunity I have dreamed of. But I don't know if it can be screened in China. The teacher-student love, taboo love, and large-scale pictures. The meaning of He Lansheng's words is that this film The drama is not aimed at the box office, even if it cannot be released in China, it doesn't matter..."

Jin Xi He Xi describes the relationship between a teacher and a student that spanned 20 years 20 years ago.

Qin Jin plays Rong He, a gentle and introverted student with great artistic talent. From the depression and forbearance when he fell in love with his teacher when he was a student, to the emotional outburst after his reunion, there are many inner dramas. The film is also based on his magnificent and ups and downs of life.

He Lansheng originally had other choices, but at the beginning of the audition, when Qin Jin stood behind the piano silently watching the sound of the music playing, he changed his mind.

That quiet and forbearing look was like still water flowing deep, without showing the wind and waves, but it was incomparably vast.

With just one glance, the emotions that Rong He tried his best to suppress were vividly interpreted.

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As soon as Qin Jin entered the door, he saw Shen Yan standing beside the piano, raising his hand to lightly touch the black and white keys.

Seeing Qin Jin coming back, Shen Yan went down the steps.

Qin Jin took off his jacket and said with a smile, "You can play whatever you want."

"I do not know."

"Then I'll play a song, what do you want to hear?"

Qin Jin casually hung his coat at the entrance and walked over.

Shen Yan said softly: "What can you play?"

"I can do everything." Qin Jin smiled even more. He is in a good mood today, and the smile in his eyes is like flowing brilliance, ready to pour out at any time.

"Then—the wedding in your dream?" Shen Yan asked softly.

Qin Jin smiled, "I'll try."

Qin Jin hasn't played it for a long time, and he is not very proficient, so he made a few mistakes at the beginning.

He put his hands down, and after a while, he raised his hands and placed them on the black and white keys again.

At the end of the song, Qin Jin sat on the piano bench, his eyelashes drooping, "When I was studying late in high school, I could often hear the art student in the music room on the opposite building practicing this piece. He always played one of the notes wrong. Then one day I passed by In the music room, I heard that he made a mistake again, so I went up to correct it..."

"and then?"

"There is no more." Qin Jin blinked and said without guilt.

"There is a mistake in the song, Zhou Langgu." Shen Yan said leisurely, "This is a good memory from my school days."

Qin Jin rubbed his nose, "There's really nothing left... I have a good sense of pitch, but whether it's the violin or the piano, I haven't practiced for a long time, so I'm half-baked. During the audition today, Yan Qi played a song Adilina by the water, at that moment I seemed to understand why the character I played fell in love with him. By the way, the character I played will have this aspect of the scene, so I have to spend time practicing it recently. Otherwise, He Lansheng will probably scold me until I get to the set..."

While his fingers were rising and falling, he came up with another short passage at random, "The wedding in my dream doesn't feel sad when I hear it, but it seems to be shrouded in sadness when I play it."

Shen Yan said softly, "The wedding song in dreams is not suitable for weddings. It is more like a desperate love, which can only linger in dreams. The kind of people who worry about gains and losses, want to hug but are afraid of waking up, can only watch their lover wear The white and holy wedding dress goes to someone else in the illusory wedding."

Qin Jin smiled, "If you put it this way, there are pictures in front of my eyes."

But he had no illusions about the wedding, so he couldn't share the sorrow that went deep into his bones.

*******

Coming out of the bathroom, Qin Jin rubbed his dripping hair. He was wearing a nightgown, and when he found that Shen Yan was not in the hall, he pushed open the door of Shen Yan's room.

Outside Rongjin Famous Apartment, there are thousands of bright and prosperous night scenes, and not far away is the brightly lit Huacheng Building.

Shen Yan stood on the balcony, leaning against the railing, as if overlooking the lights of the world.

Qin Jin came over and leaned casually beside Shen Yan, "Don't look, be careful of catching a cold."

Shen Yan turned her head and looked at Qin Jin, "I want to go back to my hometown, but writing here is always difficult..."

Qin Jin's hands that were rubbing his hair stopped suddenly, "Did I bother you? I will never knock on the door to disturb you when you are writing in the future."

When Fang Shichen proposed before, Qin Jin refused instead of Shen Yan.

Qin Jin regretted it a little now, Fang Shichen's house was downstairs, and it would be more convenient for the little master to live downstairs.

But since he refused, Qin Jin didn't want to bother Fang Shichen anymore. Recently, his eldest nephew was either in puberty or approaching menopause.

"I still have a house, not far from here, or I'll let someone take you to see it tomorrow..."

Shen Yan lowered her eyelashes, covering the emotions in her eyes, "I am your friend, but not your family member. It's not good to live with you all the time..."

"Why are you so divided all of a sudden?" Qin Jin was a little puzzled, he patted the railing, and he had a flash of inspiration, "You don't care about public opinion, do you...we are walking and standing straight, those people are just talking , It’s not some black material of stone hammer... Compared with the bottomless rumors about me and Fang Shichen before, this is nothing worth mentioning.”

"Qin Jin, I really miss home, I want to go back."

The sky is full of stars, above the tall buildings, even the moonlight and stars are particularly partial to Shen Yan.

It's just that Shen Yan's eyes are as pale and lonely as moonlight.

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The clouds and mountains glowed, putting new clothes on the mountains and forests.

The eaves hang low, like a beautiful woman looking down.

It is also like a lonely cliff, quietly separating the world of floating clouds.

There are wind chimes under the eaves, like an unfinished dream, drifting to the sea as time goes by.

Shen Yan pushed open the window and quietly looked at the scenery in front of her.

I don't know what year it was in the mountain, living on the small building, watching the clouds come and go, even the clock of time seems to be slowed down by the gods.

The rays of the sun faded, night fell, and the vast darkness engulfed the vast world.

Shen Yan closed the window and sat back in front of the computer. He typed on the keyboard, but after a while, he still deleted all the paragraphs he just typed.

He closed the document and opened the webpage, and the news on the top search list on the right was so glaring.

It's Qin Jin's news again.

As long as one goes online, Qin Jin's news can be seen everywhere.

Shen Yan opened it, browsed it, and turned off the news.

After returning from Rongcheng, Shen Yan seldom paid attention to Internet news, his day was simple and even boring.

He doesn't have any entertainment life, and he rarely socializes with others. Living in this small building, Shen Yan seems to be isolated from the world.

In terms of diet, he is also very simple. After eating, he will sit by the window and read a book in the sunlight outside the house. After reading for an hour or two, he will start to open the computer document and type. At night, when his inspiration bursts out, he often writes until late at night. tireless.

But today was a little different. He turned off the computer and walked down the mountain along the path in front of the door.

The streams in the mountains flow slowly and meander down, and when they reach the foot of the mountain, the streams converge and become a vast river.

The moonlight fell on the river, shimmering like a thousand carps jumping out of the water.

Shen Yan picked up a small flat stone and lifted it vigorously. The stone jumped dozens of times on the water surface before falling into the river, where it could not be found.

Shen Yan used to enjoy it when he was a child. After school, after finishing his farm work, he would play by the river. The water plants and stone fish in the river seemed to be watching him quietly.

So many years have passed, it seems that it has never changed, it seems that it is still that summer.

The midsummer sun is unbridled, the township junior high schools do not have air conditioners, and the examination room for the senior high school entrance examination is very hot.

That day was the last day of the senior high school entrance examination, and Shen Yan was very serious in the examination room, finishing the last paper conscientiously, and his school days were over.

When leaving the exam room, the students gathered in twos and threes outside the classroom to discuss the answers, looking forward to the long summer vacation and high school life in the near future.

And Shen Yan left the school, sat by the river on the way home for the whole afternoon, throwing the stones on the bank into the water over and over again, splashing circle after circle of ripples.

That afternoon by the river was the loneliest of his life.

That loneliness is higher than the sky in front of you, and deeper than the river in the distance.

Time is like a wild horse running wild, and soon it will be late summer and early autumn, a good day for school.

Shen Yan didn't bring anything, and came to the county seat alone.

He stood outside the wall of the best key high school in the county, watching his parents standing at the door to escort their children into the campus.

Shen Yan was sitting under the tree outside the door holding the admission notice. He remembered that the cicadas on the tree kept screaming that day, as if mourning the end of the summer.

Shen Yan didn't get up until the evening when the students left the school like tired birds returning to the grass and went home.

Shen Yan walked along the main road towards home.

On one side of the road is a big river winding into the sea without end, and on the other side of the road is a fence. The scenery inside is beautiful and has a long history, and there are ancient temples and magnificent buildings.

There are many tourists in the scenic spot, but he has seen the scenery in the scenic spot in the brochure, but he has never been there.

Shen Yan was tired from walking, so he sat by the river to have a rest. After some time, there was not a single stone left around him.

The grass is green and the sky is green, and it is born without a cliff.

Shen Yan lay on the grass, looking up at the sky.

The sky is high in autumn, and it is evening again, and the stratus clouds are like burning red snow.

He remembered the scenery of that day so much, but even more remembered everything that happened after that.

"Stop running!"

He heard the voice, but didn't get up, just looked sideways.

At the end of the line of sight, a little boy ran over pulling a snow-white puppy.The puppy finally stopped, squatting on the spot and grinning at the boy, but the boy was out of breath, but the man just sat down and wiped the tiny beads of sweat on the tip of his nose and forehead with his hand.

The appearance is exquisite, the lips are red and the teeth are white, which reminds Shen Yan of four characters - eyebrows and eyes are picturesque, but the innocence is hard to describe.

The boy noticed that Shen Yan was looking at him, and he was stroking the snow-white dog under his body. Looking around in the blink of an eye, the sunset glow behind him turned into a decoration in vain.

The boy propped his hands on the grass, free and unstained by the dust of the world.

He must have grown up in an environment that did not lack love. He was three points innocent and seven points cute, and he was not afraid of strangers, so he took the initiative to greet Shen Yan.

He said something, and Shen Yan answered it.

During the chat, Shen Yanfang learned that the boy was not a local. He came here for vacation with his parents, but the puppy ran here with him. I'm having dog stew tonight.

But the puppy didn't understand and was not afraid, it still squatted on the spot with a grin on its lips, a warm smile like an angel.

The boy noticed Shen Yan's eyes on the dog, so he told him that the dog was a Samoyed, stupid and naughty.

It was getting late, Shen Yan wanted to send the boy back, but the boy refused, he shook the watch on his wrist, "My parents know my location, they will come to pick me up."

Shen Yan had never seen such a thing before, so the boy explained the principle to Shen Yan, but Shen Yan didn't understand.

"Don't you have any electronic equipment around you? Mobile phone? Computer? None?" The boy was a little puzzled.

Shen Yan remembered everything the boy said very clearly, but his own answers gradually became blurred over a long period of time.

It's like playing an old yellow movie, the details have been forgotten by the viewers, and only the most unforgettable fragments are clearly remembered.

The author has something to say:

Thank you, little angels~