Obsessed with Qin

He was holding both bags in his left hand, not to mention a little panicked. Qin's mother walked side by side with him, without looking at his hands carefully, but suddenly threw a sentence: "What's wrong with your right hand?" Are you sprained?"

Qin Jin froze for a moment, Qin Zhao's previous explanation flashed through his head, and he stumbled and said: "Ah, yes, it's a little twisted, I made it when I was playing, er, it's nothing serious, it's just that I can't work hard these days , Just rest and rest, you don't have to worry about it."

Qin's mother smiled and said nothing, and the two of them entered the house in silence all the way.The TV was on in the living room, but there was no sign of his father. Qin Jin put the shopping bag on the shelf in the entrance, and looked into the room while changing his shoes.

Qin's mother took off her jacket and put it in her arms, then turned to Qin Jin and said, "Don't look, you're keeping it in the study. There are fruits on the tea table in the living room. If you're hungry, eat some first, and I'll get you two vegetables. Dinner is ready. Where's your brother? Why didn't he come back with you?"

Qin Jin threw himself sideways onto the sofa in the living room, picked a grape and chewed it in his mouth, and said vaguely: "He was going to come back with me, there is a temporary situation, he asked us Eat, don't wait for him."

Qin's mother nodded and didn't ask any more questions. She tied up her apron and went into the kitchen.Seeing Qin's mother's figure being blocked by the solid wooden door of the kitchen, Qin Jin dared to let out the half of his breath just now, and hurriedly turned up the volume of the TV, and then took out his mobile phone to send a text message to Qin Zhao to report the situation——

As soon as you left, I bumped into our mother at the gate of the community!Obediently, I was so frightened that I almost went into cardiac arrest.

Qin Zhao should not be busy, and he replied to the message very quickly. Qin Jinfang received a reply as soon as he sent a text message—excellent!

Qin Jin rolled his eyes with a smile while holding the phone, and while throwing a grape in his mouth, he tapped the keyboard to verbally harass his brother.When the chat was in full swing, the doorbell rang, and Qin Jin casually threw the phone on the coffee table and got up to open the door.

Standing at the door was a young man wearing a courier uniform. He glanced at Qin Jin, and then gave his mother's name, saying that he could not sign for it on his behalf, and he had to sign for it himself.

People who are in love are a little short-circuited in IQ. Qin Jin's head is full of his brother, and he doesn't think there is anything wrong, so he turns around and shouts in the direction of the kitchen: "Mom, there is your courier, and I need to sign for it."

Mother Qin came out of the kitchen wiping her hands. The entrance was narrow, and it would be crowded if two people stood there. Qin Jin returned to the sofa and lay paralyzed after passing the message, and continued to harass his brother with words. There is an extra paper courier bag.

Mother Qin unpacked the courier bag while walking towards the kitchen, and accidentally scattered the contents of the bag all over the floor. Qin Jin only saw a dozen photos flying out of the bag, and when he realized what the photos were all about Suddenly, his face turned pale.

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The photos fell irregularly, some with the back facing upwards, and some with mottled color patches.It is not the new snow in early winter, but it is more icy and bone-chilling than the new snow.

The moment the photo fell out of the courier bag, Qin's mother's face flashed a little blank, and then quickly turned pale.Without waiting for Qin's mother to pick up the photo and examine it carefully, Qin Jin jumped over from the back of the sofa, kicked the photo away from Qin's mother in a embarrassed posture, and said in a hoarse voice: "Mom, don't look..."

The voice was extremely low, inexplicably pleading.

There were faint tears in Qin's mother's eyes, which were extremely light but extremely cold, like the howling Siberian cold current, which froze the entire season in an instant.She stared at Qin Jin for a while without moving, and her voice seemed to be squeezed out of her teeth: "Pick it up, I want to see it!"

His legs were so weak that he could hardly stand, Qin Jin put one hand on the back of the sofa, and stretched out the other hand, trying to hold Qin's mother's shoulder, and said sadly: "Don't look, what do you want to know, I'll tell you !"

Qin's mother took a step back, letting Qin Jintan's outstretched hands go blank. The noisy shopping program was playing on the TV, making the oppressive living room of Qin's family even more deserted.Qin Jin's hand froze in mid-air for a moment, and then slowly dropped down in a lonely way, like the last petal of a flower when the deep winter came, silently walking towards the end of life.

The coldness in Qin's mother's eyes gradually overwhelmed the tears. She looked at Qin Jin with sharp eyes like knives, and said what she said without leaving any room: "Tell me? What are you going to tell me? Tell me you and yourself Tell me my two sons are incest! Tell me my proud son did the most disgusting thing in the world together! Can you open your mouth? How can you have the face to live In front of your biological mother who raised you, say these despicable things!"

Qin Jin was so blocked that he couldn't say a word. He felt terribly cold, and the blood in his body seemed to be frozen. Qin's mother's sharp voice scraped his eardrum like fingernails on glass, leaving behind The ear-piercing noise of human hair standing on end.

He wanted to explain something, but he opened and closed his mouth feebly, and finally he only spit out the simplest syllable: "Mom..."

That thin syllable carried the innate instinct and affection of all primates, but before Qin Jin's voice fell, he beat it intensively before it fell.Qin's mother picked up the pillows placed on the sofa and threw them at Qin Jin indiscriminately, her coiled and exquisite hairstyle was messed up, her well-painted makeup was messed up, and tears fell into the soft carpet in large quantities, condensing into small water spots.

She has never been so disrespectful in her life like today, crying like a shrew in the market: "I guarded against everyone and never guarded against you... I thought that as long as I drove away Xu Mingshen... my son would be like before... The same is perfect and excellent...why...why are you doing this...isn't it good to find a suitable girl to marry and have children...isn't it good to live like a normal person...why...why do you have to do disgusting things ...why...it's my child...you tell me it's not true...you tell me..."

Qin's mother was crying and beating desperately, losing her strength very quickly. Qin Jin rushed to hug her the moment she collapsed, and the two of them slid on the carpet with their backs leaning on the sofa. Crying, but every word he uttered was extremely clear, even with a bit of stubbornness: "It is true that Qin Zhao and I are together, just like... just like you and my dad are together. I know you can't understand, but please don't use words like 'disgusting' and 'spoof' to describe us, we...we are sincere, we really want to be together for the rest of our lives..."

"Forever?" Qin's mother muttered this word, tears fell more and more violently, she pulled Qin Jin's shoulders, her red eyes stared firmly at his face, and said: "It's not enough to be wrong for a while, don't you still Do you want to be wrong for the rest of your life? Do you want your brother to be unable to hold his head up for the rest of his life? Do you want to destroy him completely? Do you know what incest is?"

"Mom!" Qin Jin shouted in a hoarse voice. He felt as if his whole body had been stuffed into a meat grinder. His tendons and veins were severed, blood was dripping, and the pain came out from the depths of his bones, gnawing his heart repeatedly. "We really love each other, really, we want to be together forever, we..."

Before today, Qin Jin made a lot of assumptions about coming out of the closet. He even searched on Baidu specifically, how to objectively state the objective fact that he and Qin Zhao are both gay to his family with reason and evidence, and how to persuade them to be like Treat homosexuals the same as heterosexuals.But when he was really pushed to this point, Qin Jin realized that he had missed one of the most important key words in his preparations - incest.

They are not only homosexuals but also incests who broke the conventional ethics, no matter how spurned and humiliated they are, they deserve what they deserve!

It wasn't until this Qin Jin realized that he was so poor at words. The only thing that could be held in his hand as a weapon to refute discrimination and insult was the so-called "love", but what was "love"? Above the law and morality, it cannot control the will of others, and it is not even convincing enough.

It’s amazing that you have love, and it’s amazing that you are in love with each other. It’s not the same as being poked at the spine and called it “disgusting”, “deceitful”, and a “dirty” thing that can’t be seen!

Qin Jin closed his eyes in despair, and could only keep repeating the same sentence: "We really love each other, really..."

We really love each other, really, so don't tear us apart, let's be together, please.

Qin Jin's repeated words finally angered Qin's mother completely. She squeezed out the last bit of strength, stood up suddenly from the ground, grabbed Qin Jin's collar, and said, "Okay, since you took a bite Decide that you are in love, you are right, then go upstairs and explain to your dad now, I want to see how you describe the relationship between you and your brother to your dad!"

Qin's mother was really anxious, she used great force in her hands, and directly dragged Qin Jin up from the ground. Qin Jin looked over Qin's mother's shoulder and saw his father standing at the corner of the stairs, with a serious expression on his face. The face, because of the lack of embellishment of expression, looks even more gloomy and frightening.

Qin Jin called out "Dad" with trembling lips, then subconsciously lowered his eyes.The photos were scattered on the ground in a mess, some were at the right angle, and some were facing upwards. The one that fell at Qin Jin's feet was a picture of him and Qin Zhao walking their dog together.