Shen Bai Chronicle

Bai Chen is a child of a single-parent family. Her mother was pregnant before she was married, and her partner suddenly ran away with money before she was due to give birth. She was penniless and had a baby to take care of. , didn't have time to take care of the children, so Bai Chen grew up playing ball among relatives until she was over 5 years old, when she was supposed to be in primary school, she returned to live with her mother.

However, at this moment, Bai Chen's nightmare officially began.

The long-term fatigue and pressure caused the mother to become addicted to alcohol. She worked day and night, and came home smelling of alcohol in the early hours of the morning, but she still saw that face that looked like a scumbag. He kept saying hello, didn't take tools, just beat or scratched like crazy with his long nails, and when he woke up the next day, he hugged his bruised son and apologized regretfully, saying over and over again that mother didn't do it on purpose, Mom is sorry for you.

Bai Chen was afraid and struggled at first, but the child's strength was limited after all, and he couldn't resist. Later, he gradually stopped crying, gritted his teeth and endured his mother's beating, went back to bed and continued to sleep. Wear long trousers to school without letting anyone see.Go home in the evening to cook and eat alone, finish homework early, take a shower and go to bed, just to rest a little longer before my mother comes back in the middle of the night, so as not to doze off during class during the day.

After living like this for four years, one day when he came home from school, Bai Chen saw his mother lying unconscious on the ground. There was no blood. At first, she thought she was just drunk and fell asleep. She didn’t call an ambulance until she couldn’t wake up. , was deeply poisoned by alcohol, and died halfway.

After finishing her mother's funeral hastily, Bai Chen, who was not yet ten years old, was sent to an orphanage for a period of time, and was soon adopted by a kind couple.

Children who grew up with relatives are the best at observing words and expressions. In addition, Bai Chen is handsome and well-behaved, and he is good at studying. The couple are unable to have children due to physical reasons. They really like children. It is not difficult for him to please them. , Even life is much better than living with mother.

Good looks, excellent grades, pampered by adoptive parents, this kind of life seems to be carefree, but he gradually discovered that there are some differences between himself and ordinary people——

He... cannot have any physical contact with the opposite sex.

At the beginning, the situation was very serious. He was patted on the shoulder by the girl in the back seat. He instinctively hid, and the movement was so big that he almost knocked over the table. He directly scattered the notebook all over the floor.

There was a shift where we played a game with two people on three legs. The girl next to me couldn't stand still and grabbed his arm. She grabbed it very tightly and her face was very close. She even rubbed against him intentionally or unintentionally. He smelled her. , I just felt my stomach churning constantly, nausea and vomiting, and a strangely familiar pain in my arm, which awakened some unbearable memories.

This is probably a disease, but Bai Chen didn't want people to know about it, so he deliberately avoided contact with the opposite sex. If it was unavoidable, he gritted his teeth and endured it. He could bear it the most. Compared to being beaten to death by his mother before, this The child's discomfort was nothing, and he hid himself and had an attack when everyone was gone.

Bai Chen concealed it very well, and the people around him basically couldn't find it. The closest adoptive parents later had their own children, so they paid less attention to him, which happened to be convenient for him to hide.

After going to university, Bai Chen has the ability to live independently, and the adoption relationship was terminated according to the previous agreement.

Life in the dormitory is different, and there are not many opportunities to contact the opposite sex. After many years of patience, his symptoms have been slightly relieved, and there is no problem with daily contact. Kissed as if being molested by the bold girl, he insisted that he had to leave first, and couldn't help rushing into the bathroom to vomit.

Oh, that's ridiculous.

He is a doctor, but he can't cure his terminal illness.