blame your sister

"In the countryside more than 20 years ago, an unmarried girl became pregnant. What do you think she would do?"

In fact, when Lin Wenxuan said this, Gu Qian could already see something.However, she still answered Lin Wenxuan's question seriously: "If it were me, I would kill the child."

It's not that she is cruel and selfish, but that the environment does not allow her to give birth to that child.

"But my mother, who was only 22 years old at the time, kept me under the contempt of everyone around her." Lin Wenxuan buried her face in her lap, and her voice was muffled.

"My mother fell in love with that person freely, and finally my grandma and the others recognized that person, but he ran away with all the money my mother had saved, leaving me as a burden to my mother.

My dad was a very rebellious person at the time and had a very bad reputation.The neighbor of my grandma's house is a relative of my father, who signed a red line for my mother and father.My father didn't dislike my mother who was pregnant with a child, and my mother married my father not long after in order to give me a title.

My father has always been very kind to my mother. Later, when my father came to work in J City, our family moved there. "

"So it's because you're not your biological father and daughter." Gu Qian put her arms on Lin Wenxuan's back and whispered.

Lin Wenxuan continued: "Yes. So, I should be grateful to my father for raising me so much. How can I force my attitude."

"The way I see it, your dad really loves your mom."

Lin Wenxuan nodded, "So, without me, my mother's life would not be what it is now. You don't know how strong and excellent my mother used to be, but now..." She has been swallowing her anger in front of her father, tolerant in every possible way .

"Auntie is very happy now, how good your family is together."

Lin Wenxuan raised her head, stared at the blurry road ahead, and said: "My mother was in poor health when she was born, and I suffered from wind during confinement, so I have been coughing for so many years. I am really a disaster for my mother. "

"Then you must not remember how happy your mother's face was when she gave birth to you, and you don't know how grateful I am to her for keeping you." Gu Qian also became emotional.

Lin Wenxuan sighed and stood up, "No matter what, I will try my best to save my mother."

"That's right," Gu Qian also stood up, "You are the backbone of the family now."

Lin Wenxuan nodded vigorously, rubbed her face vigorously with both hands, and said, "What you say today, forget about it tomorrow! Be careful when driving."

"Well, you should go to bed early too." Gu Qian opened the car door and urged Lin Wenxuan to go upstairs quickly, "I see you go up before leaving."

Lin Wenxuan was not polite, turned around and went upstairs.

When she returned home, the headlights in the living room were not turned on, only a little light came out from the half-hidden door of the toilet.She knocked tentatively, and Papa Lin opened the door.

"Dad, are you smoking?" Lin Wenxuan was taken aback by the smell of cigarettes that came out of the toilet, because her mother had been urging her father to quit smoking since she spoke, and by the time Lin Wenjin was born, Lin's father had quit smoking.

Papa Lin nodded and said, "Your mother fell asleep when she came back. I was afraid that your mother would smell it, so I hid in the toilet."

"Dad, I will find a way to treat my mother, don't worry." Lin Wenxuan naturally thought that Lin's father was worried about her mother's illness.

Papa Lin just shook his head and threw the extinguished cigarette butt into the trash can.

"Dad, I want to ask you something." Lin Wenxuan rarely talked to Papa Lin alone, especially when she grew up and knew that Papa Lin didn't want to talk to her.

Papa Lin nodded, "Ask."

"Today, Gu Qian saw her mother coughing up blood. Dad, haven't you seen it before?" Lin Wenxuan couldn't believe it. Her mother hid it so well that her father, who was together almost all the time, could hide it from her.

Papa Lin lowered his head, sighed deeply, and said, "Your mother also kept it from me before. It was because I saw the blood-stained handkerchief from under the pillow that your mother told me."

"Then why didn't you tell me, why didn't you go to see a doctor with your mother?" Lin Wenxuan's tone was a little questioning.

Father Lin replied: "Your mother is also known to you. She listened to me on the surface, but she was very stubborn when something went wrong. She was only willing to go with me to our small outpatient clinic, and she would not tell you if she wanted to tell you." Willing to take medicine."

"Tomorrow, Gu Qian will help her find a specialist. Dad, this is the first time I beg you. Come with me to persuade mom to see a doctor, okay? I'll figure out a way with the money." dad.

Papa Lin showed a distressed look, and it was several seconds later before he said: "According to your mother's personality, she must not want to cause you such a big trouble, let alone such a disease that cannot be cured at all. It will wear you both down."

"What are you talking about? Don't you treat your mother?!" Lin Wenxuan was almost growling, "I know that in your heart, Dad, I'm a troublesome burden. Mom treats the illness I will figure out a solution by myself, and I don’t need to worry about Wen Jin and my father, I just ask you to help me convince my mother.”

The expression on Lin's father's face was also genuinely sad. He avoided Lin Wenxuan's sight and rubbed Mu Hu's eyes, and said, "Why don't I want to save your mother, but your mother can't be cured, terminal cancer, even if Chemotherapy is just suffering!"

"Mom has been with you for 25 years. What's wrong with her? If it's because of me, I'll leave when Mom gets cured, okay? I promise I won't go back and bother you, okay!" Lin Wenxuan almost begged. Deep down in her heart, she really treats her so well, only her mother is right in the whole world.

Lin's father looked at Lin Wenxuan's appearance, this child was really trapped by the horns of "mother's burden".He sighed and said, "Anyway, your mother's opinion is always the most important, shall we respect her?"

"In the end, you just love money, don't you? I said you don't need to pay. We all know my mother's character. How can we watch her give up on herself?" The resentment gathered.

At this moment, Mother Lin's voice, who was supposed to be sound asleep, came from behind Lin Wenxuan: "Wenxuan, why are you talking to your father like that."

Her voice was a little hoarse, she probably remembered to drink water.

"Mom, why are you up?" Lin Wenxuan looked guilty, she was not sure when her mother started listening.

Mother Lin said slowly: "You two don't need to hide anything from me, my own body knows it."

"Mom, what are you talking about? The doctor said that your illness is not that serious, and it will definitely be cured, definitely!" Lin Wenxuan not only comforted her mother, but also seemed to cheer herself up.

Mother Lin laughed suddenly, her lips were dry and slightly chapped, "You child, Mom already knows, it's just cancer, Mom is not afraid of you."

"Mom, since you know everything, I'll just say it straight. Mom, I beg you to go and treat it, okay? Gu Qian has already contacted a specialist, and it will definitely be cured." Lin Wenxuan stepped forward and said to her mother. Any word of rejection comes out of Mom's mouth.

Mother Lin smiled slightly, nodded and said, "Okay, Mom promises you. With your dad by my side, you can go to work tomorrow, or the unit should have gossip."

"Mom, your illness is the most important thing, and you can still find a job." Lin Wenxuan's mind is full of her mother, and she has no intention of working even if she goes to the company.

Mother Lin didn't say anything else, she looked at her watch and said, "It's getting late, go to bed early."

Lin Wenxuan felt that her mother was a little too calm, she just turned her head and took a deep look at Father Lin, then turned and went back to her room.

She had also heard the neighbor's uncle and aunt say that she would find a nursing home by herself when she was old, and she didn't want to trouble her children. It seemed that Lin's parents and Lin's mother had already discussed it.

No matter what, she can't just watch her mother get sick!

Before going to bed, Lin Wenxuan kept searching for various information about lung cancer on the Internet.In desperation, she discovered that Dr. Li was already a leading expert in the treatment of lung cancer in the world. Isn't that...

Lin Wenxuan didn't dare to continue thinking about it, as if she didn't have the courage to look at pictures of all kinds of pain in chemotherapy patients.

Before going to bed, she sent an email to the boss of the company, and simply used her annual leave at this time.