Obsessed with Qin

A simple signboard was picked out diagonally, with the word "Hotel" printed on it.On the two upper floors, the windows were tightly blocked by old clothes, so it was hard to tell whether they were inhabited or abandoned.

No matter how unsophisticated Yan Xiaobei was, he should have known that Qin Jin hated this kind of place. He didn't even dare to look at Qin Jin's face. On his round, sweaty face, he forcefully forced an embarrassing smile, his lips parted. After joining together several times, they only said, "I'm sorry."

Qin Ershao was thinking that my stinky sweat is all because of you and us. Don't dislike each other, he put his arms on Yan Xiaobei's shoulders, and threw his whole body on Yan Xiaobei's body like a paralyzed mud , lazily said: "To be honest, I don't know what happened between you and that person, but I want to tell you that as long as a person is alive, there will be unlucky times, and there is no worst unlucky but worse. If someone stretches out his hand, you grit your teeth and stand up, and you'll get over it. You're a big man, born with extra meat, others can look down on you, but you have to look down on yourself!"

Qin Jin considers himself a big hooligan in the history of education. After living for so many years, he realizes that he still has the potential to spread chicken soup. He immediately gave himself a thumbs up with a smile on his face: "Emma, ​​master, I am really a fool." Good chicken soup!"

Yan Xiaobei smiled softly with his eyebrows bent, his black sweat-damp hair covered his eyebrows, making him look more clean and soft, like a round, warm rice dumpling.Just as Qin Jin wanted to raise his hand to rub Yan Xiaobei's hair, Xu Ming's aggressive character and expressionless face flashed inexplicably in his mind, and he immediately wanted to kick Yan Xiaobei to the ground, step on his chest and tell He - idiot, you can have a better life, why have you messed with that scum for so many years!

The cash on Yan Xiaobei's body was only enough to open a standard room, and two people had to squeeze in one room. Qin Jin wanted to pay for another room by himself, but was stopped by Yan Xiaobei.It is rare for a Martian immigrant to show the shrewdness of a person on earth. He stood on tiptoe and leaned against Qin Jin's ear and whispered: "In this kind of place, opening an extra room is equivalent to being cheated one more time. You sleep on the bed, and I sleep on the floor. One room is enough."

Qin Jin smiled and rubbed the back of Yan Xiaobei's neck, thinking that what Qin Zhao said was right, a fool is not stupid at all.

It is said that the standard room is actually a hut of more than ten square meters, a bed, a bedside table, and a bathroom with broken tiles that can only be used for showering. There is no toilet, only a squat pit.Qin Jin touched the mattress with his hand, and there was a series of harsh creaking sounds, as if two springs could be stabbed out at any time to make intimate contact with the chrysanthemum.

Young Master Qin sighed silently, all right, if you come, you will be safe.

Yan Xiaobei took out a towel from a large dusty travel bag and handed it to Qin Jin, saying, "It's new, no one has used it before."

While taking the towel, Qin Jin raised his eyebrows and pouted at the travel bag, saying, "I've been with Xu scum for so long, and you've earned such a fortune?"

Yan Xiaobei frowned, with a solemn round face, and retorted seriously: "I followed him because I liked him, not to earn money. I never thought about getting anything from him. As long as he's fine, I'm fine."

Qin Jin understood how Qin Zhao felt when he was so angry that he wanted to slap him. He put the towel on his shoulders, intentionally pissing people off, and said in a strange way: "Yo, it's so great! Since you love so hard, you run away." What? Shouldn't he stand by his side without fighting back, waiting to be born in the same hole and die in the same coffin, and be thrown into an urn after a hundred years? Living in such a place where the birds don't shit is a misfortune what's up?"

Yan Xiaobei's originally pale round face instantly flushed red. He raised his head and glanced at Qin Jin. There was a bit of sadness in his round eyes, and his lips trembled several times before he made a trembling voice: "Who is that?" Everyone can look down on me, but you can't, Qin Jin, only you can't! Before the demolition, this was a famous slum, where all the homeless and vagrants gathered here, and people were robbed, raped, and killed every day Die, there are still people who have done all the disgusting things in exchange for a piece of white flour. All the people who have gone out from here are unwilling to come back to take a look. They think it is dirty and embarrassing, but I wish I could go back in time and let me come back here... Because that's where I met him, where my 26-year love affair began."

The eye circles were extremely red, but no tears fell. The moist eyes rolled around twice in a daze, and a clear ripple appeared: "I thought I would be with him forever, I thought he would be my whole life. But ...But God sent a Qin Zhao, he just looked at Qin Zhao from a distance, and he went crazy! In order to see Qin Zhao, he did not hesitate to cross a city to another city, and couldn't afford a ticket Just on foot, in such a cold winter, I walked so far with him just to see Qin Zhao! I don't even have the right to hate! I don't even have the right to be jealous! You are all masters, only I'm living in hell..."

Yan Xiaobei really didn't want to cry in front of Qin Jin, in front of the person who was [-]% similar to Qin Zhao, so uncomfortable that he could only put his wrist to his mouth and bite hard, blood was seen on the skin, and his mouth was full of bitterness.

Qin Jin only felt a stab in his chest, full of unbearable feeling, he subconsciously wanted to say "I'm sorry", but then reacted abruptly, as soon as he said this, it was equivalent to letting Qin Zhao take the blame, if Yan Xiao Bei is innocent, so is Qin Zhao. In any case, it is not Qin Zhao's turn to bear the charge.

Qin Jin rubbed his forehead with some headaches, only to hear Yan Xiaobei's hoarse voice coming through the gap between his lips and his wrist: "I have no home...and no relatives...leaving him...here is my only The place I can think of...the place he doesn't even want to look at again...is the port where I will be warm...I know it's shameless for me to complain about Qin Zhao and ask you for help at the same time, but I I really can't find another person who can help me. Xu Mingshen cut off all my escape routes, and I have nothing to do..."

(75)

Yan Xiaobei is not a cheerful child, many times he would rather keep his words in his stomach than say more, that's why he was able to bear with Xu Mingshen for so many years.

Because I have endured it for a long time, when I erupted, I looked even more miserable, and even looked a little embarrassed.

Qin Jin thought darkly, in some respects, Xu Mingshen and Yan Xiaobei are also a natural match, a gloomy and ruthless one who plunders like a wolf, and will not let others go if he can't survive, while Yan Xiaobei He is also a masochist who never feels sorry for himself, and he doesn't feel that he is at a disadvantage when he puts his life on a gamble on an unequal love.

Broken pots with rotten lids, everyone has their own fate.

Qin Jin suddenly felt a sense of powerlessness in his heart, he raised his hand to wipe his face, patted Yan Xiaobei's shoulder, and said, "All right, then you can cry with me here first, and I'll take a shower. "

The bathroom was small and dilapidated, and there was a yellowed squat pit next to it. Qin Jin found a plastic bag to wrap his hands before he dared to touch the switch of the shower head.

Fever and running are both very energy-consuming things. Qin Jin feels that he has not been so tired for a long time. Yan Xiaobei's escape, Chu Nian's desperate eyes, his biological mother's misunderstanding and disgust for homosexuality, one after another. The pieces accumulated in my heart became a heavy lock.

Qin Jin opened his eyes facing the water flow, his slender black eyelashes were like the blooming tail feathers of a peacock, glowing faintly under the water light, and he realized more and more deeply how huge and huge eyes were hidden behind Qin Zhao's deep gaze. What a huge power is hidden in her forbearance.

You and I are lovers standing shoulder to shoulder.

This sentence not only represents an acknowledgment and promise, but also a symbol of trust. The road ahead will be full of thorns. They must learn to fight back to back, hand over their lives to each other, and protect each other.

Qin Jin suddenly turned the switch of the shower head to the far left, the cold water roared down, and even his breathing was frozen, Qin Jin silently swore in the snow-like mist, Qin Zhao, give me a little more time , I will definitely become a good enough person, stand side by side with you, fight side by side, you wait for me...

This kind of small street hotel that doesn't even have a business license is not a place suitable for a slow-paced life. Qin Jin quickly took a battle bath, Yan Xiaobei made two cups of instant milk tea, and saw Qin Jin with his upper body naked Walking out of the bathroom, he raised his hand and gave him a glass.

The warm strawberry aroma spreads in the air, like a huge pink cotton candy.Qin Jin hasn't drunk this kind of little girl's food for many years, holding the hot paper cup in his hand, he couldn't help laughing, and said: "Could this be the legendary girl's heart?"

Holding the paper cup in both hands, Yan Xiaobei sat cross-legged on the edge of the bed with his bare feet, his gaze passed over Qin Jin's bare chest with firm texture and radiant skin, a faint blush appeared on his pale face, matching the The colors are integrated into one, with a kind of youthful softness and gentleness, even if it is stained with words related to sex, it does not look dirty at all, but there is a sense of timid shyness, which is probably the case in the so-called cleanliness.

Qin Jin casually put the cup of milk tea on the bedside table, imitating Yan Xiaobei and sat cross-legged next to him.A corner of the cigarette case was exposed from the pocket of the coat thrown on the pillow. Qin Jin hooked the cigarette case and picked one out and put it in his mouth. With raised eyebrows, he bumped into Yan Xiaobei's