Obsessed with Qin

His legs were weak and he had no choice but to sit back again, and under Qin Zhao's gaze, he had to bite the bullet and finish the call.

Although Chen Dajinya is a bar owner, he will be drunk when he is drunk, and he will be messed up when he is drunk. Qin Jin was thinking of some excuse to hang up the call. He even couldn't bear the words: "Jinjin, what is the relationship between us, what kind of innocence are you pretending to be with your Brother Chen! It's not Brother Chen, I'm sweet and talkative, just based on your age, figure, and appearance, as long as you are willing to loosen your pants Belt, Brother Chen promises to let you earn a Maserati in two months!"

Qin Jin really broke down this time. Before he could speak, Qin Zhao slapped the chopsticks on the table with a crisp sound. Qin Jin shrank his neck reflexively, and secretly yelled that he was not good. Qin Zhao walked directly in front of him, grabbed his phone with one hand, and dragged him into the bathroom by his collar with the other.

The restroom in the restaurant is not big, there are only three cubicles in total. When Qin Zhao rushed in with Qin Jin in his arms, a buddy was pulling up his pants just after peeing, and Qin Zhao froze there in fright.Qin Zhao pressed Qin Jin's neck with one hand, raised his foot and kicked the small doors of the cubicle one by one, making sure that there was no one inside, then turned his head and said to the buddy who was stupefied on the spot with his belt on: "Excuse me!" , you can pee in another place, I have some personal matters to deal with, I am afraid that you will be covered in blood, and you won’t be able to wash it off!”

The buddy didn't even bother to fasten his belt, and ran out with his head down.

Qin Zhao turned around and closed the bathroom door, leaning his back against the door panel, glaring at Qin Jin almost fiercely, gritted his teeth and said, "I really underestimated the second young master. I didn't expect you to secretly run a side business. Your brother should also switch to a Maserati and drive!"

Qin Jin originally wanted to take out a cigarette and light it, but he caught sight of Qin Zhao's posture of wanting to eat him raw from the corner of his eye, but he didn't dare, so he had to rub his face hard with his hands twice, calmed down, and then raised his head Looking at Qin Zhao, he said, "Brother, don't get me wrong. The guy surnamed Chen runs the train with his mouth full of horse urine. I just take a few classmates to him occasionally to drink some wine and shake the dice. I don't care about the rest. Don't touch me, and don't allow others to touch me, really!"

"Then last time you stood up for the surnamed Chen, like a duck head, what's the matter with drinking in the box?" Qin Zhao stared at Qin Jin without blinking, the corners of his lips curved It was extremely tense, as if it had reached a certain critical value, "Qin Jin, I'm your brother, not your mother, I don't want to be like an old lady with a bad mouth chasing after your ass every day, asking what you paid Friend, what kind of people do you usually hang out with? Have you learned bad things? I don’t want to worry about you, because I think you have grown up and become a man. You don’t need to understand some things, but you Today I really taught me a real lesson, let me know what is meant by 'Looking tall but not mindful'! Everyone surnamed Chen hit your ass, and you still yelled at Brother Chen one by one. Hang out with someone who misses your ass, Qin Jin, are you stupid or cheap, or are you fucking crazy!"

It has been many years since Qin Zhao had such a long conversation with him at once. Many emotions flashed in Qin Jin's heart, and the eye circles began to feel faintly hot. He lowered his head, and a voice echoed in his head like masochistic— —I know you are my brother, you will always be my brother, you can only be my fucking brother forever!Do you dare to involve me in something else, Qin Zhao, do you dare...

The way Qin Jin lowered his head and said nothing completely angered Qin Zhao. He grabbed Qin Jin's collar and brought him in front of him. His noses touched each other, and they smelled each other's breath. The two were so close that a thin piece of paper could no longer be inserted. .

Qin Jin stared at Qin Zhao's eyes from a very close distance, the pure black eyes with the intensity of the sun, listening to the man whispering vicious words in his ear: "Qin Jin, what do you want to do? I pampered you too much, didn't I, so pampered that you don't even have my brother in your eyes?"

I don't see you... I don't see you...

I may not see the whole world in my eyes...but...absolutely not...without you...

Because I love you...I love you so much...I love you so much that I feel afraid...I am afraid that I will destroy you...I am afraid that I will become a stain on your life...

Too many words came to his lips, but he couldn't say a word. Qin Jin waved away Qin Zhao's hand that was holding his collar, and took a few steps back, leaning against the cold wall.The two of them were obviously very close, but it seemed that they were straddled by some heavy thing, making each other unable to breathe.

Qin Zhao tugged at his neckline subconsciously. He couldn't remember the last time he was so angry. These years, he was alone outside, carrying the ups and downs alone, and his temper became more and more watertight. In his thirties, he seldom shows his emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy on his face. The whole person is like a mermaid sinking under the ice, separated from everyone by a layer, not far or close.

But Qin Jin, only this Qin Jin could really make him angry.

Qin Zhao took a deep breath, suppressed the urge to strangle the boy, and gritted his teeth: "Qin Jin, I warn you, you can play and mess around, but you must never have anything to do with those vile people and making a living!"

"Xiasanlan? What do you mean by Xiasanlan?" Qin Jin still lowered his head, his slightly long bangs hanging down, blocking all expressions, he raised his hand to rub his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice : "Does it mean to sell it, or it means... homosexuality? That's right, the one surnamed Chen is thinking about my ass, I knew it a long time ago, I knew it when I first saw him! Qin Zhao, don't think you are so clean How noble, in this respect you are the same as Chen's mother, you are a rotten cucumber that can walk! Zhou Xiaojia likes you, you know, do you remember whose women's pajamas are in your closet? , do you remember how many female partners you have changed over the years? Everyone is equal, each other, everyone should not look down on anyone! I am willing to play with the surnamed Chen, I am willing to hang him, just like It's like you took Zhou Xiaojia out for dinner today, everyone plays their own way, you have no right to think I'm disgusting..."

Before Qin Jin finished speaking, Qin Zhao slapped him backhanded, with a slap, very hard.

(7)

After the crisp sound of "slap", the bathroom was extremely quiet, Qin Jin still stood with his hands down against the wall, without sound or expression, as if the slap wasn't him.Qin Zhao felt a scorching heat in the palm of his hand, as if he was holding a piece of red-hot coal, which was scalding to the point of pain.A sense of irritability never before rose from the bottom of his heart, and gradually spread upwards, roaring to engulf someone completely, Qin Zhao sighed deeply, left the sentence "You can do it yourself", and walked away.

There was a heavy door closing sound in his ear, Qin Jin took out a cigarette from his pocket and lit it with one hand, as long as Qin Zhao pays attention, he will find that Qin Jin's actions when lighting and smoking are very similar to him, this is not intentional Imitation, but caring too much, caring that if you accidentally live like the other person.

The blue smoke rose up, blurring his vision. Qin Jin felt a sudden chill in the corner of his eyes, as if something was about to fall out. He leaned his back against the cold wall and raised his head, blinking hard twice, making everyone All the emotions flowed back into the stomach, and all the sadness was broken into places where no one would see it.

His love was dark, and so was his sorrow.

He is not only gay, but also a pervert who misses his biological brother. He doesn't even have the right to be jealous, let alone sad.

When Qin Jin returned to the box, there was no one in the box, only a table of untouched dishes, the waiter stood three steps away from Qin Jin, and said cautiously: "The two who came with you have already Check out and leave, do you want to continue eating or should we pack it for you?"

Qin Jin sat where Qin Zhao had been, stared at the table full of dishes for a while, and then said to the anxious waiter, "No need to pack, let's move it out."

Coming out of the restaurant, Qin Jin raised his hand to stop a taxi, and directly reported Lucifer's address.When the lights came on and the night fell heavily, Qin Jin lay on the back seat of the taxi with his arms and legs spread out, the colorful lights and shadows of neon flowing through the surface of his skin like water, Qin Jin suddenly felt extremely tired, heart-wrenching Tired, even his eyes became hollow.The master driving the car kept looking back through the rearview mirror. Qin Jin couldn't stand being watched, so he said helplessly, "Master, look at the road, don't look at me, I don't have zebra crossings or traffic lights on my face!"

The driver master smiled embarrassingly, Qin Jin closed his eyes and stopped talking.

Lucifer was as lively as ever, Qin Jin just walked in, the bartender Song Xiaoye standing behind the bar shouted something to him across the dance floor, there were too many people and the music was too chaotic, Qin Jin couldn't hear clearly and was too lazy to go over to ask, and rushed to Song Xiaoye He waved his hand and went directly into the box upstairs.

The moment Qin Jin pushed open the door of the box, Qin Jin thought in a daze, if he could still see Qin Zhao sitting in the middle of the sofa with his long legs crossed this time, he would immediately turn his head and go out, bumping into the man in front of Lucifer's door. On a crooked neck tree!

However, Qin Jin's lifespan is still long, so naturally there will be no Qin Zhao in the box.

The light in the box was very low, and an unknown female singer was standing on a small stage singing an unknown song, and a few long-legged girls with little clothes squeezed around the female singer in various ways. Go, Qin Jin thought a little funny, if you keep rubbing at this frequency, you will be able to unbutton your underwear!

Qin Jin kicked over a group of people and squeezed to the side of Chen. Before he could sit down, he was shocked by the scene in front of him.The one surnamed Chen obviously drank too much, squinting his eyes wide