Obsessed with Qin

At the beginning, I used death to force me.The road was chosen by the two of us. No matter how many ups and downs there are, no matter how fierce the storm is, we both have to bear it. "

Qin's father's face sank completely, he looked at Qin Zhao with the eyes of a stranger, and said in a hoarse voice: "You never mentioned it, I thought it was over when it was over, so you have always kept it in your heart Save it. You remember everything that your mother and I have done, one by one, one by one... Qin Zhao, you are really good... We don't let you be with Xu Mingshen, so you just Come back to Qin Jin, are you taking revenge on me and your mother?"

"Dad, don't flatter me, I don't even dare to complain, how dare I hate?" Qin Zhao turned his head to look at Qin Jin, his expression was full of undisguised tenderness, "I'm with him It's because he likes me, and because I like him. It has nothing to do with anyone else, and there is no such thing as revenge. It is really difficult for you and Mom to accept the two of us. As a son of man, Qin Jin and I It’s not without heart. Seeing you suffer, we will suffer too. In the same way, do you and mom have the heart to see us suffer forever? You don’t have to accept it, but please don’t force us to separate. We dare not ask for blessings, but only for one Don't be noisy, don't use words like 'perverted', 'bad' and 'disgusting' to describe us, okay?"

Qin Zhao's voice was already deep, and in such a situation, he felt an indescribable sense of depression. The last sentence "Is it okay" made people feel sad in their ears.Qin Jin pressed his forehead against Qin Zhao's shoulder, breathed in the smell of cologne on his body, and suddenly wanted to cry without any scruples.

Qin Zhao touched his head with his backhand, cleared his throat, and continued: "When I went upstairs, I saw those photos scattered on the floor. Dad, you are not a confused person. I believe you can see that this is Someone deliberately punished the two of us. Today those photos appeared in our house, tomorrow it may appear on the Internet, and the day after tomorrow it may be known to everyone. People in the whole city will know that the Qin family has two unfilial sons. They are gay , they are incest, they have done dirty things. Qin Jin and I will face countless accusations, contempt, and spit stars. You can choose to stand with others and humiliate us to the fullest, or You can close the door and act as if the two of us were never born. It’s okay... You can also put us behind each other and protect us like you did when you were a child... No matter what choice you and your mother make, Qin Jin and I will be the same. No complaints, I have never complained to you before, and I will not in the future."

After saying this, Qin Zhao took Qin Jin's hand and was about to leave, but Qin's father stopped them both and said, "Qin Zhao can go, Qin Jin stays, I still say the same thing, as long as I'm still alive, you guys Just don't worry about those bullshit things!"

Qin Zhao's footsteps paused, he didn't turn his head, he kept his back to Qin's father, and said, "Then I'll give you a word, as long as I'm still alive, I won't give up on Qin Jin, wherever we go, we All together!"

When he reached the stairs, there was a crisp sound of porcelain breaking in the study. Qin Jin subconsciously wanted to turn his head to take a look, but was stopped by Qin Zhao's neck. He saw Qin Zhao's lips tremble a few times, and then With a helpless smile, he said softly: "Cloisonne, what a pity..."

(93)

Coming out of Qin's father's study, Qin Jin felt a little nervous, for fear of bumping into his mother in the living room. Under such circumstances, he really didn't know what else he could say.Qin Jin was so distracted that when he was walking down the stairs, he almost slipped with his foot in the air. Qin Zhao had sharp eyesight and quick hands, and grabbed his waist.Looking left and right, no one was around, Qin Jin leaned over and rubbed Qin Zhao's chin with his forehead, like a small animal that has not yet grown up, running back and forth between wildness and shelter.

Qin Zhao has cultivated to the point where he can fully understand Qin Jin's mind without words. He leaned against the handrail of the stairs, and kissed his little boy's forehead lightly to express his comfort.

Qin Jin opened his mouth as if he wanted to say something, and suddenly remembered that those damn photos were still scattered in the living room. He quickly pushed Qin Zhao away with his backhand, and rushed downstairs in three steps at a time. It has been cleaned up, not a single photo is left.

Qin Zhao hurriedly walked around behind him, picked up the briefcase on the coffee table and shook it, indicating that the photos had been put away by him.

Qin Jin smiled as if he was relieved from a heavy burden. If he had had a mirror in front of him at that time, he would have discovered how much reluctance there was in his smile.

Qin Zhao took him by the shoulders and led him out. Qin Jin looked back upstairs worriedly. Qin Zhao patted him on the shoulder and said, "You have to give them a buffer time, and you have to give yourself a break." A little time to think about countermeasures."

Qin Jin sighed, and went around the kitchen before leaving the house to make sure that all electrical appliances were cut off, and then walked out of the house with Qin Zhao.

The smell of rattling swords at home overwhelmed all external sounds, and it was only when I took the elevator downstairs that I realized that it was raining heavily outside.It was autumn, and there was an autumn rain and a cold one. Qin Jin stood at the door and shivered, wondering if he should go home to get an umbrella. Qin Zhao had already taken off his coat neatly and put it on the top of the two of them. He rushed into the rain with him.

There was an inexplicable sense of pleasure as the cold rain fell on my head.The two ran far away against the wind and rain, and the traffic and crowds coming and going were like a background wall that lost their tone, silently witnessing the self-indulgence in this desperate situation.

The splashing rain wetted the clothes and trousers, and the howling wind blew the hair disheveled. Qin Zhao was no longer tidy and serious, and Qin Jin also lost his former sternness and rebelliousness. The two supported each other and struggled in the rainstorm Forward.

The rain became heavier and heavier, and there were fewer and fewer pedestrians on the road. In the end, only the two of them were left on the long road.The rain choked into his nostrils, Qin Jin stopped and leaned on the tree trunk by the roadside with one hand, coughing out of breath.Suddenly there was a heavy neck, Qin Zhao pressed the back of his head and pulled him into his arms, then kissed him hard.

It was an extremely domineering kiss, and Qin Jin was not given any chance to dodge.The tip of the tongue broke through the teeth and quickly penetrated deep into the mouth, the lips were tightly pressed together, and then rubbed hard.

Qin Jin was addicted for a moment, and then he immediately realized that this was neither at home nor in a hotel, let alone in the bathroom of a bar, but on a completely public road.The floor-to-ceiling glass windows of the large shopping mall not far away emitted a cold light. I don't know how many people are watching them, and I don't know who is watching them.

Realizing this, Qin Jin felt his scalp explode. He raised his hand to Qin Zhao's chest to push him away.Qin Zhao once again sensed his intention, turned his head and bit his neck hard, and when Qin Jin hissed in pain, he leaned into his ear and whispered: "Look, this is our current situation, Taboo, crazy, going against the wind and rain, no umbrella, no support, no one even understands. On the one hand, I am eager to be accepted, but on the other hand, I am afraid of making it public. I have not violated any legal provisions, but I have to bear accusations and discrimination , I have no right to feel aggrieved, let alone cry out for pain, because we have given up the lifestyle of the masses and chose to follow our heart. So, are you ready? Are you ready to be a retrograde with me in the wind and rain?"

Qin Jin was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly laughed. The hand that was on Qin Zhao's chest temporarily changed direction and hugged his neck.The rain fell crazily, and layers of water films like smog were formed on the ground. Qin Jin shouted loudly in the chaotic world: "Qin Zhao, listen clearly, the young master will rely on you for the rest of his life! Whether it is If the mother is a rebel in the wind and rain, whether it goes to heaven or hell, I will accompany you. Even if you say you want to jump into the oil pan and roll the nailboard, I will accompany you unconditionally! In the next life, I will continue to depend on you! Even if I'm reborn as a brother again, I don't mind doing incest again! As long as it's you, you can do anything!"

Warm liquid suddenly gushed out of his eyes, and Qin Jin almost cried out the last sentence "Anything is fine".Qin Zhao pressed the back of Qin Jin's head and held him tightly in his arms. The majestic sound of the rain was like the end of the world. Qin Jin heard Qin Zhao's low voice resounding firmly in his ears. He said: "From today In the beginning, Qin Zhao's life is yours, it lives for you, and it can die for you!"

Cold rain meets hot tears, Qin Jin hugs Qin Zhao tightly and cries out in the howling wind and rain.

After venting, the two became a pair of ducks that fell into the water, and even their hair was soaked.Qin Zhao threw the car provided by Zhou Tanyou in the company parking lot. Now that he can't even take a taxi, the two lunatics can only walk home with you and me dragging you.

When Qin Zhao rushed to Linshi to take care of Young Master Qin with an injured paw, he left the family dog ​​in the pet shop in the community. Qin Jin didn't know which tendon was wrong, so he insisted on braving the rain to bring Caesar back , Said to miss it.Qin Zhao persuaded him kindly for a while, seeing Qin Ershao pushing his nose more and more on the face, and slapped him directly on the back of the head, Qin Jin stopped with his mouth shut, and honestly asked Qin Zhao to lead him by his paws go home.

When they walked to the gate of the community, the security guards in the sentry box almost threw them out as homeless men. Qin Zhao reported his house number and landline number, and the security guard recognized the owner, lying on the small window of the sentry box and said with a smile: "Mr. Qin, when did you start playing performance art?"

Qin Xiaojin couldn't hold back his joy, and then said poorly, "This is not called performance art, it's called aggressive art."